The Third Son (7 page)

Then he turned to us. “Who has done this?”

I looked at his face, flushed and twisted. I could not have drawn his nose any other way.

I stood. I was in the front, as we had been seated by exam score, and I knew my classmates would stand up also, because everyone had drawn on the wall and all we had to do was explain.

But then I saw that only one other boy, the one directly behind me, was standing, too. He sniffled, eyes watery and terrified as he wiped them on his sleeve.

My mouth went dry. I felt a rushing sound in my ears. Yet still I felt, if only I could just explain how the wall was constructed. My teacher was an intelligent, educated man, but he was a
gua shing-a
—a Mainlander—and Mainlanders did not seem to understand how things operated. They ran wires across railroad tracks. They ran flat tires into the ground. They gathered in groups to gawk at elevators. “Teacher Lee,” I said, facing him, “the walls are not actually ruined. All the pictures will disappear. You see, they put plaster over—”

“Tong Chia-lin,” he said sharply, “did you vandalize this property?”

“Well, yes, but—”

“Two black marks! And you?” He pointed his chin at the boy behind me.

“I am s-sorry, Teacher Lee.”

“You get one.”

“But—”

“Shut up, Tong!” Teacher Lee pointed at me, his finger quivering. “Two black marks means you are on probation. I will notify your parents immediately.”

Indignation flashed up inside me. “But Teacher Lee—” I said.

He stepped toward me, glaring, his face scrunched up in fury. I was almost as tall as he was, and he breathed into my face, the capillaries of his skin crisscrossing his nose.

“Tong Chia-lin,” he said, “do not say another word. You have the mind, you have the opportunity to get the best education available on this lousy, ungrateful island. If you say one more word, you will lose that opportunity.”

My heart pounded on the front of my chest. I opened my mouth.

“You people
,
” he said. His shaking finger jabbed at me, then at the window facing the street, where a siren wailed, its pitch rising, then lowering as it passed. “You people think you can get away with breaking the rules, with insubordination. You think you are better than me, do you? Well, we will see about that, won’t we? Because
I
am the one with the upper hand.”

My heart hammered. I knew that I should be prudent and swallow my pride, that my future was at stake and I would do well to save my fighting for another day. But my indignation swelled up. It rose on a hot tide brimming with fury over losing
The Earth,
with the headiness of the anti-Nationalist banners and the crescendo of discontent in the streets, and it exploded forth, over the threats and the fear and the prudence. The truth was on my side. “But Teacher Lee,” I said, “we did not cause any damage. You’re punishing us for being honest!”

Teacher Lee stepped toward me, his face quivering. His finger pointing. “Tong Chia-lin, I told you not to say one more word. You have defied me, and
I expel you from this school
.”

His eyes bored into mine, his face engorged with hatred that extended far beyond my preadult body, into the streets and city squares, the valleys and dormant volcanoes, that were at Taiwan’s heart. No one spoke. The silence was broken only by the sound of his quickened breathing and a class letting out for recess down the hall. The chattering and footsteps receded. And then a door slammed shut.

I
WALKED OUT
through the school gates, legs wobbly, arms trembling.

I expel you!

Why hadn’t I kept my mouth shut? How could I go home now?

“Sweet potato or pig?” a man shouted at me.

I jumped. A group of young men encircled me on the sidewalk. They were dressed like college students but clutched bricks and empty bottles by the neck.

“
Hun-chi,
” I said. Sweet potato. My voice shook, a half whisper.

They brushed past me, walking toward downtown Taipei. They broke into a Taiwanese folk song my relatives often sang at parties to celebrate the midnight orchid’s annual bloom.

Rainy-night flower

Blown to the ground by the wind and rain

No one takes heed of you

When your petals touch Earth, they will never return to life.

I watched, erupting in shivers. Sirens sounded. Their sound waves overlapped, distorted, as though the air itself no longer conformed to the laws of physics. I no longer recognized the world.

A government car zoomed down the street, and the young men who had challenged me pelted the car with bottles as it passed. A fist emerged from the car window. The sight of this, and the sound of angry shouts, roused me, and I ran toward the train station, ducking into a side entrance.

The train platform overflowed with people—people in business suits, farmers with chickens under their arms, children like me in their school uniforms.

“What’s going on?” I asked a boy.

“They’ve shut down the railways.”

I wandered through the restless, anxious crowd. How was I to get home? I climbed onto an empty vendor’s cart to look over the sea of black heads to the empty tracks.

“Saburo! Saburo!” Toru’s face popped up out of the crowd, and he waved.

I scrambled down, and he pulled me by the arm through the crowd and out of the station. A jeep was waiting at the curb, engine running, and Toru ushered me into the backseat between him and Jiro, who looked out the window with a stick clutched in his hand. His eyes were wide and scared, his other fist clenched so the muscles in his arms bulged. The Taoyuan magistrate sat at the wheel, my father and Kazuo squished beside him.

Toru slammed the door shut.

“What’s the stick for?” I whispered to Jiro.

“In case we need to fight. You should get something, too.”

I pictured him in the street, all muscle and male instinct. All I had in my bag was a pencil. Even my schoolbooks had been taken away.

“Okay,” my father said, glancing around, his eyes fearsome. I had no doubt he could have commanded an army. “Let’s go.”

The magistrate pulled away from the curb. “Let’s try this way.”

“What’s going on?” I asked.

“Riots,” Toru said. “The police beat up a Taiwanese woman for selling foreign cigarettes without a license last night. People saw it and went crazy, attacked the police. And the police fired back.”

The jeep swerved and stopped suddenly, jamming me into Jiro. His stick whacked me in the chin. I cried out at the pain.

“
Aiyo!
” In the street in front of us, a truck blazed, flames roaring out of its windows. People ran past us on either side, away from the fire. The acrid smell of burning oil filled the jeep.

“Let’s go! Let’s go!” my father said.

The magistrate turned the jeep around and drove on, and I leaned into Toru.

“We can get out this way. Look!” The magistrate indicated a crowd gathering to our left in front of a large building. “The governor’s mansion! I’ve heard they’ve taken the Monopoly Bureau, too. The workers just gave up and left.”

“Hm!” my father said. “Went home to get their guns. Let’s not be stupid. Come on, this isn’t a sightseeing tour.”

But the magistrate paused, hands on the steering wheel, head cocked. The crowd was singing.

“Listen!” the magistrate said. “It’s ‘Repairing the Fisherman’s Net.’ ”

Looking at the net, my eyes redden—such a hole!

I want to repair it but have not a thing . . .

“Let’s go!” my father cried out. “
Kianh-kianh!
”

“Taiwan’s only happy folk song,” Toru said quietly.

The magistrate laughed, obviously stirred as the crowd continued. “Happy?”

Who knows my pain?

If we let it go today, our future is hopeless . . .

“The last stanza,” Toru said. “She fixes it.”

“
Kianh-kianh!
” My father shouted, reaching for the steering wheel.

“
Bien-la. Bien-la.
We’re going.” The magistrate wheeled the car around. “I still think you should join the Settlement Committee,” the magistrate said to my father, pushing up his glasses. “I think the people have shown their will and we might be able to get Chen Yi to—”

“Enough!” my father said. “A minnow does not negotiate with a shark! Who cares about words when they have Chiang’s army across the strait?”

As they argued, Toru whispered to me, “Where were you? We went to your school to pick you up, but you weren’t there.”

For a couple of moments I had forgotten about being expelled. Now I remembered again, and shame washed over me. What would Toru think of me now? I had failed more completely than I ever thought possible. I looked up at him, but he was now peering out the window.

“Wait!” he said suddenly. “Stop the car! Someone’s injured.”

The magistrate braked, but my father roared, “No! Drive on! We don’t even know who it is!”

“It doesn’t matter!” Toru said.

“Of course it does!”

I peered out the window. A small group of people were clustered around someone lying on the ground.

“If it’s a Mainlander, they’ll lynch us! Go!” my father yelled.

“I’ve treated Mainlanders before. I treated one just last night and he was very grateful. He was injured by a mob—”

“Exactly! What would you do, anyway? You have no equipment.”

The crowd turned to look at our car.

“Go!”

A man raised his arm as though in greeting and then casually lobbed a stone toward our jeep. The stone sailed straight at us through Toru’s open window.

Suddenly, Toru’s arm was across my face and he was leaning hard on me, pushing me into Jiro. Jiro screamed.

“Ahh!” I cried out. “I can’t breathe.”

“Saburo! Jiro! Are you all right? Toru!”

The jeep squealed away, pressing us all backward. We pulled out of downtown Taipei, and Toru sat up.

“Are you all right?” he said. As he looked at me, I saw that his cheek was bleeding.

“Toru!” I said. “The rock hit you in the face!”

Toru felt his cheek, then folded up his handkerchief and held it to the wound.

My father looked back, his eyes dark. “We are not the Red Cross,” he said.

W
HEN WE GOT
home, I tried to sneak off unnoticed, hoping that in all the furor over the riots the termination of my academic career would pass without notice. But after a few moments my father called to me, and I found myself facing him in his great-room armchair. I closed my eyes for a moment, knowing what was to come.

He paused, looking into the distance, one massive hand holding a smoldering cigarette, the other on the radio dial as the reports continued.

. . .
It is unclear how many men perished when police fired into the unarmed crowd at the governor’s mansion, but the killings only seem to have fueled more outrage in the native populace . . .

He jumped up, surprisingly nimble for his weight, and smashed his fist onto the table so the ashtray jumped. I flinched.

“I knew Chen Yi was a butcher!” he said. “He killed all those students on the Mainland, I heard it from the Japanese. What would he do here? Hand over his mansion with no fight?”

I said nothing, as I knew this tirade was not for my benefit; my father rarely discussed politics with me. But I realized at that moment that we had gotten out of Taipei just in time, and that he had knowingly risked his life to pick up Kazuo, Jiro, and me.

He straightened up to face me.

“I have received a message from your school,” my father said. He crossed his arms so his bow tie tilted. He looked at me, his eyes black and impenetrable.

I looked down. I knew the best thing for me to do now would be to grovel on the floor, pounding my head and crying for forgiveness and mercy. Distracted and distressed as he was about the riots, it might have done the trick. But perhaps because I knew it was what he wanted, I could not bring myself to do it. “It was just the underside of the wall,” I said. “They put plaster over it.”

My father unfolded his arms and narrowed his eyes. “Stupid! Why are you giving me excuses?” He swung out his arm and struck me across the head.

My head exploded with pain. I hit the floor, gasping. The pain was like a weight on my temple that I couldn’t lift, and I moved my legs like a squashed bug, trying to rise off the dark floorboards. When my father spoke, I could hear him only through the ear that was against the floor; the ear he had hit was filled with a loud ringing. The words came to me, pinched and dim: