It was near midnight when I returned to the Hotel. Creedmoor still sat by the fire. He was still drinking. He had his pistol out by his side as if he no longer cared about keeping secrets. Maybe that was why he was alone in the room. With the hand that wasn’t drinking he held one of his charms, the head of a big black beetle suspended from a piece of string. I think he’d purchased it in Hamlin. He sipped his whiskey and held the string and watched the head dangle. He sensed my presence but he didn’t look away from the beetle.
“There’s a trick to it,” he said. “It’s got warning magic. Folk stuff, you know? It knows enemies. It’s alert to vibrations in the Ether.”
The beetle’s head rotated slightly, but not in any way that struck me as magical.
“I can feel your skepticism, Professor. It won’t work if you don’t believe.”
“I beg your pardon,” I said. “I’ll try.”
I wanted to ask him why he had turned away from the service of the Gun. I wanted to ask him how he had accomplished that feat, since according to the stories the Gun did not let its servants go lightly. I wanted to ask him what the weapon he sought was and where it was. I wanted to ask him what his plans were, and I wanted to know what it was like to have been something more than human and then to be human again, and old.
“You’ve been drinking, Professor.”
“I have.”
“Professor Ransom,” he said. “There are a number of people I might choose to spend my last night on earth drinking with. All of them are my enemies now and most likely it is one of them who is coming to kill me. You are not among their number. Leave me alone.”
I woke at first light, vomited in the pot, and attempted to perform the Ransom Exercises despite my head-ache and the narrowness and odd angles of the room. Then I went out into the hall and banged on Carver’s door.
“Nothing has changed,” I said through the keyhole. “The show goes on. Meet me by the water.”
I checked on the horses and the wagon and tipped the hotel’s boy so generously that he showed no trace of reluctance when I asked him to help move the Apparatus down through the snow to the lake, even when he saw the size of it.
“That’s nothing,” I said. “Just wait till you see it come alive.”
A pair of the hotel’s other patrons followed us down. They were business-travelers stranded by the early snow and they had nothing better to do. One of them helped and one of them just criticized the way we were doing things.
Soon enough Mr. Carver came down the road. Despite the cold he was not wearing a coat, only his shirtsleeves. I did not remark on this, or on last night, or on anything else, and nor did he. I was right— nothing had changed. There was still work to be done and it did not matter who had said what or who kept what secrets. There would be time enough to talk again in the next town over, or the next, or on the road. That was my opinion. I told him so, and he thought for a moment, then nodded.
Piece by piece we moved the Apparatus out onto a wide flat rock in a clearing by the edge of the lake.
By daylight I could see that the light on the other side of the lake was only somebody’s house. I stood and waved for a while but I don’t know if they saw. But somebody from the town noticed us, because not long after that a flock of small children came and sat on the rocks and observed us. One of them got up and ran back into town and they came back with more children, and some grown-ups too. Miss Elizabeth Harper came down to the lake and I greeted her by that name, though I knew it was not truly hers, to show that I did not care. She smiled and asked what I was doing and I said I was doing what I always do, and that I had thought long and hard last night and I saw no reason to do anything different. I said I did not plan to just sit and wait for what ever might come. She looked at the Apparatus for a long time and then she said she agreed entirely, and she started to help too. She and some of the children under her direction strung up the lamps through the trees at the edge of the clearing. She painted the harry ransom white rock illuminations in red on a white sheet and hung it as a banner between two sticks at the edge of the water. Mr. Carver assembled the Apparatus and tested it, reporting with a thumbs-up and some cursing that nothing critical had been damaged in the incident of the wolves.
I strutted on the rocks and then stepped out onto the ice, as if it was a stage. I was in full flow of salesmanship, in such fine form that I can remember almost nothing of what I said all afternoon, except that I promised them all a show to remember. I promised them an end to the cold dark nights of winter. I promised that nobody would forget the time when Harry Ransom came to town.
John Creedmoor did not come down to the lake. I later learned that he spent the morning stealing blasting-powder from the unattended offices of the White Rock Lumber Company, and readying caches of it about town. I did not know he was doing that and I might have tried to stop him if I had. But then if I had been gifted with foresight I would never have come to White Rock at all.
Afterwards I imagine Creedmoor spending the afternoon pacing up and down Main Street in his long coat, hands darting to his guns at every sound and at every passerby, constantly consulting charms and magics that even he knew were worthless.
And I imagine the giant Knoll running all night and all day across the mountains, head down and pushing through waist-high snow as if it was nothing at all, following scents, the whispers of the wolves, the voices of his masters that only he could hear. I do not care to speculate on what those voices sound like.
The Mayor of White Rock came down with a group of local worthies, including the lawyer who sold me his flask the night before, a butcher, the representative of the White Rock Lumber Company, and a Nun. They asked what I was doing and I waxed poetic. They asked if it was dangerous and I assured them it was not. They said that it was a bad year for business with the early snow, and with rumors of War scaring off travelers anyhow, and I said that I would not take anyone’s money even if they offered it to me— I said they should see this as a free manifestation of grace, like an apparition of the Silver City. The Mayor liked this figure of speech very much though the Nun disapproved.
More and more of the town came down to watch. They wore hats and furs and families stood close together for warmth, and one or two small fires were started. Food and drink were shared. I paced and talked and shook hands and smiled and talked, about the Apparatus and about Light and about East Conlan and what I had seen on my travels and about the War. I do not know what exactly I might have promised them. I do know that I said that this was my last show, that they should gather their friends and bring their children if they had to carry them and drag out their old folks and wrap them up warm because there would never be another chance to see what they would see. They liked hearing this but though I think only the children really believed me.
Meanwhile Carver sat on the pedals and smoked, and Elizabeth Harper stood beside him and they talked together, Carver nodding and shaking his head and sometimes shrugging. They seemed to be planning something, or maybe that is just hindsight. Anyhow I did not pry.
The sun moved behind the mountains and night swept across the lake and engulfed us all.
I turned and gave the signal to Mr. Carver. Most nights the signal was that I raised my arms, like I once saw a Jasper City conductor doing in a picture-book. That night my mood was different and I stretched out my arm with two fingers extended toward the Apparatus like a pistol and mimed a shot. Carver grinned wider than I would have thought possible and threw the switch and hurled himself into the pedaling. Motes of light swarmed the Apparatus as the Process began. They swarmed Carver himself and made his teeth shine and his long hair drift. It occurred to me that I had never really watched him at work before— ordinarily I would not stand with my back to the crowd. There was some applause though not as much as one might have liked. There never was. The light swelled and encompassed Miss Harper, and it made her angelic for a moment, and then she turned and retreated into the shadows among the trees. Carver ceased his efforts but the light kept growing. It vibrated in the Ether and filled the glasses hung among the trees around the lake in too many colors to name, even if there were names for all of them, which there are not. Now there was more applause. Then there was a distant muffled crash from back up in the town and all heads turned toward that, even mine.
While I worked down at the lake John Creedmoor paced back and forth across Main Street. The town emptied out around him until he was alone. I do not think anyone would have stopped as they passed by and invited him down to the lake with them. I can imagine the look on his face. You would have crossed the street to avoid him. I imagine him pacing, alone, not knowing where everyone had gone and not caring. It didn’t excite his curiosity. He was pleased to be alone because it meant he could listen more closely for the noises of his enemy. Night fell on him. He drew his gun and holstered it a dozen times. He may or may not have noticed the light coming from the lake but if he did it didn’t mean anything to him. I do not know how to describe what he heard when he finally heard his enemy. The growling and the feet of the wolves— it’s the animal in us that hears them first, I think. Then there were some scattered screams. Then the pack turned the corner onto Main Street and came rushing down it, and Creedmoor turned and dropped his walking stick and ran as best he could through the snow and into the Grand Hotel. The lobby was empty and dark. He ran upstairs. He was panting already. The wolves were slowed by the front door for a moment but came crashing through the window. Creedmoor lit the taper on the cache of blasting powder he’d left by the door of his room. Then he went up one more flight of stairs with the wolves not six feet behind his heels and out onto the roof where he jumped out across a narrow but deep chasm and onto the second-story roof of the Hotel of the Opals. He hurt his ankle and his hip when he landed. There was a tremendous crash and dust and fire burst from the windows of the Grand and rocketed into the air and then the Grand started folding itself inwards. Creedmoor laughed. He laughed as he got to his feet and started shooting at the wolves that prowled the rubble-choked street below. Anyhow that is how I imagine it.
Around this time three wolves came out of the woods near the lake, and that was more than enough wolves to send the townsfolk of White Rock screaming and scattering. The fires were kicked over in the snow and the stampede knocked down the banner that read the harry ransom white rock illuminations and trampled it into the slush. Not every adult had the presence of mind to keep hold of their children. I looked in the crowd and the trees and the swinging stained-glass shadows for a glimpse of Miss Elizabeth Harper but I could not see her.
One of the wolves snapped at the back of a fleeing child and I shouted out and it turned and came bounding toward me instead. I stumbled back and slipped and fell and hit my head on the Apparatus. The wolf circled but something about the Apparatus seemed to scare it or confuse it, or maybe it was Mr. Carver that it disliked, but in either case it circled and circled and then suddenly turned and ran into the trees.
I said, “What now, Mr. Carver?”
He shrugged.
“It won’t end well,” he said. “Nothing ever fucking does.” I saw that he had the ax with him. It was sitting across his lap.