The Undead World (Book 5): The Apocalypse Renegades (40 page)

Adrina gasped.

She was back in the almost silent room with the mumbling priest and the demon. Her stomach rolled over, she was going to be sick. Her throat started to work up and down yet still she stared at the silent black nothingness in the demon’s face. Yes, this was good...the demon wanted her to throw up, but not just yet. It enjoyed the gorge coming up in her throat and the heaving of her stomach.

It was like chamber music playing in the background of its cruel banquet. Adrina tried to fight it, but it was no use, next she tried to force herself to vomit. However, the demon enjoyed this too much; vomiting was like death.

It ended things.

Not only that, there was always a moment after getting sick when she would feel just a little bit better, even if for a second. Kind of like the feeling she had at the end of being raped. Maybe there had been more than just a feeling of relief.

Wasn’t there just a bit of pleasure in it?
The unbidden thought couldn’t have been hers; it had to be the demon’s.

The rapes weren’t all bad—you liked it
.

It had to be the demon. It had to be.

“No, no. I didn’t like it, it was...” Adrina cried aloud.

She didn’t want to remember the rapes. However, the demon wanted it from her and as she stared, she was powerless to stop it. The demon could force itself into her mind, so that she felt wide open, like an open book... open as her legs had been the first time with Claudio Butolask.

“No!” she screamed. However, the fiend sucked the sound directly from her throat, and she barely even heard herself.

Her legs had been pried open brutally with a harshness that seemed unnecessarily sadistic. The nails of his right hand dug deep and cruel into her flesh making her bleed. Her mind screamed but she was afraid to make even the slightest noise, she’d been warned. And she believed he would keep his promise.

Butolask had held the long knife between her legs and had asked which she wanted in her: him or the knife? He told her if she chose him, she would have to ask nicely...in the end, she begged him. Before he brought out the knife Adrina had fought hard, but her skinny fourteen-year-old body was no match. Butolask was small but he was strong. He didn’t look it, but he was. Adrina had foolishly thought she didn’t need to be careful around a small man, a man her own size.

Even though he had a knife and she was crippled with fear, he gripped her around the throat with his left hand and squeezed. Hard. Her face turned red and swollen, the veins bulging, her eyes bugging out of her head. Her world started to go black around the edges of her vision. Butolask said something to her, but she couldn’t tell what.

His face leered at her, just above her, smiling. She felt a stinging on her cheek and then again. He was slapping her but as she began to pass out it was a distant feeling. Unfortunately he relaxed his grip on her throat and she became aware again.

He wanted her to be awake—he wanted her to feel everything. Leaning his weight on her left thigh, he easily pried her legs apart. He was too strong.

A moment later he ripped into her. It hurt badly. The pain shrieked inside her. She felt something rip and hot blood ran. Adrina was afraid for her insides. Butolask grunted and rutted and the pain was very great, but her fear that she was torn up and ruined inside occupied her almost completely. What had he done to her?

She tried lifting herself up and back but he gripped her throat harder and held her in place. When after an eternity he finally came it burned terribly and she cried out despite his warnings. However the searing pain faded quickly and with one final spasm he was done. He pulled out and when he did the relief was so intense, that...that...it felt good.

“Mother! Mother!” There was someone calling to her from a great distance. It sounded like she was at the beach and the wind whipped away the shout, before it could reach her ears. A hand grabbed her roughly and tried to pull her around, but the demon’s gaze from across the room was like a magnet and there was no denying it. Her body turned, but her head and neck didn’t, they twisted horribly as she was forced to stare.

Mercifully a hand came down in front of her vision, blocking the sight of that foul unending void. Her mind was suddenly closed to it, but the demon was still all about her demanding more, hammering at her.

“No—no, it didn’t feel good,” she whispered. “It didn’t...”

“Mother! Look at me!” She felt slow and stupid and old. Every one of her sixty-eight years pressed down on her bending her back. She had no strength to turn around, to face away from the demon. It was almost too much even to stand and her legs began to shake.

Suddenly and mercifully the presence of the demon, beating at the edges of her mind lifted. She was no longer its focus; it had looked away.

Adrina fell to her hands and knees and vomited. She vomited again and then retched repeatedly. The spew drew her eyes to it with ghastly fascination. The half-liquid runny mess drained toward the demon as if it was running downhill. It reached the base of the smoking fiend and started to drip upward into the smoke. Adrina began to gag uncontrollably at the sight, unable to breathe.

Tomas grabbed her up in his arms from behind and lifted her off the floor, turning her away from the demon. He held her briefly, but as she began to breathe easier, he yelled into her ear.

“You’re ok. Can you hear me?”

She looked into her son’s face. His eyes were so terrifically red and blood shot that they seemed almost inhuman.

It was then that the priest screamed, “I’m sorry! I didn’t mean it! Please! Please, I didn’t mean it!” His face wore a look of fearful desperation and his eyes seemed to spin madly in their sockets. “No! No! Please I didn’t mean it! Take her instead!” Swaying like a drunk, he came at Adrina.

Tomas gave him a quick shove away from his mother and the priest fell to the floor still screaming and begging for forgiveness. As they watched in horror, he started tearing at his own eyes and soon blood stained his fingers.

As the priest mutilated himself neither Tomas nor Adrina could turn away. “Mother, what do we do?” Tomas begged.

They had almost no time before there was nothing left of the priest—the demon was doing something horrible to the man. After that, it would be one of them clawing their own eyes out. Adrina knew the demon would go for her again, she still had so much pain left to agonize over.

“I don’t...I...don’t,” she said hesitantly. There was one thing she could do, but the consequence was too great—in her mind she saw again the gun in her hands and Tomas’ blood spraying the wall.

Was that the penalty?

Adrina
knew
things. Passively, images of the future came to her. In brief flashes she just
knew
. However...however, if she wanted to or needed to badly enough she could see the future—purposefully.

Only there was a price to be paid, always.

The price this time: the life of her son; killed by her own hand. 

This was why she hesitated. Save herself or her son. There was no hope for the priest or poor Emily. Adrina could look into the future or...

“Run,” she said to Tomas in a tiny voice. There was no way she could run; she would have trouble even making it to the door in the state she was in. He was the only one with any chance of getting out alive.

“What?” Tomas shouted.

Father Menning no longer clawed at his eyes, they were gone. Now he was turning a fantastic shade of deep red. There was almost no time left.

“Run!” Again, she said it too quietly, barely above a whisper and he bent his head down so that his ear was next to her mouth. “Run please,” the words left her mouth without strength.

She knew what would happen if he left her. The demon would own her soul for all time and the very thought sapped her will.

“You need to speak up!” he shouted.

Adrina knew that if he didn’t start running in the next couple of seconds, he wouldn’t make it—her entire being shook with fear, but somehow she summoned the strength to yell, “Run!”

Tomas began shaking his head—his lips moving—his finger pointing. She tried to shove him away, but it was too late. She
knew
it.

Adrina had taken too long. Her eyes were drawn to the priest and he was now a repulsive purple color. Her son would never make it out of the house alive. She had killed him with her cowardice and there was nothing left to do but to save herself.

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