The Shape of Snakes (41 page)

"She always smelled," flashed Maureen sharply. "And how do you know it was on her coat, anyway? Maybe she pissed her pants after she was hit."

"The smell was too strong and she was curled up in a ball to protect herself. In any case, she must have been saturated in it otherwise the rain would have washed it away." I turned back to Alan. "I think it was a practice run for what you did to me two months later ... just as
I
was a practice run..." I hesitated, all too aware that Rosie Spalding's father was sitting next to me-"for the cause of your bust up with Michael Percy."

His eyes flickered involuntarily toward Geoffrey before he dropped his forehead into his hands to mask his expression.

"That was Michael's doing," retorted Maureen so fast that my blood ran cold.
My God! Had she known about Rosle's rape and done nothing about it? She didn't stop bleeding for weeks, Michael had said ...
"Michael lost his temper for no good reason and went berserk. He's always been dangerous ... look at what he's in prison for now." She flicked a spiteful glance at Sharon. "If it's a murderer you want, then concentrate on him-even better, his mother's fancy man. Try asking who was the last person to speak to Annie. That'll give you the answers you want."

Geoffrey half rose from his seat, his face purpling with anger, but Wendy laid a restraining hand on his arm and held him back. "Don't let Maureen set the agenda, my dear. Can't you see she's trying to start a fight by provoking that peppery temper of yours? It's really most interesting. She doesn't want Derek and Alan to answer Mrs. Ranelagh's questions and I'm intrigued to know why."

Maureen's mean little eyes slid across to look at her. "What's it got to do with you?"

"Quite a lot considering I was one of your victims. You admit to theft so casually, Maureen, as if it's something to be proud of but your children broke my heart when they stole my mother's brooch. It was quite irreplaceable-the only thing I had of hers-but completely worthless, of course, as you must have discovered the minute you tried to sell it."

"Nothing to do with us. It was Michael who took that."

Wendy shook her head. "No," she said firmly. "I know exactly when it went. You came seeking shelter, as usual, and kept me talking in the kitchen while your children looked for what they could steal. I blamed myself, of course, as you knew I would. I should have locked all the doors the minute you came into the house. It wasn't as though I had any illusions about you."

The woman smiled unpleasantly. "Too right. You treated us like dirt."

"Not at all," said Wendy firmly. "I made a point of extending the same courtesy to you and your family as I did to everyone else."

"Yeah, well maybe you made that a bit obvious. You never liked us, that's for sure."

Wendy nodded immediately. "Yes, that is certainly true," she confessed. "In fact, it was a lot worse. I couldn't
bear
you ... couldn't bear your children ... couldn't bear to have you in my house. My heart used to sink every time you came knocking on our door because I knew I'd face a struggle between the complete revulsion you all inspired in me and my duty as a Christian."

The directness of this response took Maureen aback, as if she believed vicars' wives should deal only in euphemism. "There you are then," she said doubtfully. "That proves you treated us like dirt."

"Oh, I don't think so," murmured Wendy, "otherwise you wouldn't be so surprised to hear me agree with you. I said I
struggled
with my revulsion, not that I gave in to it. Our door was never closed to you, Maureen, not even after the theft of my brooch. We gave you and your children every assistance even though you were quite the most unpleasant family we'd ever had dealings with."

I watched Alan's head sink deeper into his hands.

"What about Michael Percy?" demanded Maureen belligerently. "He was a thief same as mine, but you couldn't do enough for him ... always turning out to hold his hand while the tart"-she jerked her chin at Sharon-"was otherwise engaged. But your pet ends up pistol-whipping old ladies and my lad comes good. So how did that happen, eh? Explain that."

Wendy shook her head. "I don't claim to know the answers, Maureen. All I can do is tell the truth as I see it." She, too, looked at Alan. "In any case, it's Alan you should be asking, not me. He's the only one who knows his story."

"Yeah, well, maybe I was a better mother than you thought I was," said Maureen triumphantly. "How do you like that for an explanation?"

"You were no better than me," said Sharon in a tight little voice. "The only difference between us was that yours were frightened of you, and mine wasn't."

"More fool you then," retorted Maureen, her eyes glinting to have lured the woman into the open. "Look where it's got you. Your Michael's such an embarrassment to you, you haven't spoken to him in years ... or that bitch of a wife who shopped him." She gave a harsh laugh. "Not that I blame you. He was a wrong 'un through and through. Do you think my kids would have thieved if he hadn't shown them how? Do you think Annie would have been stinking of piss if he hadn't found her and done the honors?" She pointed her cigarette at Sharon's heart. "That makes you sit up and take notice, doesn't it? You didn't even know he was in her house that night, let alone used her as a piss pot."

I glanced irresolutely at Sharon and was shocked by her terrible pallor. "Are you suggesting Michael killed her?" I asked Maureen.

"Helped her on her way maybe. He told Alan he got home about 8:30, saw that her door wasn't properly shut and went in to see if he could nick something. He found her lying on the rug in her sitting room, reckoned she was drunk and thought it'd be funny to piss on her." She broke off on a laugh. "The place stank of cats so he didn't reckon she'd notice when she came 'round."

"What happened?"

She gave a careless shrug. "He said she started moaning so he got the hell out in case she went for him. But the chances are he's lying through his teeth, and he gave her a kicking as well. It's what he liked doing."

I glanced at Alan's bent head. "Was Alan with him?"

'"Course he wasn't," snapped Maureen. "He's already told you he never touched her. But you'd rather believe it of him than Michael, wouldn't you? You're like
her
,"-she cast a baleful look at Wendy-"always think well of one and ill of the other."

Wendy leaned forward, propping her elbows on her knees and examining Maureen curiously. "Why is it so important that Alan wasn't there?" she asked.

A ferocious frown gathered on Maureen's face. "What's that supposed to mean?"

"You seem so determined to push the blame on to Sharon's son but, if I've understood correctly, it was
your
son who performed the same disgusting act on Mrs. Ranelagh a few weeks later. Yet none of you seems too worried about that."

"So?"

"It suggests that something worse happened to Annie than happened to Mrs. Ranelagh ... something you don't want Alan associated with."

Was it my imagination or was Maureen scared? Certainly Alan was-if his head dropped any lower, I thought, it would be touching his knees.

"Michael told us about it afterward ... gave us the idea," said Derek suddenly. "Seemed only fair to do to the nigger-lover what was done to the nigger. They both thought they could bad-mouth us and get away with it."

"That's right," said Maureen. "But it was Michael did it first, just like always. He was a bad influence, that boy. Everything evil in this street started with him and his mother, but it was always us got pilloried for it."

"What about rape?" I said cynically. "Whose idea was that? Because it certainly wasn't Michael's. He thrashed Alan within an inch of his life when he did it to Rosie. Doesn't that count as something evil?"

It was a form of words-spoken in angry defense of someone who wasn't there to defend himself-yet time stood still as soon as I'd uttered them. No one moved on the sofa. It was as if they believed that stillness could somehow freeze us all in time and space and leave my knowledge forever unspoken. My first reaction was surprise that Derek seemed to understand what I was talking about until I remembered Michael saying that Alan hadn't come to blows with him until after Rosie's rape.

My second reaction was entirely physical as the reason for their petrified expressions dawned on me.
Alan had raped Annie, too
... Oh, dear God! Forget control. Forget justice. Forget
revenge
. Twenty years of reasoned evolution were overturned in a second, and I regressed to a primeval desire to kill.

I leaped on Alan like a tigress-my revulsion-my fear- my hatred-
everything
-racing in a torrent through my blood. "You
FUCKING
little SHIT!" I roared, slamming his head against the wall. "She was
DYING
, for Christ's sake. How
DARE
you violate a dying woman?"

He cringed away from me. "I never ... only in her mouth..."

Out of the corner of my eye I saw Maureen's claws reach out to scratch my face. And with every ounce of hatred that I had I planted my fist between her teeth.

It would have turned into a free-for-all if Geoffrey hadn't been a pacifist at heart. He pulled me off Maureen by seizing me by the arms and spinning me 'round behind him. "Enough," he said sharply, standing between me and the sofa. "Control your mother," he ordered Alan, "or I'll ask Mrs. Stanhope to call the police."

It was an unnecessary instruction because Alan was already holding her back with an arm hooked 'round her neck, but mention of the police at least persuaded her to sink back into her seat. She eyed Geoffrey balefully. "You're in no position to play God," she spat. "Your hands are as dirty as ours."

He lowered his head like a terrier after a ferret, and stared fixedly at her. "Mrs. Ranelagh says Annie was beaten up in her house two or three hours before I passed her-and those are the injuries she died of-so don't accuse me of having dirty hands. You're the only one 'round here got free with a baseball bat."

Maureen's narrowed gaze focused on me. "You're being fed a pack of lies. A week ago this bitch was saying it was Derek gave Annie a thrashing before dumping her in the street ... Now she's trying to put the blame on me. Well, how could I have got the fat cow through her front door? Tell me that."

"She got herself out," I said, breathing deeply through my nose to try to quell the shudders that were jolting my body with electric shocks. "She had a fractured skull ... a broken arm ... she'd been unconscious for God knows how long with your filthy son all over her ... but she still had enough will to live to stagger out into the street and look for help." I made another lunge forward, only to be blocked by Geoffrey. "And no one gave it to her because they thought she was drunk."

"Your husband being one," she snarled.

I pressed a finger to the tic of hate that throbbed beneath my lip. "I think she came to my end of the street because she knew I was the only person who would help her. I even think she may have knocked on my door-and I feel so damn guilty I wasn't there, because I was sitting at school waiting for parasites like you and Derek to come and talk to me about your children's progress." I dropped abruptly onto my chair again, energy spent. "Some joke, eh? We all knew the only direction your children were ever going was toward prison."

"Don't you call us para-" began Derek.

But Geoffrey cut him short. "What did you do to Rosie?" he demanded of Alan.

"Don't answer him, son," snapped Maureen, spitting blood. "Just because that bitch of a teacher tells lies about us, it doesn't mean we have to start explaining ourselves."

"It damn well does," said Geoffrey belligerently. "If he raped my Rosie I want to know about it. He ought to be locked up."

"
Your
Rosie?" demanded Maureen, dashing the blood from her mouth with the cuff of her sleeve. "That's rich, that is. How come she's yours all of a sudden when you couldn't get shot of her quick enough to move in with the tart?"

"More to the point, Maureen," said Wendy forcefully, "when did Alan tell you about his part in all of this? And why did you do nothing to stop it getting any worse?"

She shrank into the back of the sofa. "You should be asking Derek that," she said mutinously. "He's already said it was him told Alan what to do. What could I have done except take a beating myself ... which is what happened every time Derek reckoned I was interfering."

But Derek gave an angry shake of his head. "I said I'd take the blame for the schoolteacher." he muttered. "Nothing else."

"There is nothing else," she snapped angrily. "All we ever did was thieve a few things off the nigger and teach Miss High-and-Mighty here a lesson in manners. All the rest is lies."

I looked up. "What about the cats?" I asked coldly. "Were they a lesson in manners, too?"

She dropped her eyes immediately and fumbled for a cigarette.

"You were too precise about the numbers inside Annie's house. It's not a figure you'd have known if you hadn't notched up each sad little stray as you tortured it."

Why should this be the key that unlocked Alan? Was a cat's death more dreadful than a woman's? A cat's humiliation harder to forget? A cat's cries more poignant?
Apparently so.
Annie could die ... I could be humbled ... Rosie could weep ... but an animal must be loved. His anguish was frightening for, as I watched him battle with tears for those long-dead creatures, I found myself wondering if he was still as dissociated from human pain as he so obviously had been then. If so, I had little hope for Beth and her children.