“Thanks, man.” J.D. tapped his glass to Gregg's. “I owe you for covering my ass.”
“We're hardly even since I'm still here to say as much.”
“Then perhaps you wouldn't mind if I sat in on any cases where my specialty with delusions and hysteria might suggest a good match? At least until I get my office, too.”
Rather than savor another swallow of his iced coffee, Gregg put down his glass. He liked J.D., but he didn't trust him, and if you couldn't trust the person who saved your life, then who could you trust? He was caught in the same damned if you do/damned if you don't dilemma of knowing if something twisted was going after the troops it had to be stopped, but his responsibility as a psychologist was to treat these messed up soldiers with kindness, dignity, compassion, while J.D. was there to get answers by any means necessary, even if it meant messing the poor guys up even more than they already were.
Before Gregg could respond, and the hell if he knew what to say, Hertz reappeared and in an urgent whisper reported, “Dr. Kelly, we've got an escorted Special Ops NCO out there who's not in good shape at all. I pushed him to the front, and you'll want this one, Sir. You know we usually never get Special Forces, even less Special Ops, but your friend Captain Galt sent him over.”
That's all Gregg needed to hear. Rick Galt was tough as nails but he would do anything for his soldiers, and to be sure, they would do anything for a commanding officer like him. Galt was like a larger-than-life Special Ops version of. . . .
Gregg wished he hadn't thought of Top. His throat got really tight and the coffee didn't sit well on his stomach. But since Top would be the first to tell him to get his shit together and a haircut while he was at it, Gregg took a deep breath and said, “Sure, get him to my office.”
J.D. quickly followed up with, “And be sure to bring anything he came in with, Hertz.”
“That would be his gun, sir, and his buddy. He's not letting the first one go and the second is propping him up.”
Gregg no sooner got into his office, reluctantly bringing J.D. along, than Hertz escorted the staff sergeant and a corporal in, and immediately left to get something cold that tasted of home.
The obvious new patient slumped against the other soldier who'd brought him in from the field on Galt's orders. They both looked worse than hellâhaggard and worn out, dirty with red mud caked all over themâbut the similarities ended there. While the corporal was amply functional to bring his buddy in for help, the other man was closer to an unblinking zombie.
Gregg quickly stepped forward to greet them. “I'm Dr. Kelly. I appreciate Captain Galt sending you here with . . .” Reading the name tag, “Romero.” Then to the escort, “Okay, now you want to take his weapon and hold it for him.”
At first touch, Romero seized the gun closer. The corporal persisted and one-by-one pried Romero's fingers off the M16 while he filled Gregg in. “We were up near Dalat. Out on the wire all night and when we came back in Lieutenant Jonesâhe was Romero's long time LTâwas sitting there at our meet-up point with his own head cut off and sitting in his lap. Romero freaked out about the Boogeyman story that's been making the rounds andâ¦and we just didn't know what to do.” Finally, the corporal extricated the weapon from Romero's possession. Gregg exhaled the breath he'd been holding as the corporal set the gun a safe distance aside and put a supportive arm around his comrade.
“You did the right thing coming here.” Even though Romero showed no signs of comprehension or ability to engage in conversation, Gregg hoped on some level he still had the ability to respond. Gently, Gregg assured him, “You are okay and safe with us. I'm Dr. Kelly, let me talk with you for a little bit while your friend waits outside.”
The friend took his cue to exit, Romero's M16 in hand.
“All right Sergeant Romero,” Gregg said gently, “come on over here and have a seat in this chair . . . right there, that's good. Make yourself comfortable. How about a cold can of Coke?”
Romero, having mechanically followed instructions to sit in a chair beside the desk, looked up at Gregg. “Coke?”
“Got one on the way,” Gregg assured him, keeping his voice real nice, soft, easy like the calm lap of a wave. “So, Romero, could you tell me your first name?”
“Mike?”
“Mike, good to meet you. And where do you come from?”
Hertz appeared with soda in hand. He held out the can but Romero's gaze didn't move.
“The Coke is here whenever you want it, Mike.” In the few seconds Gregg took to reframe his question, J.D. pulled up the extra chair and jumped in.
“Hey Mike, it's Dr. Mikel, and I'm just here to help Dr. Kelly, and you know, Dr. Kelly is here to help you. But we can't help you much without knowing more about your situation. Did you get a âDear John?'”
Romero slightly shook his head.
“That's good, glad to hear. Have you got someone waiting back home?”
Romero nodded, just barely. “New baby.”
“Congratulations! What's your baby's name?”
Romero stared blankly ahead, suddenly blinked. For a moment his eyes seemed to come into focus. He almost smiled. “Judy.”
“Judy will be really happy to see her daddy come home. But you have to help us by answering a few questions.” Gregg cut J.D. with a censoring glare but J.D. ignored him, continued to hijack the session. “Mike, can you remember being out in the field and seeing or hearing anything strange or unusual? Think hard andâ”
“That's enough,” Gregg sharply whispered when Romero's inhale/exhale became so rapid he was panting like a dog that had chased down a rabbitâno, more like the rabbit being chased.
“Take it easy, Mike,” Gregg told him in the gentle, quieter voice he used when a situation was getting dicey. “You don't have to remember anything right now. Mike look right at me now, focus on me and know that you are safe here andâ”
“NOOO!” Romero surged from the chair, his eyes bulging at something in some other place that only he could see. He started to run and Gregg leaped in front of him, arms splayed to block the exit.
“IM STAT! STAT!” While Gregg yelled for the sedative, J.D. calmly stood, applied some form of pressure to Romero's throat with a single hand, and within seconds Romero's eyes rolled up and he collapsed in J.D.'s arms.
“Sleep tight, sweetheart,” J.D. muttered, and laid him on the floor.
“What the
hell
did you just do to my patient?”
“Nothing that will last as long as the sedative you should probably give him before he comes to.” As if J.D. had the authority to issue the instruction, Hertz saw to the injection as J.D. explained, “It's just an acupunctural technique with the carotid artery. Dim Mak.”
“Dim what?”
“Touch of death. Just a touch, though. He'll be fine.”
“Wow,” Hertz exclaimed. “What med school did you go to?”
“I'm here!” It was Izzy, racing into the room with Bayer. “I heard yelling so I came the way you told me to. . . Gregg? What happened?”
Gregg could only shake his head. “Later. Let's carry this guy out and have him taken over to the 99th. We'll ask the buddy who brought him in to let Captain Galt know what's up.”
“I'll talk to the corporal now.” J.D. stepped over Romero. “See if he has some information that might be usefulâfor diagnostic purposes, of course.” He slapped a high five to both techs. “Fine work, Bayer. Hertz? Right on.”
“Wow,” Hertz said again with something akin to awe as J.D. strode out the door. “Dr. Mikel is cool.”
“Hell yeah,” Bayer agreed. “We sure are lucky to have him.”
After a lunch break, more hot sweaty hours, and more than a few patients later, it was time to end the day. Everyone except J.D. sat in the front office while they put away files and locked cabinets. Bayer and Hertz had their shirts off it was so hot. Gregg was glad J.D. was still gone, and yet he felt like he needed to keep an eye on him so he didn't improperly mess with any of their patients. Everything about J.D. seemed to challenge his inner equilibrium, like this see-saw between gratitude and resentment that the episode with Romero had ratcheted up another notch.
“So what's with all this Ghost Soldier stuff that's floating around, Dr. Kelly? The stories are getting really creepy.” Hertz gave a slight shiver and Gregg knew it wasn't from the 100-plus degree air blowing dust through the windows.
“Well, what it comes down to is fear,” Gregg ad-libbed in his best clinical voice, hoping to downplay the situation he wasn't at liberty to discuss. “You know bad things happen up there, it's scary and stories get started, so the mind thinks it's better to come up with a story to explain the bad stuff away rather than just accept how awful the war is.”
“I don't know, Doc,” Bayer interjected. “These guys this morning were Special Ops steel balls guys. They don't get afraid of the dark, or anything else. Everybody is afraid of
them
.”
“True,” Gregg agreed while shooting a quick glance at Izzy. “But you have to remember these guys are patrolling long range for days, they're isolated and stressed with their buddies getting shot, sometimes friendly fire. Nobody wants to admit to that, shooting someone in front of them by accident, but it happens and it's easier to believe it was some monster or ghost than deal with the guilt. Right, Dr. Moskowitz?”
“Right. Absolutely.”
“But that still doesn't explain everything.” Hertz made a slice at his throat with his finger. “What about the beheadings? Even if you accidentally shoot someone, you don't turn around and cut off his head.”
“Of course not,” Gregg quickly agreed and silently damned J.D. for putting them in this position. “Look, that's the rumor going around, but it's just a rumor. Have you seen any of these guys with their heads cut off?”
“Hands, too,” Bayer reminded him before admitting, “But, no, we haven't seen any of that. Sure don't want to either.”
“None of us do.” Izzy got up to the plate, took a load off Gregg. “And none of us wants to be responsible for contributing to any kind of mass hysteria. This is a natural breeding ground for fear. Fear breeds hysteria, and the problem with hysteria is that it's infectiousâespecially where everyone's afraid at some level, no matter how well they may hide it. Wouldn't you agree, Dr. Kelly?”
“Completely. It's like Colonel Kohn was just telling me, that once a ghost story like this gets started, it spreads like measles, and if it keeps spreading, you think this morning was busy? It will look like Disneyland lines out there. The Colonel said we needed to put the kibosh on any rumors and I couldn't agree more.”
“So what are we supposed to say?” Hertz asked Gregg. “I mean, when other guys ask us about it, because they know we hear things.”
“The reason we are seeing more blow outs is that we have been here longer, and that means they have been out there longer and had more time and opportunity to lose it. And that's what you tell anyone who asks, then go back to reading your Batman comics or change the subject. Okay? We don't want to spread rumors or have people thinking the men in the field are seeing things that are not there.”
Suddenly, Hertz and Bayer stood up so fast they nearly knocked over their chairs. They were both staring at the door maybe ten feet away, their mouths slack.
“I don't believe what I see,” whispered Bayer.
“Me either,” echoed Hertz.
Gregg turned. And just like that
he
was the one who must be hallucinating and delusional.
Backlit from the open door stood a drop-dead gorgeous blonde that belonged in a wet dream wrapped in a centerfold and you'd still want to take her home to mom. A sky blue sundress showcased creamy bare shoulders, all the right curves, and a shapely pair of legs that were made for walking all over a man's heart as she strapped them around his waist.
“Kate?” Gregg got up slowly because his own legs felt like rubber. And he felt a little dizzy, the way he always had, always would, with no more than a glimpse of, “
Kate!”
Katherine Lynn Morningside knew she was beautiful and she knew what it meant. Her mother, who was also beautiful, had told her:
It means honey that you can get what you want from them when you want it, at least while you have it; then, it's gone. But being smart and being tough means you have a chance to get it for yourself and keep it. . . Be beautiful honey, and work it, but be my smart girl.
And just how smart was she to be sitting on the patio of a scrumptious French restaurant on a beachside oasis half the globe away from where she once played a little “beach blanket bingo” with Gregg?
How smart she was to have taken the bait that landed her here remained to be seen. As for working it, Gregg deserved better than all the little torture treatments she had so generously dished out on a deserted sand dune once in high school. She had felt safe enough to practice on him and poor Gregg, always the deep thinker, thought it meant more than it really did.
Here, Gregg, put a little of this baby oil on my back? Oh yes, that's nice. Uh huh, get under the strap, that's good. Would you mind doing my legs, too? Hey, you must have had some practice at that. Now the other side. Mmm, that feels soo good. Want me to rub some on your chest? No? But why not? Come on, my turn. Just lay on your back and. . .Wow. That's amazing. Can I look at it? Please? I mean, I've never seen one b
e
fore. . . .
She still remembered the snap of his grip to her wrist, stopping her in mid-exploratory plunge beneath his swim trunks, the way he was almost gasping for air while he squeezed out a pitiful, “wait.” But like everything else, there was no stopping her once she knew what she wanted and she wanted to see what she could do to the boy next door who was the closest thing she had to a brother.
It should have felt incestuous. It didn't. It felt like raw, intoxicating power erupting in her hands. Like Charlton Heston throwing down his rod that turned into a snake at Pharaoh's feet, only this was her staff to command. And still was, judging from Gregg's glazed expression as he continued to stare at her the way he had the day she “took his virginity,” as he insisted she had.
“What are you doing here, Kate?” The white dress shirt accentuated his deep blue eyes, golden skin, golden hair. If Dr. Kildare ever needed a stand-in, all Gregg needed were some scrubs and a screenplay. Even their voices were similar. No wonder he made all the other girls melt.
“Would you believe me if I said I was a spy?”
“Ha. Ha.”
Gregg's besotted gaze migrated into a grimace. He masked it with a sip of the wine he had ordered. A very nice Bordeaux that he remembered was her favorite. He was always doing thoughtful things like that. If there was a perfect guy to settle down with it would be Gregg, and in a perfect world she would be in love with him.
The world simply was not perfect.
“Okay then, let's try this.” Kate took a sip from her glass. The Bordeaux was perfect at least. “I'm a missionary.”
Gregg practically spewed the wine out of his nose.
“It's true!” she insisted, glad this much of her well-rehearsed story was honest. Kate knew she should be a better liar considering how much she loved to bend the rules. “Mom's church put out a call to help staff their Vietnamese hospital ministry so I signed up for a year as a surgical nurse. It's not like I'm going door-to-door delivering Bibles, more like the Peace Corps, only with the Peace Mission Hospital, just down the road.”
Gregg didn't look any happier than her mother had about the news. And both of them would be unhappier still if they knew Phillip was involved. Call it karmic justice: what she had done to Gregg in high school, and on some level continued to do to him now, Phillip had performed with fluent grace and charm on her in one fateful college semester studying abroad.
It was quite an education in love and sex, abandonment and adulthood. That's when she learned there are philharmonic level gifted players and then there are the gifted virtuosos. And no one played people better than Phillip. He made you helplessly enjoy it even while he was taking you apart. Kate supposed that's how he had convinced her it was her own brilliant idea to go to South East Asia in the middle of a dirty, bloody war to be his “spy”âoh, she knew she wasn't really a “spy” but that's how Phillip worked. He knew she was bored and would love the idea of being a spy, so he arranged through the State Department to have her signed with the mission as a surgical nurse and made an anonymous “gift” to the mission to increase their staff which somehow ensured she was immediately selected and assigned over another candidate. In exchange, she received several photos with instructions to report back on any unusual activity. So, she supposed, that made her more of a “mole” than a “spy” but semantics aside, it was all very exciting, which Phillip knew she simply could not resist.
Gregg regarded her for a moment, making her squirm. So Kate pretended to suddenly be captivated by the carp gliding in the lotus pond near their beautiful long teak table, set for six, room for eight. What she admired most about the man sitting directly across from her, and what she really didn't like about him either, was his uncanny ability to see what others did not. She always felt like he could look through her eyes and read her mind, which would not do at all and especially not now. If Gregg had any idea she and Phillip were still in touch, had even recently slept together again, he would be furious.
“Oh, no.”
“What?” Kate dared a glance, studiously innocent.
“I know that look on your face. You're up to something.”
With just the right hint of piousness, she informed him, “I am here to serve my fellow man and try to do some good where it's needed the most.” When he dramatically rolled his eyes, she conceded, “Okay, I was bored. The opportunity came along and I grabbed it before someone else beat me to it. Happy, Kemosabe?”
“Only if I had something to do with the decision, Tonto.”
He gave her a little smile. Perfect. She had always insisted on him being Tonto, her Kemosabe, and finally she let him pull rank. That should amply appease him to drop it.
Or not. The upgrade in position only netted her a shake of his finger. “Even then you have no business being here. It's a damn war zone, Kate. Nha Trang is a beautiful city, but people get killed here for no reason. I watched a guy get blown apart just last night, and he wasn't the first. You need to go home. Or back to France. Just go be anywhere but here.”
“People get hit by busses and die in cars every day, too, Gregg.” She left it at that. There would be no debate. She would, however, touch that dial and reach across the table for his hand while she was at it. “C'mon, pal, admit it. You're glad to see me.”
Something shifted in his eyes then. A dark something she hadn't expected. He suddenly gripped her tip-toeing fingers and was leaning over, as if he meant to kiss her, only toâ¦snarl?
It was some expression she had never associated with Gregg, his upper lip curling in distaste, his eyes narrowed to slit windows, and his voice, usually like something out of a fairy tale, consolidated into the nasty whisper, “And just what the
hell
is he doing here?”
Kate tracked Gregg's line of vision that had shifted from her to two other men approaching the table. She recognized one as the new doctor she'd met earlier at the clinic who went by Izzy. Like Gregg he was dressed nicely except in a frumpy, wrinkled kind of way that at least provided some relief from those redundant military fatigues. As for Izzy's companion. . .
Kate stopped breathing.
He moved with the lithe kind of natural grace only found in the wild, but stylishly well adapted to the animal of man in an old elegant ivory colored dinner jacket, white linen tailored slacks and sandals. He hadn't shaved for the occasion. His hair was straight, long, almost black. It matched the Aviator sunglasses he took off. His eyes belonged to an animal species: large variety, catâthat rare, sea glass color of a
7up
bottle. He had to be the most divine man she had ever seen in person or in print, and her hunger for all things risky, dark and unknown arose with jaws wide and insatiable.
Kate wanted to devour him on sight.
“J.D.” Gregg said tightly as he stood to greet them. He had managed to rearrange his snarl into something a little less antagonistic. “I didn't realize you would be joining us.”
J.D. initiated a handshake that Gregg hesitated to accept. In that moment's hesitation Kate noticed J.D. had two round white gold bracelets on his extended right wrist that had some small inscription she couldn't make out. On his left wrist was a stainless steel and gold watch she recognized as a Jaeger-LeCoultre. Design she knew; the bracelets were a mystery.
“Robert David asked me to bring Izzy over since he was picking up the rest of the party. I hoped you might have room for an extraâespecially since Henri's has the best cassoulet in town.”
“Cassoulet!” And now Kate was hungry for the rich, slow cooked casserole of meats and white beans, topped with fried bread cubes, confit duck legs, pork cracklings. She had fallen in love with the savory dish upon first bite from Phillip's own fork. And so began his tasteful seduction.
J.D.'s answering “Magnifique” kiss of bronze fingertips to sky and rich, articulate voice matched everything else about this rare animal that kicked her pulse into overdrive. Kate told herself to start breathing again, to just act normal while he spoke to Gregg. But his eyes were resting on her and the impact was exhilarating, a giddy kind of high like the time she hotwired a car on a dareâa cop car that she drove like a bat out of hell with strobing lights and siren full blast, then abandoned at the nearest Orange Julius.
“Of course we have room,” Kate said brightly. “Don't we, Gregg?”
“Sure.” Gregg's introductions were as curt as his agreement before he concluded with, “Or you can just call him Doctor Mikel.”
“Enchanté.” J.D.'s sea glass gaze continued to hold hers as he indicated the empty seat to her left. “May I?”
“S'il vous plait.” Having consented with a “please” Kate asked, “You speak French?”
“La nourriture est spectaculaire et l'ambiance est rendue parfaite par votre présence.”
The food is spectacular and the ambience is made perfect by your presence.
It wasn't the sort of compliment that was easily pulled off, but slid off his tongue like clarified butter.
“And you?” he asked.
“A little.” Kate preferred to be underestimated and found it amusing when people thought beauty precluded brilliance. She had a natural affinity for foreign languages, and though she was just getting started with Vietnamese, she did speak fluent French. It was the second language of the country, which Phillip had pointed out would work to both her advantage and his.
A quick glance at Gregg and she saw the tic in his cheek, the sharp, silent warning he shot her.
“Wow, this place is wonderful!” Izzy made himself at home on the table's other side, sitting in the chair next to Gregg and across from the apparent no-no sitting beside her. “Just look at this. A tropical sunset, French restaurant, everyone's dressed in real clothes, all these different accentsâmy god, are these people actually tourists?”
“Believe it or not, people do come here to vacation.” It was her off-limits dining companion, J.D., who answered. “A lot of Australians, but even more French, because of their earlier occupation here.”
“This is amazing,” Izzy raved, oblivious to the tension bouncing from one side of the table to the other as Gregg shot her eye signals. “And here I thought nothing could beat the car J.D. drove us over in.”
“Wine, Izzy?” Gregg abruptly offered.
Before Izzy could reply, J.D. signaled their waiter, whose earlier effusive demeanor turned palpably guarded as J.D. spoke to him in Vietnamese.
The brief exchange ended with their waiter asking in English, “And what would you like to drink, Dr. Mikel?”
“The usual, please. And one for our new friend Dr. Moskowitz here if he would like one. Kate, maybe try something a little exciting, too?”
“I'm
always
ready to try something exciting,” Kate confessed.
“Gregg?” J.D. asked.
“No. Thanks.”
“In that caseâ” J.D. placed his order with the eloquence Gregg's refusal had lacked: “Three
Soixante Quinzes
, please.”
“Of course.” Their waiter left. Quickly.
Kate stared at J.D. “Well, that was interesting. Do you always make such an impression?”
“I would think that making an impression is something you're quite familiar with.”
Gregg's wine glass landed on the table with a
thud
and coincided with Izzy announcing, “Here they come.”
Kate turned to see a pair of women, both in white sundresses, one wholesomely pretty with brown hair, one a glamorous, statuesque redheadâGinger and Maryann off their island and bookending their attractive escort who bowed to Kate upon reaching the table.
“Ma'am, my apologies for your having to spend such an inordinately long time in the company of these ruffians and horrible examples of gentlemanly virtue. You are saved.”
“You must be Robert David.” Kate dimmed the wattage of her camera ready smile. She needed to make some girlfriends and being the center of attention was not the way to do it.
“An honor, ma'am, and I can certainly see why Gregg was actually shouting and screaming about his lovely friend from back home who was here for a visit.”
“A long visit,” Kate emphatically told them all. “I'm signed on for the next year at the Peace Mission Hospital as a surgical nurse.”
The redhead extended her hand. “I'm Margie, the only female nurse on the unit so I'm thrilled to meet you, just promise me we won't talk shop for the rest of the night.”