Timeless Tales of Honor (2 page)

H
ot searing pain
burned Aishlinn’s face and throughout her body, yet she remained firm in her resolve not to succumb to the demands the earl was making. She’d not bed this smelly and repulsive man, no matter how badly he beat her.

With all the strength she could muster Aishlinn stood firm. On legs weak from fear, she teetered for a moment and tried to stare him down. “Nay,” her voice was but a mere whisper.

Intense anger and fury filled the man’s eyes as he threw another blow to her face. Her mouth filled with more blood and sparks of white light burst before her eyes as she fell to the floor.

“How dare you!” he yelled as he towered over her. “I am your lord. I am the Earl of Penrith and you shall give me what I demand!”

Her breathing was labored, her heart filled with fear and hatred. Wiping her bloodied lips on the torn sleeve of her dress, she took a deep breath. Through eyes so swollen she could barely see she looked up at the earl and told him once again, “Nay.”

A loud growl escaped the earl’s throat. An impatient man to begin with, he was furious with her stubbornness. He had bed countless women over the years. Many had been willing partners while others had to be persuaded a bit more firmly to give in to his demands. But this wench was different. For some reason she would rather be beaten to death than simply give him what he wanted. He was an Earl after all, and no one denied him anything. Ever. He was a man of privilege.

Appointed to this God-forsaken land by the King of England, the earl was accustomed to having anything he wanted. It mattered not to him if this wench surrendered willingly or fought him every step of the way. He would have what he wanted.

He stared down at the trembling heap lying on the floor. When she had first arrived in his room, he had tried to be gentle, yet firm. When words had not worked to convince her to warm his bed, he had gone with a much sterner approach. Still, she refused him, even after several slaps to her face and some well-chosen blows to her body. And the leather strap he’d taken to her back and legs had done nothing to change her mind.

It had been her willful disobedience that had angered him more than anything else. Now she lay upon the floor before him, battered to the point he no longer recognized the beauty that had caused him to want her in the first place. Her face black and blue, her dress torn and bloodied, and still, she refused him. Who on earth did this young whore think she was?

She tried to steady her breathing to keep from passing out. Every inch of her body hurt and she was exhausted beyond measure. But she simply could not give in, could not submit to his demands.

She had no idea how long she had been in the earl’s room. It had been very late when Baltair, one of the guards, had come to her room. When he had told her the earl wished to see her, fear shot through her veins for she was certain there could only be one reason why she would be summoned to his room.

Baltair had respectfully turned his back while she slipped back into her dress before escorting her to the earl’s room. “I’m sorry, lass,” he had whispered before opening the door to the earl’s chambers. Aishlinn was certain she had seen a glimpse of genuine sadness in his eyes when he had closed the door behind her.

She had heard many a story about the earl and his lust for women. She also knew that he was a ruthless man who would inflict instant punishment on anyone, regardless of age or gender, who had either defied or displeased him. The earl was merciless.

Aishlinn now lay upon the floor of the earl’s chambers and prayed. She prayed that he would grow weary and give up or that God would strike one of them dead, preferably the earl. She was saving her purity for a husband she knew she would probably never have, but saving it nonetheless. As far as she was concerned, the earl could shove hot coals up his arse; she would not bed him.

It was no longer important to him to hear her utter the word “yes”. He bent down and grabbed Aishlinn by her arms. His eyes were filled with rage as he lifted her and threw her upon his bed.

Her heart shattered into a thousand pieces as she flew through the air. No matter how hard she fought, no matter what she did, he would have what he wanted.

The next moment he was straddling her and she felt the cold hard blade of a dagger against her throat. A repulsive smile had formed across the earl’s face when he saw the first hint of fear in her eyes. Grabbing the top of her dress, he began to cut it from bodice to hem. His movements were careful and slow and he would pause frequently to glance at her face. The fear flashing behind her green eyes excited him more.

She could no longer fight him. In the recesses of her mind, she heard a small voice tell her that if perhaps she gave in to his demands, then afterwards she could flee this place. Perhaps she could find safe passage to London and start her life over. No one would ever have to know what the earl had done to her this night.

As the last bit of her dress gave way to his knife the earl angrily tugged at her sleeves. Rolling her out of her dress, she landed face down on the mattress. She gasped when she felt his knee in her back and his hand grab her hair. Violently he jerked her head back and she could feel his hot breath on her ear. Droplets of blood from her cut lips ran down her chin. Angrily he whispered in her ear, “You have a decision to make whore. Do you choose life or do you choose death?”

Aishlinn had no fight left in her. Let him have his way and then she could be gone. If she had to walk all the way to London she would. Surviving the night was all that mattered now.

Nearly retching on her own words, her throat and mouth dry, she answered, “I choose life.”

Though she could not see the earl’s face she knew the evil smile remained upon it. Victory was his; defeat hers. When he rolled her over onto her back the sordidness in his smile terrified her.

With the dagger still in his hand, he grabbed her dress and wiped the blood from her mouth. It mattered not to him that her lips were cut and swollen and still bleeding, he kissed her anyway. Harshly and savagely his tongue found its way into her mouth. His breath smelled of whiskey and onions. The vileness of it caused her to gag. Her stomach churned with disgust and shame. She had never been kissed before and this was not how she imagined her first kiss would be.

He stopped for a moment still displaying that same nasty smile, “You’ll be choking on more than my tongue momentarily dear.”

Aishlinn had no idea what he meant and dreaded the thought of finding out.

More revolting kisses came as he began grabbing at her shift, tugging at the sleeves. Trepidation, fear and disgust washed over her. Thoughts and images of her family came rushing into her mind. She saw her father’s face, shaking his head and telling her he had known all along that she was no good. Then her three brothers appeared, laughing and taunting her. “’Tis what you get for thinking yer better than ye really are! Yer worth nothin’.”

Then she saw her mum, beautiful, strong Laiden, and she held such a curious look upon her face. ’Twas her mum who said “Nay! Do not give in!”

Aishlinn’s heart sank when she felt the earl pulling her shift down, his hot hands upon her small breasts, squeezing them forcefully. ’Twas then that Aishlinn realized he had made his first mistake. He had both hands upon her breasts. Where was the dagger? She turned her head and saw it lying upon the mattress and realized it was within her reach. She could still fight! Perhaps if she could grab the knife, she could threaten him with it. She could threaten to cut off his manly parts or stab him in the heart if he did not stop.

Slowly, she reached for the dagger. She would pretend for a moment, repulsive as the thought was, to enjoy what the earl was doing. Pretend just long enough to grab the dagger. When she feigned a soft moan of pleasure the earl mushed his face into her neck and bit her. She could feel his manhood growing as she carefully wrapped her fingers around the hilt of the knife.

’Twas then that the earl made is second mistake; he believed she was truly enjoying his hands and mouth upon her. With his face still buried in her neck he said, “I told you that you would enjoy this.” ’Twas then that he moved his mouth to her breast and bit.

The pain was unbearable. A low growl escaped her throat and without thinking, she plunged the dagger into his back, pulled it out and thrust it in a second time. She had not intended to harm him but she could take no more. The earl lifted his head and looked at her. The victorious grin had been replaced with a look of complete bewilderment.

“You whore!” he muttered as he let out a long, slow breath then collapsed upon her.

I
t took
every ounce of strength Aishlinn had left to wriggle out from under the earl. Blood oozed from his back and soaked into his shirt. Her stomach churned violently as the coppery smell of blood and sweat assaulted her senses. Her hands trembled while her mind raced, fighting hard to regain her wits. She needed to flee this room and this castle and she needed to flee it quickly.

With trembling fingers she unbarred the door as quietly as she could. Taking a deep breath, she pulled it open just a crack, enough to peer into the hallway. ’Twas empty and dark, save for the few lit torches that lined the walls. She tried not to look at the dead man in the bed as she grabbed her dress and hurried out of the room. Blood rushed in her ears and her heart pounded as she tiptoed down the dark hallway.

As she rounded a corner, she caught sight of a guard slumped over in a chair. She prayed for him to be either passed out from too much drink or a sound sleeper, she cared not which. A jolt of pain shot through her chest as she took a deep breath. Clutching her dress to her chest as if it were a shield, she dared not breathe as she held herself close to the wall and tiptoed past the guard. She prayed God would show her some mercy and would not let her encounter anyone else this night.

Through the semi-darkness, she crept quietly down the three levels of stairs as quickly as she could. She paused at the last step to listen for sounds of life and tried to think the best way of escape. To her left was the large gathering room that led to the kitchens. She knew that area well, for that had been the portion of the castle where she had worked since arriving less than a month ago. To her right was the earl’s library and an area of the castle she was not at all familiar with.

The gathering room was filled with sleeping men, passed out from drinking too much wine consumed throughout the night. Some of the men lay upon the massive tables while others slept on the cold stone floor. A few of them snored heavily, while others ground their teeth or mumbled in their drunken sleep. If she took the route she knew best, she risked stumbling over one of the drunkards and waking them. If she went in the opposite direction, she risked getting lost in parts of the castle she did not know.

She decided the best route to freedom was the one she knew. But before her foot could touch the floor, a large hand suddenly clamped around her mouth while an arm grabbed her around her waist. She was lifted off the ground and whisked down the hallway.

Besieged with fear and pain, she could not cry out or struggle against the firm hold he had on her body. She could hear nothing but the blood rushing in her ears and the pounding of her heart. Freedom would not be hers this night. She could only pray that the person who held her would be merciful and kill her quickly.

I
t was
a familiar voice whispering in her ear as she was taken into the earl’s library.

“Aishlinn! Please do not scream, do not let out a sound!” The voice was firm yet pleading. “I’m going to set you down but do not utter a word. If you scream out I’ll not be able to help you escape. Do you understand?”

She thought she detected a slight note of fear in the man’s voice. She nodded her head in agreement as she tried to tamp down the wave of fear that was all consuming.

Very slowly he set her on the floor and loosened his hold. She spun around to see who had grabbed her, but it was far too dark to see anything more than the black shadow. Aishlinn heard him step across the room and a moment later the sound of a candle being lit. Moments later the room was bathed in the soft light.

It was Baltair who stood before her. But why? Why had he brought her here and why was he helping her? Uncertain if she should be fearful or relieved to see him, she stood still, holding her dress to her bosom, as she searched his eyes for any sign as to what his intentions might be.

He looked clearly sorrowful, but Aishlinn could not begin to fathom why.

“I am so sorry for what he has done to you,” he whispered. “I should never have taken you to him. It was fear for my own well-being that made me do it.”

Baltair had not expected Aishlinn to fight as fiercely as she had. Baltair had remained outside the earl’s chamber room door after he had brought Aishlinn to him. He had worked for the earl for many years and knew all too well how he treated young women. When he realized that Aishlinn was not going to give in to the earl’s demands, no matter how harshly the earl made them, Baltair knew in his heart what he must do. He could not bear the thought of another young girl being killed.

As fast as he could, he had left Aishlinn alone with the earl long enough to saddle a horse for her potential escape. He was both surprised and relieved to see her standing on the stairs when he returned. Baltair had grabbed her when he realized she was going to attempt to escape through the kitchens where people were still awake.

“No one deserved what he did to you and it is my fault for it,” he told her, his voice solemn. “I’ve a daughter about your age, Aishlinn. I’d never want her to go through what you did.”

Seeing the guilt and sorrow in Baltair’s eyes, Aishlinn was fully prepared to thank him for helping her. He grabbed her hand and led her to the large fireplace before she could utter a word.

“We must move quickly before anyone wakes,” he whispered. He drew back a large tapestry that hung on the wall next to the fireplace.

“Say nothing,” he told her as he pulled her through a hidden doorway. “The sounds carry here.”

Aishlinn had no choice but to follow him into the darkness. She stayed close, with one hand clinging to his, the other grasping firmly to the back of his coat.

With each step, the pain in her ribs seemed to intensify, making it quite difficult to breathe. She pushed through the pain, for now she must concentrate on escape.

Baltair led the way through a maze of corridors and tunnels that seemed to snake along endlessly. Aishlinn had no idea where he was leading her. She hoped the sound of her pounding heart would not echo through the hidden corridors. An eternity seemed to pass before they came upon a very narrow passage. It led through the thick walls of the castle and spilled out into the courtyard.

Creeping quietly in the darkness, Baltair held a firm grip on Aishlinn’s hand. She wondered how Baltair was able to see in the darkness, for she could barely see the back of his head.

The night air was frigid and brought goose bumps to her bare skin for she still wore only her shift. She did not complain of the cold or the stones and sticks that pricked at her bare feet. Freedom was too close at hand for complaint.

They hugged the castle wall and walked a good distance before Baltair led her toward the large arched entranceway of Castle Firth. Soon they passed through a small wooden door hidden by heavy vines and before she knew it they were walking along the dirt road that led away from the castle.

She could smell and hear the horse before she could see it.

“Aishlinn,” Baltair whispered, “this will be a good mare for you. Stay upon this road until the sun breaks at your back.”

Before she realized what was happening Baltair grabbed her about the waist and set her upon the saddle. An unbelievable amount of pain shot through her ribs and back when he lifted her. She nearly tumbled off the other side of the horse before taking a firm hold of the saddle.

“When the sun breaks, leave the road and head north and west!” He tucked the reins into her hands.

Aishlinn had planned to flee to London, which was to the south and east. “But London does not lie in that direction, Baltair!” she argued.

“You’ll not want to go to London, Aishlinn,” he told her. “I’m sending you to Scotland. They won’t think to look for you there.” He sounded anxious as he led her and her horse down the road. “If you want freedom Aishlinn, you must go to the Highlands. Trust me!” There was more than a hint of fear and desperation in his voice.

“Remember! Stay on this road until the sun breaks at your back, then head into the forests and keep going north and west. You’ll find your people there, Aishlinn!” He gave her no chance to respond before he slapped the mare’s rump hard with the palm of his hand.

Aishlinn did not have time to ask Baltair what he meant by her people for the mare had taken off the moment his hand came down upon it. She was nearly tossed again from the saddle and clung on to it for dear life. Why on earth he was sending her to Scotland, she had no clear idea. She could only pray that Baltair was right in his decision.

A sudden surge of hope washed over her as she flew down the road and thought of Scotland. Her mother had died long ago when she was just a little girl. Aishlinn knew very little of her mother’s life before she had married Broc, but she did know that her mother had come from the Highlands. It had been Moirra who had told her. She had promised to tell Aishlinn more when she was older. Unfortunately, Moirra had died before she could keep her word.

If Moirra was correct, then there was a small chance that Aishlinn could find her mother’s clan. Perhaps she could even learn who her blood father had been. Perhaps her mother’s family or her father’s might be willing to take her in, offer her a home.

With no idea just how far away Scotland might be, Aishlinn kept the horse at a full run. She prayed for God’s speed and His mercy. She would need His divine intervention in finding her mother’s clan, for she hadn’t a clue how to do it on her own.