Authors: Jessica Sorensen
about Laylen, like they feared he might go off the
deep end and kil us al . I, in no way, believed this
could ever be possible. And when they started talking
about leaving him behind—going someplace else
without him—I lost it.
It was late, and I was tired. The prickle had been
nagging at the back of my neck and I final y shouted,
“Would you two just shut up!” They both looked at me
with surprised expressions, which I couldn’t blame
them for—I surprised myself. I lowered my voice.
“Look, he’s not going to freak out and kil anyone,
okay? So just drop it.”
“Gemma,” Alex said, his tone letting me know I
wasn’t going to like what he was about to say. “We
can’t know for sure whether he’s dangerous or not.
He’s bitten someone now, everything has changed.”
“When he bit me, you didn’t have a problem with it,”
I pointed out.
“Oh, I had a problem with it.” A look passed over his
face like he regretted what he just said. “Look, we
have too many other problems to worry about. And
right now I think we real y just need to focus on getting
into The Underworld.”
I shook my head. “No. I won’t leave him. You two do
whatever you want, but I’m staying.”
He held my gaze, and I could see the cocky attitude
rising in him. It was something I hadn’t seen lately.
“You know you can be real y stubborn sometimes.”
I shrugged. I wasn’t going to even try to argue with
that. I knew that I was. “Stubborn or not, I’m stil not
leaving him.” I held Alex’s gaze with sheer and utter
determination, forcing myself to ignore my normal
instincts to look away—let him win.
“Fine,” Alex said. “We’l stay with him, but if anything
happens it’s on you.”
I almost laughed, because he said the same thing
to Laylen once about me.
“Fine, it’s on me.” I stood to my feet. “Now I’m going
to go check on Laylen and make sure he’s okay.”
Ignoring the dirty look Alex gave me, I left the room.
Laylen was standing out on the deck. He didn’t
even acknowledge me entering; he just stared ahead
at the ocean. I went over and stood beside him,
placing my hands on top of the decks railing as I
looked out at the ocean as wel . We stayed like that
for awhile, silent and unmoving, watching the oceans
waves.
“For the last few years,” he final y spoke. “I’ve felt so
empty. After I was turned into a vampire, everyone I
knew no longer wanted to be around me. And my
parents were gone so…I was basical y al alone.”
I nodded, knowing how he felt; knowing how it felt to
have no one; to be an outcast. To be al alone.
“I think the worse was Aislin.” He rested his elbows
on the railing, stil not looking at me. “I don’t know if
you know this or not, but she and I used to be
together.”
“She mentioned it to me once,” I told him.
A gap of silence trickled by and then he looked at
me. “You know she just left me—just up and walked
away. She never said exactly why, only that her father
wouldn’t let her see me anymore. I don’t believe that it
was just her father’s doing, though. I think it was her
choice too and that hurt even more.”
I swal owed hard, thinking about when Laylen had
been dying, and how he told me he could no longer
feel the pain of being alone anymore. I thought back to
my life and how I had spent every day alone. How
when I started to feel emotion, this alone feeling had
suddenly risen in me, like a giant gaping hole ful of
pain. I knew this was the same feeling Laylen was
describing. I could feel it right now, not as painful, but
stil there.
Tears started to sting at my eyes. “It’l be okay,” I
said, not sure if I was trying to convince him or myself.
“Wil it?” he asked, and I could see it in his eyes; the
hurt, the sadness, the pain.
I don’t know why I did what I did next. I mean I never
did it before, at least that I could remember. But
maybe that’s just it. Perhaps I couldn’t remember—at
least in the sense of remembering in the form of a
memory—but I could feel the memory inside me. I
could feel the memory through the prickle on the back
of my neck, and it guided me to Laylen, and helped
me wrap my arms around him, giving him a hug.
There was no hesitation on his part. He hugged me
right back. And we stayed that way, just two people
who understood each other; two people who knew
what it felt like to have no one. But maybe that was no
longer the case.
Maybe we had each other.
When I woke up the next morning my eyes were a
little swol en and red. After I left Laylen’s room, I went
straight back to my room and cried. Most of my tears
had been for Laylen, but some were for myself.
Strangely though, I did not feel as sad as I did last
night. Maybe Laylen’s and my little hug had fil ed up
some of my sadness. And hopeful y, it did the same
for him too.
I stil had a lot to worry about, though. Laylen for
starters stil had me concerned, along with the fact
that I was supposed to be attempting to take myself
and Alex to The Underworld this morning. The
pressure of actual y being able to pul it off was
weighing down on me like the hot, humid air. But al I
could do about it was hope it would al be okay—that
everything would go right.
So, I tried not to think about the fact that Nicholas
had said that the Ira needed the power of two
Foreseers to function as Alex and I sat in the living
room with the Ira balanced on the coffee table.
Aislin was with Laylen, out on one of the decks. She
was supposed to be keeping an eye on him while we
were gone. But after Laylen’s revelation about Aislin
abandoning him when he turned—which, may I add,
was her father’s fault—my confidence in her was low.
“Now are you sure you want to do this?” Alex asked
me, which was the same thing he asked me a
thousand times already.
I nodded. “Yeah, I’m as sure as the last time you
asked me.”
He cracked a smile, but it was a nervous smile—he
was nervous.
I was nervous. “Do you have the diamond?”
He patted the pocket of his jeans. “Yep, it’s right
here.”
“Okay, then.” I took a deep breath and reached out
for the Ira, my hand shaking with zero confidence, and
I froze. “Are you sure
you
want to do this?” I asked
him. “Because I could go alone.”
According to my vision, though, I already knew what
his answer would be.
“I’m sure,” he said, nodding. “Besides, I was there
in your vision, remember?”
“Yeah, but it doesn’t mean you have to go,” I
pointed out.
“Yes, it does.” He grabbed a hold of my hand, my
fingertips buzzing electrical y. “Now let’s go.”
I took another deep breath, concentrating as I
placed my hand on the Ira. It was shocking how much
energy radiated from it. Between Alex holding my
hand, and the power flowing off the Ira, I felt like I
might burst from the energy zooming through my
body.
The first thing I saw in my mind was the lake.
Panicking, I quickly shoved the image out of my mind,
and tried to focus on the tunnel I was in during the
vision. The dirt wal s, the damp air, the darkness. I
hadn’t expected it to be easy. Maybe Alex’s touch had
given me the extra boost or something. Or maybe it
was just my unique Foreseer ability that had made it
so that when I opened my eyes we were there.
The tunnel was as dark as I remembered it being.
The damp air caused my clothes to cling to my skin.
The ceiling and wal s dripped with water, and
emptiness haunted al around.
“Do you know which way to go?” I asked Alex, stil
holding onto his hand.
He glanced up and down the tunnel. “I’m not sure…
didn’t you see where we went the last time?”
I shook my head. “No. The only reason I found the
cave where the vision took place was because
Nicholas and I had been running from a Water Faerie,
and I can’t remember which way we went…I don’t
even know if we’re in the same place.”
Alex let go of my hand and dragged his fingers
through his hair. “Okay, left or right?”
Just as he asked it, a scream rang out from down
the tunnel from our left side, sending a spasm of
shivers though my body.
“Right,” I said quickly.
He nodded, and we headed down the tunnel to our
right.
The Underworld is not a welcoming place.
Obviously. With everything I’ve told you about it, I’m
sure you ful y understand that a place where the dead
walk and torture punished souls could not be in any
way welcoming. But to be there, for real, and not in
vision form, was about as frightening as being chased
by a bunch of glowing-eyed Death Walkers, and a
man who wants to freeze over the world with ice.
As we crept down the tunnel listening to the horrific
screams that seemed to be shooting at us in every
direction, I couldn’t help but wish I could leave—run
away where it was safe and warm and scream free.
But I knew I had to be stronger than that because this
is where my mother had lived for the last fourteen
years, and I only had been here for about five minutes.
I stayed close to Alex as we walked. Before we left,
he had tucked a knife in his pocket, which brought
some sense of security, but not much. Our shoes hit
the moist dirt floor and created soft pitter patters up
and down the tunnels. Water was dripping in my hair.
But these were al mild things. The real problem
started when a white, floating figure appeared in the
tunnel, just a little ways in front of us.
“Alex,” I hissed, pointing at the Water Faerie.
He put his finger to his lips, shushing me, and kept
walking. We kept getting closer and closer to the
Water Faerie. My heart thumped louder and louder in
my chest. My legs shook, and my breathing faltered.
Then it was there, right in front of us, a ghost-like
figure of a Water Faerie. Its eyes were two empty
holes, its white fabric body trailing on the ground, and
when we passed by it, it opened its gaping-hole-of-
mouth, and let out a breathless scream. I clutched
onto Alex’s arm as the Water Faerie turned and
fol owed after us. It didn’t try to touch or communicate
with us; it just trailed behind, tormenting us with its
presence.
Then came another one, then another, and
suddenly Water Faeries were everywhere, flying
around us like freakishly large butterflies, only they
weren’t butterflies but undead fey. Pieces of them
kept swinging in my face, and I wanted to shoo them
away, but my pulsating fear stopped me from doing
so. We just kept walking and walking, further down the
dark tunnel, and I prayed to God that it was the right
way, because turning back meant we would have to
endure the faeries’ torment even longer. It was as if
they got some sick pleasure in my uneasiness,
swirling and dancing over my head—they were
probably laughing on the inside.
And just as I thought I couldn’t take it anymore, the
tunnel opened up into a room. Wel , not a room but a
cave. The cave. The rock-shaped throne was in front
of us, but the Queen wasn’t sitting in it. It was then that
I realized something was wrong. We weren’t
supposed to enter the cave ourselves, but be brought
in by a faerie. I froze and Alex tensed up beside me.
“What is it?” He gave me a quizzical look. “What’s
wrong?”
“This isn’t how it works,” I said, fear skyrocketing in
me, which seemed to be causing chaos to rise
among the Water Faeries. “We don’t come in here by
ourselves. We’re brought in by a Water Faerie.”
Someone cleared their voice from behind us and
we both turned around. It was the Queen. Her long
white hair draped down her back, and her hol ow eyes
were tinted with a spark of delight.
“Wel , it looks like I have some unexpected visitors,”
she said. “Coming here wil ingly to be tortured in my
world—let the Fey take you as they wil ? I have to say
you two are brave little souls”
This was al wrong. This was not what I had seen.