The Steel Remains (44 page)

“Where are we going?” he asked Seethlaw's back.

“Where you wanted to go.” The voice drifted to him over the dwenda's shoulder. Seethlaw did not turn around or slacken his pace. “I'm going to fulfill your obligations for you.”

“And why would you do that?”

A lewd chuckle that put twinges through Ringil's sweetly aching groin. “You have a short memory, Ringil Angeleyes.”

“Lucky I've got a fucking memory at all,” Ringil muttered. “Place like this.”

And he shivered again.

BACK IN THE GARDEN, THERE WAS A GRIZZLED SOLDIER IN IMPERIAL
cavalry rig who said he knew him and talked incessantly about campaigns in the desert Ringil had never been a part of.

Not like we didn't warn old Ershnar Kal not to quit the outcrops that time, is it? Fucking coast huggers, got no clue how to fight a desert war. Not much surprise the scale faces took them apart before we got back. You remember what they did to Kal's ribs, the way they left him?

No, I don't.
Slightly desperate, because the horrors of a screaming, sun- seared image he had never seen were beginning to trickle into his head.
Like I told you, I was never fucking there.

Gave me nightmares for months, that.
The imperial seemed to be ignoring his protests. But perhaps he had to, perhaps they all had to, the same way Ringil had to resist each apparition's false assumptions about him, in order to go on existing at all.
Still get it sometimes when it's a tough summer, still wake up sweating and screaming, dreaming about the scale faces coming up out of the sand all around us. You ever have dreams like that?

The Scaled Folk came from the sea,
Ringil told him firmly.
They were never in the desert. They came out of the western ocean and we threw them back into it. That's what I remember, that's what fucking happened. And I don't know who the fuck you are, either.

Surprised hurt in the soldier's eyes. Ringil thought of Darby's face when he offered him the money, thought of how he must have looked when Iscon Kaad skewered him. He dropped his gaze, ashamed.

“You got to hang on, Gil,” Grace- of- Heaven said uncomfortably. The unknown soldier was gone, but the garden remained. “It's for the best.”

“Yeah?” Ringil slurred. “Whose fucking best is that then?”

“No one wants you hurt.”

“Fucking trade- up piece of shit. With your house in the Glades.”

“Oh, I see. That's reserved for the Eskiaths of this world, is it? I guess I was just supposed to stay colorful for you here in the slums.”

Ringil summoned a defensive sneer. “What's the matter, Grace? You want to be like me? You're trying way too hard.”

Milacar turned away. Ringil waited for him to dissolve like the soldier, then discovered he wanted him back after all.

“I'm sorry about Girsh,” he called. “But I think Eril had time to get away. I think he made it.”

Grace- of- Heaven gestured impatiently— fast, angry motion, face still turned away. He would not look back or meet Ringil's eye.

THEY CAME OUT OF THE CAVERNOUS DARKNESS AND PICKED THEIR WAY
over a litter of massive granite boulders embedded in smooth white sand. Ringil couldn't tell how long they'd been walking; the garden was the last thing he remembered clearly, and before that, less clearly, the forest path. Now, overhead, the rough, climbing roof of the sea cave they'd just emerged from made a jagged upper frame for his view down the beach to the surf. Above the sea, the night sky showed a handful of stars and—

Ringil slammed to a halt. “What the
fuck
is that?”

Seethlaw paused between two boulders, spared a brief sideways glance. “That's the moon.”

Ringil stared at the softly glowing dirty- yellow disk that sat fatly just above the line of the horizon, the darker patches like stains across its radiance.

“It's like the sun,” he murmured. “But it's so
old,
look at it. Like it's almost used up. Is that why the light's so weak here?”

“No.”

“Is it the Sky Home the Majak talk about?”

A note of impatience crept into the dwenda's voice. “No, it's not. Now keep close. This isn't wholly our territory.”

“What do you … ?” Ringil's voice faded out.

There were figures in the surf.

At first he thought they might be statues or just approximately human- looking rocks for all the movement they showed. But then they did move, and Ringil felt a cool gust of fear up his spine at the sudden change. They were some twenty yards distant, and the light was uncertain, but he thought they had breasts, huge luminous eyes, and circular lamprey- like mouths.

“Might help if I had a weapon,” he hissed at Seethlaw's back.

“You do,” said the dwenda absently. “Your sword is on your back and that grubby little reptile tooth you're so handy with is in your belt. Much good they'll do you if this goes bad.”

Ringil clapped a hand to his shoulder, found the strap of his scabbard hung there, the pommel of the Ravensfriend in place and within reach. He would have sworn only moments ago that he had not felt the weight.

“Don't touch it.” There was a taut warning in Seethlaw's tone. “Just smile at the akyia, stay away from the water's edge, and keep on walking. Chances are they'll leave us alone.”

He led the way out around a tumbled pile of granite blocks. The smooth pale sand was soggy underfoot now, and the surf was closer. The figures in the water shifted about, and one or two of them disappeared beneath the waves, but otherwise they seemed content simply to watch their visitors go past.

“They're not armed,” Ringil pointed out.

“No, they're not. They don't need to be.”

Along the gently shelving beach, in and out among the half- buried boulders and tilted blocks of stone. Light from the feebly glowing phantom sun made the rocks into black silhouettes against the sand. Now Ringil saw that the— he groped for the name Seethlaw had given them
—the akyia
were keeping pace, diving beneath the surface in sequence, a handful at a time, coming up twenty or thirty yards farther along and waiting for the rest of their companions to catch up. A chittering, sucking noise seemed to come and go faintly on the wind, gusting between the sound of the waves.

Seethlaw stopped and cocked his head to listen. Ringil thought a smile touched the corners of his mouth.

“What's so funny?”

“They're talking about you.”

“Yeah, right.”

Now their path apparently took them away from the shoreline again. The cavernous overhang of the sea cave had given way to sections where the cliffs above had collapsed altogether into mounds of gigantic rubble. Seethlaw led him in among it all, up through a narrow ravine between drunkenly angled blocks each the size of an upended imperial coach. They began to climb away from the sea. Ringil touched his hand briefly to the pommel of the Ravensfriend again.

“When did you give me the sword back?”

“You've had it from the start. You just weren't aware of the fact. It's a simple enough trick. That one, I
could
teach you.”

“I've been carrying this thing all along? Even in the forest, when we camped?”

Seethlaw looked back at him, mouth quirked again. “We haven't reached the forest yet.”

Ringil felt the strength run out of his legs like water. The rock wall to his left seemed suddenly to be toppling over on him.

“Then…”

“Shut up!”

Seethlaw had locked to a halt in the narrow space ahead of him, one closed fist raised, point- man- style, for silence and stillness. Very gently, without moving any other part of his body, he nodded upward. Ringil followed the direction of his gaze, and stopped breathing.

Fuck.

One of the akyia had not, it seemed, been content to stay in the ocean and watch them leave. It crouched on top of the right- hand block, two yards over their heads, poised lizard- like on arms splayed wide. Powerful- looking hands curled like claws into the fissures and features of the granite.

Ringil's hand flew to the pommel of the Ravensfriend. The akyia's head tilted, lamp- like eyes fixed on the movement.

“I said don't fucking touch that!”

For the first time since he'd known the dwenda, Ringil thought he
heard genuine fear in Seethlaw's mellifluous voice. He dropped his hand back to his side. The akyia shifted its head again, met his eyes directly. It felt like a physical blow.

“Don't do anything stupid,” said Seethlaw, very softly. “Don't move, don't do anything sudden at all.”

Ringil swallowed and remembered to breathe. Held the creature's gaze, stared at it while his mind stumbled after comparisons.

The akyia looked like a harbor- end pimp's nightmare of womanhood. Like something dreamed into being from the fumes of one too many flandrijn pipes and the constant, stealthy background slap of water against the pilings under the wharf. It was long-haired and full-breasted, pale- skinned in the light from the worn- out moon, and smoothly muscled from a lifetime in the water. But the hair straggled back from a skull built out of angles to make you scream. The eyes were the size of clenched fists, and for all that Ringil sensed a ferocious intelligence in their stare, they were set in sockets that had more in common with the skull of a lizard than anything human. Thickly ridged cheekbones forced them back and up, separating the upper features from a chinless lower face that seemed wholly prehensile, and currently held the circular lamprey mouth aimed at the intruders like another massive eye.

It raised itself on the angle of the rock, scuttled down a couple of feet so it was hanging almost upside down on the wall above them. Ringil watched in fascination as two long, fin- fronded limbs coiled about in dark silhouette behind its head. He could hear them rasping as they sought purchase on the top of the block.

He cleared his throat.

“Just stay where you are,” Seethlaw murmured. “If it wanted to hurt you, it already would have.”

The akyia claw- walked its way down the wall of rock until it really was suspended upside down almost within touching distance of Ringil's head. It brought with it the salt waft of its body, the fresh blast of ocean water overlaid with more fragrant elements that were curiously similar to Seethlaw's scent. Its hair hung in its eyes like the strings of a wrecked fishing net until, with a motion that was startlingly feminine, it lifted one hand from the rock and swept the strands back behind its head. A
nictitating membrane flickered up over the left eye, the circular lip of muscle around the mouth flexed in and out like an iris, and Ringil, staring up with a crick in his neck, saw concentric rings of teeth lift themselves briefly erect and then lie down in the throat again. He swallowed hard, fought down the terrible sensation of vulnerability that crawled in his face and scalp. It wasn't a stretch to assume the akyia could bite open his head as easily as a Yhelteth fisherman's machete taking the top off a coconut.

From deep in the thing's throat came the same glutinous chittering he'd heard earlier. It cocked its head back and forth between man and dwenda as if puzzled by the juxtaposition.

Out of the corner of his eye, Ringil thought he saw Seethlaw nod.

Then, rapid as a fleeing lizard, the akyia whipped about on the rock and was gone, back over the top in a succinct thrash of pale curves and coiling rear limbs. Ringil heard it scuttling away somewhere above them.

He sagged with relief, heart thunderous from the shock of that last sudden move.

Wished he'd been carrying some kind of weapon.

FUCKING, SOMEWHERE, ON COOL, DEW-DAMP GRASS IN A RING OF
mist- shrouded standing stones, under stars he did not recognize. There was a flavor to it, a raw abandonment that stung him like a blow across the mouth— Seethlaw sprawled naked and ivory white on hands and knees before him, panting and snarling like a dog as Ringil crouched and thrust into him from behind, hands hooked in and hauling on the hinge of the dwenda's bent body where hips and thighs met. A shivery sense of exposure came and went through his flesh, as if the standing stones were silent but tautly aroused spectators who'd paid to watch what the two of them were doing. Ringil, feverish with lust, reached around for the dwenda's cock, found it stony hard and pulsing at the edge of climax.

The feel of it slipped the final leashes on his own control; he heard himself growling now, saw himself as if from a height outside the
standing stones, hammering madly against Seethlaw's split buttocks, pumping the shaft in his hand until it kicked against his grip and the dwenda howled and clawed in the grass and Ringil came in his wake, as if in answer to the call.

And sagging, and collapsing forward, like a burning building coming down into the river, hand trapped beneath the dwenda's body as they went down, still frantically milking Seethlaw's cock into the wet grass, face pressed hard between the broad pale shoulders, laughing and sobbing and the tears again, icy this time, as they spilled onto the dwenda's skin.

ACROSS LOW HILLS UNDER A SKY THICKLY CARPETED WITH STARS, THERE
was a road of black stone built for giants. Its surface was broken and weed- grown underfoot, but it extended for a full fifteen or twenty yards on either side of them. Walking it, from time to time they passed under pale stone bridges higher than the eastern gate at Trelayne. Off to the right, there were clusters of towers gathered on the flanks of the hills like sentinels. Ringil's eye kept sliding out to them. There was something wrong with the architecture. The towers had no features, were as basic and flat- edged as a small child's drawing of buildings, only taller, so tall they looked stretched beyond any humanly useful dimension.

“Does anything live in those?” he asked Seethlaw.

The dwenda cast a long glance at the towers. “Not if there's any other option,” he said cryptically. “Not from choice.”

“You're saying they're prisons?”

“You could argue that, yeah.”

For a while, Jelim walked with them on the road, but it was a Jelim that Ringil had never known. The moody good looks were changed, weathered into something older and wiser than Jelim had ever had the chance to become. He looked, Ringil thought vaguely, like a successful young shipmaster, well traveled enough to have grown wise, still not aged enough to seem weary. He chatted away with coffeehouse aplomb, smiled often, and touched Ringil with an open confidence that belonged in some fantasy mural Grace- of- Heaven might commission to go with his bedroom ceiling.