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“Believe in them how?”
“Do you apply them to all aspects of your life?”
“No,” Washen had to say.
“Does any human that you know … or any other organism,
for that matter … do any of them believe in this infinite realm … ?”
“On occasion. Yes.”
“That’s worse than never,” was the little woman’s verdict. Then after a long, thoughtful silence, she said, “We had two suns. Close enough that they touched one another, like lovers.”
It happened on occasion. Twin stars were born close together, spinning fast around their common center of gravity.
“Our suns were too close,” she whispered.
Washen waited, saying nothing.
“I watched it,” Mere remarked. “With thousands of years to fill, I could study the suns’ intricate motions. I could measure the changes coming. There was a great drought on my world, and then after that, a long period of endless rains. The twin suns were dancing too close, their atmospheres touching, and their momentum was changing.”
“A chaotic situation,” Washen allowed. “There are harmonic circumstances, and gravity waves. Sometimes the suns can hang apart for long times, then quite suddenly, in the course of a few centuries—”
“My world was dying.”
For the first time, Washen moved liked a Tilan might. Miocene had built a small vocabulary of meaningful gestures, and now she used one of them in a bid to show understanding and compassion.
The motion pleased the strange little woman. She sighed, smiled like a Tilan, then like a human, and with a quiet little voice, she reported, “My people attempted to save themselves. There were plans to build colonies on the outer worlds, and there were larger plans to pull our world into a wider orbit. But then they heard the signals from this ship. They saw your invitations to join the voyage around the galaxy. You were already past us, but they’d found my old starship moving like a comet
around our suns, and after generating a series of entirely random events—allowing the many-worlds to decide everyone’s inevitable fate—they decided to forgo all of their great projects.”
Washen watched the big sorry eyes.
“They refitted the starship. But instead of using it to help save themselves, they put me on board and pointed me toward you. Because I was the same species as you. Because they were thankful for the little help that I had given them. Because in this one thin river of an existence, they wanted me to reach my intended destination. At long last.”
“You came willingly?” Washen asked.
“No.” Mere made the confession with anger and a wrenching grief. “No, I am not that good at being Tilan. I wish I had been. But no.”
Washen nodded, and waited.
After a little while, Mere said, “I fought them. I fought as hard as I could. But they shattered both of my legs and both of my arms, and while I was helpless … while my body was healing itself, and my ship was preparing to leave … they said to me, ‘Don’t be selfish, Mere. It isn’t your right. It isn’t even possible. Even if we wish, we can’t destroy any little portion of our destiny.”
 
THE INTERIOR OF the cabin was a single room, comfortably snug and minimally furnished. Mere served her guest a small meal of cold fish and an unnamed tea that left both of their mouths stained a vivid sour purple. Conversation came and went. When they spoke, they usually concerned themselves with trivial matters: the weather on the delta; the whereabouts of an odd species; the burdens in being the new First Chair. And then after a longer pause, Washen looked at her hostess with a mixture of sorrow and compassion, promising her, “If you would rather, stay home. I can ask someone else to do this. If you want, recommend somebody. You know the candidates better than I do.”
Mere rose and walked over to the only window, looking out across the flat tired water. Then touching the window frame, she caused the river to vanish. Even sitting, Washen was tall enough to see another river pushing through an entirely different time, and the barest glimpse told her enough.
Tila.
Ages ago, Miocene had approached a young captain. “I want to know what you think about this strange little creature,” she had explained. “Learn whatever you can. Believe or dismiss what you want of her stories. Then come to me and give me your final report.”
“I believe her,” was Washen’s verdict.
Miocene seemed to nod agreeably. But then she asked, “What do you believe?”
“Mere is human. She was born in horrific conditions. The first few thousand years of life were intellectually and emotionally impoverished, then she suddenly found herself surrounded by aliens. Which is why she doesn’t seem entirely human. She isn’t. The Tila did their best, I suppose … but her half-starved brain didn’t finish a normal, healthy development—”
“I never bothered,” Miocene remarked. “Did you look for the Tila?”
“Of course.”
“What did you find?”
Washen hesitated for a moment. “Back along her ship’s course,” she admitted, “there is a solar system. But there is only one sun. Two smaller suns coalesced sometime in the last few decades, and what remains is very hot and blue. And what would have been the Tilan home world is now a superheated Venus-class world.”
“And did you show her this news?”
“Yes.”
Miocene squinted at a point just above Washen’s head. “What was her response?”
“Misery,” said Washen. “Despair. But also, a kind of resignation.”
“Because her homeland died in just this one little existence,” the Submaster offered. “She’s human, but she’s Tilan, too. Wouldn’t you say so?”
In the present, Washen muttered a few words under her breath.
Mere turned, and with a smile that took both of them by surprise, she asked, “What are you thinking about, madam?”
“The past,” Washen allowed. “I’m talking to a dead woman.”
Mere seemed to understand. She nodded and took one last long look at the vanished river. Then she touched the frame again, causing the window to rapidly jump from one alien world to another.
“Why wouldn’t I accept this assignment?” she inquired, her tone more amused than offended. “And how could I ask anyone else to take my place? This is my river to navigate to the best of my ability. My destiny to live through and die inside.”
Washen didn’t reply.
For a moment, she was standing with Miocene again. Again, she was explaining, “The woman is exactly who she seems to be. Human or Tila, I believe her. And she isn’t any kind of threat to the ship, either.”
Miocene had laughed with a harsh, amused tone.
“Of course she’s no threat,” the woman cackled. “We can watch her. We can let her sit in prison forever or kick her back into space. My dear. You misunderstood your assignment.”
Appalled, Washen asked, “What was my assignment?”
“To assess her abilities,” Miocene reported, subtly changing the original wording. “She isn’t human, or Tilan either. Have you noticed? Maybe it’s the starved brain, or maybe it’s her very peculiar upbringing. But she seems remarkably plastic when it comes to behaviors, and thoughts.”
Miocene had already digested Washen’s final report, or she had come to the same conclusions.
“What I want to know is this,” the original First Chair had said. “Can we find some way for that odd little creature to help our wonderful ship?”
 
IN THE PRESENT, Washen stood beside Mere, laying a warm hand on the bony little shoulder.
“I’ve infiltrated dozens of worlds,” the tiny creature muttered. “Have you ever been disappointed in my work?”
“Never,” Washen admitted. Then with the next breath, she mentioned, “But this isn’t a simple world, and we know almost nothing going in.”
Mere shrugged and giggled.
“Every day, we die,” she reminded Washen. Then she reached up, patting the hand that was set on her shoulder. “And every day, against incredible odds, we find a thousand ways to live.”
A dozen lasers threw their malevolent best at the target. Born to defend the ship against collisions, their purpose was to shatter and melt, pulverize and dissolve objects as large as small moons. More than adequate for this tiny assignment, they focused their rage on a single body that was moving overhead in a long lazy orbit. What they hit was a mass of Ganymede ice—a highly compressed form of solid water waiting inside an elegantly shaped cone of woven diamond. The first fierce blasts compressed, then superheated the exposed surface. By carefully changing the sequences and frequencies of the coherent light, the lasers created an endless explosion of plasma and white-hot steam, plus a bone-busting acceleration as the thrust increased and the target’s mass fell away. The streakship rode on the tip of the diamond cone. The assisted launch saved fuel and coddled the high-output engines. Without
question, it made for a spectacular show, which was not a small matter with the crew and passengers watching. According to popular opinion, this was the most important emissary mission in the last hundred thousand years. Representatives of the Great Ship were bound for the Inkwell and its mysterious inhabitants. So important was this adventure that the Master’s own Second Chair was in command. Speaking from his seat on the little ship’s bridge, almost smothered beneath a silky crush-web, Pamir grunted the word, “Done,” as the last of the water exploded into space. Then a second onslaught of light arrived—new frequencies battering and boiling the diamond cone, delivering another potent push—and afterward, he said, “Done,” again, that sketch of cultured jewelry evaporating in his wake, a cooling mist of ionized carbon lending its mass to the cause.
For a little while, the streakship coasted ahead at a fat fraction of lightspeed. Pamir and his AIs made triple sure that they had cleared the debris field. Sometimes in the chaotic mayhem of high-velocity impacts, shards of the diamond or ice could be kicked out ahead. Disasters were unlikely, but why invite any chance? Once the appropriate checks had been made, Pamir told both his small crew and vast audience, “Light the torch.” And an instant later, with a clean and fiercely hot and nearly invisible blast, the swift ship started to gain velocity again, yanking itself up toward better than two-thirds lightspeed.
The Inkwell lay ahead. A black splash against the far-off stars had become a great ocean, bottomless and vast. More than three light-years of nearly empty space lay between them and the margins of the nebula. But even at their incredible velocity, the emissaries wouldn’t reach their final destination until the Great Ship was approaching the first waves of dust and cold gas. They were plunging toward a target that was barely visible, trusting their own thin armor and defenses as well as the decency of unknown souls.
Whenever the Master spoke in public, she reminded
her audience, “Nebulas are not clouds. They aren’t as dense as the thinnest air, even. In fact, according to the course that we’ve mapped for ourselves, the Inkwell isn’t going to be a tenth as difficult as diving through someone’s Oort cloud.”
Once Pamir was gone, the Master gave a good smart speech. She had written it herself, without input from Washen or her acting Second Chair. Every public channel was hers, and her performance was both perfect and minimal. Aasleen was the acting Second Chair. Sitting on the bridge with Washen, the chief engineer grinned with pleasure and astonishment. “I couldn’t do this,” she admitted. “This kind of purposeful sweet noise. I couldn’t make it. Not so that humans would believe me, I couldn’t.”
“You’re too literal,” Washen offered. “Too tied to your numbers.”
The woman appreciated what sounded like a compliment. “Oort clouds are easy,” she stated. “A light-month thick at the very worst. But we’re going to be pushing through this ink for the next thirty-plus years. Without pause. Without any chance to rest and make thorough repairs.”
Washen looked at her friend and colleague. They had lived together on Marrow, where Aasleen’s talents helped the captains survive and then prosper. Worry had its good reasons. When Aasleen saw bad things looming, Washen knew better than to shake her head, or remind her good friend about all those good smart ways in which the ship was stronger now.
Their shields had been enhanced, and the hull was almost entirely repaired, and there were nearly twice as many lasers as before, all deeply embedded in bunkers and sprinkled across the face of that deep, dirty-mirror armor. They were also making endless adjustments to their course. Occasionally one of their vast engines would fire, for a heartbeat or for a day, nudging the ship just enough to avoid some near collision still five or ten
years in the future. Every moment, the sprawling fields of mirrors and radio dishes were peering deeper into the cold dust, constantly refining maps whose accuracy and deep reach would have been impossible only a hundred years ago. And they were getting what seemed to be help—advice and encouragement from the souls living within that great darkness.
“Remember this,” said the Master, in conclusion. Then the bright face smiled with an expression radiating confidence and a seamless faith. “For more than a thousand centuries, this ship and crew have traveled our galaxy. We have met thousands of species, many of which live with us now. The combined experience and technological prowess of this ensemble belongs to us. This is why we offer berths for those who could give us knowledge: We want to learn. All of our species wish to excel. And when remarkable circumstances come to face us, we bring insights and tricks that no single species can match.”
Beside the projected Master, live-time images of the streakship were constantly displayed—a scorching point of light almost lost against the blackness. What was infinitely larger and more impressive was the cloud stretching out behind it. Water and carbon formed a neatly defined jet that would retain its basic shape for several years. Trailing after the streakship, the jet would eventually collide with the Inkwell, spreading and cooling further, adding a breath or two to its phenomenal and very thin mass.
“Of course this isn’t just an engineering problem,” Aasleen admitted, her voice quiet and a little hopeful. “The polyponds are another conundrum entirely. Unless they happen to be the solution for everything, of course.”
That’s what the Inkwell inhabitants called themselves.
Polyponds.
Washen nodded agreeably. On a secure channel, using an entire mirror field to serve as her own eyes, she peered into the warm jet of exhaust. Nothing was visible. Even knowing there was something to see didn’t help her eyes
find it. She stared and stared, and after a while, she mentioned to Aasleen, “You did a marvelous job with the camouflage. Regardless what you think.”
Her friend laughed quietly, appreciatively.
“We have every reason to be proud,” the Master told her ship.
And billions of faces, in homes and long avenues, nodded happily or showed some equivalent expression of faith, or hope, or at the very least, simple wishful thinking.
 
THE FEF WERE small creatures—at least among organic species—and until the Wayward War, they were rarely listed among the first ranks of passengers. Their narrow bodies sported three pairs of limbs. The first and third pairs served as legs and stubby arms, while the longer middle pair, tipped with deft hands, reached upward. Between those middle arms was an eye pod affording views in all directions. Their omnivorous mouths were in front, while various ears were tucked into the gaps between the bony plates that had once protected their long, exposed backs. They began as one of several intelligent and technologically adept species on their home world—a light-gravity body some twenty thousand light-years behind them. As the Great Ship approached, every species on that world had seen the stunning images and heard the purposeful boasts roaring across the electromagnetic spectrum. But for reasons of culture and politics, and status and finance, only the fef showed serious interest in joining the grand voyage.
To pay for their passage, they borrowed starship plans broadcast by the Great Ship and improved upon them, building a fleet of fat round hyperfiber vessels inside which were tanks filled with liquid hydrogen as well as a single small-mass black hole, heavily charged and suspended inside an elaborate cage. The captains had no compelling need for the hydrogen, since those frigid lakes couldn’t fuel the Great Ship’s engines for more than
a few breaths. And while tiny black holes had their uses—in research and communication, mostly—there were already plenty of the dangerous little monsters waiting in inventory. But there were only a few of the fef on board each vessel, and they were pleasant enough, and by evidence of their work, they were gifted tinkerers. Gleefully, they accepted spartan quarters in a deep, lower-gravity district, easily blending into the multitude of odd species. And that was twenty thousand light-years ago, which meant sixty thousand years in the past. In the ages since, those few thousand immigrants had slowly and patiently prospered, making their livelihoods by repairing nonvital systems that the ship’s engineers couldn’t bother with. And in certain cases—if there was a burning hurry, or if certain permission forms hadn’t been tiled—fefs would do their usual excellent work in the briefest possible time. In the dark, preferably, since they were a nocturnal species. And for a considerable fee. But they never discussed their clients, and they continued to live quietly among the multitude of aliens, shoving their profits into the acquisition of new quarters where their children began raising their own families—a few colonists becoming a nation numbering more than half a billion souls.
“Your greatness,” the leading fef declared, standing at the entranceway to the repair camp. Built with diamond and furnished sparingly, the facility was a chain of transparent bubbles set on the open hull, the lighting reduced to a comfortable gloom. High-grav braces helped him stand as he proclaimed, “It is an honor to have you with us, your splendor.”
“Thank you,” Washen replied, offering a tidy little bow.
“Thank you for coming,” the leader muttered, speaking through his translator. “May we quench a thirst? Stuff a stomach? Or perhaps, we could sing to you—”
“Nothing. Thank you.”
“If you need—”
“I will demand.”
“And we will serve you, your majesty.”
Twenty months had passed since the launching of the streakship. The Inkwell covered most of the sky now—a featureless ebony face betraying nothing to human eyes. What was bright and spectacular was the occasional flash of light when a laser struck some mountain-sized hazard, followed by the colorful aurora as the shields collected the ionized debris, pulling the ionized wreckage across the sky and down to where elaborate, heavily armored facilities collected the material, sorting it by its elemental composition, and then sending the treasures to storage or selling them to some critical industry.
The leading fef bent in the middle, two pairs of feet moving together, lifting his eye pod closer to the First Chair’s face. “I hope that I have not stolen you away from any vital work, your marvel.”
Washen shrugged. “For the moment, no.”
“But they refuse to leave the work site,” the alien persisted. “I know they have permission to be there. But we have goals, and timetables, and if these deep cavities are not patched soon—”
“These are minor problems,” she interrupted.
Nothing was minor to a fef. With a suddenly tense voice, he replied, “Madam. I know they have your permission to tour the deep cavities. That is why I contacted you before anyone. My team and I have done no work for the last thirty-two days. Perhaps these cavities mean something, but if that is the case, we must be found other assignments. Work is the heart of existence, madam. As long as they are down there—”
“You have no heart. I understand:”
The fef lowered his eye pod, and after some considerable thought, he decided to say nothing more.
“Perhaps I should speak with them,” Washen offered.
“If you could, please. Madam. All of us would be most appreciative.”
She looked across the facility. Hundreds of fef were showing their thanks by rocking side to side, and among them were their robots—thousands of insectlike bodies that made, what was for them, a kowtowing motion.
“Where is your access tunnel?” the Submaster inquired.
“This way,” the leader said. “I will take you down myself.”
Quietly, Washen said, “Thank you. But no.”
Directly overhead, a substantial piece of ice exploded, obliterated by a nanosecond pulse of UV light.
“Stay here,” she ordered. “This work is all mine.”
 
THE COMET THAT struck during the war was relatively large and massive—thirty kilometers across and dense as new snow wrapped around chunks of rock and gravel. It had little velocity of its own, but the ship’s velocity had provided a fantastic amount of kinetic energy. Any normal world built of rock and warm iron would have been gutted, but the hull was made from more stubborn stuff. Heat and momentum were channeled into the hidden dimensions and speculative realms. The damage was more extensive than it should have been, but only because this was very close to where an even larger impact had occurred billions of years ago. A moon-sized object had smacked into the ship, creating a deep blast cone as well as a necklace of tiny, relatively trivial cavities. The first Remoras had patched the surface with the best available grades of hyperfiber. The fef were supposed to finish the repair begun one hundred thousand years ago, leaving the hull as sturdy as it might have been ten minutes after its unimaginable creation.

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