Authors: John Lescroart
“And that’s good news? Maybe it’s semantics,” Hardy said. “The meaning of ‘good.’ ”
“It is good. It means Andrew’s on his way to admitting.”
“I would hope so, given the fact that you’ve already made a deal to that effect with Mr. Boscacci, haven’t you? I didn’t imagine that whole thing, did I? Boscacci filing juvie? All of that?” Hardy chewed on the inside of his cheek, added ruminatively, “Although I still can’t imagine why Boscacci went for it.”
Wu curled a leg under herself on the couch. “Because it’s all about numbers. The public understands convictions. Jackman’s gearing up for reelection. If Andrew admits, Jackman gets not one, but two murder convictions on the books, instead of a long messy trial with a sympathetic teenage defendant and a wealthy stepfather with ties to the media. You would have done the same thing.”
“Maybe, but that’s me. And I’m notoriously softhearted.”
“Right. Anyway, I reminded Allan how hard it is to get convictions, San Francisco juries, blah, blah, blah. I told him it was possible North might even be monetarily grateful at some time in the future for saving his son the extra fifty years in the slammer, perhaps a slight exaggeration on my part.”
“I hope slight,” Hardy said.
Wu shrugged that away. “I don’t think Allan bought it anyway. But he did buy the fact that this was a young man’s crime of passion. By the time Andrew’s twenty-five, he’ll be a different person, rehabilitated by the juvenile system instead of hardened by the hard time. And so on.”
“In other words, you snowed him.”
“Maybe I did pile it on a little. But this is such a classically good move. It’s actually got some moral underpinnings.”
“Alway a plus.” Hardy drank from his bottled water. He put the bottle down on his desk, took a deep breath, let it out. A longer silence settled in the space. The plantation shutters over the office windows weren’t drawn, and outside the shafts of early evening sun suddenly seemed glaringly bright in contrast to the muted office lighting. Finally Hardy spoke. “I bet you can guess what’s going through my mind.”
Her face tight with tension, Wu nodded, but answered confidently enough. “I’ll be seeing Andrew first thing again tomorrow morning and tie it up tight. Believe me, he definitely got it by the time I left today. He sees it.”
“He’ll admit?”
“I’m sure he will.”
“You’re sure he will. But Allan Boscacci thinks he already has? Is that right?”
“No. Not that he already has. Just that he will.”
“But Boscacci’s acted on that. And he’ll expect you to do what you promised in return?”
“And I will. Andrew will. He’ll see there’s no other real option. He already sees it, I’m sure.”
“You’re sure.” Hardy cast his eyes at his ceiling, brought them down and ran a hand over his cheek. Now he looked over at his young associate. He knew that she was still suffering over the loss of her father, laboring under who knew what other pressures. The last thing Hardy wanted to do was kill her initiative or micromanage her cases to death, but for a moment he was tempted to have her call Boscacci right there from his office. Clear the air with the DA’s office, at least. Let the chief assistant know that the deal might not be as solid as he’d been led to believe. Later, privately, Hardy could even plead Wu’s pain and suffering to Boscacci, and this might somehow mitigate the consequences if things went wrong, which according to Murphy’s Law they must, since they could.
On the other hand, he didn’t want to send a no-confidence message to one of his bright young lights. He himself had carved his own niche in San Francisco’s legal world by being somewhat of a loose cannon, taking risks beyond those which, he knew, any responsible boss would have approved. He strongly believed in the advice of Admiral Nelson, “Always go right at ’em.” Ask permission later. That’s what victorious sea captains—and winners in general—always did.
Didn’t they?
Hardy gave his associate a last, ambiguous look that mingled worry and hope, and she responded with a quick bob of her head. “Don’t worry, sir. It’ll happen.”
“I tell you what, Wu,” he said. “I’m sure hoping you’re right.”
Hardy parked on Bryant Street across from the Hall of Justice. Traffic was light and curb space, so precious during the workday, was everywhere. Behind him, the sun was going down with a gaudy splash. The usual sunset gale had started up off the Bay and it whistled by the windows of his car, throwing pages of newspapers, candy wrappers, random grit and other debris through the long shadows in front of him.
He checked his watch. Glitsky was ten minutes late.
Hardy had paged him, their signal, before he’d left his office. He wasn’t thrilled at having to wait. It gave him too much time to think about what Wu had done. He pushed the knob in his dash, turned up the latest Fleetwood Mac, who’d somehow managed to lift themselves off the oldies heap and get back in the game again.
Wu’s situation? It would play the way it played.
“Sorry I’m late.” Glitsky opened the door and slid into the seat beside him.
Lost in the music, Hardy hadn’t seen him leave the Hall or approach the car. Now he found himself mildly surprised by the sight of his friend in full uniform. In the nearly dozen years during which Glitsky had been the lieutenant in charge of the homicide detail, he hadn’t often worn his blues, preferring instead the more informal look of khaki slacks, usually a shirt and tie, and almost invariably a flight jacket, faux fur collar and all.
Now Glitsky was the picture of proper police protocol. He wore the uniform, his shield and decorations, gunbelt and gun. He held his hat in his lap at the moment, and the rest of him and his gear seemed to take up more space than he had when he dressed more like a civilian. Hardy thought it interesting that even the face looked more at home and, ironically, less threatening, with the uniform under it. Law officers were supposed to look authoritative and tough, and Glitsky, with his hatchet nose, cropped graying hair and the distinctive scar that ran through both lips, looked like a working cop, not like a scary citizen.
Now the working cop, fixing his seat belt, shot a look across the seat, saw Hardy’s eyes on him and said, “What?”
Hardy turned the key in the ignition, put the car in gear, started rolling. “Just admiring the fancy figure you cut in your uniform. I can’t seem to get used to it. You catch the peanut thief?”
“He wasn’t a thief. He just changed the drawers.”
“Somebody goofing with you.”
“Maybe,” Glitsky said, “knowing I’m such a big fan of practical jokes.”
“You are? And to think that all this while I understood you favored the death penalty for practical jokes.”
“I do.” Glitsky squirmed in his seat, getting himself arranged. “These seats are too small for normal people, you know that?”
“Wouldn’t one have to have a nodding acquaintance with normal to make that statement? And if so, how could you?”
Glitsky sat, not exactly squirming, but shifting in his seat. After a bit, he seemed to be probing with his right hand into the left side of his torso. He took in a big breath and released it, looking ahead, quiet, frowning.
“You okay, Abe?”
Glitsky sucked in a breath again, settled into his seat. In another minute, he sighed heavily. “My guts,” he said.
They drove another block or two in silence. “Me, I keep waking up.” Hardy spoke without any preamble. “It’s not like I don’t go to sleep. After I drink myself into oblivion, I do, but then a couple of times every week I have these dreams, always different but always with the same theme, like somebody’s closing in on me and I’ve got to shoot them, but there’s no bullets in the gun, or the knife disintegrates in my hand, or the cage they’re in, the bars melt, and then they rush me and I wake up.”
“I don’t dream at all,” Glitsky said. “But my guts hurt.”
Another block and they hit a light. “You ever think about seeing somebody? Maybe talk about it?”
“Nobody can talk about it.” His tone made it clear: this was Glitsky’s last word on the subject.
The subject, of course, was the shoot-out.
Since then, each of the four survivors were suffering, dealing in their own respective ways with the psychic toll of what they’d had to do. Gina Roake, who’d been engaged to Freeman when he died, spent most of her time exercising in martial arts or shooting at the range. Her earlier and lifelong passion for defense work had all but dissipated and she came into work only sporadically. She had completed a few hundred pages of a legal thriller that, she said, was going to expose the rottenness of the whole system.
Hardy’s brother-in-law, Moses McGuire, previously a heavy but controlled social drinker, had descended into a deep fog of alcohol. He wasn’t yet drinking in the mornings, but Hardy hadn’t seen him close to sober in eight months. He’d gained thirty pounds. He hadn’t shaved or trimmed his beard and his hair hung down to his shoulders. He and Susan were having problems in their marriage.
Hardy knew all about his own dreams, his problems with motivation, his feelings about the system he worked in, the cynical machinations he orchestrated nearly daily, the bibulous lunches, then dinners, then late nights. He figured his problems, too, would pass. In some ways the shaken foundations of his life seemed all of a piece with the world in general, the terrorism and war and madness that were now part of the daily fabric and that, for him at least, hadn’t existed since he’d been in Vietnam, and that since those long ago days, he’d naively allowed himself to believe would never exist again.
And now Abe and his guts. “Nobody can talk about it,” Glitsky repeated.
“I heard you the first time,” Hardy said. Then. “You worried somebody’s going to find out someday?”
“You’re not?”
“It crosses my mind from time to time.”
“It’s eating me up from inside.” As though to prove it, Glitsky pushed again at his side. “Especially since my promotion.”
They drove. Hardy said, “What does Treya say?”
“Nothing.” Then: “I don’t talk about it. Nothing’s wrong. She doesn’t need to worry about it. I’ll get over it.” Glitsky stared out the side window while pushing his right hand into his guts, just above his gunbelt. “I don’t understand this,” he said. “When Bruce Willis shoots somebody, they roll the credits and everybody’s fine.”
Hardy dropped Glitsky a few blocks beyond his own house, at the corner of Lake and Twenty-first. The deputy chief walked, counting ten houses up to the address. He stopped and noted the location of the garage to the side and a little behind the two-story, stand-alone stucco house. Then he continued on the sidewalk and turned up the polished riverstone path that bisected a neat lawn. Up three steps to an unlit brick and stucco porch, he stood on the landing and waited for a moment, listening. Through the glass at eye level in the door, he saw lights in the back of the house, some shadows dancing on the walls.
He turned back and checked the street. Like Glitsky’s own block, it dead-ended at the southern edge of the Presidio. From what he had heard and read about the murder of Elizabeth Cary, it had been just about at this time of day, a week ago tomorrow. Still not exactly full night. Witnesses certainly could have seen something. Especially if they ran to a window, as someone must have after hearing the enormous boom of a .9mm handgun. But no one had reported seeing anyone.
Glitsky pushed at the doorbell. The sound echoed in the house and a dog barked.
A dog? Glitsky hadn’t realized there was a dog, and didn’t know if it meant anything. Still, he wished he’d read it someplace, in one of the reports. For a moment, apprehension swept over him, the feeling that he wasn’t prepared enough for this interview, that he shouldn’t be here. His role in the gunfight last year had forfeited his right to be here, to be a cop at all.
It was just like he felt every day, at his regular job—deputy chief of investigations. He didn’t deserve to be where he was.
But then a figure was visible through the glass down the hallway. Glitsky put aside his own angst and stood straight, arranging his face to show sympathy. If the man he was about to interview was not a cold-blooded wife killer, then he was himself a victim who’d recently lost his life companion to violence.
The door opened. “Yes?”
Cary came as advertised—he looked at least sixty, was thirty or more pounds overweight and sported a thinning tonsure around a shiny dome of a head. He wore rimless bifocals, a white shirt and solid dark tie, loosened at the neck. Glitsky knew that the man had worked as the head accountant of a medium-sized engineering firm located in Embarcadero Two for the past seventeen years. From the look of him, he didn’t get out of the office much.
“Mr. Cary? I’m Deputy Chief Glitsky. I wonder if you could spare me a few minutes of your time?”
“Of course,” he said with a weary resignation. Then added, “Sorry,” for no apparent reason. He reached over, flicked a switch, and suddenly there was light in the living room and over the porch. “Come on in.”
Glitsky stepped over into the house, followed Cary a few steps over to a couch, where they sat. The dog was a light brown, medium-sized mutt with a lot of Lab in him, and he gave Glitsky’s legs the once-over. “If you’re not okay with dogs, Ranger can go.”
“Dogs are fine.” Glitsky gave him a little scratch behind his ears. Satisfied after a second or two, Ranger went over next to Cary and sat against the couch. His master began to pet him absently. Glitsky suddenly became aware of the smell of pizza just as Cary said, “We were having some dinner, but I wasn’t hungry anyway. Do you need to see the kids, too? They’re back in the kitchen.”
“Maybe after a while. We’ll see.” Glitsky cleared his throat. “First, I wanted to say how sorry I am about your loss. You have my deepest sympathy.”
Cary managed to nod.
“Secondly, I know that we, the police, haven’t made much progress yet, but I wanted to assure you that we have no intention of letting up on the investigation. He is out there and we still have every hope of finding him.”
“You’re assuming it was a man, then?”
“No. I didn’t mean to give that impression. Is there some reason you think it might have been a woman?”