Authors: Jessica Sorensen
go, so we’re not weak from our hunger.”
I felt like banging my head on the wal . “Tel me what
you want to eat, and I’l go get it.”
“What I want…hmmm.” His golden eyes twinkled.
“What I want is to go out with you and eat
somewhere.”
“I can’t go anywhere,” I said.
He gave me a curious look. “Why not?”
Wel , for starters because I couldn’t leave the
house. And not just because I knew Alex would freak
out if I did. No. There were way more risks I would be
taking if I went out into public then just pissing off
Alex. For one thing, after what happened with the
vampires last night, I had a feeling that if I ran into any
of them, and they recognize me—which let’s face it
they would (hel o, my eyes are violet)—then I’d be in
some serious trouble. I also had to worry about
running into a Death Walker or Stephan. And those
were not risks I was wil ing to take just so I could leave
the house to get something to east with faerie boy.
“Because I just can’t, okay?” I got to my feet,
dusting off the back of my legs. “If you’re real y hungry,
I can go into the kitchen and get you something.”
“What I want is to go out with you.” His tone was
light, but his eyes were determined.
“Look,” I said, losing patience. “I real y want to get
this done because the longer it takes you to train me,
the longer my mom’s stuck in that godforsaken place.”
For a brief second, and I mean a very brief second,
I thought I saw the mischievous sparkle leave his
eyes, like he actual y understood my pain. But it
happened so swiftly, I wasn’t even sure it happened.
“Fine.” He leaned back on his elbows, looking at
me mischievously again. “We can eat here. Besides
its better that we eat here anyway. That way we get
more alone time. Just you and me and this quiet,
empty room.”
I shook my head and, without saying another word, I
left the room to go get him something to eat.
In the kitchen, I found Laylen standing at the
counter, chopping onions on a chopping board. When
he caught sight of me, he stopped, mid chop. “Wow.
You look real y annoyed.”
I went over beside him and dropped my head on
the counter. “Nicholas is driving me crazy. He just
keeps asking questions, and then when we final y get
to the part where we should start practicing, he says
he’s hungry, and we should go out and get something
to eat.”
Laylen gave a soft laugh and started chopping
onions again. “Yeah, that sounds like Nicholas. He’s
always been a little…”
I lifted my head up. “Annoying?”
Laylen laughed again. “I was going to say difficult,
but yeah, annoying works. When he was younger, he
went through this faze where he would answer every
question with a question.”
“That sounds fun,” I said sarcastical y.
Laylen shrugged, cutting the onion again. “He can’t
real y help it—it’s a faerie thing. They have this way
about them, where they can trick you into doing things
—or saying things that you shouldn’t. That’s why you
should be very careful around him.”
“Yeah, Alex warned me about that.” I fanned the
front of my nose as Laylen dumped the chopped
pieces of onions into a skil et, and the smel over took
me. “And he told me not to take my necklace off.”
Laylen scooted the onions around in the pan with a
spatula. “This is probably the only time where I’m
going to have to agree with Alex. You should be
careful around him.” He lowered his voice. “You can’t
let Nicholas know about the star.”
I nodded. “I won’t.”
The pan sizzled and it reminded me I was
supposed to be getting Nicholas something to eat.
“So…what do faeries eat?”
Laylen busted up laughing.
I gave him a mystified look. “What’s so funny?”
It took him a second to gather himself. “Sorry. But
it’s just so funny.” He laughed again. “What do faeries
eat?”
“Hey, I don’t know much about this stuff,” I said, half
joking and half defensive. “I mean for al I know they
could eat leaves or something.”
He cocked an eyebrow at me. “Leaves?”
I shrugged. “They live in forests, don’t they?” At
least in most of the faerie theme books I had read
they did.
Stil laughing, he wiped a few stray tears from his
eyes. “Leaves.”
“Oh, shut up.” I gave him a playful shove. He
continued to laugh, so I changed the subject. “How did
Aislin take it when you told her about Alex having to
go to the City of Crystal?”
That stopped his laughing. “I haven’t told her yet.” I
opened my mouth to say that he probably should—
that it would be worse the longer he kept it from her,
but before I could say anything, he said. “I’l tel her. I
promise, just as soon as she’s done helping Adessa
with her store. I think it’l be better if I tel her when no
one else is around.”
“Okay, wel , I guess I’l get back to my
training
.” I
turned to leave.
“Don’t forget your leaves,” Laylen cal ed out with a
chuckle.
I ended up making Nicholas and myself a
sandwich. We didn’t real y speak to each other while
we sat on the floor and ate, and I had a feeling
something was bothering him, but didn’t feel
comfortable enough to ask him. Besides even if I did,
he probably wouldn’t tel me. At least tel me the truth,
anyway.
When we were finished eating and had slid our
plates out of the way, Nicholas put the crystal bal
back between us.
“So, the first thing that’s going to happen is I’m
going to go into a vision with you,” Nicholas
explained, spinning the crystal bal like a top. I
wondered how he could touch it and not be pul ed in.
“What we want is for you to eventual y be able to go
into a control ed vision by yourself, graceful y and
without any bumps.”
What did he mean by graceful y—without any trips
or injuries? “Okay, so how do we get me to be able to
do that?”
“With practice.” he shrugged. “Seeing visions is like
riding a bike. The more you practice the better you
get.”
But I didn’t know how to ride a bike. At least I don’t
think I did. No resurfacing memories had contained
me riding a bike. “Okay, wel how much practice is it
going to take for me to be able to be graceful and
bump free?”
His mouth curved up into a smile. “Wel if I had my
way, it would take a very, very long time. But in al
actuality, with you being as powerful as you are, it
shouldn’t take that long.”
Thank God. “So where do we begin?”
He held out his hand. “First, give me your hand so
we can go in together.” With reluctance, I took his
hand, his skin clammy and cold against mine. “Now
we need a simple vision to go into. I think it would
probably be best if you just thought of a memory.
Maybe something from your childhood.”
That was not simple by any means. “Does it have to
be from my childhood?”
He shook his head. “As long as it’s simple, it
doesn’t real y matter.”
“Okay….” I searched for something simple to
picture, but al I could see was the madness that fil ed
up my life throughout the years.
“Gemma, place your hand on the crystal bal ,”
Nicholas instructed.
My heart raced as I tried to think of a memory—any
memory—that was simple.
“Gemma,” Nicholas repeated. “
Put your hand on
the crystal
.”
I was stil searching as I reached out and placed my
hand on top of the crystal bal . A brief glimpse of me
and my mother sitting in a field flashed through my
mind, and I thought I had it.
Then I was yanked in, fal ing down the tunnel,
toward the light, Nicholas stil holding my hand. When I
reached the bottom—and very ungraceful y I might
add—I realized I hadn’t had the memory like I’d
thought. In fact, if there was a complete opposite of
where I was supposed to be taking us, this would be
it.
The vision I was standing in was not of my past, but
of the future. And not my future, but the worlds future.
How did I know this? Because I was standing on the
main street of Vegas, beside the massive pirate ship
I remembered seeing during my first drive into the
busy city. But the busy city was no longer a busy city. It
was dead quiet. Not a single soul was in sight. Even
more disturbing was the layer of ice that covered
everything. Just as if a mil ion Death Walkers had
marched through here and breathed their Chil of
Death on everything in sight.
Just like they would if the portal opened up.
I stood there silent in the empty streets that had
once been packed with buzzing cars and people. The
air was as cold as death, my breath puffed out in a
cloud. I was shivering and shaking, but I wasn’t sure if
that was from the cold or from my nerves. My stomach
felt like it had been punched; the wind knocked out of
me. Shock was seeping in, and I’m pretty sure I would
have stood there in silence forever if Nicholas hadn’t
brought me back to reality.
“Gemma.” His voice was soft—cautious—as if he
could sense something was up.
I glanced down at his hand stil holding mine, and
then I looked up at him. “What?”
“Are you okay?” he asked. “You’ve been standing
there staring at whatever it is you’re seeing for over
five minutes now.”
I swal owed hard. “I…um…” I didn’t know what to
say to him.
“What is it?” Nicholas glanced around, even though
he couldn’t see anything. It is a rule of seeing visions:
only the seer can see the vision. To Nicholas
everything looked blank and empty.
Lucky him.
I wanted to erase what I was looking at from my
mind. Wipe it away forever.
Even though it was day, the sky was gray, and
blanketed by a frosty sheet of ice. A gust of wind
swept up, chil ing the back of my legs. I turned
around, staring at the frozen, vacant streets. There
were no cars. No people. No nothing. It was as if
everyone had known what was coming and had tried
to take cover somewhere.
“Gemma?” Nicholas said. I’d almost forgotten he
was there. “What’s going on?”
I shook my head, trying to pul myself together.
Nicholas could not know what I was seeing, that was
for sure. “It’s nothing.”
He raised his eyebrows at me. “If it’s nothing, then
why do you look like you just saw someone die?”
I swal owed the lump in my throat, taking my hand
out of his. “No. It’s nothing like that. It’s just that…,”
Think, Gemma, think,
“It’s just that there’s nothing
here. We’re just in the middle of the desert, so I don’t
get it.”
“Wel , I told you to think of something simple, didn’t
I? So I guess it worked”
I gave a shrug. “I guess, but I thought—”
A loud shriek shattered the air and cut me off. The
sound echoed through the empty streets, vibrating the
ice like an earthquake. Every limb in my body seized
up as I became aware of what that shriek belonged
to. And as the fog crept out from a nearby building,
swirling its way toward me, I started to panic, even
though I knew I couldn’t be seen by them.
“I-I think we should go,” I stuttered.
Nicholas frowned at me. “Gemma, where did you
take us?”
“I-I already told you,” I stammered, my eyes locked
on the fog crawling toward my feet, “we’re in the
middle of the desert.”
“No, we’re not,” he said, fol owing my gaze. “What
do you see?”
“Nothing.” I said as a cluster of Death Walkers
emerged from the glass doors of a nearby building.
Stay calm. Stay calm.
“Can we just go back to the
house?
Please
.”
Nicholas watched me, the weight of his sandy eyes
nearly burning into my skin. “You know whatever’s out
there can’t harm you, right?”
I looked at the Death Walkers, the glow of their
yel ow eyes reflecting across the ice like fireflies, their
black cloaks trailing along behind them with a
swoosh
. “Yeah…I know, but I…”
“You what?”
The Death Walkers were so close now that I could
make out their faces—the rotting flesh, the bits of and