Authors: Karen Mahoney
Tags: #Juvenile Fiction, #Action & Adventure, #General, #Fantasy & Magic
She rubbed her cold arms and looked across the bedroom that still didn’t feel like hers, letting her gaze fall on the elegant, full-length black satin evening gown that now hung on the outside of her huge oak wardrobe. Miranda certainly worked fast. And although Donna might have liked to shop for the dress herself, having never before had the opportunity to pick out a ball gown, it was hardly a priority.
Quietly crossing the room, she slipped into the dress. It had an off-the-shoulder cut and fell in graduated folds to her ankles, the satin material shining like polished onyx. It made her feel very grown up, even though she wished there was more color in the outfit.
Well, I can fix that with my favorite pairs of gloves
, she thought with a slight smile. She didn’t see any evidence that they’d bought her a mask. Of course, Miranda had said not to worry—it was all “under control.” That wasn’t very reassuring, but hopefully they wouldn’t get her anything
too
crazy.
Somebody knocked at her door.
“Donna, are you up?” Miranda called. “Your training session with Robert is still on for today. And then I’ll need your help in the library.
Somebody
appears to have damaged the antiquarian cabinet, and I have to reset the wards … ”
Donna grimaced.
Oh, that.
“I’ll be there in ten minutes, Miranda,” she called. At least helping her mentor would keep her mind off whatever was coming her way tonight. And she could also make amends for breaking into the private collection of alchemical texts. Miranda obviously knew it was her, but she was being amazingly cool about the whole incident. She certainly handled breaking-and-entering better than Simon Gaunt did.
Gazing at her elegant silhouette in the mirror, Donna tried not to think too much about what Demian had meant when he’d said she would be an important part of “negotiations.” She was way past tired of being used as a pawn in games she didn’t understand—didn’t
want
to understand. The ball loomed ahead of her like a storm threatening the sky.
The only positive part about the upcoming event was that she might actually get to see her mother. Donna didn’t know how Demian intended to bring everybody together in such a short space of time, but he could probably just snap his fingers.
And there was definitely something specific that the Demon King wanted, something far greater than he was letting on. Demian was full of trickery, of course, but Donna suspected he was after something that only the alchemists could give him. And from what he’d said during their encounter last night, she felt pretty sure that she was somehow part of it.
This slice of knowledge filled her with sickly dread. She did her best to push it out of her mind, but that was an impossible task. At least she’d find out the answer soon—which wasn’t exactly a comforting thought, either.
But right now she was late for yet another training session with Robert Lee, and she didn’t want to give him an excuse to be any tougher on her than usual. Donna changed into some comfortable clothes, hastily tied her hair back, and ran downstairs to meet him.
Donna hit the mat hard, biting her tongue in the process. Tears of pain burned her eyes, but she blinked them away fast.
“Holy crap,” she said, tasting blood in her mouth. “You’re like a ninja.”
Robert put his hands on his hips and gave her a look that clearly meant she was a moron. “Ninjas are Japanese,” he said. “I’m half Chinese. There’s a difference, you know.”
“I know. I was just kidding.”
“L O L,” he deadpanned.
“Sorry,” Donna said, feeling bad for making such a dumb joke. “Help me up and we’ll try again.”
“Sure.” Robert grabbed her hand and pulled her to her feet, but he didn’t stop there. He sort of twisted his body to the side—still pulling—and then flipped her over his hip so she went crashing down again. She wound up on her hands and knees, gasping for breath.
“Oops,” he said. “I put a little bit too much into that one. You okay, Donna?” He held out a hand to haul her up, concern warring with amusement on his face.
“Aren’t you supposed to call me Initiate Underwood?” Donna asked, pleased that her voice sounded steady despite how winded she felt. She supposed she deserved that particular move, so she didn’t complain that he’d totally tricked her. She took Robert’s hand and allowed him to drag her back on her feet. This time, he gave her time to recover.
Learning to fight was tougher than it looked on TV, but after encountering the demon shadows in the Ironwood, she’d promised herself—and Robert—that she’d put in the work. She needed to discover how to bring her unique abilities into the process.
Of course, she hadn’t expected Robert to be so hard on her, today of all days. Usually he gave her time to react as she reached for her newly awakened powers, but today he’d decided they’d try something a bit different. “Just in case it comes in handy during the coming apocalypse,” he said, almost cheerfully. “You’re doing really well with the magical stuff. Let’s see what you’re made of when the fight comes at you fast. Will you still be able to access the first matter and bend steel bars with your bare hands?”
Donna almost smiled, despite her aching shoulders and sore backside. Robert was kicking her ass way too easily right now, considering he’d only gotten out of the hospital a couple of weeks ago, not to mention how naturally strong she was. The guy was determined, she’d give him that. And determination was something she could relate to—kind of like the single-minded focus she’d used to save her mother’s soul. Even if she
had
ended up falling right into Aliette’s trap.
It was so obvious with the gift of hindsight, Donna thought. She wasn’t surprised that the alchemists weren’t letting her off the hook so easily, and for once she could hardly blame them. Even Simon Gaunt.
Robert stood in a “ready” posture. “Again?”
At least he was making it a question. Donna wondered what would happen if she said, “Actually, could we just forget this for the day and maybe go get a coffee?”
“Again,” she replied.
Robert moved toward her, his willowy frame giving him a huge advantage in height and reach, and leaving her enhanced strength all but useless. Just because she could “bend steel bars,” as Robert put it, didn’t mean she was good at fighting. Even after three weeks she had absolutely no idea what she was doing.
Stepping back, Donna tried to “hold her center” as he’d taught her, maintaining her balance while being ready to dodge or parry his attack.
She almost tripped over her own feet, and Robert struck at her right shoulder with his right hand, across her body. It wasn’t a hard blow—he was aiming to demonstrate ways that she could deflect an attack, whether a punch or a grab of some kind—but still, instinctively, she tried to backpedal instead of using the defensive block he’d been trying to drill into her without much success. Just stepping away from the strike was a big mistake.
Robert flicked out a long leg and swept it behind the one foot she currently had anchored to the floor—
—and down she went.
“Shit!” Donna pounded the bright red mat with her fist, forgetting to control her strength. Despite how padded the training mats were, she managed to leave behind a clear imprint of her fist. The mat would probably never recover, but at least the floor beneath was intact.
Small mercies
, she thought.
Robert raised his eyebrows. “Considering that the floor didn’t do anything to you, that seems a little extreme.”
Donna pulled a face. “Better the floor than you.”
“Why
didn’t
you do that to me? Or at least,” he added, “
try
to do that to me. It would have made a far better defense than just falling over.”
“Ha, ha.” Donna pulled off her glove and examined her knuckle.
“Donna, are you sure you’re okay?” Robert actually did sound worried this time.
“I’m fine,” she replied briskly, pulling the glove back on and hiding the flash of silver tattoos.
“Phew. I thought I was going to have to make some kind of rubbish joke about how the gloves were coming off for the next round.”
Donna laughed. “When the gloves come off, Adept Lee, you’ll know about it.”
Robert nodded approvingly as he sat beside her, crossing his long legs. “I like this new Donna Underwood.”
“‘New’? What’s so
new
about me?” She searched his face to see if he was teasing her, but he looked completely serious.
“Ever since you came here—to the Order of the Crow, I mean—you’ve seemed different. More self-assured than in Ironbridge. It’s good to see.”
Donna half smiled, feeling uncomfortable under his scrutiny. “I don’t
feel
more self-assured.”
He laughed. “Trust me. I can see it in your eyes. In the way you carry yourself.”
“You’d think I’d be
less
confident, given my release of the demon hordes.”
“Why is it so hard for you to believe in yourself?” Robert touched her shoulder, taking her by surprise. “You were brave, and you did your best under the worst possible circumstances. Seriously, you’re way too hard on yourself.”
She let out a long breath and met his dark eyes. “Thanks.”
“For what?”
“For being the only person—apart from my mom—who hasn’t rubbed my nose in what I did.”
“What would be the point in that? What’s done is done. It’s how we react to the new status quo that counts.”
“Next thing you know, you’ll be telling me to trust my feelings … ”
Robert smiled a confused sort of smile. “Okay,
now
what film are you referencing?”
She grinned. “Please don’t tell me you don’t recognize it.”
“I was never allowed to watch movies as a kid. I’ve got a lot of catching up to do, now that my dad’s gone back to China.”
“Dude. We’re
totally
watching
Star Wars
together.”
“Okay. Only if you’ll watch my favorite Bruce Lee film afterwards.”
“I thought you said I was bowing to stereotypes, making that Bruce Lee reference last week?” She mock-glared at him.
Robert’s lips quirked. “I didn’t say I wasn’t a fan now, did I?”
“Oh, you’re
good
… ”
“I know,” he replied, nodding emphatically.
Donna laughed, wondering that she could still do something so … frivolous. Laughter seemed a long time ago (in a galaxy far, far away—or at least as far away as Ironbridge, with Nav). Having fun seemed wrong, somehow, what with everything that was threatening on the horizon.
“You must miss them,” Robert said, breaking into her thoughts. Almost reading her mind, it seemed.
“Who?” she asked, just to make sure.
“Navin and Xan.” He rolled his eyes. “Who did you think I was talking about? Simon and your aunt?
“Yeah, right.” She shrugged. “I’ve been staying in contact with Nav pretty much all the time.”
“And Xan?”
She shrugged, uncomfortable as to how to address
that
particular situation. “Off and on, you know? What about you—do you have anyone special? You were pretty dressed up last night. For you.”
He smiled, but the expression didn’t reach his eyes. “I did at one time. Or at least, I thought I did. It was years ago, back when I was at school.”
“How old?”
“Sixteen,” he replied. His eyes had gone somewhere else.
“It wasn’t that long ago. You make it sound like you’re ancient.”
“Five years feels like a lifetime.”
“You wanna share?” Donna smiled encouragingly at him, trying to shake him out of the suddenly serious mood that had taken hold. She was genuinely interested—she really was—but she was also glad of the chance to take a breather.
Robert shrugged. “Things didn’t end well.”
“So tell me how they began.”
“With a kiss,” he replied, a faint smile appearing and disappearing, blink-and-you’ll-miss-it fast.
Donna grinned. “Was he hot?”
This time he really did smile. “Yes. He was … ” He shook his head. “Yeah. He was
hot
.”
“Was that supposed to be an imitation of me?” she asked, mock-offended.
“I thought it was rather good,” Robert replied.
“Oh, was it?” Donna laughed. “
Rather good
.”
And then they were both laughing together, and somehow the laughter didn’t feel so wrong to Donna anymore. There had to be light to balance the darkness in life—otherwise, what was the point? She’d read that somewhere. Or maybe she was just thinking about
Star Wars
again.
“Seriously,” she said, taking a breath. “What happened?”
Robert looked away. “He told the other guys that it was me who’d tried to kiss
him
. The worst part of it was that I would never have told them anything. Even if he wanted to stay closeted for the rest of his stupid life, that’s his business. Not mine. But
he
kissed
me
, I kissed him back, and he was happy about it. There was a moment where I saw it in his eyes.”
“What did they say? Your other friends.” Donna had a horrible feeling she already knew.
“They called me ‘queer’ and ‘fairy’ and made my life a living hell for the better part of a year. They weren’t my friends, not anymore. I kept thinking, something else will happen to take their attention off me. Somebody else will screw up and become the focus of all their crap.” He shook his head. “I actually
hoped
that would happen. What kind of person does that make me? I hoped that one of my classmates would do something wrong in their eyes and start taking the heat so I’d get a break.”