The Strangler's Honeymoon (24 page)

Depressing, Moreno thought as she clambered into her car after visiting Martina’s former classmate out at Dikken. What the hell was the point of Martina Kammerle keeping an address book? Why all these names which must have been of no relevance whatsoever to her current life? It was as if she had listed them because it would seem bad if she hadn’t.

What an incredibly cheap life she must have led, Moreno thought.

Cheap? Where did that word come from? Surely a life couldn’t be cheap?

And she recalled once again those old maxims on the bedroom wall:

It’s better to regret what you have done, than what you never did. Give significance to your life.

What had Martina Kammerle’s and her daughter’s lives really been like? Did they have any significance at all, despite their seemingly having been immured in their own loneliness? Was there any sort of light that she hadn’t yet discovered?

Presumptuous questions, perhaps: but justified, beyond doubt. The seven people Moreno had interviewed had come up with absolutely nothing about the murdered woman’s life, and when she thought about the two teenagers covered in black make-up who had irritated her so much at Café Lamprecht the other day, she realized that . . . Well, what did she realize, in fact?

Like mother, like daughter, perhaps?

Moreno sighed in despair and stopped for a red light at the Zwille–Armastenstraat crossroads. It was half past five, and traffic was racing pell-mell for the suburbs and housing estates. It had stopped raining, but a strong wind was now blowing in from the coast.

Light? Moreno thought. Meaning? In this grey city at this time of year? A presumptuous assumption. She shook her head and turned her attention back to the investigation.

Wanted notices in the newspapers and on the television had drawn a blank. No reaction whatsoever. A few pupils from the Bunge Grammar School had rung and said they knew who Monica Kammerle was, but they hadn’t seen her for ages. A girl from Oostwerdingen had said she was a friend of Monica’s when they were about ten; and a notorious, neurotic informer by the name of Ralf Napoleon Doggers had reported that he had seen both mother and daughter in mysterious circumstances in a churchyard at Loewingen only three days ago.

Martina and Monica Kammerle hadn’t exactly led their lives in the spotlight: that was obvious after just over a week’s investigations. But Moreno reminded herself that many lives looked worse from the outside than they did from the inside. That was something eleven years in the police force had taught her. Nevertheless, what was it that enabled these maltreated, abused, worn-out women to survive? There must be something, surely? Something to cling on to. Some sort of consolation, some kind of deceptive hope, because . . . Well, what else could there be?

Otherwise there was not much else apart from Hamlet’s monologue, full stop.

Better the devil you know . . .

In other words, the usual biological toughness, Keep Buggering On. She shook her head in disgust, and pulled up at another red light, this time in Palitzerlaan.

And there were always contradictions to be taken into account, of course. There were lives that seemed tolerable and normal when you contemplated them from the outside, but hidden inside them could be bottomless pits of darkness. Totally incomprehensible abysses.

Perhaps that’s the kind of murderer we’re looking for, it occurred to her. An apparently normal person who acts perfectly normally ninety-nine days out of a hundred, but then, when something snaps – or surges up inside him – can commit the most hair-raising acts? Yes, when she thought about that it seemed very plausible.

Or possible, at least. It could well be such a person behind these horrific acts: but then again, it could be somebody entirely different. It was risky to speculate too much, she knew that; but what else was there for her to devote here energetic brain to, for Christ’s sake? What?

And why was she so casually drawing these comparisons between Martina Kammerle and her own life? What was the point? She had a tendency – an increasingly clear tendency with every new case, in fact – constantly to see herself in relation to these poor people who were always involved. The victims and the warped lives they led.

Was she trying to make contrasts? To see herself as a shining light in contrast to their darkness? Was it as simple as that? Was it just that things could have been worse for her?

She decided that was how it had been to start with, perhaps. And it was natural enough, when she came to think about it. Vicarious suffering and all that. But that was no longer the case. Now it felt as if she were searching for some sort of common ground. A point at which she could identify with it all – with the suffering and the misery and the dark forces. At which she could understand the wretchedness of it all. Creep under its skin. Surely that was more like it?

But why? Moreno thought. Why am I doing this? Is it because I can’t find any significance in my own life? In this grey city in these grey times?

When she got out of the car outside her home in Falckstraat, she knew she was on the verge of a rhetorical question.

Jung was sitting at the computer.

It was not a situation he particularly enjoyed in normal circumstances, but Maureen had acquired a new computer so that she could do some of her work at home – and as it was standing on their shared desk in the bedroom, he thought he might as well run it through its paces and see what it was capable of. It was large, yellow and streamlined. Apparently worth over five thousand, if he had understood it rightly, and with a memory far in excess of that of a whole police force.

So it could no doubt be used in the interests of law and order.

That was what he had thought when he sat down in front of the monster half an hour ago, and that is what he was still thinking. And somewhat reluctantly he had to admit that the technology was quite impressive. The confounded thing was certainly practical!

It was half past ten by now, and he was alone in the flat. Maureen was on a two-day course connected with her work, and Sophie was sleeping over at her boyfriend’s place: his name was Franek, and it was beginning to look as if he was about to become her other half.

The flat was almost as new as the computer. Recently acquired, at least, and it was with a feeling of humble astonishment that Jung was beginning to accept that this was his home. His and Maureen’s new home. And Sophie’s, of course, who would soon be celebrating her twentieth birthday, was in her first year at university, and would no doubt fly the nest shortly. Any day now, if he had interpreted the signs correctly.

Four rooms and a kitchen in Holderweg. On the fourth floor with a view over the southern part of Megsje Bojs and Willemsgraacht. Newly refurbished with ceilings three-and-a-half metres high, and underfloor heating in the bathroom. And an open fire.

When he thought about it – and he did so almost all the time – he thought he was happy. That things had turned out so well in his life that he ought to find himself a god and thank Him on his bare knees. All that, and Maureen as well!

Plus a super-computer for use at home whenever the mood took him. Such as now. Such as this November evening, sitting at home in the darkness with the rain pattering against the window panes and Lou Reed whispering quietly on a CD in the background.

Benjamin Kerran. That was his opening move. The only name he had left to investigate. The only one remaining from the forty-six he had started with.

A name that had frustrated him and his colleagues, as there was no such person in Maardam according to their enquiries that afternoon. Not in the whole surrounding area either. And not even – assuming Rooth was right in what he claimed shortly before they shut down for the day at the police station – not even in the whole damned country!

It had taken Jung some time to venture out into the Internet, and more time before he realized what he needed to do in order to set up a search. He had no luck at all, using the first of the programs he tried. Just a number of faulty hits, in which the surname – usually wrongly spelled – was right, but not the first name. But then, when he worked out how to use a more powerful program, it suddenly turned up on his screen.

Benjamin Kerran
.

Ha! Jung thought. Let nobody come and tell me I don’t know how to handle computers.

He leaned forward and began reading. In increasing astonishment – rapidly increasing, as it was only a matter of a couple of lines.

Benjamin Kerran was not a living person. Nor a dead one, come to that. He was a literary character. Fiction. Evidently.

Created by an English author by the name of Henry Moll, according to what it said on the screen. Jung had never heard of him, but when he carried on clicking he discovered that this Moll had written a number of little-known travelogues at the beginning of the twentieth century. Plus a series of even less well known crime novels – yes, it actually said ‘even less well known’.

And it was in one of those novels that this character Benjamin Kerran appeared.

In a book with the bizarre title
Strangler’s Honeymoon
, to be precise. First published (and no doubt for the only time) in London in 1932, by a firm called Thurnton & Radice. As far as Jung could gather, Benjamin Kerran was a sort of leading character – a serial killer, one of the very early ones, who prowled around in the badly lit areas of the capital strangling prostitutes wholesale, in accordance with instructions given to him by voices addressing him from inside his head, in accordance with some sort of perverted divine ordinance.

Jung stared at the screen.

What on earth could this mean? He read the text one more time.

Could it be anything other than pure coincidence?

He went into the living room and switched off the CD. Could Martina Kammerle have read
Strangler’s Honeymoon
?

That seemed implausible. There had not been many books in the flat in Moerckstraat, but the ones that were there were in Monica Kammerle’s bookcase. The girl had evidently read quite a lot.

But an obscure crime novel from the thirties? Henry Moll?

Hardly credible, Jung thought and returned to the computer. And even if she had read it, why should she write down the name of this literary murderer in her notebook?

No, the link was too implausible, he decided. It must be pure coincidence. A coincidence and a hit in over-informative cyberspace where almost anything at all could happen. Where no end of strange knowledge was stored, and where the most hair-raising cross-fertilizations could take place.

A name without a telephone number in a missing girl’s notebook, and a fictitious English murderer?

No, thought Jung. There are limits after all, even to what these computers are capable of.

He switched off the computer and went to bed.

But the name Benjamin Kerran persisted in the back of Jung’s mind, and when he woke up in the middle of the night, a few hours later, he knew immediately why he had dreamt of those strangled women and those narrow, crowded streets in Covent Garden and Soho where he had spent a week on holiday with Maureen a couple of years earlier.

And as he stood there on the warm bathroom floor, having a pee, he decided he would tell Rooth what he had hacked his way through to that evening.

After all, you never know.

22

Afterwards – when he told his wife and their children, or told Gandrich and Kellernik at the pub in Lochenroede – Henry Ewerts blamed everything on the wind.

The change in wind direction, he explained with a brief, grim smile. If the wind hadn’t veered from south-west to north-west during the night, I wouldn’t have changed my usual route. In which case, we’d never have found her.

Not that day, at least. And not me and the dog.

And when his listeners (especially Kellernik, who never believed anything except
in vino veritas
) looked at him in sheepish incomprehension, he explained with an even shorter and grimmer smile that he always followed it. Always. The wind.

Headwind out, following wind home: that was how he had planned his jogging routes every damned morning for the last nine years, ever since they had bought that house in Behrensee after selling the company at exactly the right moment just before the depression in the nineties. He’d got wind of it just in time, you might say.

The wind was always blowing from the west, of course, but often from the south-west. That’s how it had been for eleven or twelve days at a stretch, if he remembered rightly: but now there was a touch of colder air from the north, and he branched off onto one of the paths that headed in that direction over the dunes and down to the beach. Thatcher had only needed a little gesture for her to catch on to the change of plan. She was more receptive than most human beings: he’d told Kellernik and Gandrich that lots of times, and even if they didn’t really agree or understand what he was getting at, that was merely proof that he was right on this matter as well. He had often thought he was pretty fed up with the pair of them, but didn’t want to hurt them by cutting them off.

But on the other hand, he could always rely on Thatcher. That morning she had kept abreast with her boss until they passed over the crest of the hill and saw the sea down below, grey and tossing gently as always at this time of year. He tapped her on the head, and she set off at a fast pace in solitary majesty. As usual, free to do whatever she wanted. Henry pulled off the outermost of his jogging tops and hung it over one of the benches. Noted that his watch said 07.10, headed down towards the firmer sand at the edge of the water, and increased his pace.

He soon realized that Thatcher must have got scent of a rabbit, because there was no sign of her all the way – but it was only when he came to his turning point next to Egirs pier that he began to wonder if there was something wrong. No matter how engrossed the retriever was, obeying her basic instincts and chasing the rabbits who always escaped anyway, she was usually waiting for him when he got to the turning point, and would accompany him all the way back. The fact that Thatcher wasn’t lying by the little boatshed just before Egirs, gasping away with her tongue lying out on the ground – or that she had not grown tired of the pointlessness of trying to catch a rabbit long before then – that was an indication, quite definitely.