The Tudor Rose (17 page)

“Or his conscience!” thought Elizabeth. But being a kindly treated guest she could not say so and hastened to change the subject. “Tell me about the time when you were hiding in London,” she begged politely.

“I was hired as a kitchenmaid in a merchant's big house,” began the Queen obligingly; and although everyone knew it to be true it always sounded fantastic as some old troubadour's tale.

“How you must have hated it!” sympathized Elizabeth, looking at Anne Neville's dainty little hands.

“I was horribly homesick for Warwick Castle. And the rough ways of the menservants frightened me. But most of all,” explained Anne, in her inconsequent way, “I hated seeing nothing more beautiful than meat!”

It was difficult to imagine that this could have happened to a girl whose father had been so powerful that throughout the wars of the red and white roses his support could make or unmake Kings. But perhaps it had not been so bad for one who was not overburdened with imagination and who took such delight in simple things. Even now, as she came and sat by the fire, Anne folded back her skirts so as to enjoy the warm glow on her kirtle in just the homely way that Elizabeth had often seen her own women of the bed chamber do when preparing for a good gossip. “Did you sleep on the kitchen floor with the other servants?” she asked, thankful in the midst of her misfortune that at least she had never had to do that.

“Only at first,” said the new Queen of England. “After wards I slept in a little truckle bed outside my mistress's door and was allowed to arrange her hair and clothes. She was quite kind and I suppose she saw that I was—different. But that, of course, was what I was most afraid of.”

“Because of my Uncle Clarence finding you?”

“Yes. Having married my sister, he wanted to make sure of all my father's money, which had been left to us equally. So he kept me in his house—under his protection, he called it—so that no one should marry me. I was not even allowed to go out in case I might manage to appeal to King Edward or to Richard.

“Although he was their brother, Clarence was never so attractive as either of them.

“And when he was drunk I was terrified of him. And so was my sister. She warned me one night that he had said in his cups that he meant to get rid of me so that all the inheritance would be hers. So I ran away and hid myself in London.”

“And no one recognized you?”

“Only Jane Shore. Her father being a City merchant, she used to visit sometimes at the house where I worked. But she never gave me away. It was she who pleaded for me to King Edward. But perhaps I ought not to say that to you?”

“In spite of her scandalous love affairs everyone knows Jane Shore is kind. It is only my mother who hates her.”

“And then Richard came storming down from Scotland or somewhere,” concluded Anne, with the warm trill of laughter which so belied her cold colouring.

“I remember about that because he appealed to my father,” said Elizabeth—remembering with amazement, too, how hotly she had once sided with him. “And my father said Uncle Richard was to have you and that the money should be equally divided. Cicely and I were so glad, because we, too, disliked Uncle Clarence. But, of course, after the Scottish campaign Richard was every body's hero, and ridiculously young to be our uncle.”

“And almost directly afterwards, you remember, Clarence sided with my father against yours and was put in the Tower. He was a double-dyed traitor if ever there was one, yet when he disappeared some spiteful people put it about that Richard had murdered him because of the way he had tried to keep my money. I suppose it is because Richard is so successful that some people will believe almost any tale against him.”

Elizabeth flushed with embarrassment, although it was quite likely that the thrust was not meant for her. “But you do not believe any of the tales against him, do you?” she asked, watching her kinswoman closely.

“Of course not,” said Anne, settling her skirts more decorously at the sound of footsteps in the garden. “If one has known a person intimately for years one is more sure of the way he would act in any given circumstances than of the truth of what strangers say.”

“So that even if you never saw my beloved brothers again you wouldn't believe—”

The Queen clapped a hand to the carved arm of her chair in exasperation. “Oh, Bess, why must you hark back to that?” she exclaimed. “I suppose that, loving Richard as I do, if God sent His archangel Gabriel to tell me he had harmed them I would not believe it.”

The curtains at the end of the gallery were parted and, to Elizabeth's horror, Richard himself stood there. His riding gloves were still in his hand, and he had evidently come in unattended across the garden. “What wouldn't you believe, my sweet?” he asked, catching the end of their conversation.

“That you were bad,” answered Anne, in that childlike way of hers.

“And has our charming guest been trying to persuade you that I am?” he asked suavely.

“No. We were discussing how well or ill one can know a person,” said Anne, whose own hazards had taught her to be quick in loyalty.

“Because if she has we must try to be more expeditious about finding her a husband,” went on Richard, just as if his wife had not spoken.

Anne turned to catch at his arm. “Oh, please, Richard, do not send her away from me just yet!” she entreated. “I find it rather— lonely—being a Queen. And you are always so busy yourself.”

“You could have our boy with you more,” he suggested, having been persuaded by her anxiety and her physicians to an unwilling parting.

“In the summer, of course. But these London fogs from this newfangled coal try his chest as much as they do mine,” said Anne. “I am sure he is better in the country at Warwick.”

“He certainly tires easily,” admitted the ever-active King, anxiously.

“Perhaps it was all that ceremonial excitement up in York. You know, Bess, we walked all through the streets in our heavy ermine robes and with our crowns on to please the people, and although he is only ten that dear boy walked all the way, holding my hand. You should have heard the crowds cheer him…” Although she had turned purposely to include her discomfited guest, poor Anne stopped short at sight of the angry desolation of Elizabeth's face. “I always seem to be saying something tactless,” she apologized.

Richard, coming behind her, lifted his wife's chin reassuringly. Although he was seldom demonstrative in public, there was something infinitely tender in the touch of his long, expressive fingers against the whiteness of her throat. Anne looked up and smiled happily, forgetting her
bêtise
; and Elizabeth, suddenly consumed by inexplicable envy, tried to slip away unnoticed.

But even while he was looking down into a woman's adoring eyes part of Richard was aware as a cat. “I would like you to come to my workroom after dinner, Elizabeth,” he said, without moving. “My secretary has been preparing some documents which concern you.”

If it was strange to be back in the Palace it seemed to Elizabeth the strangest and hardest thing of all to be standing once again in her father's room. And the new King kept her standing. In order to show her that he did not consider her the rightful owner of it, she supposed; or just to teach her meekness as the recipient of his hospitality. Of course he might really have been too busy to notice her, but in any case the way he went on writing made her furious, since meekness—as her father confessor frequently told her—was not one of her outstanding virtues.

Yet waiting gave her the precious opportunity to refresh her memory of familiar surroundings and to recall the happy security she had been wont to experience in them. She was grateful that nothing in the room had been changed. There were the same richly embroidered figures on the arras and the same hunting trophies, and the reflection of firelight from the great hearth still leapt warmly across the back of leather-bound books. It was all just as it had been the last time she saw it, that day when her father had comforted her about her broken French marriage and her young brother had stood beside her by the table afterwards, building castles with pieces of Master Caxton's type.

To-day only the man in the great carved chair was different. But because he was different, so was Elizabeth's whole world.

While his brown head was bent so diligently over the documents spread before him on that same table she brought herself to study him closely, unobserved. He did not seem to fill the chair as her father had done, being slighter and quicker of movement, but he was just as gorgeously clad. Richard was meticulous about such things. And she had to admit that although his sensitive face was sometimes lined with weariness it was never slackened by indulgence or sloth. Even now, where his elder brother would have handed over such tedious clerical affairs to Will Hastings, Richard—no matter how long he might have been in the saddle— attended to them himself. In consequence there were no easy jests among the alert-looking men who waited behind his chair, nor grins or tittering among the pages. The Court was kept with more splendour than it had been since the days of extravagant, beauty-loving Richard of Bordeaux, so the foreign ambassadors said; but an almost military precision informed it.

“The deeds we drew up concerning allowances agreed upon for Lady Grey's daughters,” Richard ordered crisply; and Kendal, his secretary, laid them instantly before him. At a snap of the King's nervous fingers, a page dropped to one knee, ready to hold the parchments from rolling back upon themselves. “Hand me a fresh quill, John,” Richard bade his body squire. “And set a chair for the lady Elizabeth.”

As John Green drew the chair forward for her Elizabeth took special note of him. “That bland-looking young man knows what happened to my brothers. He took his master's message to Sir Robert Brackenbury in the Tower,” she thought. “If only I could find means to make him speak!”

“Recardus Rex,” wrote the usurper King. Fascinated yet repelled, Elizabeth watched the signature flow in an exquisite, ornate hand which might have belonged to an artist—watched him hand to his secretary the grant which would decide the ease or penury of her future life, and then settle himself back in his chair. “Read the contents aloud, Kendal,” he said, “so that the eldest of these ladies may hear.”

The deed conferred upon each of her sister's estates to the annual value of two hundred marks to be paid out of the privy purse, and for herself five hundred. Ample for any ordinary gentlewoman, Elizabeth supposed, although she knew little of such domestic computations. There followed clauses promising husbands and dowries; but the long legal phrases swept over her uncomprehended, and almost unheard. It was a relief to know oneself provided for, of course, when one had known what it was to be hungry and ill-clad—but what did all these material details matter? It was not money but the sureness of someone's love she wanted. The protecting kind of love her father had given her, the adoring love of Tom Stafford or the demanding affection of young brothers. Even while she murmured formal words of thanks the tears welled slowly to her eyes, so that she was scarcely conscious of the dismissal of the King's attendants or aware of the moment when they were first alone.

The fact that he had left his work-table and was standing while she still sat recalled her wandering thoughts. “I purposely did not ask you here before,” he was saying gently, so that she knew his watchful eyes must have seen her tears.

“This room—has memories,” she apologized defensively, rising hastily as etiquette demanded.

“For me, too, it has memories,” he said. And in that moment of common bereavement there was something which invited her affection in his beautifully modulated voice.

Elizabeth lifted her eyes and looked directly into his; and in spite of everything that lay between them the natural urge to go to him for comfort almost mastered her. He was young—a bare ten years older than herself—and a part of that familiar felicitous life which had been swept so suddenly away. He was so closely of her blood, and in the old days whenever something had gone wrong, either at home or abroad, it had always been the King's younger brother who had been sent to put it right. “I know that you, too, loved him,” she faltered. “That is why it is all—so amazing!”

Richard laughed shortly. “I can assure you that all the amazement is not on one side!” he said, taking up his stance before the fire. “Do you not suppose that it amazed me when, hastening to carry out my dear brother's commands as swiftly as ever I did when he was living, I found myself insultingly forestalled—with Rivers and Grey stealing a march on me to grab possession of his son? And when I had proclaimed him King in York and brought him royally to London, to find your mother making me out traitor by hustling you all into the Abbey for safety? As though I meant to eat you!”

“You mean that if we had trusted you and rallied round you to carry out my father's wishes things might have gone differently?” Elizabeth found herself saying with almost adolescent gaucherie.

“I am glad you have the sense to see it. And I hope you can comprehend how in a completely different set of circumstances I was forced to act differently. Even your father could not have foreseen that his wife's people would turn and bite me, trying to divide this poor ravaged country again.”

“Whatever my Woodville relatives did, I deplored their distrust, Uncle Richard. At first I tried to persuade my mother—”

He was standing with his back to her, idly tracing the outline of a white rose painted on the great chimney-breast. “You were always the most intelligent of the bunch, Bess,” he said negligently. “That is why I trouble to speak to you of these things.”