The Wicked Will Rise (3 page)

“Bad kitty!” she said. She scowled and wagged her finger at him. “Naughty cat!”

The Lion growled a low growl, apparently not amused at being called “kitty,” and took another swipe at her. Again, though, his attack bounced right off her protective bubble.

While the Lion was distracting himself with the princess, I
was stealthily circling toward him, positioning myself to strike again while charging up my knife with another magical flame.

“You've always been a stupid little thing,” the Lion was saying to Ozma. “Nevertheless, I suppose you have your own
irritating
kind of power. It's a good thing there are other ways to teach a fairy a lesson.”

He turned from Ozma and reached for Maude, who had curled herself into a ball on the ground, her teeth chattering with terror. She didn't even try to run. “No!” Ollie screamed, hurling himself in front of his sister.

This was my cue: I rushed him.

The Lion sensed me coming. He spun around and gave a furious roar, his jaw practically unhinging.

He lunged for me.

Fake out
.

Just as he was about to grab me, I flipped myself backward into the air and blinked myself behind him, my teleportation spell reversing my momentum as I landed on his back. I grabbed a hank of his mane in my fist and pulled hard, yanking his head backward.

“I've been wanting to do this for a while,” I said through gritted teeth, using every ounce of strength I had to slash my burning blade across his exposed throat. I cringed at the sound of his flesh hissing under my weapon's white-hot heat, but somewhere, deep down, I found myself surprised at how used to this kind of violence I had already gotten. At how easily it came to me.

As the Lion howled, I felt some small kind of pleasure in his pain. I pushed it aside, but it was there. I felt the tiniest glimmer of a smile at the corner of my lips.

The Lion bucked and shook wildly and I hung on to his mane for dear life, thinking of my mom's friend Bambi Plunkett, who had once won five hundred dollars riding the mechanical bull at the Raging Stallion on Halifax Avenue. Unfortunately, I quickly discovered that I wasn't going to be crowned queen of the rodeo anytime soon.

As the Lion desperately tried to shake me, I felt my hold on his mane begin to slip. He jumped into the air and we landed with a force that shook the ground, flowers flying everywhere. As he gave one last powerful shudder, I lost my grip and tumbled off him, my head cracking against the ground.

My vision blurred. In a flurry of fur and fangs, the Lion pounced, the weight of his body crushing my legs as he pinned my arms with his paws.

“I see you're a courageous little one,” he purred, pushing his face just inches from mine. “I must admit, I didn't expect it from you.” He licked his chops. “We'll just have to change that, won't we?”

A trickle of blood made its way from his throat, down his fur, and onto my shirt, and I saw that the cut across his throat was really just a surface wound. I'd barely hurt him.

This wasn't going as well as I'd thought it would. I tried to blink myself out from under him, but my head was still throbbing from the fall I'd just taken, and as hard as I tried, I found
that I couldn't quite summon the magic for it.

Then, before I could decide what to do next, I heard a squeal. Out of the corner of my eye, I saw something white streak through the grass as Star scurried away, and felt the Lion's weight on my body lighten, as he leaned over and shot a paw out.

“No!” I screamed, suddenly realizing what was coming. But there was nothing I could do. He had grabbed my rat by the tail, and she wriggled and screeched as he held her over my face.

“Dorothy wants
you
alive, brave little Amy,” he said. “And while I haven't decided yet whether to let her have her way this time, in the meantime,
this
one will make a nice appetizer.”

The Lion snapped his jaw open. Star's final scream sounded almost human as he dangled her over his toothy, gaping maw.

First the fear left her. It went streaming from her trembling body into the Lion's open mouth in a wispy burst like a puff of smoke from a cigarette. Then she was still, looking down at me with wide, placid eyes.

There wasn't much left of her, but at least I knew that she wasn't afraid when she died. The Lion dropped her into his mouth and chomped hard. A trickle of blood made its way down his chin.

“Not very filling,” he said with a laugh. “But I hear rats are actually a delicacy in some parts of Oz.” He paused and licked a stray bit of my poor dead rat's white fur from his lips. “Now, I've made a decision. On to the main course.”

“No,” I said as something strange came over me. I felt more lucid than ever, like the volume had been turned up on all of
my senses. I felt like I was looking down on myself, watching the scene unfold from somewhere far away. “Wrong. Fucking. Move.” With that, I blinked myself out of his clutches.

The Lion lurched in surprise and twisted around to face me where I was now standing, a few yards away, my back to the trees. He pawed at the ground.

Somewhere in my peripheral vision—somewhere on the edge of my consciousness—I saw that Ollie and Maude were both clinging to Ozma under the protection of her bubble. They were safe, but I hardly cared anymore.

I didn't care about them, I didn't care about Oz. I didn't even care about myself. All I cared about was my dead rat.

That stupid little rat was the last connection I had to home. In some ways she was the only friend I had left. She had made it through Dorothy's dungeons with me. She had helped me survive. Now she was gone. The Lion had eaten her as easily as a marshmallow Easter Peep.

Now I was alone for real. But suddenly I knew that it was really no different from before. It was no different from Kansas, even.

I had always been alone and I would always be alone. It had just taken me this long to figure it out.

All I cared about now was revenge.

The Lion bounded for me with a thundering growl so loud it shook the trees. I didn't move to step aside. If the Lion thought eating my rat and creating a racket was going to make me afraid, he couldn't have been more wrong. I was less afraid than ever.

I was ready to kill, and I suddenly had no doubt what the outcome would be.

My heart opened up into an endless pit. I looked over the edge into the void, and then I jumped right in.

Brandishing my knife, I silently called out for more fire—for the white-hot flames of the sun. The Lion was going to burn.

The fire didn't come. Instead, like a glass filling with ink, my blade turned from polished, flashing silver to an obsidian so deep and dark that it seemed to be sucking the light right out of the sky.

It wasn't what I had been expecting, but that was how magic sometimes worked. Magic is tricky. It's not as simple as saying
abracadabra
and waving a wand. When you cast the spell, the magic becomes a part of you. Who you are can change it. And I was different now.

Once, I had been an angry, righteous little ball of fire. Now I was something else.

But what?

I felt the magic in every pore of my skin, in every hair on the backs of my arms. I felt it in the tips of my eyelashes. I was vibrating with it as the Lion came at me with a roar loud enough to split the world right open.

It was too late for that.

He hurled himself at me in a lithe, powerful cannonball; he clawed and scratched and bit. He wasn't playing around now; there was no taunting and no banter as he hit me with a graceful, animal fury that wouldn't let up. But he couldn't touch me.

When he had killed Star he had unleashed something in me that I hadn't known was even in there. Now the magic was flowing through me like a song and my body was moving to its pulsing, thrumming beat.

I was everywhere at once. I was barely anywhere at all. With every move that he made, I was ahead of him. It was like we were dancing.

I was spinning and dodging and somersaulting, thrusting and parrying, and every time the Lion thought he had me, I found myself melting into the ground, only to rise back up a moment later in the place he least expected to find me.

It was a different kind of teleportation than the kind I did when I blinked myself from one place to the next. It was like I was entering a world of shadows. I wasn't sure how I was doing it, and I wasn't sure where I was going when I disappeared like that—only that wherever it was, it was cold and foreign and deadly silent. From down there, everything was hazy and slow-motion, and I was outside reality, looking up into it from the darkness like gazing up through a layer of black, muddy water.

I may not have known
how
I was doing it, but every time I rose back up, reshaping myself into my own form, I knew
what
I was doing when I was under there. I was touching the darkness.

If I'd had time to think about it, it probably would have frightened me. Somehow, I knew instinctively that I was tapping into some of the blackest kind of magic. Everywhere I slashed and stabbed, my knife left a thick, inky trail behind it. It looked like I was cutting a hole in the atmosphere, and what was on the other side was nothing.

We went on like that for a while. I could tell that the Lion was tiring out. We weren't dancing together anymore.
I
was dancing, but him? He was just going to die.

It was pathetic, really, but I didn't feel sorry for him. Actually, I was having fun. I'd found something in Oz I was
good
at.

Finally, he gave one last valiant effort and sprang up, grabbed a tree branch and swung, barreling down at me feetfirst. I didn't bother dodging. I melted into nothing and rematerialized behind him, wondering how it was that this kind of magic was suddenly coming so easily to me.

The Lion was still scooping himself up from where he had fallen, and I let him flail for a moment in confusion before I swept my leg around in a roundhouse kick that met his face with the satisfying crunch of shattering teeth.

I plunged my knife into his side and a web of inky lines spidered across the surface of his golden, tawny muscles like I was injecting him with poison.

Well, maybe I was.

I twisted my blade. The Lion screamed, collapsing. He had all but surrendered now, but I wasn't done yet. As he lay there howling in pain, I jumped up and found myself moving almost in slow motion, suspended in the air for a moment before I pushed myself forward and launched myself straight for him, sinking my knife into the roof of his gaping mouth, a geyser of blood erupting.

This time he didn't bother screaming.

I tossed the knife aside, letting it disappear to wherever it went when I wasn't holding it. But this time, when I drew my hand back, I pulled a long, dark tendril with it—a black, twisting skein of nothingness.

It was like a tentacle, like an extension of myself. All I had to do was think about it and the blackness twisted out through the
air like a snake slithering through the grass. It wrapped itself around the Lion's neck.

The Lion clutched at his throat, gasping and trying to free himself.

All I had to do was want it, and the noose tightened.

“Beg me,” I said. The words hung in the air, dripping with venom. It barely sounded like me. If I was a character in a comic book, my dialogue would have been inked in thick, jagged letters. This couldn't be me—could it? I knew what I had to do, but there was no reason to be so cruel about it.

I felt half possessed when I said it again. “Beg me,” I repeated, with even more cruelty this time, as the Lion tried to open his mouth.

His eyes widened, but he was barely struggling anymore; he was using everything he had left just to stay alive.

“Never,” was all he managed to say.

My knife had returned to me, and when I looked down at it, I saw that its blackness was seeping out of it and up my arm, like I was wearing a glove made of tar. My fist was gripping the hilt so tight that it hurt. It was twitching.

Cut him
, I heard a voice in the back of my head telling me.
Punish him for everything he's done.

I wanted to do it. In my mind's eye, I saw myself slicing him open. His stomach. His throat. Like I was watching a movie, I saw myself stabbing wherever I could, not paying attention to where I was striking, just hacking away as he convulsed and moaned, his hot, sticky blood squirting out in every direction while I kept going.

It was just my imagination. But I wanted it to be real. And it
could
be real. All I had to do was do it.

But then I heard another voice—a real voice this time, not in my head, but from somewhere outside of me. It was soft and lilting, barely more than a whisper.

It was Ozma.

“Come back,” she said simply.

With her, you never quite knew if she meant anything by it at all. I couldn't even be sure that she was talking to me. But something about the way she said it brought me down to earth, and when I turned to her, I saw that she had dropped her bubble of protection and was now standing just a few feet away. Her bright eyes were fixed on me plaintively, with a look of deep, almost sisterly concern.

That's when I realized that I wasn't fighting the Lion to punish him. As much as I wanted to let my revenge fantasies play out, I had to remember that there was a larger purpose to everything I was doing. As much as I wanted to kill him—my body was still screaming out for his blood—I knew it wasn't that simple. I needed something from him.

It all came flooding like a dream you've forgotten until something jogs your memory.

The Tin Woodman's heart. The Lion's courage. The Scarecrow's brains.

With the Tin Woodman and the Scarecrow it was obvious. Heart and brains. Duh. But where does a Lion keep his courage?

I looked at him lying there in battered, bloody defeat, toothless and bruised, his mangled tail twitching, the sad little ribbon
at the end of it soaked with blood, and then I noticed that there was something strange about it. The tail. It wasn't glowing, exactly, but it had something like a halo around it. A jittery, golden aura so pale that it barely registered.

It made me take a closer look.

I don't know how I'd missed it before, but now I saw it. The tail wasn't even real. It was stuffed and synthetic and made from felt and stuffing, like something that belonged to a doll. At the base, I could see that it was sewn onto the Lion's body in a sloppy cross-stitch. This wasn't the tail that he had been born with. Of course: the Wizard had given it to him.

In one swift, smooth motion, I sliced it off. There was a high-pitched hissing sound, like air being let out of a balloon. The Lion gave a weak, stupid whimper.

I held the tail up, and it twitched in my hands. It was angry. I knew that my instincts had been right.

Looking down at the Lion confirmed it. He was cowering on the ground, covering his face with his hands. He would be out of his misery soon enough. I raised my knife over my head and prepared to finish him off for good.

I thought of everything he had done—all the innocent people he had terrified and tortured as Dorothy's enforcer. I thought of everyone he had killed. Gert. Star. The ones I didn't know—like Nox's family. He had done it for no reason. He had done it just because he liked it. Because it was fun. Because Dorothy told him to.

My hand was poised over my head, my knife bursting with
magic. I realized that, sometime during the fight, the already graying sky overhead had covered itself in an ominous shroud of clouds.

It was like I had caused that. Like my anger and darkness had spilled out into the land around me.

In that moment, I couldn't help being scared of myself.

But my fear was nothing next to the Cowardly Lion's. “Please don't hurt me,” he wheezed. He was crying now, curled into a fetal ball and rocking back and forth on the ground, clutching his face.

Seeing him like this it was hard to believe that he had ever been capable of any of the terror he had caused. Without his courage, he was nothing. And I had it now. His tail coiled itself up around my arm like a piece of jewelry. The Lion was less than harmless now. And I felt powerful. Maybe even courageous.

My hands were red with blood; blood had plastered my clothes to my skin. Even my hair was damp with it. Off in the distance, I heard a single bird chirp.

My shoulders loosened. I took a deep, gulping breath. My knife faded from my grip, and as it did, the clouds parted and the sun was shining down on us again. My whole body was shaking as I felt the magic that had filled me during my fight begin to dissipate.

I thought, for a moment, of my mother, and of how fragile she looked when she was coming down from one of her binges. I thought of all the times she'd tried to go clean, and of all the times I'd tried to help her. Of how she'd failed every time.

I stood and turned away from the Lion. “Go,” I said, gesturing out into nowhere.

The Lion rose shakily to his feet. He stumbled and fell, then stood again and looked up, his whole face trembling. “Thank you,” he sniveled. “How can I ever—”

I cut him off. “Do it, before I change my mind.” He flinched, and then went limping off into the forest without looking back, blood trailing his every step.

Two down, one to go.
After that, Dorothy would be mine, and one thing was for sure: I wasn't going to let her off the hook as easily as I had the Lion.

Then the world began to come back into focus. In the rolling field of flowers, Maude and Ollie were standing stock-still, staring at me like they barely recognized me. Ozma, though, had a shy little smile on her face. It almost looked like pride.

I wanted to say something to them.
See?
I wanted to say.
I let him go.

It was true. I
had
let him go. Even so, I knew there was a line that I had almost crossed, and they had watched me walk right up to the edge of it. I opened my mouth and closed it again. I didn't have the words to explain any of it.

I was just standing there, still wondering what had just happened, when I saw the rest of them. They were everywhere. I had been so consumed with the Lion that I hadn't noticed them arrive. Monkeys.

They were sitting in the branches of the trees and crouched in the hillocks of flowers and hiding in the thick shrubbery that
blocked the forest. There must have been a hundred of them, monkeys of all shapes and sizes. Too bad I'd never paid much attention in science class; it would have been nice to name all the different types of species that were represented among them.

Like Maude and Ollie, they were just staring at me, unblinking and impassive. Like Maude and Ollie, they all looked scared of me.