Read This Was the Old Chief's Country Online
Authors: Doris Lessing
And now she almost forgot the De Wets were coming, and were hours late. Almost, not quite. At last, understanding that the sun was setting (she could feel its warmth striking below her shoulders), her small irritation turned to anxiety. Something might have happened to them? They had taken the wrong road, perhaps? The car had broken down? And there was the Major, miles away with their own car, and so there was no means of looking for them. Perhaps she should send out natives, along the roads? If they had taken the wrong turning, to the river, they might be bogged in mud to the axles. Down there, in the swampy heat, they could be bitten by mosquitoes and then â¦
Caroline, she said to herself severely (thus finally withdrawing from the mountains), don't let things worry you so. She
stood up and shook herself, pushed the hair out of her face, and gripped her whipping skirts in a thick bunch. She stepped backwards away from the wind that raked the edges of the cliff, sighed a good-bye to her garden for that day, and returned to the house. There, outside the front door, was a car, an ancient jalopy bulging with luggage, its back doors tied with rope. And children! She could see a half-grown girl on the steps. No, really, it was too much. On the other side of the car stooped a tall, thin, fairheaded man, burnt as brown as toffee, looking for someone to come. He must be the father. She approached, adjusting her face to a smile, looking apprehensively about her for the children. The man slowly came forward, the girl after him. âI expected you earlier,' began Mrs Gale briskly, looking reproachfully into the man's face. His eyes were cautious, blue, assessing. He looked her casually up and down, and seemed not to take her into account, âIs Major Gale about?' he asked, âI am Mrs Gale,' she replied. Then, again: âI expected you earlier.' Really, four hours late, and not a word of apology!
âWe started late,' he remarked. âWhere can I put our things?'
Mrs Gale swallowed her annoyance and said: âI didn't know you had a family. I didn't make arrangements.'
âI wrote to the Major about my wife,' said De Wet. âDidn't he get my letter?' He sounded offended.
Weakly Mrs Gale said: âYour wife?' and looked in wonderment at the girl, who was smiling awkwardly behind her husband. It could be seen, looking at her more closely, that she might perhaps be eighteen. She was a small creature, with delicate brown legs and arms, a brush of dancing black curls, and large excited black eyes. She put both hands round her husband's arm, and said, giggling: âI am Mrs De Wet.'
De Wet put her away from him, gently, but so that she pouted and said: âWe got married last week.'
âLast week,' said Mrs Gale, conscious of dislike.
The girl said, with an extraordinary mixture of effrontery and shyness: âHe met me in the cinema and we got married next day.' It seemed as if she were in some way offering herself to the older woman, offering something precious of herself.
âReally,' said Mrs Gale politely, glancing almost apprehensively at this man, this slow-moving, laconic, shrewd South African, who had behaved with such violence and folly. Distaste twisted her again.
Suddenly the man said, grasping the girl by the arm, and gently shaking her to and fro, in a sort of controlled exasperation: âThought I had better get myself a wife to cook for me, all this way out in the blue. No restaurants here, hey, Doodle?'
âOh, Jack,' pouted the girl, giggling. âAll he thinks about is his stomach,' she said to Mrs Gale, as one girl to another, and then glanced with delicious fear up at her husband.
âCooking is what I married you for,' he said, smiling down at her intimately.
There stood Mrs Gale opposite them, and she saw that they had forgotten her existence; and that it was only by the greatest effort of will that they did not kiss. âWell,' she remarked dryly, âthis is a surprise.'
They fell apart, their faces changing. They became at once what they had been during the first moments: two hostile strangers. They looked at her across the barrier that seemed to shut the world away from them. They saw a middle-aged English lady, in a shapeless old-fashioned blue silk dress, with a gold locket sliding over a flat bosom, smiling at them coldly, her blue, misted eyes critically narrowed.
âI'll take you to your house,' she said energetically. âI'll walk, and you go in the car â no, I walk it often.' Nothing would induce her to get into the bouncing rattle-trap that was bursting with luggage and half-suppressed intimacies.
As stiff as a twig she marched before them along the road, while the car jerked and ground along in bottom gear. She knew it was ridiculous; she could feel their eyes on her back, could feel their astonished amusement; but she could not help it.
When they reached the house, she unlocked it, showed them briefly what arrangements had been made, and left them. She walked back in a tumult of anger, caused mostly because of her picture of herself walking along that same road, meekly followed by the car, and refusing to do the only sensible thing, which was to get into it with them.
She sat on her veranda for half an hour, looking at the sunset sky without seeing it, and writhing with various emotions, none
of which she classified. Eventually she called the houseboy, and gave him a note, asking the two to come to dinner. No sooner had the boy left, and was trotting off down the bushy path to the gate, than she called him back. âI'll go myself,' she said. This was partly to prove that she made nothing of walking the half mile, and partly from contrition. After all, it was no crime to get married, and they seemed very fond of each other. That was how she put it.
When she came to the house, the front room was littered with luggage, paper, pots and pans. All the exquisite order she had created was destroyed. She could hear voices from the bedroom.
âBut, Jack, I don't want you to. I want you to stay with me.' And then his voice, humorous, proud, slow, amorous: âYou'll do what I tell you, my girl. I've got to see the old man and find out what's cooking. I start work tomorrow, don't forget.'
âBut, Jack â¦' Then came sounds of scuffling, laughter and a sharp slap.
âWell,' said Mrs Gale, drawing in her breath. She knocked on the wood of the door, and all sound ceased. âCome in,' came the girl's voice. Mrs Gale hesitated, then went into the bedroom.
Mrs De Wet was sitting in a bunch on the bed, her flowered frock spread all around her, combing her hair. Mrs Gale noted that the two beds had already been pushed together. âI've come to ask you to dinner,' she said briskly. âYou don't want to have to cook when you've just come.'
Their faces had already become blank and polite.
âOh no, don't trouble, Mrs Gale,' said De Wet, awkwardly. âWe'll get ourselves something, don't worry.' He glanced at the girl, and his face softened. He said, unable to resist it: âShe'll get busy with the tin-opener in a minute, I expect. That's her idea of feeding a man.'
âOh, Jack,' pouted his wife.
De Wet turned back to the washstand, and proceeded to swab lather on his face. Waving the brush at Mrs Gale, he said: âThanks all the same. But tell the Major I'll be over after dinner to talk things over.'
âVery well,' said Mrs Gale, âjust as you like.'
She walked away from the house. Now she felt rebuffed. After all, they might have had the politeness to come; yet she was pleased they hadn't; yet if they preferred making love to getting to know the people who were to be their close neighbours for what might be years, it was their own affair â¦
Mrs De Wet was saying, as she painted her toenails, with her knees drawn up to her chin, and the bottle of varnish gripped between her heels: âWho the hell does she think she is, anyway? Surely she could give us a meal without making such a fuss when we've just come.'
âShe came to ask us, didn't she?'
âHoping we would say no.'
And Mrs Gale knew quite well that this was what they were thinking, and felt it was unjust. She would have liked them to come: the man wasn't a bad sort, in his way; a simple soul, but pleasant enough; as for the girl, she would have to learn, that was all. They should have come, it was their fault. Nevertheless she was filled with that discomfort that comes of having done a job badly. If she had behaved differently they would have come. She was cross throughout dinner; and that meal was not half finished when there was a knock on the door. De Wet stood there, apparently surprised they had not finished, from which it seemed that the couple had, after all, dined off sardines and bread and butter.
Major Gale left his meal and went out to the veranda to discuss business. Mrs Gale finished her dinner in state, and then joined the two men. Her husband rose politely at her coming, offered her a chair, sat down and forgot her presence. She listened to them talking for some two hours. Then she interjected a remark (a thing she never did, as a rule, for women get used to sitting silent when men discuss farming) and did not know herself what made her say what she did about the cattle; but when De Wet looked round absently as if to say she should mind her own business, and her husband remarked absently, âYes, dear,' when a Yes dear did not fit her remark at all, she got up angrily and went indoors. Well, let them talk, then, she did not mind.
As she undressed for bed, she decided she was tired, because of her broken sleep that afternoon. But she could not sleep
then, either. She listened to the sound of the men's voices, drifting brokenly round the corner of the veranda. They seemed to be thoroughly enjoying themselves. It was after twelve when she heard De Wet say, in that slow facetious way of his: âI'd better be getting home. I'll catch it hot, as it is.' And, with rage, Mrs Gale heard her husband laugh. He actually laughed. She realized that she herself had been planning an acid remark for when he came to the bedroom; so when he did enter, smelling of tobacco smoke, and grinning, and then proceeded to walk jauntily about the room in his underclothes, she said nothing, but noted that he was getting fat, in spite of all the hard work he did.
âWell, what do you think of the man?'
âHe'll do very well indeed,' said Major Gale, with satisfaction. âVery well. He knows his stuff all right. He's been doing mixed farming in the Transvaal for years.' After a moment he asked politely, as he got with a bounce into his own bed on the other side of the room: âAnd what is she like?'
âI haven't seen much of her, have I? But she seems pleasant enough.' Mrs Gale spoke with measured detachment.
âSomeone for you to talk to,' said Major Gale, turning himself over to sleep. âYou had better ask her over to tea.'
At this Mrs Gale sat straight up in her own bed with a jerk of annoyance. Someone for her to talk to, indeed! But she composed herself, said good night with her usual briskness, and lay awake. Next day she must certainly ask the girl to morning tea. It would be rude not to. Besides, that would leave the afternoon free for her garden and her mountains.
Next morning she sent a boy across with a note, which read: âI shall be so pleased if you will join me for morning tea.' She signed it: Caroline Gale.
She went herself to the kitchen to cook scones and cakes. At eleven o'clock she was seated on the veranda in the green-dappled shade from the creepers, saying to herself that she believed she was in for a headache. Living as she did, in a long, timeless abstraction of growing things and mountains and silence, she had become very conscious of her body's responses to weather and to the slow advance of age. A small ache in her ankle when rain was due was like a cherished friend. Or she
would sit with her eyes shut, in the shade, after a morning's pruning in the violent sun, feeling waves of pain flood back from her eyes to the back of her skull, and say with satisfaction: âYou deserve it, Caroline!' It was right she should pay for such pleasure with such pain.
At last she heard lagging footsteps up the path, and she opened her eyes reluctantly. There was the girl, preparing her face for a social occasion, walking primly through the bougainvillaea arches, in a flowered frock as vivid as her surroundings. Mrs Gale jumped to her feet and cried gaily: âI am so glad you had time to come.' Mrs De Wet giggled irresistibly and said: âBut I had nothing else to do, had I?' Afterwards she said scornfully to her husband: âShe's nuts. She writes me letters with stuck-down envelopes when I'm five minutes away, and says Have I the time? What the hell else did she think I had to do?' And then, violently: âShe can't have anything to do. There was enough food to feed ten.'
âWouldn't be a bad idea if you spent more time cooking,' said De Wet fondly.
The next day Mrs Gale gardened, feeling guilty all the time, because she could not bring herself to send over another note of invitation. After a few days, she invited the De Wets to dinner, and through the meal made polite conversation with the girl while the men lost themselves in cattle diseases. What could one talk to a girl like that about? Nothing! Her mind, as far as Mrs Gale was concerned, was a dark continent, which she had no inclination to explore. Mrs De Wet was not interested in recipes, and when Mrs Gale gave helpful advice about ordering clothes from England, which was so much cheaper than buying them in the local towns, the reply came that she had made all her own clothes since she was seven. After that there seemed nothing to say, for it was hardly possible to remark that these strapped sun-dresses and bright slacks were quite unsuitable for the farm, besides being foolish, since bare shoulders in this sun were dangerous. As for her shoes! She wore corded beach sandals which had already turned dust colour from the roads.
There were two more tea parties; then they were allowed to lapse. From time to time Mrs Gale wondered uneasily what on
earth the poor child did with herself all day, and felt it was her duty to go and find out. But she did not.
One morning she was pricking seedlings into a tin when the houseboy came and said the little missus was on the veranda and she was sick.