Authors: Cynthia Voigt
“Because I'm going to be named heir,” he repeated.
Griff wrote the next sentence, slowly.
The Queen rules, for she has wed the King.
“Do you remember anything?” Griff asked.
He shook his head, but tried because Griff asked it of him to search out something from the darkness of memory. “I was afraid,” he said, and in his mind there rose darkness, streaked with red and orange flames, heavy grey smoke, a storm of chaos, screams, a blinding fear. It was no clearer than the memory of a dream. Like a forgotten dream, it rose into his memory and then sank away again. He swallowed, as if he might weep. “I was afraid,” he said again.
“There are no women on the island,” Griff said.
“What does that matter?” he demanded. “And besides, the Damall brings women back, sometimes, for anyone who wants the pleasure.” Those women were as sharp as stones, and besides, Griff was right. “What does it matter?”
“Women have a man's sons,” Griff said. “He hates you.”
“I don't mind.” That was true. “He can't hurt me.”
“That's what I mean,” Griff said, his eyes troubled.
IT WASN'T MORE THAN TWO
days after that cold fall evening that the weather blew in mild from the south, as if summer had traveled halfway home across the sea and then changed her mind. Such a season wasn't unknown on the Damall's island. Lady Days, they called it. This Lady Days, the Damall gave orders. Griff and Nikol would stay at the longhouse to care for their master, but the others must go to the other end of the island. They could take with them nothing but their clothing. They must feed and shelter themselves, which would be no great hardship, the Damall told them, not in this fine Lady Days weather. He did not wish to see any of them back before the weather broke.
They stood around, staring at the Damall, staring at one another, dumb with surprise, stupid with confusion.
Angry now, the Damall pointed at him, jabbing the finger into his chest. “You're in charge. Now, go. Are you all deaf? Does every one of you want to be taken to market and sold?”
It was a long morning's walk. He led the boys, through the woods, over the stony hills. At the island's end, looking down a short cliff to the sea where it fed among the rocks, he found a patch of woods. The leafy trees held branches bare as arms up to the sun. The firs never shed their needles, so those were the trees under which to shelter. He sent the boys to gather armloads of dried leaves, for warmth at night. All of the ten boys, even those who were older, obeyed him. He spoke, and they obeyed.
They had brought no fire nor tinder with them, so he set two of the older boys to rubbing dry sticks together to make sparks that would ignite a handful of leaves, on which they might blowâgently, just a whistle of breathâuntil the little pile of twigs beneath caught fire, and so by slow steps they would have a fire large enough to cook over, and to give them warmth.
Some of the remaining boys he sent back into the woods to find branches to feed the fire, and the rest he led down the cliff and out onto the rocks, to gather the blue-black skals that clung under beds of seaweed and clustered at the bases of boulders.
They slept that night huddled under piles of leaves for warmth.
He kept their fears at bay by insisting that each boy find his own food. He showed them how to catch a gosta behind its hard-shelled head, where its snapping claws couldn't reach a boy's fingers. He showed them how to burn a stick's end in the fire, and scrape it to a point with stones and shells, so that a boy could spear the fish, if he waited patiently and a fish appeared.
He kept their fears at bay by concealing his own fearâWhat if they were never allowed to return to the longhouse, for example, then how would any of them survive the winter months? If one of the smaller boys were to slip into the icy water, and drown unnoticed, then how would he be repaid by the Damall for his carelessness?
He kept their fears at bay by telling the old stories over again. He told about the Great Damall, and what he didn't know or remember he made up. He told them about the market town, and the Old Cityâalthough not about the slave market and the collars worn by slaves in the cities of the mainland. He told them tales of the faraway Kingdom, hidden away among mountains, a land that didn't have four seasons every year like other countries but was always in harvest season, the orchards always in fruit and the goats always giving milk and sweet cakes always in the oven. In the Kingdom, he told them, the King had no whipping box, for he executed evildoers and all the others served him gladly. In the Kingdom, the children were the last to go hungry.
He kept their fears at bay into the long nights, until they moved from the fire to the sheltered leaf piles and into sleep. He locked his own fears away in a stone prison as he looked up at the cold and empty sky, black above him, and the cold and empty sea black before him.
Sometimes he could see trouble building. When the boys understood that there was no drinking water on the northern end of the island, no spring nor stream, they wanted to drink from the sea. He forbade it. They obeyed him for a day, and then grew sullen. He told them what he knew: “The Great Damall's book says seawater is poison.
As well pour oil on flames to drown them as try to slake your thirst with seawater.
That's what the Great Damall knew.”
Why, they wanted to know. He said he thought it might be because so many creatures lived in the sea, and so many things grew in it, like earth. They wouldn't be nourished by eating earth, would they? Or it might be because of the salt, so strong in seawater that you could taste it.
But salt was good, wasn't it? they asked. Didn't the Damall sprinkle salt on his food to make the taste better?
He said he didn't understand and he didn't know. He said he expected obedience and if any boy disobeyed him, that boy would be left alone, to live or to die.
They were silent.
He said there was liquid in blue-black skals, there was juice in gostas. He said he wouldn't let them die for lack of water.
They obeyed him. And didn't complain.
When almost a fortnight had passed, the wind shifted to the north, accompanied by a cold rain that pelted down from the low grey sky, driving through the fir branches. Their fire was drowned. Their beds were soaked. He led them back to the Damall's house. Later in that winter, the Damall took him aside to say, “You will be my heir. Tell no one. Be patient.”
He wasn't surprised, except at the swelling of his own heart, as if it were not made of stone. Every tree and meadow on the island was his, every room in the house, each boat, each fowl, each pig . . . everything. He kept the secret even from Griff. He had given his word.
On one of the last long nights of winter, he was seized out of sleep by a hand like a vise on his shoulder. The Damall's face hung down over him, as pale as his hair in the lightless night. “Come,” the Damall said.
He followed without a word, without a question, out into the black night, without a cloak. The Damall crossed the yard to the three-sided shed where the fowl slept on shelves and rafters. The two of them stepped warily into the dark stinking air, and the creatures stirred in their straw beds. The Damall gave him a candle to hold, then struck a tinder and put the lighted twist to its wick. The Damall's finger was across his lips in warning, and his eyes glittered.
The Damall pointed with a finger to the stones that floored the shed, then tapped with the toe of his boot at the rear corner, stretching his leg out to reach under the shelves. The birds didn't wake and cry out. With his toe, the Damall counted off five stones towards the center rear of the shed, thenâbacking upâeight stones towards the front. The Damall crouched down there, and dug with his fingers around the round-topped eighth stone. It lifted out easily, as did the six stones that encircled it.
An uneven cloth-wrapped shape was revealed beneath the stones. He obeyed the Damall's gestured command to bend down and hold the candle closer.
The Damall lifted the shape up, out of the ground, and removed the cloth wrapping to reveal three lidded boxes, lying one on top of the other. One after another, the Damall lifted off the lids and let him look in.
The largest box had a layer of silver coins over its bottom, the middle-sized box held a handful of gold coins, and the smallest had only a leather bag, gathered together at the top. He reached his hand down to take the bag, but the Damall's strong fingers wrapped themselves around his wrist.
The Damall himself opened the bag, and shook it, until a green stone lay on the palm of his hand. As soon as the stone lay there, the Damall closed his hand around it.
The treasure. He was being shown the treasure, and in its hiding place. He was being shown this because he was the heir.
While he held the candle, the Damall closed the boxes, wrapped them in the cloth, replaced them in their earthy cave, and set the stones back in place. The Damall stood then, and took the candle from him. A puff of the Damall's breath plunged the two of them into darkness again.
Out in the empty yard, the Damall spoke, low voiced. “Southernmost corner. West five. North eight.”
He nodded his head. He wouldn't forget.
THAT SUMMER, HE DECIDED TO
build a boat. The island had anywhere from four to six boats tied to the trees that edged its small harbor, small enough so that a boy could handle one on his own, large enough so two or three boys could go out for a day's fishing and carry back the catch. Boats were sometimes lost, to bad weather or a bad mooring knot or bad seamanship. If a boat floated away from the island, or sank when thin planking gave way, often pieces of it would float back onto the beaches; but that was all the good the island got from it.
He saw no reason, studying the little boats, why the island couldn't build its own boats, rather than spending precious coins on the mainland for a boat. The boys already sewed their own sails and mended leaking hulls. It seemed to him that he could build a boat as well as any mainland man, and it seemed to him that the Damall approved of the idea. For helpers, he had the boys who had been in his care during the Lady Days. They had learned how to obey him.
The finished boat floated buoyantly. He fixed its sail between mast and movable boom and set off alone. The boat sailed as if it were a bird on wings.
It was only a week later that the boat was lost, in a squally night. His was the only mooring line the squall pulled loose. In the morning, all the other boats floated on a quiet sea, the long ropes leading from their bows to the shore still in place. The rope that tied his boat was gone, too, but he had no one but himself to blame, since he always knotted it himself. The loss was sharp. But since he knew that he could build another, starting the next spring, he consoled himself. The Damall whipped him lightly for carelessness, and then seemed to forget all about it.
As soon as the last of the shoats had been slaughtered and smoked that fall, he accompanied the Damall to the Old City. He hadn't expected the journey. One morning, the Damall took him aside to speak into his ear, “Fetch me three silver coins. We take Tomas to market today, and I don't know what he will be worth so I must be sure to have enough coins to get another boy or two. Do it during the midday meal, while everyone eats. You won't be missed.”
He thought to argue and say that Griff would note his absence, but decided not to. He remembered where the treasure boxes were buried, and removed three silver coins without even counting how many were left, without even lifting the lids of the other boxes, without trying to hold the beryl in his own hand. He tucked the three silver coins into a cloth he had wrapped tight around his waist, and hid the boxes away again.
When he returned to the main hall the Damall merely nodded to him. “Tomas,” the Damall said then, and Tomas stepped forward. “Nikol, bind Tomas. Today you go to market, Tomas.”
“But it's only my fifteenth fall,” Tomas said.