THUGLIT Issue One (4 page)

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Court Merrigan

I come home from the Gleaner’s Union hangdog with a corn whiskey stumble in my step, trying not to believe what the boys was saying. How a man didn’t hardly have a choice no more. How he had to hire out. The boys who still came in to the Union, they was stalwart, they knew good as me the difference between laboring for wages and working your own land. But young ones can’t eat your knowing all winter, can they?

Cora sat by the stove, skinning spuds.

“How you been, little girl?” I said to her. “You go out walking today?”

“Yeah,” she said.

She looked up from that half-skinned spud all ladylike, knees pressed tight together, hands on her lap. Cora never sat like that unless she was bad upset.

I pulled up a chair. Took the tater and knife out of Cora’s slick little hands. Wanted to wrap her up in my big arms but that wouldn’t do, big as she was getting.

“Ma,” I said, “I plain forgot to change out the goat’s hay. Maybe you want to give it a look.”

“I already been out there,” said Ma. I just...” Then she saw how I was looking at Cora. “Yeah,” she said, reaching for her coat. “I better check.”

She’s always been a good woman.

“Now what is it, baby girl?” I said to Cora when Ma was gone.

“I was over round Griselda Harlan’s place today,” she said.

“Cora...”

“I know you told me and told me. But I didn’t mean nothing by it. I was coming back out of Seven Mile Draw and you know that tree line they got’s the best way to get back. It’s out of the wind.”

“Out of sight from the house, you mean.”

Cora nodded. We’d all helped Harlan plant in that windbreak and of course them trees come up like weeds the first years before the drought and alkali. Now they was just thick tangles of branches for pheasants to hide out in. 

“I seen Mr. Ryne and Griselda,” said Cora.

“That’s Mrs. Harlan to you, little girl.”

“Him and Mrs. Harlan. I known it was Mr. Ryne because of that Mustang of his tied up outside.”

“Go on.”

“I saw em, Pa. Together.”

“Together.”

“I just wanted to see,
Pa.
I couldn’t help myself.”

Feature of life out there in that hardscrabble valley: no one had curtains. Couldn’t afford em, for one thing, didn’t need em, for another, what with your nearest neighbors living miles away.

“Well, what’d you see?” I asked.

“They was rutting,
Pa.
”

She didn’t have to say it, of course. Maybe I shouldn’t of made her come out with it.

“Mrs. Harlan, she was bent over the table, and Mr. Ryne, his face was all twisted up and...”

“That’ll do, girl,” I said. “They see you?”

“No. They was too busy.”

We sat there a while, pondering the possibilities.

“Pa,” Cora said, “you can’t go rutting someone you ain’t married to, can you?”

“No, baby girl,” I said, “you cannot.”

*****

You want to go back, you’d blame it on Harlan’s taking the job with the railroad. Course, he only took that job on account of the alkali eating up his land. For that you’d have to blame God. Or the government putting out the land around Spirit Lake, Wyoming, up for homesteading, what used to be Indian ground—but of course they never done nothing with it. Hundred-sixty acres free and clear if you pledged to work it seven years.

Course, we wasn’t up here three years before the drought come on and never let go and the alkali started leaching up, poisoning the soil yellow so nothing would grow on it. Then you throw the Depression on top of that.

That’s when we started finding out who was who. Some up and disappeared into the night, like them Okies down south jumping the Dust Bowl for
California
, giving up their land to get owned body and soul for a few bucks a day. Others kept their name on the deed and went out laboring, like Harlan.

Like I say, Harlan got on at the railroad. A good job, too, working the lines across the state two weeks at a stretch. A hundred men a day down at the rail yard clamoring for that job. We all thought Harlan got lucky till we heard he took his wife Griselda along with him. She was a looker, all right. Flouncing around in skirts and makeup like she lived downtown in
Omaha
or some such and not on parcel of hardscrabble
Wyoming
dirt a hundred miles from anywhere. You could see how a man could come by a job by her, if she got left alone with the hiring man a few minutes.

Harlan would be gone two, three weeks at a time. Not many women can cope with that kind of lonesomeness and Griselda wasn’t one of em. So Jack Ryne come along to comfort her. Riding a fine Mustang, best horse in
Spirit
Lake
.

*****

Cora now, you couldn’t keep her to the homeplace if you strapped a plow to her back. I know we was sometimes the talk of folks, the way Cora would come strolling across someone’s place chewing on a hickory stick in her boy’s overalls, hair ragged short because she clipped it herself with sheep shears, toting along some Indian artifact she found back in the bluffs. Howdy doo, she’d say, have herself a drink of water out of the well and stroll on. I’d hear about it a couple days later and I know there was folks saying I should of reined her in.

But I couldn’t do that. It was in Cora’s blood. I remember our first harvest here, when times was still good. Cora just turned up down in the fields, right next to the reaper, pretty as you please. She wasn’t but three years old. I held her on my lap as she grabbed at the chaff floating by, her thin hair smelling like wheat and everything in the world seeming open and possible. That was the fall of ’28. Good times ain’t been seen around here since.

Cora knows this country better than anyone since the Indians, I guess. The draws and the buttes beyond the farm ground, every plant and animal and bug and fish. How many times did she show me things I never knew existed: deer beds, trout eggs, seep draws, edible berries.

“What are these even called?” I asked her once.

“Hackberry.”

“How did you know you could eat em?”

“I tried one.”

“You could of got sick to death, girl. You can’t go around eating things you don’t know what they are.”

She shrugged. “I know.”

Being with Cora the world took on a wondering glow. I noticed cows had marvelously shaped noses, like she said, how ladybugs flitted like storybook fairies, ants dancing on the sand in the wind. You don’t go restraining a creature like that. No sir.

*****

There wasn’t no harvest that October of ’36. Some of us had known since May, when didn’t nothing come sprouting out of the alkali-killed ground. Some of us by July, when it hadn’t rained in three months and
Spirit
Lake
got too low to pull any more irrigation water out of. Some by September when three hailstorms in four days pounded the last living crops into dust and nothing. October should of been harvest. Instead them of us that hadn’t run off to
California
or taken to laboring gathered at the Gleaner’s Union warehouse that we built together, talking about what was and what might of been. Pass around corn whiskey, roll another smoke.

Cora had rode with me into the
Union
many and many a time during harvest back in the good days, sitting proud beside me on the seat. She’d grab a Coke out of the ice chest while we unloaded, prattling on to the bookkeeper Mrs. Rubottom about the critters and the clouds and the shape of the wind. Old Mrs. Rubottom nodding along as she kept track of the spuds and corn and wheat so we’d be sure to get our fair share at the end of harvest, each family proportioned to what it’d put in, sliding some of the profit over to families with newborns and sick ones, reckoning out payments on a tractor for everyone in the Union to share out.

Now Mrs. Rubottom was dead, there wasn’t no call for bookkeeping, and I didn’t tote Cora along to the
Union
. Bunch of idled dirt farmers quaffing whiskey in a empty warehouse cussing at the world ain’t no place for a little girl.

I had to walk in myself. The last horse on my team gave out in September after it drank alkali-poisoned water. I wasn’t the only one walking, I’ll tell you that. Them that still had horses were more lucky than good.

*****

A few days after me and Cora had our little talk, I was back at the Gleaner’s
Union
. Whiskey jugs making the rounds, some of the boys talking about hiring out when Jerry Sherrill said to hell with that. He was headed into the mountains to trap bears. Said them pelts would bring fifty dollars or better down in
Casper
. But you couldn’t walk the furs out. You needed a animal.

“You really think there’s still bear back there?” I asked.

“I know there is,” said Sherrill. “And wolf. Mink, even. They’re begging for pelts down in
Casper
. You got them rich ladies out in
New York
paying top dollar, you know.”

I thought about my dead team of horses. “Be damned,” I said.

Ron Weizkowski come riding up. He’d brought along another jug. He joined in the jawing and allowed that if a man had four-legged transport, there was pelts for him up in the mountains.

“You’d need that good horse both ways, though,” he said.

“You got a good horse,” said Sherrill.

“She’s all right,” said Weizkowski, eyeing his mare. “But she don’t hold no candle to that Mustang of Ryne’s. I ought to know. I just seen it.”

“Did you now?” I said.

“Over on Pumpkin Ridge,” said Weizkowski. “Asked him if he didn’t maybe want to join us. He said he had business elsewhere.”

“I know where, the son of a bitch,” I said.

*****

We called Ryne all the names, and Harlan all the names, and Griselda all the names. The jugs kept going around and we decided we best look into this ourselves. About half a dozen of us mounted up. We didn’t have no plans. We hadn’t got that far along. Them that didn’t come cheered us as we left, holding up jugs in salute. I rode double with Weizkowski.

Righteousness kept us warm the seven-mile ride to Harlan’s, wind blowing to beat a banshee. Harlan’s place was scrimmed over in a year’s worth of weeds. He hadn’t put no crop in. Too busy getting owned for wages. Harlan’s cur set to yapping and the front door swung open and there was Griselda Harlan standing in a square of light, hands on her hips. Looking disheveled in a pretty blue dress, the kind a woman wears when she plans on getting seen.

“Hello boys,” she says to me. “Where you headed?”

They was all looking at me. I could tell if I didn’t say what was needful, no one else would.

“Right here,” I said.

She wasn’t no kind of fighter, Griselda Harlan. She backed out of the entranceway leaving the door swung open and we piled in. Crowded in that front room where a couple gas lamps hissed. Good fire going in the stove. The table laid for two, glasses and china. Ryne was in there, all right. Eyes twitching like a trapped creature. He had on a clean shirt. The only man there whose shirt was.

“Hello fellas,” Ryne said. “Looks like I wasn’t the only one feeling neighborly this evening.”

“Some more neighborly than others,” I said.

Griselda bustled over to the stove, put on a kettle.

“You can leave off with the coffee,” I said. “You know why we’re here.”

Griselda clanged down the kettle. I could see her hands shaking.

“We all got to look after one another,” said Ryne.

Sherrill spit on the floor.

“Cut the shit,” said Weizkowski.

“Hey now,” said Ryne. “There’s a lady here.”

“Ain’t no lady I can see,” I said.

The room got quiet.

“Now boys,” said Ryne, holding out his hands.

“You been fooling where you ain’t ought to of been fooling,” I said.

“We can’t have it,” said Weizkowski.

“Hell, boys,” said Ryne, “it ain’t what you think.”

“No, it’s worse,” I said. “Ain’t it, Griselda?”

Griselda looked at Ryne to say something else but he never did. He ran.

He crashed out of the back bedroom window, screeching like a little girl. We got turned around, banging into one another and back out the front door, Griselda’s china smashed to the floor.

Like I say, it was a year’s worth of weeds out there. Out back of the house they was tall as a man. That and we was half-cocked, in no kind of condition to go tracking in the dark. We might of gave up the whole business but for who stepped out of the weeds.