âBut that night proved to be different. We marched back into camp and instead of the usual pat 'n' slap before we went on our way, there were shouts of
“Ki o tske!” (
Stand to attention!) Then a truck roared up and came to a halt directly behind us. A platoon of Jap soldiers jumped out and lined up on either side of the road, flanking us.
What now?
I thought. We were learning that you could never tell what was likely to happen next with the Japanese, and these blokes looked different.
âWell, what did happen next was that a Japanese officer stepped out of the front passenger seat of the truck, a British Bedford by the way. He was short and fat, his uniform obviously specially tailored, which was unusual in their officers, who didn't much go in for anything fancy in their everyday uniforms. The point about this bloke was that he also wore a monocle, just like those propaganda cartoon posters sending up the Japanese you used to see at the post office and town hall. Of course we all bowed deeply and that's when everything came unstuck in a helluva hurry.
âSnowy Pitt had disobeyed orders and concealed a can of Nestlé's condensed milk under his slouch hat. It was standard practice to strap your hat on so it couldn't be snatched off your head in a quick search, but he can't have fastened it under his chin because, as he bowed, out it tumbled, landing with a thud on the road in front of him and rolling directly toward a Japanese corporal standing almost beside him. I stood maybe three steps from him and couldn't believe my eyes. The Nip let out a bellow of rage, and lifting his heavy bamboo stick in both hands, he smashed it into Snowy's face. Snowy went over backwards, landing hard on his arse. A second soldier rushed forward, his bayonet aimed at Snowy's guts. I don't remember how, but the next thing I knew I was holding the Arisaka rifle with that wickedly long bayonet, and the Jap soldier was on his back with a blood nose beside Snowy. Thank Christ I didn't react instinctively and stick him. Suddenly there were guards with fixed bayonets coming at me from everywhere.' Danny grinned. âI was about to have more holes in me than a kitchen colander. Then the Jap officer barked out a command and everyone froze. He was behind me so that I couldn't see him, but the next moment there was an explosion of pain in my lower back and I sank to my knees. The next blow was to the kidneys, the pain so intense I was unable to even scream. My legs folded under me so that I was seated on the back of my thighs. Everything was a red blur that cleared just sufficiently for me to see the officer in front of me holding a soldier's rifle by the barrel and stock. Then the steel-capped butt came down hard into my face. I recall a brilliant flash of pain and then nothing more.' Danny paused and glanced at Dr Woon, who held his head in his hands, staring down at his desk. âThat was the last time I saw through my left eye. It seems he had a couple more goes with the rifle butt.' Danny shrugged. âIt turned out the Japs in the truck and the officer in charge were
kempeitai
, Japanese military police, renowned for their cruelty and greatly feared even by the Japanese rank and file soldiers.' He glanced up, Woon now acutely aware of his ruined eye. âWell, that's about it, doc. The recovery took about a year and it wasn't a lot of fun.' He grinned. âBut here I am, ugly as sin.'
Dr Woon thought again about the prisoners of war, those who had died of despair. How had Danny, with very little medical help, painkillers or drugs to stop infection, made it through to the end? Not just made it, but, as the highest-ranked NCO, taken on the additional responsibility of running the camp and maintaining discipline and morale among the prisoners.
In reading Danny's war record, Dr Woon realised that he wasn't your average recruit. He'd noted that Danny had passed his first two years at university with distinction and had jacked it in with only months to go to complete his degree. This alone seemed to offer a clue to his personality. He was also a sporting hero, accustomed to the approbation of others. Moreover, he was obvious officer material, someone young men would happily follow into combat. Yet he had elected to join as a private. Again, his rapid promotion to sergeant major proved that he was not so egalitarian that he was opposed to climbing the ladder of command, and he had clearly demonstrated his willingness to exercise authority. According to the men who had survived the concentration camp, his leadership had been exceptional. Some claimed that he had saved many a prisoner's life by fearlessly confronting the Japanese guards in their own language, and complaining directly to the commandant, Colonel Mori, over the harsh and cruel treatment of his men. He'd often stoically taken a private beating afterwards from the Japanese guards or the even more vengeful Koreans who, while under Japanese jurisdiction, were allowed to mete out punishment and took great delight in outdoing their masters in every form of cruelty.
This was a young man grown prematurely old, who seemed to contain a whole bundle of contradictions. One wrong decision to abandon his studies had led to his undoing; his dreadful disfigurement and the scars resulting from four and a half years of medical neglect pointed to trouble ahead, including the possibility of revulsion from the opposite sex. And his spinal injury was yet another burden, ruling out any chance of rebuilding his self-esteem through his sporting prowess. As a civilian he would lack the responsibilities and rank that had sustained him in the prisoner of war camp and this, added to everything else he had suffered, could easily lead to acute depression.
Dr Woon understood only too well that people might find it difficult to hire Danny and he might find it equally difficult to hold down a job. Danny Dunn was a good man, perhaps even an exceptional one, but it would be easy for him to become bitter and aggrieved. He should have faced a bright future, but it was now in jeopardy. As a doctor, Woon wanted to know more, and was sufficiently concerned to realise that
the next few weeks were critical to the ultimate rehabilitation of
Danny Dunn.
âDanny, when you get back to Sydney will you keep in touch? You're going to need quite a lot of work on that face. We've got an ear, nose and throat specialist coming from Melbourne in a week or so, a Dr Adams. He'll take a look at your nose and advise. Besides, if you agree, I'd like to get to know you better.'
âSure, I'd like that, doctor . . . er, Craig,' Danny said.
âJust one more question. What happened to Snowy Pitt?'
âThey turned on him after they'd beaten me up. Unfortunately he lost both eyes to the
kempeitai
lieutenant's work with a rifle butt,' Danny said quietly.
Dr Woon cleared his throat. âI see,' he said quietly. âDid he make it?'
Danny laughed quietly. âSure did. We made him the camp barber.'
âYou didn't!' Woon exclaimed, laughing.
âIt helped his self-esteem, knowing he was needed. At first he was pretty rough, but I guess it didn't matter: we weren't going anywhere. But in the end he became a bit of a tonsorial artist.'
âAnd he got through?'
âYeah, he made it. I'll look him up when I get home, see how he's going.'
Woon hesitated a moment then asked, âYou're not bitter?'
âWhat . . . over the can of condensed milk? Shit, no. He was taking it back to camp for his best mate. Snowy was always going to cop shit. He was six feet tall, hair the colour of Bondi Beach, blue eyes . . . everything the Japs hated. Besides, he'd probably have gotten off with a severe beating if I hadn't grabbed the Jap's rifle.'
Dr Woon didn't reply. He felt he was learning a new culture, a mixture of the singular determination to survive and the unspoken duty of care for your mates, the two things almost amounting to a contradiction in terms. He made a mental note to follow up on such unexpected behavioural phenomena to see if they appeared elsewhere in the various prisoner-of-war camps.
Then, reaching for Danny's war records, he said quietly, âI read these last night, made a few notes. Would you mind if we carried on a bit longer?'
âNo, go for your life. I guess the worst is over. Don't know if talking about it has helped any but thanks for listening.'
âUniversity. Two, no two and a half years,' Woon looked up. âYou didn't complete your degree?'
âNo, sir . . . er, Craig.'
âMay I ask why?'
âDidn't seem much point at the time.'
âWith only months to go?' Woon asked, obviously a little surprised.
âIn hindsight it was stupid, I guess. As it happened I could have completed my exams and still made it overseas in plenty of time. We hung around Malaya doing bugger-all, waiting for the Japanese army to arrive.'
âYou don't think it may have been worth completing your degree?'
âNow? Yes, of course. But at the time all my mates had signed up and had left Balmain. My parents own one of the pubs and I was getting looks from the patrons. Where I come from, university isn't big on the agenda but fighting for what you believe in is. And fighting for your country is top of the list. On the other hand my mum was determined I'd finish â it was sort of the whole purpose of her life. Sometimes it seemed like she lived for nothing else, and it was putting me under a lot of pressure â Mum or country. Then there were a couple of incidents, one in the pub and another when an old woman working in a cafe gave me a white feather, that kind of thing. Dunkirk came, people were talking about the Japs joining the war and Australia being in danger of invasion. I guess I cracked or something, just wanted to get away from it all. Besides, I couldn't really see what good an Arts degree would do me.' Danny shrugged. âAs it turned out, it wasn't the smartest move I could have made.'
âYou didn't think of becoming an officer? After all, you had the qualifications.'
âAnother no. Not where I come from. They'd have called me a bludger.'
âPeer pressure, social conformity, then the added pressure of your mother's expectations?'
âYeah, dumb as it sounds, that's just about it, doctor.'
âNot at all. Those are among the commonest reasons why people do things.' Woon put down his fountain pen. âWell, Danny, may I suggest you think about completing your degree? It's as good a way of handling your rehabilitation as any and it's going to be a while before you fully recover.' He paused and looked straight at Danny. âThe bastards have made a fine mess of you, old son,' he said leaning back in his chair.
Danny attempted to grin, knowing that his expression was closer to a grimace than the wry grin he'd intended. âYeah, there were one or two moments, doc.'
âWell, we'll see what we can do here. I feel reasonably certain we can cure any tropical diseases, ulcers and whatever else we find, and we can build up your weight and strength a little before you go home. But any plastic surgery to your face will need to take place in Sydney. Not a great deal we can do about your back except to strengthen it and teach you how to use it differently. I've looked at your papers, it seems you were quite an athlete â rugby and water polo, eh?' He paused. âI'm afraid you won't be playing either again, unless you want to end up in a wheelchair. But if you can swim regularly it will help your back immeasurably.' Danny watched as he wrote out a prescription for the hospital pharmacy. âBetter get used to taking these. They won't cure you but they'll help a little with the pain.'
Danny grinned. âThanks, doc. I confess, even a little will help.'
âThere is one more thing.' Woon glanced down at his notes for a moment, then looked Danny in the eye. âYou may be sterile. We suspect that severe starvation may cause permanent sterility. I'm sorry â'
âDoubt it'll be a problem, doc. I can't imagine women are going to be queueing up.'
âWell, let's wait and see,' Woon said, then went on briskly, âWe're going to put you into traction, see if we can release the pressure on your vertebrae; it sometimes helps. I've also made an appointment for you with Dr Adams for early next week, see if he can do something to open those sinuses and advise on your nose reconstruction.'
But traction didn't do much to relieve Danny's chronic back pain. Dr Donald Adams, the nose bloke from Melbourne, didn't help much either. He was a civilian who cultivated a carefully clipped RAF moustache to go with the gratuitously acquired rank of captain. He was grossly overweight in a hospital where the patients were all walking skeletons, which added somewhat to the incongruity of his presence. The brand-new tropical officer's uniform he wore, complete with enormous Bombay bloomers and khaki hose pulled up to his very pink, sun-starved and chubby knees, explained why his patients dubbed him âColonel Blimp'. He wore army boots and not the usual officers brogues, no doubt to support his ankles, and waddled like a penguin, his new boots squeaking with each step, so that they announced him well before he appeared. In size he compared favourably to Half Dunn but lacked his
joie de vivre
or sense of humour. His clipped, often monosyllabic speech, coupled with an abrupt and condescending professional manner, made it very difficult for the patients to warm to him.
Dr Adams sat opposite Danny for his examination, sausage-like fingers digging and jabbing into his sunken cheek and ruined eye, pulling the scar tissue around the eye as if testing it for elasticity. The examination of Danny's nasal area was left until last. He proceeded to prod and pinch the immediate area around the nose as if it was composed of putty and he was committed to the process of moulding a new one. The examination was extremely painful and it took all of Danny's courage not to cry out. Finally Adams rose and without comment walked over to a small washbasin and began to wash his hands, rinsing and then repeating the process twice over, as if, Danny thought, he'd been contaminated.