Read Thirteen Steps Down Online
Authors: Ruth Rendell
Tags: #Fiction, #Mystery & Detective, #General, #Crime, #Thrillers, #Psychological, #Suspense
stalker--that's very serious. You'll have to tell the police."
"I can't keep telling them. He's not the first one, you see. Perhaps he'll
give up now. I always hope they will. But what are you doing here?"
"I might say the same for you. I'm a banker." He pointed to a Georgian
edifice with a brass plate that said Laski Brothers,International Bankers
since 1782. "I work there."
"Do you?" Nerissa had a very narrow idea of what a banker did. "D'you
mean that if I went in there and asked them to cash a check you'd be
behind a glass thing and you'd give me a bunch of notes?"
He laughed. "It's not quite like that. I've come out for my lunch. I don't
suppose you--?"
"I'm lunching with my agent," she said. "I've absolutely got to." She
looked at him with yearning love, thinking of Madam Shoshana's
prediction. "I wish I didn't but I must. "
"I'll say good-bye then." Perhaps it was her imagination butshe had
never seen him look quite like that before, interestedin her, curious
about her. "You know," he said, "you're quite different from theāthe--er,
misconception I had of you," andhe was gone.
She went into the restaurant where she could already seeher agent
waiting at a table. What did he mean by "misconception"? That he'd
thought she was awful and had found out she wasn't? Or, more likely, in
spite of that look that might have been mere sympathy, that he'd thought
she was nice but now he knew she was horrid? Still, he'd been on the
point of asking her out to lunch ...
The urgent message summoned Mix to the head office. His departmental
manager, Mr. Fleisch, had a few things to say tohim. A call had come
from Mrs. Plymdale, no longer soft ande asy-going, to complain that the
new belt he had installed on her treadmill had come adrift and though he
had promised to repair it at eleven, he hadn't turned up. She had to use
her treadmill every day or she would get out of the rhythm. She really
needed to exercise. Both her parents had died of heart disease and she
was frantic with worry. Not only that but Mr.Fleisch had heard from Ed
West that Mix had failed to maketwo essential calls on his behalf that Ed
was prevented frommaking by illness.
"I've been going through a bad patch," Mix said without further
explanation.
"What kind of a bad patch?"
"I've not been well. I've been depressed."
"I see. I'll make a booking for you with the company's doctor."
Mix would have liked to refuse this offer but he didn't know how.
Matters would only be made worse by his failure to see the doctor, a dour
elderly man, unpopular with the staff. Mix went home. It had been a bad
day. All the time he was following Nerissa he had been planning what he
would say to herwhen, having gained on her according to plan, she
turnedaround and saw him. Remind her of last Thursday would be the
first thing, then maybe put in a word about how sorry hewas if he'd
offended her mother. Would she show him therewere no hard feelings by
coming and having a coffee with him? She had been so sweet and
gracious that previous time that hethought she would, she couldn't really
refuse in the circumstances.And then that man had appeared, a young
goodlooking man who appeared to be a friend of hers. Just his luck.
But he wouldn't let it put him off.
A message on his mobile summoned him to call on Colette Gilbert-Bamber the minute he finished work. It wouldn't be for something wrong
with the equipment but what Mix called "a bit of the other." He'd still get
forty pounds for the call-out ... If he was so attractive to Colette, surely
he should be to Nerissa? But he wouldn't go. It had been a bad day and
he didn't fancy it.
It was oppressively hot again and the house would be hot and stuffy.
How it could be so dark when the sun was shining brilliantly he didn't
really know. Didn't she ever draw the curtains back? Did she never open
a window? He stood for a moment where Nerissa had stood last week and
spoken to him so sweetly-and her mother so nastily. But he wouldn't
think of that. And he wouldn't hold his arms folded like that across his
body so that he could feel the roll of flesh round his waist that sagged
over the belt of his trousers. Walk, he said to himself, get into a walking
routine tomorrow and do it every day.
The place might have been uninhabited for years, he thought, as he
started up the stairs. Would it do any good if he complained to old
Chawcer about the lighting system, the way the low wattage lamps went
out before he reached the next switch? Probably not. People like her
thrived on darkness. It was ridiculous, anyway, having to put lights on in
summer in the afternoon.
No cat's eyes glowed from the tiled staircase and, thank God, there was
no sign of Reggie. It was all in my mind, he thought, I was right about
going through a bad patch, I must have begun to see things that weren't
there. Whatever Shoshana said, ghosts were always hallucinations, the
result of stress or pressure. The Isabella lights, dull red and green and
purple, lay as still as if they were painted on the floor, but bright golden
sunshine streamed out of his hallway when he opened the doorto his flat.
Perhaps, before he went in, he ought to go next door to the room where
Danila was. He really ought to check on her everyday until--well, until
what? He got used to her being there? He'd moved her out and on to
somewhere else? Leaving his own door wide open for the sake of the
cheerful glow of light, he opened the bedroom door next to it.
The same sunshine was in here, or would have been if the window had
ever been cleaned. But he didn't think about that once he had smelled
the smell. It forced him to take a step backward. And now he knew what
it was. For weeks th eweather had been almost unnaturally hot,
yesterday had been unbelievably warm, and this smell was the result. He
couldn't understand it; the body was wrapped and nailed down
underfloorboards. He braced himself to go in, closed the door behind
him, no longer thinking of ghosts. This was real; that had been all in his
mind. He had never smelled anything like it and, standing there, taking
in a long inhalation, he shuddered. Why had he come in here this
afternoon when he already felt so bad?
Would it go away? Eventually, perhaps. He found he had no idea
whether decay continued for weeks, months, even years,or if it faded at
last. Old Chawcer might come in here at anytime. He couldn't risk it.
He'd have to go to work and while he was out of the house he'd never
have a quiet moment.
At present there was no point in staying here. After smelling that smell
he felt he would never eat again. Those bodies in Reggie's house,
especially the two he put in the recess in the kitchen wall, they must
have smelled. Perhaps not, for it was December and cold and Reggie had
been caught and arrested soon after he put them there. Mix stood at the
top of the stairsand listened. Utter silence. He peered down the stairwell
and began to move down. He was on the bottom step of the tiled flight
when her bedroom door opened and she came out in a red silk dressinggown and feathered mules. He was about to retreat but she spotted him.
"Is anything the matter, Mr. Cellini?"
"Everything's fine," he said.
She sniffed. "I wish I could say the same. I believe I have the,influenza."
Mix had once before in his whole life heard flu called that. His grandma
had had a joke about it: "I opened the windowand in flew Enza."
"Hard luck." If she was ill she wouldn't be able to go intothat room. If
only she could be very ill and for a long time! "You ought to be in bed," he
said.
"I need the bathroom. May I trouble you to do me a great favor and
telephone my friend Mrs. Fordyce--you met heroutside my house last
Thursday--and tell her of my--myplight? The number is in the directory
by the phone. Fordyce. Can you remember that?"
"I'll try," said Mix, putting a wealth of sarcasm into his tone. It passed
unnoticed. He went downstairs, thinking it was typicalof her to get the
flu on what was probably the hottest day ofthe year. He could barely see
to find the Fordyce woman'snumber. Suppose she recognized his voice
from Thursday? Heput on an upper-class intonation. "Miss Chawcer has
a virus. She's very unwell. It would be an enormous help if you'd come to
see her tomorrow and maybe her doctor would call, if you know who that
is."
"That's Mr. Cellini, isn't it? Of course I'll come. First thing in the
morning."
In which case, he'd better be out of there before she appeared, but
without him she wouldn't be able to get in. Well, old Chawcer would just
have to get up and answer the door .He wandered about and saw she'd
left the back door unlocked. He locked and bolted it. That would be a fine
carry-on, in a rough area like this, any amount of lowlife coming in and
helping themselves to whatever they fancied. He was in enough trouble
without that.
He had never been in this huge living room before. Drawing room, she
called it. He couldn't understand why unless it was because people used
to draw pictures in it before the days of television and radio. The dust
and the musty smell made him wrinkle his nose, but as smells went,
compared to the stench upstairs it was nothing, nothing. Light shouldn't
have been needed at this hour but it was always dusk in this house.The
main light switch didn't work. He went about turning on table lamps, the
last one on the desk beside several half-finished letters.
Who the hell was she writing to in this crazy way? One started, "Dear
Dr. Reeves," another, "My dear Doctor," athird, "Dear Stephen," and the
last, "My dear Stephen." A lotof muddled stuff followed, all hard to read
in her looped spideryhand, but the finest copperplate would be difficult
in this twilight. Then a name caught his eye: Rillington Place. "I know
you saw me in Rillington Place one day in the summer avery long time
ago. You were driving past, on your way to acall, I expect. On the
following day I came to your surgery forthe first time. As I am sure you
recall, I and my parents had been patients of Dr. Odess. I found out,
when the trial of Christie took place, that he had been that dreadful
man's medical attendant. Not that this, of course, had anything to do
with our leaving him to come to ... "
A few more words were heavily scored through. She hadwritten no
more. This proved she had been to Reggie for anabortion, Mix thought.
Maybe she was writing to this doctorabout it because he was going to do
the job but Reggie wouldbe cheaper. Reggie frightened her, so she found
someone else to do the termination and this doctor was offended because
he didn't get the money he'd expected. That must be it. He'd taken
Chawcer off his list as a result and refused to treat her anymore. Now,
after all these years, she was writing to explain.
The room wasn't simply dark as a place is before the lights go on. The
lights were on, table lamps with cracked parchment or pleated silk
shades, much frayed, but the effect of them was less to illuminate than
to make shadows. Not one was in an alcove or beside a wall, so that the
corners were in deep darkness. And it was so hot that the sweat began to
stream from hisface and trickle down his back. Mix thought it the most
dreadful room he had ever been in. With that carved dragon snaking
across the top of the vast sofa and that blotchy mirror in a blackand gilt
frame, it could be the setting for a horror film. She could make a bit of
money like that, tell movie people about it and get a fat fee. They
wouldn't have to change a thing.
Switching off the lamps was a creepy task. Darkness yawned behind
him and after the last one was off he went to the French window and
pulled back the long brown velvet curtains with violent jerks. Dust was
shed in great clouds, making him cough. But light came in, plenty of
light to dispel the worst of the horror. If downstairs had been nasty,
holding God knew what secret things and hidden threats, upstairs
loomed forbiddingly, with Reggie perhaps waiting for him and the body
invisibly but surely decaying. It was almost as though it had a new life of
its own, almost as if it were moving as it changed. Don't think of that, he
muttered to himself. Forget what Shoshana said, it was all in your head.
He passed Chawcer's door. There was no sign of the cat and, of course,
none of Reggie. As he'd used to do but hadn'tdone for a week now, he
closed his eyes when halfway up the tiled flight, opening them at the top
and looking down one passage after another cautiously and fearfully.
Nothing there, not even Otto. Inside his own living room, sitting in a
comfortablechair, a large gin and tonic at his elbow, he told himself
allwas well, he was lucky, he'd been reprieved for a while. She'd be too ill
to go up there again and he must use that time, perhaps a week,
somehow to remove the body from that room.
Was there a way of getting it into the garden? Not if that Fordyce