The White Rose (3 page)

“Why are you still here?” Ash asks.

Garnet shrugs. “I want to see what happens when Lucien finds out
you’re
here.” Then he smirks. “Besides, this is the most fun I’ve had in a long time. Being royal is so boring. Any chance I get to stick it to my mother, I take. Stealing her surrogate right out from under her nose? From her own house? Too good to pass up.”

“Why do you hate her so much?” I ask.

“Um, gee, Violet, you lived with her for two months,” Garnet says. “How do
you
feel about her?”

He does have a point.

“Now multiply that by your entire life.” Garnet scratches the back of his neck. “It’s a miracle that I’m so well adjusted.”

The echoing
boom
of a heavy iron door closing freezes us all in place.

“The light!” Ash hisses. Garnet’s hand darts to the wall and we’re engulfed in darkness. For several seconds, there’s nothing but silence. Then the unmistakable sounds of feet and voices float down the hall.

“We have to hide,” Garnet says.

“Where?” I ask. “I can’t see anything.”

There’s a click off to my left, and Garnet’s flashlight flickers on. The beam of light falls on Ash. He’s crouched by the one of the compartments, the lowest one in the far left-hand corner. The door is open and his eyes meet mine.

“No,” I whisper.

“Do you have a better idea?” Garnet says, grabbing my arm and pulling me toward Ash, keeping the flashlight trained down. I crouch by the black square hole where so many dead surrogates have been stored, my stomach churning with something stronger than disgust and sharper than fear. The wrongness of hiding in here makes my limbs numb and clumsy.

“We don’t have a choice,” Ash says. I open the door next to his compartment and force my feet to move, my body to bend and shift and slide until I am lying facedown on the cold metal slab. The voices are so close I can almost make out individual words, along with a faint squeaking sound. The flashlight goes out. Garnet’s door closes, then Ash’s.

I take a deep breath and shut myself inside.

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HE DARKNESS INSIDE THIS METAL TOMB IS FAR, FAR
worse than the blackness of Garnet’s car trunk.

I press my forehead against the cold steel and try to pretend I’m somewhere else, or that Ash is with me, or that this is all a dream and I’m about to wake up back in the Marsh.

The light in the room switches on.

Pale yellow leaks into my hiding place. There is no handle on the inside of the door, so I’ve left it cracked the tiniest bit. The voices of two men are muffled.

“. . . didn’t want anyone noticing, I suppose.”

“Don’t see why anyone would care. How many surrogates has she gone through over the years? Twenty?”

“Not your place to count, lad. We do as we’re told.”
The first voice is definitely older and has a rough, grizzled quality. “They say House of the Stone, pickup at midnight, and that’s what we do.”

House of the Stone! They have Raven! I nearly cry with relief.

There’s the strange squeaking noise again, then a door creaks open. I hear the wrinkling of plastic being manipulated.

“She’s not very heavy, is she?” the second voice says.

“Ain’t none of them is heavy, lad. You’ll see.”

Plastic scrapes and shifts over metal. The door closes.

“Now,” the first voice says gruffly, “it’s back to bed and let’s hope there’s no more calls tonight.”

Their shoes make tiny sticking sounds as they leave. The light switches off.

I keep still for as long as I can, hardly daring to breathe, waiting to see whether they come back. Finally, I can’t take it anymore. My fingernails scrape the door, pushing it open. I wriggle out of the compartment as fast as I can and tumble onto the polished floor, as Ash and Garnet open their own doors. I scramble to my feet and push up the arms of the oversize Regimental coat, running my palms along the wall until I find the light switch.

The light is painfully bright after so much darkness. Ash’s face is drained of color, and he climbs to his feet slowly. Garnet stays on the floor, leaning against the cabinets and smoothing back his blond hair, looking more rattled than I’ve ever seen him.

“She’s here,” I say to Ash.

“I know,” he replies.

A smile breaks across my face, and I begin opening doors with a single-minded ferocity, pushing Garnet out of the way until I find one that was empty before.

I yank on the metal sheeting and Raven’s body slides out, hidden underneath a thick layer of black plastic. Ash and Garnet join me as I pull the zipper down and open the bag.

Raven’s face is as cold and lifeless as all the other girls’ in this place, and for one paralyzing moment, I fear she’s actually dead. Her beautiful caramel skin is waxy, her once-glossy black hair lank and tangled. She is naked. I quickly shrug out of the Regimental coat and throw it over her body, but not before seeing how painfully, sickeningly thin she is—every rib is visible, and her hip bones jut out in sharp points on either side of the tiny bump of her belly.

I press my hand against her cheek. Her skin is like ice.

“Raven,” I say, my voice trembling. I watch for a flutter of her eyelashes, or a parting of her lips, but there’s nothing. My best friend is deathly still.

“Raven, it’s me,” I say. “It’s Violet.” It hurts to swallow. “Please wake up. I’ve saved you. Please come back to me.”

The silence that follows is crushing. Pieces of me break under the weight of it.

“Maybe she’s really—” Garnet begins, but I whirl around and slam my hands against his chest, sending him stumbling backward.

“She is
not
dead!” I hiss. I turn back to Raven and shake her. Her head lolls on the metal slab. “Wake
up
, Raven! Come on, you took the serum, I
know
you did, so please, WAKE UP!”

I slap her hard across the face.

But nothing happens.

I feel Ash’s hand on my shoulder. “Violet, I’m so sorry.”

I shrug his hand away. I don’t want anyone’s pity right now. “She—”

Suddenly, Raven’s eyes fly open. Her body arches, her eyeballs bugging out of her head, then she jerks onto her side and vomits on the floor. Ash and Garnet jump back as Raven’s body convulses, coughing and retching, but I collapse on top of her, my forehead falling onto her shoulder, one hand smoothing her hair, blissfully grateful to feel her breathing and moving and alive. She rolls onto her back, panting. Her eyes wheel in her head until they find me.

“Violet?” she croaks. Tears stream down my cheeks, but I don’t bother to wipe them away.

“I’m here,” I say. “You’re safe now.”

Her gaze slips to the ceiling. “I saw my mother,” she says. “She was brushing my hair. Then they took all her skin away.”

“What?” I say. “Your mother is alive and in the Marsh.”

“They took her skin away,” she says again. “They showed me her bones.”

Her eyes become unfocused and her body relaxes. She goes very still.

“Raven?” I whisper. I brush my fingertips across her cheek. She’s breathing, but it’s like a light has been switched off inside her.

“What did they do to her?” Ash asks in a hushed voice.

“I—I don’t know.” I run my hands through Raven’s hair and feel a tiny scar, maybe half an inch long, on her scalp.
Then I feel another. And another.

“Well,” Garnet says, clapping his hands together, “this has been a great night, really one for the record books, and as much as I’d love to stay and watch Lucien freak out about all this, I think it’s time for me to be getting back.”

“Of course it is,” Ash mutters.

“Hey, I saved your life, what else do you want from me?” Garnet snaps.

“Absolutely nothing,” Ash says.

“Right,” Garnet says. “Good luck with all the escaping and whatnot.”

“Thank you,” I say.

“Sure.” Garnet’s hand is on the doorknob when Raven sits up. The move is so unexpected and abrupt that I’m barely able to keep the jacket from falling off her shoulders.

“You’re a coward,” she says, her dark eyes on Garnet. There is a haziness in her gaze, as if she were focusing on two things at once.

We all stare at her in shocked silence.

“Raven?” I say tentatively.

“He’s a coward,” she says. “He breaks all the wrong rules. The easy ones. He’s afraid.” Then her face goes slack, her eyes returning to normal. “I’m tired. It’s not time for the doctor yet.”

She lies back down on the slab and starts muttering something to herself. I can’t understand what she’s saying, but I hear her name once or twice.

Garnet watches her for a second, then shakes his head. “Whatever. She’s your problem.”

With a halfhearted wave, he walks out the door. I put
my hand on Raven’s forehead, but she’s gone back to that empty place, staring at the ceiling.

“What now?” Ash says.

“Now we wait for Lucien,” I reply. “Lucien will come.”

H
OURS PASS.

Or, at least, it feels like hours. There’s no way to tell time in this room. We turned the lights off to be safe. Ash and I sit on the floor against the wall, huddled together to keep warm. Raven hasn’t moved or spoken since Garnet left.

I wonder what will happen when the Duchess discovers I’m gone. That Ash is gone. I wonder whether Garnet will be able to keep Carnelian from telling. I wonder whether
Garnet
will tell. He has no loyalty to us and he doesn’t seem particularly trustworthy—I can’t imagine why Lucien chose him to help. Carnelian, at least, can be counted on not to do anything to endanger Ash’s life.

I remember their exchange in the dungeon. “What did you tell her?” I say. It’s been so long since either of us has spoken, my voice sounds creaky and louder than it should. Ash’s cheek is resting against the top of my head.

“Mmm?” he breathes against my hair.

“When Carnelian asked you if anything was real, what did you say?”

I don’t expect him to hesitate. He lifts his head and turns his face away from me. “That’s private, Violet.”

“You’re going to keep secrets from me?”

“How many secrets have you kept from me?” he says.

I chew on my lip. “That’s not the same. I had to. I made a promise to Lucien.”

“And what of the promises I’ve made?”

“But you were hired to make her promises. That isn’t the same as what we have.”

“I know.” Ash’s profile is black against the darkness as he stares up at the ceiling. “But must I betray her confidence because you don’t like her?”

I don’t know what to say to that. I guess I always assumed Ash hated Carnelian as much as I do.

He sighs. “It isn’t about keeping secrets from you. Carnelian is . . . extremely sad. And that sadness has been twisted into bitterness and anger. I don’t wish to be another in a long line of people who have let her down, even if she would never know the difference.”

I thread my fingers through his. “You don’t have to be so noble.”

“Not at all. I . . . I understand her a bit.”

“Well, someday, you’ll have to explain her to me.”

I hear footsteps outside. Ash and I scramble to our feet, but we don’t have a chance to hide again before the door opens and the light switches on.

Lucien enters the room. He wears his usual white dress with the high lace collar, his chestnut hair in a perfect topknot on the crown of his head, indicating his status as a lady-in-waiting. And it means more for him than it does for a female lady-in-waiting—male ladies-in-waiting are eunuchs, castrated so as to be considered “safe” to work alongside royal women.

A large satchel hangs from one shoulder. His eyes move from me, to Ash, to Raven, and back to me. He shows no surprise at seeing two more people than he expected—he
must have talked to Garnet.

He closes the door and puts the satchel down. With measured steps, he walks up to Ash, grabs him by the throat, and slams his head against the wall.

“Lucien!” I cry.

“Is it true?” he snarls. Ash looks dazed. I grab the arm that isn’t holding Ash’s throat and pull.

“Stop it!”

Lucien turns on me. “Do you know what they’re saying?” he hisses. “They’re saying that this piece of trash raped you.”

“What?” I gasp.

Ash comes back to his senses. In one lightning-fast movement, he grips Lucien’s wrist and twists it. Lucien cries out in pain as Ash bends his arm back in a way that makes Lucien bow forward.

“What did you say?” Ash growls. I’ve never seen him use physical force like this before.

“Release me,” Lucien barks.

“Ash!” I cry.

“He believes it. Do you see, Violet? He
believes
it.” He bends Lucien’s arm back a little more.

“And why shouldn’t I?” Lucien says. “I know what you do, what you really do. All you companions, with your charming smiles and your filthy minds. I should never have let you get near her.”

Ash yanks Lucien’s arm again. “You don’t know anything about me.”

“I know you sleep with more women in a year than most men do their entire lives.”

“And you think I
enjoy
it? Or are you just jealous that I can?”

At that, Lucien lets out a strangled yell and rips his arm from Ash’s grasp. But Ash is too quick. In a second, he has Lucien pinned against the wall, his forearm cutting across Lucien’s throat.

“Ash, you’re hurting him,” I say. He turns his head to meet my gaze. “Please, stop. Let him go.”

Reluctantly, Ash relaxes his arm and back away. Lucien leans against the wall, massaging his shoulder.

“Ash would never touch me against my will, Lucien,” I say.

“Well, I’d like to think you’re not stupid enough to do it on your own.”

“When will you stop?” Ash interrupts, taking a step forward. His face is flushed, making the bruise stand out sharply on his cheekbone. I immediately put myself between them as a physical barrier. “You’re not her father. You don’t get to lecture her about what she does.”

“I think I know a little bit more about what’s best for her than a companion,” Lucien retorts.

“In case you hadn’t noticed, I’m not a companion anymore,” Ash says coldly.

“Enough,” I say, pulling Lucien away from Ash. “You two can fight all you want once we’re out of this awful place, but there are more important things to discuss right now. What’s the plan?”

Lucien shakes me off, retrieves the satchel, and tosses it to me. “There are clothes for all of you in there. Get dressed, quickly. We were going to take the train, but that’s
not possible anymore.”

I unzip the bag and find three pairs of brown woolen pants, three sweaters, and three pairs of shoes. There is also water, a flashlight, bandages, and antiseptic ointment. I use some of the water to wash Annabelle’s blood off my legs, and tend to the wound on Ash’s forehead and cheek. His eye is still swollen and I smear antiseptic around it.

“You, too,” he says, dabbing some ointment on my cut lip. It stings a little.

Once we’re dressed, I turn to Raven. She’s still staring at the ceiling.

“Should we—” Ash begins.

“No, I’ll do it,” I say. I look at him, then Lucien. “Turn around, please.” Raven might not be fully aware, but I know she would not want two strange men seeing her naked. I maneuver her into the pants—she is so light, so thin—but the sweater proves more difficult.

“Oh, Raven, can you sit up?” I mutter without any real hope. So I’m shocked when she does.

“Violet?” she says. Her eyes are bright, like they used to be.

“Put this on,” I say, holding out the sweater.

“I’ve never been in this room before,” she says, looking around as I put the shoes on her feet and help her off the metal slab. “It’s very shiny.”

“This is the friend you asked about, I assume,” Lucien says. “The Countess of the Stone’s surrogate?”

“This is Raven,” I say.

“I’m Raven,” she repeats.

“And you gave her the serum intended for you.”

My spine straightens. “I did.”

He raises his eyes to the ceiling. “Of all the surrogates in that Auction,” he mutters. “Leave the coat here, I’ll be back for it. I’ll need to clean that up, too.” He glances at the puddle of Raven’s vomit and shakes his head. “This would have been so much easier if you’d listened to me.”