The Still (54 page)

“Come back. We’ve yet to—”

I stalked to the edge of camp. After a time, I noticed a shadow behind. Staring through branches at the moon sailing above, I waited for Rust’s calming hand.

“Pardon my lord.” Anavar’s alto, on its journey toward manhood.

I jumped. “I thought—why do you always follow me?”

“You’re unhappy.”

“Obviously.”

“When I’m unsettled, I want someone to talk with.”

“Talk, then.”

“Why do you want to go to Stryx?”

“To settle the matter with Vessa, once and for all. I hate this business of intermediaries, messages I don’t quite understand, promises that may not be meant. It’s why I never paid much heed to Mother’s statecraft.”

“And why don’t you want to go?”

“I just said ...” I grinned wryly. “If you must know, I’m afraid.”

“Of death?”

“Well, yes. But more of torture.” I shivered. “At Stryx I saw a man who’d been tormented by the Norlanders. His hands ...” The recall made me gag.

“Once I saw them put a man in the pit.” Anavar grimaced.

“Still, Mar holds the castle, but not the town. Even if Vessa turned on me, he couldn’t easily betray me to the Duke.”

“Go on, sir.”

“It’s your Tantroth I fear. On bad nights, I dream of the black sails I saw from high on the hill. And his black-clad men who struck at us from the wood. Yet, I must see Vessa.” I sighed. “Anavar, tell truth: What will happen if your master catches me?”

“I don’t know, sir.” He hesitated. “He won’t let you go, I think. Not unless you make alliance with him, that he may gain Caledon. They say Lord Tantroth’s thoughts never roam far from that purpose.”

“If I refused?”

“I don’t know him well. I’d guess he’d try to break your will. I mean, through your body.” Anavar stumbled, caught my arm to save his balance. “Sorry. I don’t see well in the dark. Father says ... never mind.”

My thoughts were elsewhere. “I might manage it. I know the streets, and I’ve supped at the tavern oft enough. The house of Vessa is near the harbor, on the promontory.”

“Sir, I can’t act against my lord Tantroth.”

“I know, Anavar.” My tone was gentle.

A long pause, while we negotiated rocks along the trail. Finally, Anavar said, “Guards roam everywhere. In the square, at the market. Through all the streets. Tantroth means not to be surprised should your uncle’s troops sortie from the hill.”

“Thank you.” I glanced about; we’d strayed too far from the flickering fires. “Best we head back.”

“Look how the moon rides through the clouds. Think you the demons get warmth from her as we do the sun?”

“So they say.”

He shuddered. “I saw a demon once. He was perched on the windowsill.” A time passed. “Of course, I was younger then. Lord Prince, what if I go with you?”

I gaped. “You mean to Stryx?”

His words darted as if to evade my objection. “In disguise, but wearing our black under my costume. If a guard stopped you, I could intervene.”

“And hand me to your master.”

“I’d give you my word.”

“Against your lord?”

“Well ... I wouldn’t raise hand against him.” He stopped, listened to a bird calling in the night. “You reminded me I’m your ward, tonight. Do I not owe you a measure of loyalty?”

“That’s for you to say.”

“I just said it. I would guide you in Stryx.”

“And return to your people, if the chance arose?” I shifted irritably.

“I’d like that, if they’d believe my tale. But it wouldn’t be just. If I go with you, I see you safely back.” He drew himself up. “I give my oath on it.”

I shrugged, forgetting he couldn’t see. “No matter. It’s idle talk. Let’s go back; I’m freezing.” A moment later, at the fire, I snapped my fingers to Garst, for hot tea. “Where’s Fostrow?”

“Here, my lord.” Breathing heavily, he stepped from the shadows.

“You followed?” I made no effort to hide my exasperation.

“After those stalkers flitted about in Soushire Castle, think you I’d let you walk unprotected?”

“I didn’t see you.”

“You weren’t meant to.” Sighing, he sat. “Don’t look so surprised that I know my trade.”

I set down my tea, shivering. “Refill it, Garst. Rust, I would speak with you in the tent.” I glared at Fostrow. “Alone.”

Inside, I braced myself, told Rust I intended to go to Stryx with Anavar.

He grimaced, but said nothing.

“You don’t forbid it? Threaten to lash me if I try?”

“Keep a civil tongue, Roddy. I direct your behavior to make of you a man, as you asked. In matters of state I must let you have your way; who am I to steer your course?”

“I go without you, Rust. Untie your apron springs.”

“Roddy I have ... business in Stryx.”

“What could you possibly—oh.” Llewelyn, of course. “What would you do if you find him?”

“Ask.” Rust’s eyes were bleak.

“What possible answer could appease you?”

“None I could imagine. But he’s my father.”

“Rust ...” Wearily, I sat. “How can I make you understand? I think no less of you for what he did. This is not the time for such inquiries.”

“No time in war to explore treason? If not now, when?”

“When I’m crowned, and sit in Castle Stryx.”

“It might be too late.”

“How do you mean?”

“Roddy, I—” Unexpectedly, his voice caught. “Who knows what he’ll do. Flee to Eiber, perhaps, or end himself with remorse. I can’t live all my life without knowing!”

“If I go to Stryx, in whose hands could I leave Elryc, but yours? I’ll have Tursel do your bidding while I’m gone. If I’m taken, I rely on you.”

“You know what you ask?”

“I believe I do.” My eyes met his.

Nothing, then a long sigh. “You’d trust that Eiberian, after beating him half to death?”

I was silent a long moment. “Yes. I think so.” I looked up. “Rust, I have to trust somebody, do I not?”

A bleak smile, but it eased my heart. “You’ve learned that at last? We progress.”

“Then it’s settled.”

We did our best to prepare. I entrusted my dented crown to Rust for safekeeping, packed my saddlebags with useful sundries. As usual when there was work to be done, Garst was nowhere to be found.

In principle, Rustin might have accepted my foray. But there was much advice to endure—most of it worth the hearing—before we were allowed to leave, and even then, my party had swelled to six.

Two picked soldiers were to escort us to the edge of Stryx, to ward off brigands and await our return. A third, a burly young fellow, was to dress in peasant garb, ride into town and keep us in sight.

Lastly, Rust prevailed upon me to let Genard ride with us. “He’s clever, he’s not noticeable, he runs like the wind.”

“He babbles, he’s full of unwanted advice, he pries into—”

“You may find him useful.”

I waved assent. Possibly Rustin was right. One never knew.

Perhaps Rust shared my doubts. In the midst of the hullabaloo of our preparations, he caught Genard’s arm, firmly led him behind the wagons, a switch under his arm. When they returned the stableboy was subdued and anxious to please.

I
CALLED A HALT
to rest the horses, and took the opportunity to dismount, wrapped in my old and dusty cloak. Despite the cold I went behind a shrub, pulled down my breeches, and rubbed ointment on my chafed thighs. Meanwhile two of the soldiers walked the horses; the third rode ahead as a scout, as he’d done since we left camp.

The day’s ride had been long and weary. The route was muddy. We’d pushed south, on roadways, cart trails, and goat tracks, until by my reckoning from the rude map we carried, we were now southeast of Stryx, and would take the next trail west. No matter how far south we’d gone, if we turned west we’d run into the sea soon or late, and could make our way into the town.

“Best if you stand in the stirrups, m’lord.” Genard walked me back to the horses. “That way you don’t rub—”

I was in no mood for advice. “There won’t be ointment enough for you, unless you hold your tongue.”

He subsided, but as we remounted, thinking he was unseen, he made a rude gesture.

Anavar flicked his crop; Genard yelped. “Respect your prince,” said the Eiberian. Without waiting for answer, he spurred to my side. “Rodrigo ...” His brow furrowed. “Did you notice Garst this morning?”

“By his absence.” I sniffed, wiped my nose.

“Yes.” Anavar rode for a time in silence. “I looked for him.”

“He’s not your responsibility. Rust will chastise him.”

“I fear ...” Anavar seemed uncomfortable. “Lord Prince, he may have fled.”

“Again? Doesn’t he tire of it?”

“You jest, but consider the prospect. If he finds our camp—men of Eiber, I mean ...”

“Will they put him to death?”

“It depends on the captain. And on the news he brings.” He watched my face, saw no enlightenment. “Sir, he heard us talk of riding to Stryx.”

“Imps and demons chew his liver!” I set my mouth tight. “We’d best hurry.”

“To what point? I know not where our patrols ride, nor does Garst. If when he left our camp—”

“Anavar, you must choose a side, and call it ‘ours.’ Else you make my head spin.”

“If when he left your—our—Lord of Nature, I know not!” He pounded his pommel, causing his gelding to start with alarm. “I—we—I am of Eiber!”

“That’s true, and today you wear Eiber black. But you ride with Caledon.”

“Because you showed me mercy. You saved me.”

“Would you turn back? You have my leave.”

“And be despised by both camps? To what infamy would you consign me?” It sounded an accusation.

To lighten his woe, I said, “You can always become my vassal, and settle your loyalty.” He looked as if I’d struck him, and I added hastily, “In Caledon, I meant. Not for your lands and holdings in Eiber.”

“Here I have no lands.” He sounded sullen.

“Or holdings, other than your stipend. Have you spent it all?” For my perseverance, I was rewarded with a wan smile.

Genard trotted to my side. “M’lord, a trail.” A narrow footpath, into the western hills.

“Good lad.” I raised my voice. “Hold! We’ll try this one. You, ride ahead and recall the scout.” I waited while the soldier galloped off.

It wasn’t long before the guard returned, with his companion. I said, “This footpath isn’t on the map, but—what in the fiery lake are
you
doing here?”

Fostrow said, “Scouting, my lord. Someone had to ride ahead.”

“You were to remain in camp! You were of Mar’s guard, and your face is too well known—”

“And think you I’d trust that—that puppy they chose to watch you in town? He’s a boy, and a Cumberan boy at that. He’s never seen the close winding streets, never walked the harbor, never—”

“Never tried my patience like a stubborn old fool!”

He glared. “And who might that be?”

“Gah!” I drew sword, slashed at a nearby branch. “Lord of Nature, why?”

“We waste time, Roddy.”

His look was unyielding, and I put aside my ire. “Too late now to send you back. We may need your guarding; Anavar thinks Garst bolted.” Wearily, I urged Ebon onward. “Did Rust put you up to this?”

“Of course not, my lord.”

I’d never know. “Anavar, do vassals act so in Eiber?”

“Only until they’re hanged, sir.”

Fostrow shot him a glance that boded ill. “One arrogant pup I can abide. Two ...”

Anavar was silent, but for the next league or so, a smile played on his lips.

Uneasy, I patted the mane of my horse, urged the beast forward, wishing I were on Ebon. But even with my hair cropped short, and in my peasant garb, too many in Stryx might remember me, especially on my favorite steed. In any event, a peasant boy on so fine a stallion would cause remark. Ebon grazed in a copse on the edge of town, along with Genard’s mare, tended by our two escorts. Behind, Genard clung to my waist.

Abruptly we came on a trio of black-garbed troops, Tantroth’s outer guard. Two remained squatted, playing at dice. The third waited with drawn sword.

“Stay to the side of the road, m’lord.” The stableboy’s whisper was sharp in my ear.

My chest ached. “Nonsense. Act as if we’ve every right to be here.”

Genard adjusted the thong of his sandal. “You sound too much like a prince. I’ve learned about not being noticed, and—”

I twisted round, peered through the drizzle past the huts that lined the narrow trail. Fostrow was nowhere in sight. I muttered, “Why the side of the path?”

“Here, I’ll show you.” With no warning, Genard hurled himself to the ground, scrabbled for a handful of pebbles. He swarmed back into the saddle, panting. “See?” As we neared the guards he tossed a pebble at a thatched roof, grinning idiotically.

“You’re dim-witted. What else should I observe?”

“That’s it, m’lord.”

The sentry frowned at us. Genard jabbed my ribs; I jumped half out of the saddle, spluttering with fury. With a giggle, he tossed pebbles past the guard. “Go on, brother. Catch the stones.” He scratched furiously at his leg.

I hissed, “Stop it!” Genard paid little heed. Instead, he pinched me so it hurt.

The sentry be damned. With an oath, I twisted, managed to get a hand on Genard, hauled him into position to cuff. For a time he endured the blows, then tore himself loose. “All right, m’lord, we’re past them.”

“—don’t you ever dare touch—what?” I peered. “Oh.”

“See, m’lord? You occupy yourself with little things. Give way the road, pay no attention, and they’ll do the same.”

Head low, Anavar brought up the rear. A whisper. “I think he’s right.”

“Must we ride to Vessa playing fools?”

“Sometimes, sir, when my father was angered, I’d go about humming and pretending to be immersed in childish things, until his temper soothed itself. Had you not the art of making yourself invisible in your keep?”

“Not really. Well ... I watched the nobles at state dinners, sometimes, when I was thought to be abed. I curled in the corner with some houseboys, playing at jacks. Mother never noticed.”

Our trail met the coast road at last. Thunder rolled over the squat stone houses; lightning flashed on the whitecaps lapping at the shore. Scudding gray clouds consumed the bell tower and the great castle on the hill above. I glanced south, couldn’t see Tantroth’s outpost along the sea road. He’d have one, though, perhaps half a league south. His main force, no doubt, would be manning Llewelyn’s keep.