Authors: Jessica Sorensen
haven’t seen since I was four, and who just might have
some answers to what Stephan is planning to do with
the star’s energy, could stil be alive. And not just
alive, but she could be trapped down in The
Underworld,
and
has been trapped down there for
fourteen years now, working as the Queen’s slave.”
Something I said made his expression change.
“Why do you think she’s the Queen’s slave?”
“That’s the reason why Vladislav said she was stil
alive,” I told him, my fingers stil wrapped around his
arm, his bare skin pressed against my own, causing
lots and lots of static to flow through me.
“The Queens slave,” he said, shaking his head. “I
can’t believe it.”
“Why?” I asked. “Is it…bad?”
He shook his head. “No…wel , it’s better than being
the Water Faerie’s torture victim…but the Queen
usual y doesn’t use humans for slaves...”
“But that’s the reason she’s stil alive, right?” I
asked.
Silence.
“Even if she is alive,” he said, looking at me
gravely. “She probably wouldn’t be the same Jocelyn
—being there for that long, it most likely wil have
changed her.”
I swal owed hard, my voice barely audible as I said,
“Okay...I understand.”
“Do you?” He raised an eyebrow at me. “Because
just imagine being stuck in a place like that—a place
of death, where fear and torture is common—for over
fourteen years.” He lowered his voice. “Even if
Vladislav was tel ing the truth—even if she’s stil alive,
she’s probably not your mother anymore.”
“She’s probably not my mother anymore,” I
repeated in outrage as I let go of his arm. “She’l
always be my mother no matter what.”
He shook his head. “”Gemma, you don’t
understand. The torture that goes on…the way the
Water Faeries instil the fear in people…her mind is
probably gone.”
I touched my locket with my hand, thinking of how
my mother had given it to me when I was little, even
though I couldn’t remember her doing so. “It doesn’t
matter what she’s like now because I don’t have
anything to compare her to before.”
There was pity in his bright green eyes. “Gemma,
stil —”
I cut him off. “Do you know a way to get her out of
there or not?”
“I don’t,” he said simply.
I held his gaze. “Is that the truth?”
He paused and I felt my heart skip a beat.
He
knows something.
Oh yes he did. I could feel it. I could
see it on his face and how he avoided looking at me.
“Please just tel me the truth,” I practical y begged.
He sighed, leaning back against the arm of the
chair. “Even if I did…know something…I wouldn’t
actual y do it. It’s way too dangerous.”
“So what if it’s dangerous,” I said. “Everything’s
dangerous—I’m dangerous, and yet you’re stil here
helping me.”
I hope.
“She’s my mom, Alex. And
besides, she might know something. Your dad didn’t
just send her there for no reason.”
“Even if she does know something, and she is
actual y mental y there enough to tel us what she
knows, it doesn’t mean I think it’s a good idea to go
there. We can get our answers somewhere else.”
I told myself to keep my cool—
breathe in, breathe
out
—but it was hard when it came to Alex. Especial y
when it came to getting answers from him. It was like
a freaking mind game of who could outwit who.
“Where else can we get answers?”
He didn’t answer me, and I started to wonder if he
wasn’t going to answer me because he real y didn’t
have an answer to give me. And honestly, at that
moment, I questioned whether he knew anything at al .
Maybe he was just as lost as everyone else, and
perhaps deep down inside, he wanted to save my
mother, if for no other reason, so then maybe he could
figure al of this out. Of course, even if this were true, it
didn’t mean he was going to help me out.
I got to my feet, giving up on him. I had other people
I could go to.
He jumped to his feet as I tried to scoot by him.
“Where are you going?”
“To find Laylen—see if he and I can figure out a way
to save my mom.” I started for the doorway.
He caught me by the arm and pul ed me back down
on the sofa. “Hang on just a sec, before you go
freaking out.”
I wiggled my arm free. “I wasn’t freaking out. I just
don’t want to hear what you have to say unless it’s
going to help me get my mom out of that awful place.”
He massaged the sides of his temples with his
fingers and let out a stressed breath. “If we were to do
this—if we were to go to The Underworld and try to
save your mother, you’d have to promise me that
you’d do everything I told you to do.” He looked up at
me. “If I tel you something’s too dangerous for you,
you’d have to listen.”
I considered this. I know I might sound like a brat
here, but the idea of doing
everything
he told me to
do was making my insides burn. I’d done that too
much already. And besides, what if he was playing
me? “I don’t know….”
He shrugged. “Then no deal.”
No deal. His words echoed in my head, and I felt
torn. In the end, though, I think I knew that I would
make the deal. I just hoped that his side of the deal
was genuine—that Alex would final y come through for
me. “Okay, it’s a deal. Now how do we do it?”
He sighed, got to his feet, and looked down at me
with a very unhappy expression. “The first thing we do
is bring Nicholas here.”
“Bring Nicholas here?” I frowned at him. “Like the
faerie/Foreseer/likes-to-invade-my-personal-space
Nicholas?”
He nodded, trying hard not to smile as he slipped
his hands into the pockets of his jeans. “That would be
the one.”
I sat there for a second, processing this. “But why
do we need him?”
“Because we need a Foreseer.”
I pointed at myself. “You have one right here.”
Hello.
He pressed back a grin as if I’d just told him a joke
or something. “I understand that, but it’s not just the
power of a Foreseer that we need. We also need a
special kind of crystal bal cal ed an
Ira
.”
“Okay, but…Does Nicholas have to be the one to
give us this Ira?”
“I think he’l be our best bet.” When I kept frowning
he continued, “None of this is going to be easy,
Gemma. Nothing ever is. You should know that by
now.”
“I do know that,” I said, thinking about my mom, me,
my soul, and my emotions. None of them were easy. “I
know that way too wel .”
We stared at each other, having this weird moment
of understanding, like our thoughts had momentarily
connected. Sometimes I real y wished our thoughts
could connect, that way I’d be able to read his mind
and know if he was tel ing the truth.
“So…what do we have to do, then?” I asked,
breaking our weird connection moment. “I mean, how
do we get Nicholas here? Or do we have to go get
him.” God, I hoped we didn’t have to go get him
because I real y didn’t want to go back to the City of
Crystal again.
“No, we can’t go get him.” He sighed. “We have to
bring him here.”
“Okay…wel …Are you sure there isn’t another way
to get this Ira crystal bal ?” I asked. “Maybe Adessa
has one.”
“It’s not the kind of a crystal bal she’d have,” Alex
explained. “It’s one of a kind—the one Foreseers use
to travel to and from places that no one is al owed to
travel to.”
“Of course it is,” I said, feeling frustrated. “Because,
if it wasn’t, then it would make things easy. And I think
we both already agreed that nothing is ever easy.”
He gave me a smal smile. “Yeah. I think we did.”
“So what do we do then—to get this Ira traveling
crystal bal thingy?”
He shifted his weight uneasily. “We get Nicholas
here and see if we can persuade him to give it to us.”
I thought about the half-faerie, and how being
around him had creeped me out. And asking him for a
favor…Nicholas was so the last person I ever wanted
to
persuade
for a favor. Wel , besides Stephan.
“Are you sure there’s not someone else we can go
and get it from?” I asked again just to make sure.
He shook his head. “Only another Foreseer—
they’re the only ones who know of its existence.”
“Wel , then how do
you
know it exists?” I wondered.
He didn’t look at me. He was staring off into space
as he answered, “My father told me about it once.”
“Oh.” Was al I could think of to say.
Next to my feet lay a clock that had been knocked
on the floor during Laylen and Alex’s fight. The glass
had been shattered and it was letting off an unsteady
tick tock, which was the only sound fil ing in the
silence. Tick tock. Tick Tock. Just like a ticking time
bomb. It was like a warning that we were running out
of time. We needed to find answers, before Stephan
found us—or should I say found me. The world was
depending on it.
“Okay, so we get Nicholas and then what? We just
ask him to give us the Ira crystal bal ?” I asked,
doubting that it would be that easy.
“Something like that,” Alex spoke through gritted
teeth.
“Are you okay?” I asked, picking up on some
uneasiness flowing off of him.
“Why wouldn’t I be?”
I shrugged. “I don’t know…you tel me.”
He didn’t answer as he picked up the broken clock
and flipped it over to the back, fiddling with the knob.
Tick Tock. Tick tock. The ticking and tocking was
slowing down to a gurgle.
“So we get the Ira crystal bal , and we use it to go to
The Underworld?” I asked, making sure that was the
plan.
Stil no answer as he twisted the knob on the soon-
to-be-dead clock.
I stood up. “Alex…if I use this Ira crystal bal , what
does that mean for the promise you made to
Dyvinius?”
Tick…tock…tick…The clock stopped.
Times up.
Alex set the clock down on the floor. “That’s not for
you to worry about.”
“Just tel me what happens if I use the crystal?” I
asked, taking a step back as he walked by me.
“I already told you that was my problem,” he said,
his voice tight. “I made the promise. Not you.”
“But that doesn’t—” I started.
“Look,” he turned around to face me, “”I’l figure
something out, okay? Do you want to get your mother
out or not?”
I nodded. “I do, but I—”
“Okay, then let’s go summon Nicholas.”
Before we set out to bring Nicholas here, we first
went to go find Laylen and Aislin and let them in on
our little plan. I felt kind of proud of myself that I’d
gotten Alex to cooperate, but I also had a ping in my
gut when I thought about how he was going to have to
fulfil the promise he’d made to Dyvinius. Although I
wasn’t sure what that promise was exactly, I figured it
had to be bad. The dark look that had passed over
Dyvinius’s eyes when he gotten Alex to make the
promise had proved that it was bad.
As we searched the downstairs for Laylen and
Aislin, I casual y mentioned to Alex that maybe he
should apologize to Laylen for accusing him of biting
me, because I figured it would make things easier if
the two of them weren’t fighting. He ignored my casual
suggestion, though, so I decided I would drop it….For
now, anyway.
We found Laylen and Aislin in one of the bedrooms
upstairs. Aislin was sitting cross-legged on the bed,
stil wearing her plaid pajamas. Laylen was sitting in a
corner chair, and I could tel he was stil al worked up
over the fight. But I also got the impression that Alex
and I might have interrupted a very serious
conversation going on between the two of them, like
we might have shattered a private moment they had
been having.
Alex gave both of them a quick rundown of our plan.
After he had finished, Aislin sat on the bed, a shocked
look frozen on her face. Laylen secretly gave me an I-
told-you-so look because he had guessed that Alex
would know how to get into to The Underworld.
Something occurred to me as I stood there staring
at the maroon wal s of the bedroom, with my hand
pressed to my bitten neck. Had it real y been