Authors: Linda Grant
“Sort of like us Morgans all meeting together to do ⦔ Dan waved his hands expressively.
“You could be right.”
“So,” said Dan, a teasing glint in his eyes, “do you think that you and I might have had a past life together?”
As Gerry looked at Dan, she suddenly knew what had been tugging at the back of her mind, the thing that she had refused to acknowledge ever since that dream she had been having about Susanna.
In a gentle voice, Dan said, “It's okay, Gerry. I shouldn't have asked that.”
Unwillingly, she looked at him. His eyes were brown, not black, but the feeling in them was the same, a love that wouldn't let her go ⦠Was he the reincarnation of Paul? Then that would make her the reincarnation of Susanna.
Gerry stood up. “I should leave. I have things to take care of.”
“I've upset you. I'm sorry.”
She shook her head, reaching blindly for her coat. Dan was ahead of her, putting it on around her shoulders. Struggling for control, she shrugged into it.
“I'm tired, didn't sleep much last night after reading Jeremy's memoir.” Especially because of her dreams about Susanna and Paul.
Dan stood as if undecided, then asked quietly, “Could I call you a cab?”
“No thanks. I'd like to just walk for a while by myself.”
Opening her purse, she found her sunglasses and jammed them on, then rummaged around for some money.
Dan put a hand on her arm. “I'll pay. My treat,” he said. “Take care, Gerry. I'll see you at dinner.”
“Thank you,” she said and walked away.
Jason Kramer | Caleb's mansion, Saturday, June 20, 1992 |
“Thanks for coming shopping with me, J.J.,” said Laney as they walked after dinner into the library.
“No problem.”
It was the first time he had been allowed to go off on his own in a big city. Well, not quite on his own, but close, with no adult to supervise him. Laney wasn't really an adult, although she thought she was, but she was okayâdidn't boss him aroundâand he did have fun. After shopping for a bathing suit, she had helped him find a scarf for his mother, and then he had helped her find a watch for her father.
Would he ever get the chance to visit San Francisco again and take in some of the sights, maybe with someone his own age like Crystal, Davis's friend? She was smartâdefinitely not an airheadâand kind of cute.
J.J. flopped into a wing chair, wondering if he dared to stretch his legs out over the side of it, and then decided not to, not in front of his relatives.
Dan was looking at Gerry like she was the sexiest thing alive. Too bad they were cousins.
Marjory and Mr. S. were quietly sipping their drinks. They must have really hit it off earlier. He had overheard them at dinner talking about their visit to the antique shops in Jackson Square. Mr. S. was excited about buying some earrings made out of human hair. He was sure that they would sell very well in his store in Kenora.
Cummings was pouring Caleb a shot of brandy.
Beside J.J. stood a small table that held Jeremy's memoir, which Gerry had put there after supper. J.J. picked it up. The binding felt dry and cool to his touch. Thin spidery writing covered every inch of the brittle paper. His fingers began to burn. He tried to wrench his hand away, but a mighty force seemed to be gluing them to the page. He opened his mouth to shoutâand fell into another time and place.
In disbelief, he gulped and rubbed his eyes, but the man standing in front of him was shockingly clear. He was wearing stockings and breeches and a reddish-colored cloak, which reached just below the tops of his boots. His long hair was neatly tied back in a ponytail.
“Who are you?” blurted out J.J.
“Your ancestor, Jeremy Morgan, at your service. Now pay attention, Master Jason. There is something you must do.”
It's just like school all over again, thought J.J. resentfully. Fixing Jeremy with what he hoped was a good imitation of the Terminator's hard stare, he asked, “Why?”
“Because if you refuse,” said Jeremy enunciating each word precisely, “much of your world will know cruel oppression at the hands of one who knows no mercy.”
J.J. blinked and then let out a strangled yell. It was like the time in Mr. S.'s shop when he'd gone traveling out of his body and looked back into Celtic times. All around him was clear blue sky and nothing holding him up as far as he could tell.
“That which you term your âconsciousness' is here with me. Your body is taking its ease back in Caleb's library,” said Jeremy's voice from beside him.
“How can I be separated from my body?”
“Consciousness can be anywhere it is needful for it to be. Time and space are not the barriers you view them to be.”
Jeremy sounded like one of those far-out quantum physicists. Since there wasn't anything he could do about his situation, he might as well enjoy the view, even if it was the product of what had to be his hyperactive imagination.
And what a view! He could see the outline of California, the tips of mountain ranges poking up through huge clouds of dirty gray smoke.
“Where are we?” asked J.J.
“San Francisco in 1992 in an alternate reality.”
“What happened here?” J.J. whispered, for the land was burning: towns, villages, fields, everything torched.
“You see before you a conquered country,” said Jeremy. “The Great Oppressor, in league with the Japanese, dreams of world conquest. His armies are victorious everywhere and now shake the New World as a farmer might shake an apple tree. None dare oppose him except some few. And so the land burns.
“Disease kills as many as force of arms. Three persons in five fall prey to smallpox. Of those three, one dies, one becomes horribly disfigured, and one is only slightly marked. It is the custom during particularly bad outbreaks for the corpses to be burned.”
J.J. shuddered. Now he could see what was left of farmhouses, their chimneys broken and red tiles jutting out from gaping roofs. In some cases, only burned-out shells remained. The towns were in even worse shape, with whole blocks of buildings wiped out and only piles of rubble to mark where they had stood. A few people were scavenging in the ruins. They dived for cover when what looked like jeep-type vehicles painted brown drove slowly down the street.
They moved swiftly to the south. “Los Angeles,” said Jeremy.
The structures of the megalopolis, familiar to J.J. from movies, were not there, only a string of small towns that showed the same signs of devastation as the towns farther north.
“Behold, the Spanish territories,” said Jeremy. “They were established here until the Japanese overtook them. Rather than build great manufacturing enterprises, these outposts ship the fruits of the land to the mother country, which uses these resources to manufacture goods and then ships these goods back to the colonists.”
Now they were moving inland, soaring over mountain peaks that stuck up above a jumble of rock and wastelands of cactus and sage in lonely deserts where nothing moved for miles.
Foothills began to appear and then high, broad plains where vast herds of animals moved slowly. They dipped down closer.
“Bison!” exclaimed J.J. “So many of them!”
Now he could make out some dark-skinned men and women on horseback, expertly cutting out some of the animals from the rest of the herd.
“What are they doing?”
“Indians in the west joined with other Indians from all across this great land to create a federation of Indian nations. They supply quantities of meat, hides, and the by-products of bison to the rest of North America, even shipping their products to foreign markets.”
Below them, J.J. could see a train pulling into a station surrounded by acres of corrals that contained bison standing, patiently awaiting their fate.
Abruptly, J.J. could feel himself streaking faster and faster eastward, the empty plains giving way to a patchwork quilt of neat farms.
There was nothing resembling the great cities of his time, cities linked together by a network of roads in a nonstop urban sprawl. Here were smaller towns where slow-moving vehicles, about the size of Volkswagen Beetles, puffed along dirt roads. Women in long dark dresses and scarves on their heads walked sedately from shop to shop, most carrying baskets into which they put their purchases. Men were dressed in pants and coats of the same dark material as the women.
“Their forebears were the early Puritans,” said Jeremy answering the boy's unspoken question.
“Don't they believe in having fun?”
J.J. could hear a snort of laughter from Jeremy as he answered, “The Master of Hell was associated with fun. In Puritan New England it would be a grave error to associate oneself with the Horned One. Religion is a sober affair. Everyone goes to the meetinghouse on Sundays.”
“What happens if you don't?”
“Few people would patronize your business, bullies would set upon your children at school, and ladies would scorn to be seen with your wife.”
“So they didn't really have a choice.”
“You say it very true, Master Jason. No War of Independence, offering the right to live free from whatever class of society into which one was born, occurred. No masses of immigrants seeking to conduct their lives in the manner they chose flooded into the land. No great nation promoting individual freedoms and responsibilitiesâthe likes of which the world has never knownâarose.
“It happened in this manner. After Metacom or King Philip, the name given to the Indian leader, and the tribes who joined him laid waste to the English colonies, the French under Count Frontenac swooped down from the north upon the colonies and took control of the area.
“After the burning of their towns, the widespread killing of their people, as well as the repressive policies of France, the Thirteen Colonies never built up a great nation. And so the matter has stood ever since.
“Thus, when the armies of Hitler enslaved Europe in the 20th century, there was none to stop him. England, France, and all their allies eventually succumbed to the Great Oppressor, who, along with his ally, the Japanese, established a great empire extending throughout the whole of Europe, right up to the borders of Russia. Now he looks across the sea to the Eastern Seaboard of North America.
“There are cycles in time. The Hindus wrote about yuga cycles, each one of which lasted for thousands of years and had various characteristics. The Mayas also were aware of various cycles of time, as were the North American Indians. We are shifting now into another cycle. Soon the present cycle will close permanently.
“A distinct possibility exists that other forces will be able to shift the present timeline into what will become a nasty future.”
“So, what has this to do with me or the other Morgans?”
“More than you think.”
“But how?”
“Each of you has a talent, such as your ability to pick up impressions from objects. At other times you may have an intuitive knowing of the appropriate thing to do.”
“I still don't understand how this works.”
“You are at a particular point in timeâa kind of window or opportunityâwhere, with some help, you will be able to project your consciousness into a former body of yours that lived at a particular turning point in history. This will allow you to effect the changes necessary to prevent the other forces from altering the present and future.”
“What happens if we can't?”
“Then the timeline in which you now live will not manifest.”
“Would that be so bad? Life isn't so great now for a lot of people.” Like his mother, who had to have an operation and had lost her dad, and especially for the people living in third world countries.
As if reading his mind, Jeremy said, “And yet, my young kinsman, you live in a time where you have choices and opportunities undreamed of by those in other periods of history. Would you, for example, give up the industrial potential, which sometimes creates pollution, and forgo certain experiences that hold a great richness of expression for human beings?”
“Uh, I guess not.”
“As I did mention previously, there are certain periods where, depending on the choices that individuals collectively make, the stream of human events may go one way or another. Colonial America was one such turning point. There are others.”
“I don't get it.”
“Each person is connected to a field of consciousness and, therefore, connected to each other. Carl Jung called it the
collective unconscious.
So what each person does, or even thinks, has an effect on everyone else. By your thoughts and actions, you Morgans can affect the direction in which humanity will go.”
“They're never going to believe this, not in a million years!”
“Leave that to me, Master Jason. I charge you to tell them what you have seen and then bid them go to the San Juan Mission south of San Francisco. Advise the abbot that you have come for the box left there by Jeremy Morgan. You will find further instructions in the box.”
J.J. opened his eyes and found his hand gripping the memoir.
Mr. S. was already out of his seat. Putting an arm around him, Mr. S. asked, “What's the matter, Jason?”
J.J. wanted to sink down into his chair. Everyone was staring at him. Then Laney slipped over to his side and whispered, “You okay?”
“Yeah.”
“What happened to you, young man?” asked Caleb, frowning.
“Uh, well, I had a kind of vision. I met Jeremy and ⦔ His voice trailed off.
This was going to be worse than he thought. Dan was staring at him skeptically, but then Marjory was saying, “Why don't you just tell us what happened, Jason?”
He gulped and said, “Jeremy said we're supposed to go to the San Juan Mission and pick up a box that he left there. And then we're going to travel back in time.”