The warrior's apprentice (24 page)

Thorne, Baz, and Arde all appeared at his elbow, looking immensely pleased with themselves.

“Baz—” Miles opened his hand in helpless supplication. “What is this?”

Jesek stood to attention. “Dendarii recruits, my lord!”

“Did I ask you to collect recruits?” He had never been that drunk, surely.. .

“You said we didn’t have enough personnel to man our equipment. So I applied a little forward momentum to the problem, and—there you are.”

“Where the devil did you get them all?”

“Felice. There must be two thousand galactics trapped there by the blockade. Merchant ship personnel, passengers, business people, techs, a little of everything. Even soldiers. They’re not all soldiers, of course. Not yet.”

“Ah.” Miles cleared his throat. “Hand-picked, are they?”

“Well . . .” Baz scuffed his boot on the deck, and studied it, as if looking for signs of wear. “I gave them some weapons to field-strip and reassemble. If they didn’t try to shove the plasma arc power cartridge in the nerve disruptor grip slot, I hired ‘em.”

Miles wandered up and down the rows, bemused. “I see. Very ingenious. I doubt I could have done better myself.” He nodded toward the Kshatryans. “Where were they going?”

“That’s an interesting story,” put in Mayhew. “They weren’t exactly trapped by the blockade. Seems some local Felician magnate of the, uh, sub-economy, had hired them for bodyguards a few years ago. About six months back they botched the job, rendering themselves unemployed. They’ll do about anything for a ride out of here. I found them myself,” he added proudly.

“I see. Ah, Baz—Cetagandans?” Bothari had not taken his eyes from their gaudy fierce faces since they had exited the flex tube.

The engineer turned his hands palm-outwards. “They’re trained.”

“Do they realize that some Dendarii are Barrayaran?”

“They know I am, and with a name like Dendarii, any Cetagandan would have to make the connection. That mountain range made an impression on them during the Great War. But they want a ride out of here too. That was part of the contract, you see, to keep the price down—almost everybody wants to be discharged outside Felician local space.”

“I sympathize,” muttered Miles. The Felician fast courier floated outside the docking station. He itched for a closer look. “Well—see Captain Tung, and arrange quarters for them all. And, uh, training schedules...” Yes, keep them busy, while he—slipped away?

“Captain Tung?” said Thorne.

“Yes, he’s a Dendarii now. I’ve been doing some recruiting too. Should be just like a family reunion for you—ah, Bel,” he fixed the Betan with a stern eye, “you are now comrades in arms. As a Dendarii, I expect you to remember it.”

“Tung.” Thorne sounded more amazed than jealous. “Oser will be foaming.”

Miles spent the evening running his new recruits’ dossiers into the Triumph’s computers, by hand, by himself, and by choice, the better to familiarize himself with his leigemen’s human grab-bag. They were in fact well chosen; most had previous military experience, the rest invariably possessed some arcane and valuable technical specialty.

Some were arcane indeed. He stopped his monitor to study the face of the extraordinarily beautiful woman who had stared at him in the docking bay. What the devil had Baz been about to hire a banking comm link security specialist as a soldier of fortune? To be sure, she might want off-planet badly enough—ah. Never mind. Her resume explained the mystery; she had once held the rank of ensign in the Escobaran military space forces. She’d had an honorable medical discharge after the war with Barrayar nineteen years ago. Medical discharges must have been a fad then, Miles mused, thinking of Bothari’s. His amusement drained away, and he felt the hairs on his arms stir.

Great dark eyes, clean square line of jaw—her last name was Visconti, typically Escobaran. Her first name was Elena.

“No,” whispered Miles to himself firmly. “Not possible.” He weakened. “Anyway, not likely...”

He read the resume again more carefully. The Escobaran woman had come to Tau Verde IV a year ago to install a comm link system her company had sold to a Felician bank. She must have arrived just days before the war started. She listed herself as unmarried with no dependents. Miles swung around in his chair with his back to the screen, then found himself sneaking another look from the corner of his eye. She had been unusually young to be an officer during the Escobar-Barrayar war— some sort of precocious hot-shot, perhaps. Miles caught himself up ironically, wondering when he’d started feeling so middle-aged.

But if she were, just possibly, his Elena’s mother, how had she got mixed up with Sergeant Bothari? Bothari had been pushing forty then, and looked much the same as now, judging from vids Miles had seen from his parents’ early years of marriage. No accounting for taste, maybe.

A little reunion fantasy blossomed in his imagination, unbidden, galloping ahead of all proof. To present Elena not merely with a grave, but with her longed-for mother in the flesh—to finally feed that secret hunger, sharper than a thorn, that had plagued her all her life, twin to his own clumsy hunger to please his father—that would be a heroism worth stretching for. Better than showering her with the most fabulous material gifts imaginable— he melted at the picture of her delight.

And yet—and yet... it was only a hypothesis. Testing it might prove awkward. He had realized the Sergeant was not being strictly truthful when he’d said he couldn’t remember Escobar, but it might be partly so. Or this woman might be somebody else altogether. He would make his test in private then, and blind. If he were wrong, no harm done.

Miles held his first full senior officers’ meeting the next day, partly to acquaint himself with his new henchmen, but mostly to throw the floor open to ideas for blockade-busting. With all this military and ex-military talent around, there had to be someone who knew what they were doing. More copies of the “Dendarii regulations” were passed out, and Miles retired after to his appropriated cabin on his appropriated flagship, to run me parameters of the Felician courier through the computer one more time.

He had upped the courier’s estimated passenger capacity for the two-week run to Beta Colony from a crowded four to a squeezed five by eliminating several sorts of baggage and fudging the life-support back-up figures as much as he dared; surely there had to be something he could do to boost it to seven. He also tried very hard not to think about the mercenaries, waiting eagerly for his return with reinforcements. And waiting. And waiting . . .

They should not linger here any longer. The Triumph’s tactics simulator had shown that thinking he could break the Oserans with 200 troops was pure megalomania. Still... No. He forced himself to think reasonably.

The logical person to leave behind was Elli Quinn of the slagged face. She was no leigewoman of his, really. Then a toss-up between Baz and Arde. Taking the engineer back to Beta Colony would expose him to arrest and extradition; leaving him here would be for his own food, yessir. Never mind that he had been selflessly busting his tail for weeks to serve Miles’s every military whim. Never mind what the Oserans would do to all their deserters and everyone associated with them when they finally caught up with them, as they inevitably must. Never mind that it would also most handily sever Baz’s romance with Elena, and wasn’t that very possibly the real reason. .. ? Logic, Miles decided, made his stomach hurt. Anyway, it was not easy to keep his mind on his work just now. He checked his wrist chronometer. Just a few more minutes. He wondered if it had been silly to lay in that bottle of awful Felician wine, concealed now with four glasses in his cupboard. He need only bring it out if, if, if...

He sighed and leaned back, and smiled across the cabin at Elena. She sat on the bed in companionable silence, screening a manual on weapons drills. Sergeant Bothari sat at a small fold-out table, cleaning and recharging their personal weapons. Elena smiled back, and removed her audio bug from her ear.

“Do you have your physical training program figured out for our, uh, new recruits?” he asked her. “Some of them look like it’s been a while since they’ve worked out regularly.”

“All set,” she assured him. “I’m starting a big group first thing next day-cycle. General Halify is going to lend me the refinery crew’s gym.” She paused, then added, “Speaking of not working out for a while—don’t you think you’d better come too?”

“Uh...” said Miles.

“Good idea,” said the Sergeant, not looking up from his work.

“My stomach—”

“It would be a good example to your troops,” she added, blinking her brown eyes at him in feigned, he was sure, innocence.

“Who’s going to warn them not to break me in half?”

Her eyes glinted. “I’ll let you pretend you’re instructing them.”

“Your gym clothes,” said the Sergeant, blowing a bit of dust out of the silvered bell-muzzle of a nerve disruptor and nodding to his left, “are in the bottom drawer of that wall compartment.”

Miles sighed defeat. “Oh, all right.” He checked his chronometer again. Any minute now.

The door of the cabin slid open; it was the Escobaran woman, right on time. “Good day, Technician Visconti,” he began cheerfully. His words died on his lips as she raised a needier and held it in both hands to aim.

“Don’t anybody move!” she cried.

An unnecessary instruction; Miles, at least, was frozen in shock, mouth open.

“So,” she said at last. Hatred, pain, and weariness trembled her voice. “It is you. I wasn’t sure at first. You...”

She was addressing Bothari, Miles guessed, for her needier was aimed at his chest. Her hands shook, but the aim never wavered.

The Sergeant had caught up a plasma arc when the door slid open. Now, incredibly, his hand fell to his side, weapon dangling. He straightened slightly by the wall, out of his firing semi-crouch.

Elena sat cross-legged, an awkward position from which to jump. Her hand viewer fell forgotten to the bed. The audio emitted a thin tinny sound, small as an insect, in the silence.

The Escobaran woman’s eyes flicked for a moment to Miles, then back to their target. “I think you’d better know, Admiral Naismith, just what you have hired for your bodyguard.”

“Uh... Why don’t you give me your needier, and sit down, and we’ll talk about it—” He held out an open hand, experimentally inviting. Hot shivers that began in the pit of his stomach were radiating outward; his hand shook foolishly. This wasn’t the way he’d rehearsed this meeting. She hissed, her needier swinging toward him. He recoiled, and her aim jerked back to Bothari.

“That one,” she nodded at the Sergeant, “is an exBarrayaran soldier. No surprise, I suppose, that he should have drifted into some obscure mercenary fleet. But he was Admiral Vorrutyer’s chief torturer, when the Barrayarans tried to invade Escobar. But maybe you knew that—” her eyes seemed to peel Miles, like flensing knives, for a moment. A moment was quite a long time, at the relativistic speed at which he was now falling.

“I—I—” he stammered. He glanced at Elena; her eyes were huge, her body tense to spring.

“The Admiral never raped his victims himself—he preferred to watch. Vorrutyer was Prince Serg’s catamite, perhaps the Prince was jealous. He applied more inventive tortures himself, though. The Prince was waiting, since his particular obsession was pregnant women, which I suppose Vorrutyer’s group was obliged to supply—”

Miles’s mind screamed through a hundred unwanted connections, no, no, no... So, there was such a thing as latent knowledge. How long had he known not to ask questions he didn’t want to hear the answers to? Elena’s face reflected total outrage and disbelief. God help him to keep it that way. His stunner lay on Bothari’s table, across their mutual line of fire; did he stand a chance of leaping for it?

“I was eighteen years old when I fell into their hands. Just graduated, no war lover, but wishing to serve and protect my home—that was no war, out there, that was some personal hell, growing vile in the Barrayaran high command’s unchecked power—” She was close to hysteria, as if old cold dormant terrors were erupting in a swarm more overwhelming than even she had anticipated. He had to shut her up somehow—

“And that one,” her finger was tight on the trigger of the needier, “was their tool, their best show-maker, their pet. The Barrayarans refused to turn over their war criminals, and my own government bargained away the justice that should have been mine for the sake of the peace settlements. And so he went free, to be my nightmare for the past two decades. But mercenary fleets dispense their own justice. Admiral Naismith, I demand this man’s arrest!”

“I don’t—it’s not—” began Miles. He turned to Bothari, his eyes imploring denial—make it not be true—”Sergeant?”

The explosion of words had spattered over Bothari like acid. His face was furrowed with pain, brow creased with an effort of—memory? His eyes went from his daughter to Miles to the Escobaran, and a sigh went out of him. A man descending forever into hell, vouchsafed one glimpse of paradise, might have such a look on his face. “Lady...” he whispered. “You are still beautiful.”

Don’t goad her, Sergeant! Miles screamed silently.

The Escobaran woman’s face contorted with rage and fear. She braced herself. A stream, as of tiny silver raindrops, sang from the shaking weapon. The needles burst against the wall all around Bothari in a whining shower of spinning, razor-sharp shards. The weapon jammed. The woman swore, and scrabbled at it. Bothari, leaning against the wall, murmured, “Rest now,” Miles was not sure to whom.