The Shade of the Moon (26 page)

“Are you saying our baby is going to die?” Mrs. Stockton cried.

“I’m saying you’re all going to die,” Sarah said. “Unless we get the baby out of here
and you clean every single thing in this house. We’ll take the baby back to the hospital
and isolate her until she dies. Tell your guard to put his gun down, and let this
grub go upstairs. He’ll take the baby and all her things. It’s the only chance you
have, Mr. Stockton.”

“Let him go,” Mr. Stockton said to the guard.

Jon began walking upstairs.

“You’re taking my baby?” Mrs. Stockton said. “Charles, tell them they can’t.”

“I’m sorry, Mrs. Stockton,” Sarah said. “We have no choice. The incubation period
is a week to ten days. If you keep the baby a moment longer, not only are you at risk,
but everyone else you have contact with. The house is quarantined. You can let your
domestics in to do the cleaning, but none of you can leave until someone from the
hospital authorizes it.”

“You can’t do this to us,” Mr. Stockton shouted. “My father’s on the town board.”

“Do you want to die?” Sarah asked. “Do you want your wife to die? If you see your
father before you’ve completely disinfected your home and yourselves, you risk killing
everyone you see, including your father and the entire damn town board. The baby’s
going to be dead by tomorrow night anyway. Is it worth the risk?”

“We’ve had the baby for over a week now,” Mrs. Stockton said. Jon could see the tears
flowing from her eyes. For the briefest moment he felt sorry for her. “Wouldn’t we
have seen something?”

“There’s a two-week period between infection and symptoms,” Sarah said. “Arthur, what
are you waiting for?”

“Sorry, ma’am,” Jon said. “Excuse me, please. Can you tell me where the nursery is?”

Mrs. Stockton pointed to a door. “Charles, what are we going to do?”

“Demand our money back for starters,” Mr. Stockton said. “Take the baby. Wake up the
wet nurse and tell her to start cleaning the house. I knew this grubber baby was a
bad idea. Maybe next time you’ll listen to me.”

“It was the only way.” His wife sobbed. “I wanted a baby so much.”

Jon told himself not to feel sorry for her. He walked into the nursery and saw a baby
sleeping in her crib. The wet nurse was standing next to her.

“Who are you?” she asked. “What are you doing here?”

“Stay where you are,” Jon said. “The hospital sent me to take the baby.”

“Is she sick?” the wet nurse asked.

Jon nodded. He longed to look at Liana, to see what she looked like, but there wasn’t
time. Instead he opened the chest of drawers and threw things into the suitcase. “Diapers,”
he said.

“In here,” the wet nurse answered, pulling them out and handing them to Jon.

Jon pulled out a laundry bag from the suitcase. “Put the dirty diapers in here,” he
said. “All of them.” He knew from traveling half the country with Gabe how important
diapers could be.

The wet nurse emptied a hamper into the laundry bag.

Jon threw all the rest of the baby clothes into the suitcase then handed it to the
wet nurse. “Take these downstairs,” he said. “I’ll take the baby. It’s dangerous for
you to be holding her.”

“I’ve been holding her for a week now,” the wet nurse said.

“Well, you won’t be anymore,” Jon said. “Now move it!”

Mr. and Mrs. Stockton stared at them as they walked down the stairs. Mrs. Stockton
was crying uncontrollably, but her husband was doing nothing to comfort her.

“Give me the baby,” Sarah said. “You carry the bags.” She stared directly at the guard.
“What are you waiting for?” she asked. “Open the door.”

“Do it,” Mr. Stockton said. “Get that damn grub baby out of here.”

The guard let them out. Sarah and Jon walked briskly to the car. Alex stood by the
door, waiting for them.

Sarah handed him the baby. “Give her to Miranda,” she whispered. “We have to get out
of here fast.”

Alex held his daughter for the briefest of moments before handing her to Miranda.
He hopped into the car. “Let’s go,” he said, and began driving away.

Sarah and Jon pulled off their surgical gear. “He’ll call his father first,” Sarah
said. “But even if his father calls the hospital, they won’t know what to tell him.
They’ll say to wait to talk to someone in charge in the morning. I think we have two
or three hours.”

“Left turn here?” Alex asked.

“Yeah,” Sarah said. “Then another left and drive straight to the town gate. Do you
have the travel pass?”

“Right here,” Alex said.

“Alex, she’s so beautiful,” Miranda said. “Look, she’s awake. Do you think she knows
who we are?”

“She knows,” Alex said. “She knows we love her and she’s safe.”

Monday, July 27

“This should do,” Alex said a couple of hours later. He pulled the car over to the
side of a country road.

“Should we be stopping so soon?” Miranda asked. The baby was sleeping contentedly
in her arms.

“This’ll only take a minute,” Alex said. “See that brook? We’ll use the water to baptize
the baby.”

“They baptized her in the hospital,” Jon said.

“That’s what they said,” Alex replied. “They also said the baby was deformed and dead.
I’m not taking any chances. Come on everyone. Let’s do this.”

“Gabe’s still sleeping,” Sarah said. “I’ll stay in the car with him.”

“Gabe will be fine,” Miranda said. “Sarah, you have to join us. You’re Liana’s godmother.”

“Oh no, I can’t be,” Sarah said. “I’m Jewish. I can’t be your baby’s godmother.”

Miranda laughed. “I wouldn’t be holding my baby if it wasn’t for you,” she said. “You
and Jon. You’re the godparents, like it or not. Right, Alex?”

“Right,” Alex said. “Everybody out. Except Gabe.”

They left the car and, holding on to each other’s hand, walked down the slope to the
brook.

“Are the godparents here?” Alex asked.

Jon squeezed Sarah’s hand. “We are,” he said.

“Alex, do you know what you’re doing?” Miranda asked.

Alex grinned. “I’m winging it,” he said. “But I don’t think God will mind.” He bent
over, wet his fingers with the water from the stream then made the sign of the cross
on the baby’s forehead. “I baptize thee . . .”

“Liana Hope,” Miranda said. “Liana Hope Morales.”

“Oh, I like that,” Sarah said. “Oops. I’m sorry.”

“I like it, too,” Alex said. “I baptize thee Liana Hope Morales in the name of the
Father and the Son and the Holy Spirit. Amen.”

“Amen,” they all said.

“Can I hold her?” Jon asked. “Just for a moment?”

“Of course you can,” Miranda said. “You’re her uncle. Make sure to support her head.
Yes, that’s right.”

Jon stared at his niece. Dawn was breaking, and hazy sunlight made it possible for
him to see what she looked like. Her hair was dark like Alex’s, but her eyes were
Miranda’s. “Liana Hope,” he said. He held his pinkie out, and the baby grabbed it.
“Look at that,” he said. “That’s amazing.”

“I think all babies do that,” Sarah said. “But Liana Hope is the most beautiful one
ever.”

Jon kissed his niece on her forehead and then handed her back to Miranda. “The most
beautiful one ever,” he said.

“We’ve got to get going,” Alex said. “We can’t take any more chances.”

Jon nodded. “You go on,” he said. “I’m going back to Sexton.”

“Jon, what are you talking about?” Miranda asked.

“I can’t let Lisa face this alone,” Jon said.” You keep going. I won’t say anything
about where you are. You can trust me.”

“It’s not a question of trust,” Alex said. “Jon, do you have any idea of what you’re
risking?”

“You might never see us again,” Miranda said.

“I know,” he said. “But I can’t ask Lisa to take the blame for something I did.”

“I did it, too,” Sarah said. “I’ll go back with you.”

“Sarah, go to Virginia,” Jon said. “I want you to be safe, remember?”

“Matt will know where we are,” Miranda said. “Take care of Lisa, Jon. And thank her
for everything she did.”

“You’ll have to walk back to the highway,” Alex said. “You should be able to hitch
a ride with a trucker. Tell them you were going to visit family, but the car broke
down, and your driver vanished, so you need a lift back. Give us until tomorrow. Lie
low today. All right?”

“All right,” Jon said.

“Will you see my father?” Sarah asked.

“I’d better not,” Jon said. “We don’t know how this is going to play out. Maybe no
one will care, and Lisa and I will get away, no problem. But if there is trouble,
I’ve got to do what I can to protect her.”

Alex nodded. “Take care, Jon. Do what you can for Lisa.”

“I love you,” Jon said, hoping that each of them, even the sleeping children, knew
he meant it. “I’ll find my way back to you, somehow. I promise.”

Sarah embraced him, but she broke away and walked with Alex and Miranda to the car.
Jon stood by the stream and watched as they drove off. He thought he heard Sarah crying,
but Alex pulled away so rapidly, he couldn’t be sure.

It didn’t matter. They were all about to start new lives, better lives. Jon was starting
his own new life. Just not a better one.

Tuesday, July 28

He’d gotten a lift with a trucker who was hauling a couple dozen grubs to work in
the greenhouses. From the sounds in the back, the grubs weren’t too happy about it,
but the trucker said he was earning a lot of overtime hauling grubs from all over
to replace the ones who’d died during the riots.

Jon thought about the truck Alex had wanted so badly, but he couldn’t imagine him
hauling grubs. Carlos would have, though, and Alex would have taken his share of the
money. He wouldn’t have told Miranda where the money came from. Bad times made for
big secrets.

The trucker let Jon off at the greenhouses. From there Jon had to walk to the nearest
claver bus stop, about four miles. It was dark by the time he got home, but he didn’t
mind. He felt safe being in Sexton. It wasn’t safe, but for a little while at least
Jon was a claver, and clavers were safe.

Still, he felt uneasy when he saw the house was dark. He called for Lisa, then Ruby,
but there was no answer.

Most likely Lisa was at work, he told himself. Ruby might have taken off when she
saw Gabe was missing. Or Lisa might have sent her back to White Birch or to some clavers
who needed another grub. Jon couldn’t picture Lisa scrubbing floors, but maybe without
Gabe around, Lisa didn’t care if the floors were clean.

It was also possible the police had tracked Lisa down and she and Ruby were being
held. Even if Lisa claimed full responsibility, the cops might keep Ruby. If they
let Ruby go, there’d be no reason for her to come back. She’d be sent to a different
family, to crawl into a different man’s bed.

Jon sat in the living room, thinking about his options. He couldn’t go to the police,
not unless he knew Lisa was being held. If she was, he could take full blame, and
the police might release her. But if the police hadn’t made the connection yet between
Lisa and the baby, it would be a disaster for Jon to show up.

He could call her office, to see if Lisa was there, but that would only be to make
himself feel better. If she wasn’t there, it could make things worse. Maybe Lisa had
changed her mind and left Sexton. She could have called into work that morning, said
she was sick and not coming in, and grabbed a ride out of town with a trucker, just
as Jon had grabbed a ride in with one. For all he knew, Lisa could be at Matt’s already.
She could have brought Ruby with her.

Maybe Lisa had figured out a way to let the authorities know she was to blame and
no one else was. Or maybe she didn’t care anymore if someone else was held responsible
just as long as she could be with Gabe.

Or maybe she was working late and would come home any minute, and she and Jon could
discuss what to do next.

Jon went into the kitchen and took some chicken out of the refrigerator, but after
a bite or two he put it back. He was tired, dirty, and hungry, but more than anything,
he was scared. How many years had it been since he was alone in a house? Even back
in Pennsylvania it seemed like there had always been someone around. And back in Pennsylvania
there had been no reason to feel this engulfing terror.

He walked upstairs. He couldn’t be sure what tomorrow would bring, but he’d be better
off getting a good night’s sleep. It could well be the last one he’d have in this
house, in any house.

Lisa’s bedroom door was closed. Jon opened it and turned on a light. She was sitting
in her desk chair, her head down on the desk. Almost immediately Jon noticed the gun
lying on the floor by her side.

Jon had been with his father when he died. He had seen his mother’s corpse hanging
from a tree. Death had been as much of a part of his life as hunger and fear.