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W
ASHINGTON, D.C., STRUCK ME AS A FANTASYLAND
. A
N AGENT PICKED
me up from the station, and we made our way down Pennsylvania Avenue. Men in finely tailored suits with briefcases lined the streets.
As we drove by the Capitol Building, my heart began to race. It was everything I had imagined from an architectural standpoint. It symbolized power. For a brief moment, I imagined myself, the fresh engineer, building such a structure.
The closer we got to BOI headquarters, the more nervous I became. For the first time since meeting Gladforth, I began to have second thoughts about my interview. Why me? The magnitude of my being recruited by the Bureau hit me. Here I was, twenty-five years old and about to enter one of the most powerful buildings in the world.
The dull ache below my ribcage became a very uncomfortable twinge. The college nurse had chalked it up as stress. Clenching my jaw, I tried to shrug it off, fixing my eyes on the back of the agent's blond head.
I waited in the lobby to be called into Mr. Hoover's office. After what seemed a very long time, his secretary finally said he was ready. I entered the office and he stood from behind a desk, extending his hand without taking a step.
“J. Edgar Hoover,” he said, shaking my hand and sitting again.
“It's a pleasure to meet you, Mr. Hoover. Sidney Temple.”
“Please, have a seat.”
Surprisingly, the man before me looked no older than twenty. He was about five-feet-ten with a boxer's nose, thick, bushy eyebrows, and a squatty neck. He looked very much like a bulldog, but he was an exceptionally neat, well-groomed, and organized bulldog; I gave him that much.
I took a seat in an uninviting metal folding chair in front of his desk. As I scooted forward, the chair legs screeched against the marble floor. The entire office had an empty, cold feeling to it, with unpacked boxes and gray file cabinets lining the ivory walls, recently painted judging by the smell. He was obviously just moving in.
A framed diploma from George Washington University hung behind his desk, and various photographs covered the wall to his right. There was only one window in the office, designed, it seemed, to hinder rather than let in the sunlight.
“We've been doing a bit of shuffling between office buildings around here, Sidney,” he said, reading something. “I haven't even been officially named head of the General Intelligence Division. That will happen on August first. But official titles aside, I've been given my orders.
“The attorney general's office and those of us here at the Department of Justice have been told that these arbitrary locations are temporaryâthat we'll be getting a permanent home base soon. I'm told they've been saying that for nine years. We shall see.”
I nodded while he stayed fixed on his report of some sort, flipping to another page.
“The BOI wants to make it a habit of tracking college students of all racial backgrounds who perform at the academic level at which you performed. We're fond of those students, especially those”âhis finger scanned the pageâ“with a knack for physics, mathematics, psychology, and law.”
He looked up from the file, seeing me for the first time it seemed, aside from the brief look he'd given before brusquely shaking my hand. “We're even more enamored of those who remain apolitical,” he said, tapping the file. “In going over your history here, I find it remarkable, even a tad hard to believe, that you've never been a part of any fraternities, social groups, or committeesâeven during high schoolânot even on the student council. Correct?”
“That is true.”
“It's one of the reasons you're sitting in that chair. Your autonomy is appealingâthat and the fact that you have the physique of a sportsman and not some bookwormy engineer. Have you ever been inclined to join any political party or national movement?”
“My focus from the time I left Bronzeville was on earning an engineering degreeânothing else.”
He looked back at the file. “I also see that two years ago you attempted to enlist for the war but were turned down due to a letter that was sent to the Army by your college president regarding your”âagain his finger scannedâ“unique acumen for physics, your overall distinguished scholarship.”
I was puzzled by that bit of information and responded, “I did attempt to enlist and was turned down. But I am unaware of any letter being written on my behalf.”
“That's fine,” he said. “I know you weren't aware of said letter. Your honest response is commendable.” He looked directly at me again. “Ever fired a pistol?”
To this question I wanted to lie and say yes and that I had done some training in hopes of preparing myself to be a soldier someday. I wanted to impress the young man but figured he was the type to suggest a visit to a shooting range to gauge my comfort level with a gun. He would have been sadly disappointed.
I also knew that he was probably suspicious, like most, of any colored who'd ever fired a gun. As far as I knew, there wasn't a shooting range in America that allowed men like me onto their grounds. Therefore, any answer other than no would lead Mr. Hoover to believe that I had fired a pistol illegally. So I told the truth.
“Never,” I answered.
“Doesn't mean you're not a good aim.” Again, he looked at the file. “Your high school coach, a Mr. Sanders, says here your vision and hand-eye coordination is âunmatched on the basketball court.' Based on the high marks and comments your coach gave you, I believe even Dr. James Naismith himself would be impressed.”
He looked back at me. “Anyway, the Bureau hasn't been given the authority by Congress to allow its agents to even carry handguns. I'm hoping that will soon change, and when it does, I'm sure you'll take kindly to a sidearm.”
“I believe I would.”
“I need to sign a few papers here, Sidney. Bear with me. But I'll ask you while I'm signing. I want you to try to be as specific as possible with your answer. What do you know about the Negro scholar W. E. B. Du Boisâassuming you're familiar with his philosophy? Are you aware of his communist leanings and dangerous agenda?”
I froze, trying to make sure I'd heard him correctly. “Well, I am . . .”
“Hold that thought,” he interrupted, as his focus was on signing the papers. “One minute.”
I was bothered by what he'd said about Du Bois and felt foolish all of a sudden. I had allowed excitement to get in the way of common sense. Gladforth hadn't approached me to do the same type of work their other agents do. Of course not. They needed a Negro to spy on another Negroâone W. E. B. Du Bois.
“Just one more minute here, Sidney.”
I watched Mr. Hoover turn page after page, penning his signature on each. Little did he know he'd mentioned my idol. I'd read everything Du Bois had ever written. But I was certain that Hoover knew nothing about my views because I'd never written nor spoken publicly about the man.
I considered Du Bois the preeminent scholar of his timeâthe leader of colored America. And now, for that, the Bureau wanted to pry into his life. But they had the wrong man for this job. Besides, there would be nothing to find: He was completely honorable.
“All right, Sidney,” he said, returning to my interview, which seemed to be becoming almost a distraction from his real job. “Go ahead.”
“Well . . . I . . . I think that Du Bois's precise objective is unknown.”
“Do you subscribe to the
Crisis
?”
“No.”
“Why not?”
Just then there was a knock and his secretary opened the door.
“Mr. Hoover,” she said, “Agent Lively needs you in the meeting next door for a brief moment.”
“I'll be right there. Listen, Sidney, I want to apologize in advance for this, but I may be running in and out of here during our visit. I was to take part in another meeting next door but didn't see why I couldn't fit you in. Told them to call me in only when my opinion is needed. We all have to keep several balls in the air at the same time around here.”
“I understand.”
“Good.” He stood. “I'll be back before you know it.”
Once he exited, leaving the door open behind him, I stood and walked over to the window, looked out, and tried to gather my thoughts. I actually read the
Crisis
religiously but hadn't ever subscribed to it. Something Hoover
didn't
know was how voracious a reader I was of many subjects, not just physics.
One of my more political teachers, Professor Gold, provided me with several colored newspapers, all of which were, of course, controversial. But he knew it was critical for me never to appear to be part of any movement if I was going to get hired at any institution as an engineer or professor. Whenever I took one of these newspapers home with me, he told me to “burn after reading,” and I always did.
“Mr. Temple,” said his secretary, walking just inside the doorway, “Mr. Hoover will be back in just a second. Can I get you anything?”
“No, ma'am. I'm fine. Thank you.”
She half smiled, walked out, and I turned back to the window, my thoughts still on Professor Gold. He and I were very close. He was a white man with socialist leanings. He had changed his name from Jackson, a name his father had adopted on entering the country, back to Gold upon his graduation from Harvard in 1872âlikely out of pure embarrassment for bearing the seventh president's last name.
Simply put, Professor Gold was like a modern-day abolitionist. He hated inequality and had taken a strong interest in me my freshman year. He told me I was brilliant, took me under his wing, mentored me, damn near treated me like a son. I think he believed that helping me was like helping an entire people.
When I married Loretta, we moved from our dorm rooms into a tiny guesthouse on his ten-acre property, situated in the woods about five miles from the college. The grounds were nestled in between acres and acres of sugar maple trees. We would walk over to his chalet on most weekends, as our guesthouse was on the opposite end of the property.
It was at his place that I read and discussed politics with him for hours on end, while Mary, his wife, would work on her essays and Loretta would paint in the little bedroom they had converted into a studio just for her.
I knew Professor Gold would never tell a soul about me, including any Bureau agent who may have come around. Gold was concerned about hiding his own political activity, so he never would have said a word. Luckily for him, the Bureau had no interest in him or his activitiesâjust mine.
“Okay,” Mr. Hoover said on his return, closing the door behind him. “Where were we?”
“You wanted to know why I hadn't subscribed to the
Crisis
.”
“That's right.” He sat down. “Why not?”
I moved from the window back to my chair. “Well, I've never subscribed to it because . . . probably . . . or . . . let me rephrase that . . . precisely because during my twenty-five-year lifetime, I've never been given a reason to believe I wasn't the equal of any man, regardless of race.
“Perhaps my mother left Chicago with me when I was five because she wanted to, in some way, shelter me from reality. The Bronzeville streets, though they contain some rough elements, are not as brutal as those in Chicago. Truthfully, I have accomplished every goal I've ever set. My life has not been a crisisâno pun intended, Mr. Hoover.”
“Does your own success desensitize you to the struggles of the greater Negro race, assuming you believe that there is a struggle?”
“No.”
“In twenty words or less, define what America means to you.”
“It means unparalleled courage, sacrificed blood, broken chains, and the relentless hope of a united people.”
Hoover sat there for a moment and stared at me. I couldn't tell if his glare represented a newfound hate for me, a respect for my opinion, or a surprised reaction to the quickness with which I'd responded to his question.
His poker face was impressive. My bold answer about racial equality was likely a death sentence for this potential career, as I had no idea what theories on race Mr. Hoover might have, but at this point I didn't really care.
As he continued his stare, the desk phone began to ring. “That's likely the attorney general,” he said. “There isn't enough time in the day. One minute, Sidney.”
He picked up and it occurred to me just how ignorant I was being. If they wanted to spy on Du Bois, there was no stopping them. And if I turned the assignment down, if indeed that was what my role was to be, there would be some other colored graduate willing to infiltrate Du Bois's worldâsomeone lacking my loyalty and respect for the scholarâsomeone willing to destroy him for the right amount of money.
“No, Mr. Palmer,” he said into the phone, “that entire outfit has been turned over to Kirkland. But I can put it back in the hands of Fennison if you feel that Kirkland could be better utilized in Santa Fe.”
Having heard Hoover call Du Bois “dangerous” felt like a call to arms. I could, especially as a covert agent, protect him and his integration agenda from his enemies, including the government. Du Bois surviving would ensure a better America for my unborn children. And if protecting him meant I needed to get inside the beastâthe impenetrable beast that had played a role throughout American history in influencing the destiny of our nationâI needed to do it. This relatively new Bureau was part of the innards of that beast.
“You have my word on it, sir,” continued Hoover.
I began to envision the potential spy mission as a sacrifice for Du Bois that only someone with my unique pedigree, intelligence, and beliefs would be able to make. I was also confident that I could outsmart this Mr. Hoover, especially considering we were roughly the same age. Perhaps my biggest flaw was that I'd always believed I could outsmart everyone around me.