Authors: Jessica Sorensen
I real y think Alex should tel you the rest because I
wasn’t even there for most of it.”
This was so weird. I mean, the last time I’d talked to
Laylen, back when we were at his house, he’d warned
me to be careful when it came to trusting Alex. And
now here he was tel ing me trust him.
It didn’t make any sense.
“I…um…” I trailed off, staring confusedly at Laylen.
“Gemma, relax. It’l be alright.” Laylen got to his feet,
and gave me a pat on the shoulder, which puzzled me
even more. No one’s ever gave me a pat on the
shoulder before. “Everything wil be okay. Alex wil tel
you what happened.”
And with that, he left, the beaded curtains clinking
together as he ducked through them.
I watched the beaded curtains sway back and forth,
feeling so lost. My mind was racing wildly with ideas
of what could be going on; ideas ranging from Laylen
being brainwashed to Laylen not being Laylen at al ,
but a body snatcher that had possessed his body.
“Gemma,” Alex voice pul ed me out of my own
head.
Slowly, I turned and looked at him. My emotions
were al over the place, and the electricity was
sparking like a firecracker. Part of me was saying
run
, that something was off and I needed to get away.
But the other part of me held me to the sofa, wanting
to hear what Alex had to say.
“So are you going to listen to what I have to say,” he
asked, his eyebrow arching upward. “Or do you want
to try and run again.”
“I don’t know….” And yes, I understood how dumb
my answer was, but it was the truth so…
Alex sighed. “Why do you always have to be so
difficult?”
“How do you expect me to be?” I asked, staring
incredulously at him. “You were going to let your father
erase my mind.”
“No, I wasn’t.” He was losing his cool. “And if you’d
just quit being stubborn and listen, you’d know what
real y went on.”
I crossed my arms and flopped back in the chair,
debating what I should do. Keep being “stubborn” as
he’d so nicely put it. Or hear him out. “Fine, then tel
me what happened.”
Shock flickered across his face, just like it almost
always did when I decided to cooperate. “Okay…
Wel , where do you want me to start?”
I shrugged. Did it real y matter? It wasn’t like he was
going to tel me the truth or anything. “Wherever you
want.”
“Okay…” He seemed to be struggling on where to
begin. “Do you remember that necklace I gave you?”
I nodded as I touched my neck, and I quickly
realized that the locket was no longer there. “Wait.
Where is it?”
“Relax. I have it.”
That didn’t make me relax at al . “Why do you have
it?”
“I’m getting to that.” He took a deep breath and let it
out slowly. “When I gave you the necklace, I wasn’t just
giving it to you because it belonged to you. I gave it to
you because it has sugilite in it.”
I gave him a questioning look. “What’s sugilite?”
“It’s the purple stone in the center of the locket. It
protects whoever is wearing it from certain kinds of
magic.” He paused. “Like the mind erasing kind of
magic.”
“But I thought you said my mother gave me the
necklace when I was little?”
“She did, specifical y because the stone is sugilite.”
He leaned forward and rested his arms on his knees.
“She gave it to you because you have the stars
energy in you. It was her way of trying to protect you
from anyone who tried to use magic on you to get to
the star’s power.”
“So why didn’t it work when I was little?” My voice
bit sharp and was ful of bitterness. “When Sophia
detached my soul from my emotions, why didn’t it
protect me? Is that not a form of magic?”
Alex shook his head. “No, it’s a form of magic. But
Stephan…wel , he knew what it was and took it off of
you before Sophia detached your soul.”
“Stephan knows what the necklace is?” This
seemed to make the possibility of it actual y
protecting me and the star not possible.
He nodded. “That’s why I tucked it into your shirt. So
he wouldn’t see it and make you take it off.”
I remembered how, right before Alex had climbed
out of the Jeep back at the cabin—back when
Stephan had shown up with the Death Walkers—he
had reached over and tucked the necklace into my
shirt.
Whatever you do, keep that hidden. Don’t let
anyone know you have it
, he’d said.
“But why would you do that?” I questioned. “Why
give it to me at al if you knew it would stop someone
from being able to detach my soul? I thought you said
that my soul had to be detached to keep the stars
power thriving enough so that it could save the world.”
He gave a look that made my skin go electric.
“Because I wanted to stop anyone from being able to
detach your soul.”
I stifled a laugh. “I highly doubt that, especial y since
you’ve told me a ton of times that my soul has to be
detached.”
“Yeah…but I…” He drifted off.
“But you what?” I pressed.
“But,” he took a breath, “when I first gave you the
necklace, I was stil deciding whether or not I was
going to let my father see you wearing it. If he’d seen
it, then he’d have made you take it off before he tried
to use the
memoria
extraho
on you.”
As unsurprising as this was—I mean, how many
times had Alex lied and betrayed me—it stil made my
heart hurt a little. “If that’s the case, then why did you
give the necklace to me at al ?”
He shrugged, his eyes wide with confusion. “I have
no idea.”
I shook my head, the electricity nipping at me like
invisible gnats that I so wished I could swat away.
“Wel , that’s nice.”
“Look, Gemma,” he said, his voice very let’s-get-
down-to-business. “I know I’ve done some pretty
crappy things to you, but can’t we just move past it.
The point is, I did hide the necklace from my father. I
protected you from getting your mind taken away.”
“Why, though?” I asked suspiciously. “I mean you
were so dead set that Stephan was good and that I
was completely wrong about him sending my mom
into The Underworld. You were so determined that I
needed my emotions to be taken away so the star’s
power could save the world. So why the sudden
change of heart?”
He was quiet for a moment, which sent up a red
flag in my mind that he was about to tel me a lie.
“Stephan showing up with the Death Walkers,” he
final y said. “There has to be something else going on
—something bad if he is working with them.”
I eyed him over warily. “If that’s what you real y
believe, then why were you acting like you were on
Stephan’s side—you just stood there while he hurt me
and tried to take everything about me away. You
didn’t do
anything
.”
“I couldn’t do anything. I had to pretend that I was on
his side. Besides, I knew as soon as he tried to use
the
memoria
extraho
on you, he’d black out.”
“He blacked out?” I said. “Why?”
“Because that’s what the sugilite
does,” he
explained. “Those who try to use harmful magic on
someone who has sugilite on them, automatical y get
magical harm done on them instead. It’s how sugilite
works.”
“What kind of harmful magic gets done on them?” I
asked curiously, wondering if there was a possibility
that Stephan could perhaps be dead and that my
problems would be over.
“That al depends on the kind of magic the person
is trying to use. In my father’s case, since he was
trying to harm your mind, the
sugilite
harmed his mind
instead, to the point that it made him pass out.”
“So, what happened to him? Stephan, I mean. Did
you…kil him?”
He struggled to speak. “Gemma…I-I…I couldn’t…I
mean…” He took a deep breath, regaining his
composure. “I couldn’t kil my father…when I’m not
real y sure what’s going on.”
I tried to understand this—understand where he
was coming from. Laylen had told me when it came to
Alex and his father, Alex was sort of brainwashed. So
I think I was more surprised about him letting the
sugilite harm him, instead of not being able to…kil
him.
“So where is he?” I asked. “Stephan? Where did he
end up?”
“The Death Walkers took him with them,” he said
with this strange look in his eyes, as if he was trying to
figure something out.
They just took him and left. It sounded so…
unbelievable, especial y since the stupid things had
been working so hard to get a hold of me.
“They just up and left? And left you and me behind
unharmed?” I asked skeptical y.
He nodded. “Yeah, I know, it’s weird.”
Weird was putting it mildly. “So is Stephan…going
to return to normal, then?” I asked. “Or is his mind
harmed for good.”
A glint of panic flashed in his eyes, and I had my
answer before he said it. “No he’l return to normal
eventual y.”
“And then come after me again,” I mumbled.
Alex didn’t respond as he got to his feet and made
his way over to me. He pul ed something out of the
pocket of his jeans before sitting down beside me.
“Here.” He held out his hand. A silver heart-shaped
locket with a smal violet stone in the center of it
rested in the palm of his hand.
My locket.
I didn’t take it right away, instead I stared at it,
wondering if what Alex had just told me held any truth
to it or not. Could I trust him?
“You can have it back.” He urged his hand at me.
I stil didn’t take the necklace. “I stil don’t
understand why you took it off of me to begin with?”
He gave me a skeptical look. “You don’t know
why?”
“I…How would I?”
He stil looked like he had no idea how I didn’t know
the answer to my own question. But how the heck was
I supposed to know? I never knew anything.
“Because Aislin had to use magic on us to get us
out of there,” he said.
“Oh.” Now I was catching on. “And if I’d been
wearing the necklace, then the sugilite
would have
blocked her magic.”
He nodded. “So I took it off of you while we
transported back here.” He reached for my hand, but I
pul ed back, and he frowned. “I’m not going to hurt
you. I’m just trying to give you your necklace back.”
I quickly snatched up the necklace, the metal warm
against my palm. “Thanks.” I wrapped it around my
neck and fumbled with the clamp. If what he was
saying was true, then I wanted the necklace on at al
times.
“Want my help?” A playful grin played at his lips.
I shot him a dirty look. “No. I got it.” The last time he
had “helped me,” we ended up kissing. And that was
the last thing I wanted right now…I think.
It took me awhile, but I final y got the clamp on the
necklace hooked, the chain now secured around my
neck. It was then that a sudden thought occurred to
me. “Alex.”
“Hmm…?” He had been watching me struggle to
put the necklace on and seemed a little distracted.
“What happened to the memoria extraho?”
“Aislin and Adessa destroyed it,” he told me. “After
we got back, they used some kind of spel on it that
took its magic out of it.”
“So now it’s just a rock?”
He nodded.
Wel , I guess that meant there was one less thing I
had
to
worry
about. Although,
how
many
mind/memory/emotional erasing things were out
there, I had no clue. But with everything I’d seen lately,
I was guessing there might be more.
Alex suddenly shifted the subject. “Why don’t we go
get you something to eat? You’ve been out for almost
two days. You’ve got to be starving.”
“I’ve been out for two days?” I asked with
astonishment.
He stood up. “Yeah, it was the longest nap ever.”
I got to my feet. Even though I stil had a ton of other
questions, I was also very hungry. Besides, I wasn’t
sure I wanted him to be the one to answer al of my
questions. Although, there was one thing I was dying
to know—I had to know right now, even though
thinking about it made me sick to my stomach.
“Okay, but I have one more question.” I paused,