The Reckoning - 3 (93 page)

He shook his head again, unable to meet her eyes. "I knew," Elizabeth said, in a voice no longer steady, "that Davydd was doomed. We both knew it, toward the last. But I could not leave him. Even if my babe had not been due . . . How could I ever have forsaken him when he needed me the most? But I did not knowingly sacrifice my sons for him, I swear I did not! When they get older, will they understand that? Or hate me for failing them?"
"Lady Elizabeth, no! You have nothing to reproach yourself for!"
"I truly did not believe they were at peril. What threat could a fiveyear-old boy pose to a King? Or his three-year-old brother? I never once thought that he'd imprison them, for were they not his own cousins? Had I not made this marriage at his command?"
It was all spilling out, in a scalding surge. But even now, there were no tears. "If Edward was not willing to set them free, could he not have pledged them to God as he did my daughter? Or raised them at his court? They were just little boys, would have learned whatever lessons he chose to teach them. I've thought about it, you see, I've thought about it until I feared I'd go stark mad, with the questions chasing round
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and round in my head, never stopping. Why did he do it, Hugh? Even if he truly believed that he had no choice but Bristol Castle, why did he not let me go with them, then? Why?"
Hugh could think of only one reason why Edward would have torn Elizabeth away from her sons, and it was one that he believed was deserving of damnation. But he did not want to dwell upon the English King's vengefulness, for that would only intensify Elizabeth's fears for Llelo and Owain. Instead, he told her now of his arrival in Bristol, and then he began to lie, he who'd always scorned falsehoods, telling her that the boys had been seen playing in the castle bailey, that he'd heard they had comfortable lodgings and indulgent attendants. Elizabeth listened, saying little, and thanked him when he was done, but whether that meant she believed him, he did not know.
When it was time for him to go, he found himself delaying his departure, reluctant to leave her alone with her grieving, her ghosts. The King's brother and his lady were often in France, he told her, and when next they came to their lands in Champagne, he would seek them out, beseech them on her behalf.
The Lord Edmund had a good heart, and if he and his lady spoke up for her, the
King might heed them, might hasten her release. "And once you are free, Lady
Elizabeth, you will have a home in Angouleme with Caitlin and me, for as long as you like."
"You are the one with the good heart, Hugh. But I cannot accept your kind offer, for I cannot leave England. You see," Elizabeth said, "the King might relent. He might let me see my children."
Hugh nodded wordlessly and kissed her hand, marveling that she had somehow held on to a few shreds of faith. But as he reached the door, she said suddenly, urgently, "You take care of Caitlin, Hugh. Keep her safe. Keep her far from Edward's England!"
THE rain had ceased, but not for long. November was always a wet month in
Wales. The nights were cold now, the grass silvered with frost, the valleys and glens adrift in early morning fog, and the bracken mantling the hills was brown and sere. But those hills were still snow-free. Hugh hoped they'd stay that way for a few more days, time enough for them to get back across the border.
He still could not quite believe that they'd ventured into Wales, for that was the last place in Christendom he'd have chosen to be. When Caitlin first broached the idea, pleading that she wanted to thank the Aberconwy monks for her deliverance, he'd been appalled, for he was convinced that Caitlin was far safer in England than in Wales, where she was known. He could not forget that
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by men of his own tongue, and argued that all it would take was one craven wretch eager to earn English blood money, just one. But Caitlin had persisted, and for the first time in their marriage, they could find no common ground.
It was Trevor who'd made peace between them, Trevor who understood Hugh's fear and Caitlin's need. Let him go first into Gwynedd, he offered, let him see if the abbey was safe. While he was gone, Caitlin reluctantly nerved herself to cut her hair again, for she knew Hugh would insist upon cowled camouflage. But she never wielded her scissors, for Trevor returned to Chester with shocking news, news that ended her hopes of seeing Gwynedd one last time.
The English King wanted to build a great castle on the west bank of the River
Conwy, Trevor told them, but the site he had in mind was already takenby
Aberconwy Abbey. And so he meant to move it the entire monasteryseven miles to
Maenan. The first construction order had been issued that past March, even before Davydd was captured, and in September he'd secured the consent of the
Cistercian chapter-general. The abbey was overrun with English, he reported, was in a state of chaos and confusion, was for certes no place for Davydd ap
Gruffydd's daughter to be found.
Hugh was vastly relieved, but Caitlin was devastated. Aberconwy was their
Westminster Abbey, royal tomb to their princes. If Edward could uproot it at his will, what could he not do to her downtrodden countrymen, her conquered homeland? How could she turn away from their suffering? Hugh would give her
Angouleme, would give her his heart, his world. But what of Wales?
Hugh had shared Caitlin's grieving in the past, had consoled her as she mourned for her uncle, then for her father. But now she mourned for her country, and he did not know how to help her. Again, it was Trevor who came to their aid. She needed, he explained, to say farewell. By then, Hugh's good nature was being rubbed raw by his frustration, and he'd snapped that he'd not known Trevor was one for belaboring the obvious. How could she lay her dead to rest at a distance? Trevor was untroubled, though, by Hugh's unwonted sarcasm.
Gwynedd was indeed too dangerous, he agreed. But Lady Caitlin had never been in Maelienydd, did not risk recognition there. Hugh had been puzzled. What was in Maelienydd to give Caitlin comfort? And Trevor had said gravely, with just a trace of triumph in his voice, "Cwm-hir Abbey."
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lifted her spirits, and he began to hope that this mad quest of theirs might truly recover the Grail, help her to heal.
Hugh and Caitiin were in agreement that they owed Trevor more than they could ever repay. But the quiet Welsh youth was to do them one last great service, for when they finally reached Cwm-hir Abbey, it seemed for a time that their pilgrimage was to endunfulfilledthere in the Abbot's parlor. He received them with the utmost courtesy, but when they confided their mission, he responded with polite puzzlement. He was indeed sorry that they had traveled so far in vain, but they had been misled. The Cwm-hir monks knew naught of Llewelyn ap
Gruffydd's grave. And nothing they said could shake his certainty. Caitiin's impassioned claims of kinship were not denied, but neither were they heeded.
The Abbot smiled upon this unknown young woman and her English husband, sadly shook his head. They were mistaken. What more could he say?
But it was then that Trevor joined them in the Abbof s lodgings, Trevor who had helped to dig his Prince's grave. The monks remembered him well, embraced him in heartfelt welcome, as one of their own, and only then were they willing to admit that they were, indeed, keepers of the flame.
Abbot Cadwgan at once offered them his own hospitality, promising that on the morrow Brother Madog would guide them to the grave. That night at dinner he explained, quite unapologetically, that they dared not take people on faith alone, not when the sanctity of their Prince's grave was at risk. There were many amongst the English, he said, who would deny Prince Llewelyn a resting place in hallowed ground, just as his enemies had once done to Simon de
Montfort.
The Archbishop of Canterbury had even authorized an investigation, rumors having reached him of the burial at Cwm-hir. In fairness, though, to the
English prelate, he'd been trying to ascertain if there was reason for lifting
Llewelyn's excommunication. The Lady Maude Clifford had pleaded with him on
Llewelyn's behalf, and a brave act that was for the wife of John Giffard. But the Archbishop had concluded, not surprisingly, that Llewelyn could not be absolved unless it could be proved that he showed true repentance ere he died.
And so, the Abbot said with a thin smile, we are baffled by the persistent rumors of a burial at Cwm-hir, and we can only tell the English to seek elsewhere for the grave of our Prince.
The Abbot held to his word, and the next morning Brother Madog led them into a grove of trees, within sight of the river. As soon as they stepped from the sunlight into the shadowed stillness of the clearing, Caitiin saw the grave, for although it bore no cross, it was sheltered beneath a blanket of flowers:
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a scattering of red campion, and even a funeral wreath of glossy green holly, adorned with berries as bright as blood.
Brother Madog shook his head ruefully. "The worst-kept secret in Wales! We keep clearing them away, and people keep bringing more." Glancing at Caitlin, he saw the sudden shine behind her lashes, and said, "You need not fear, my lady. Men will remember Llewelyn ap Gruffydd."
As Caitlin moved forward, the men stopped, let her go on alone. Kneeling by the grave, she touched the wilted grass, the last autumn flowers, and she could not help thinking that even this small comfort would be denied to
Elizabeth. Slowly she made the sign of the cross, and then she began to pray for her uncle, her father, Ellen, Elizabeth, Gwenllian, her little brothers at
Bristol Castle, her sisters in distant English nunneries, for all on both sides of the border who'd come to grief in God's Year, 1283.
Trevor had leaned back against a gnarled, ageless oak, and although his face was in shadow, Hugh thought he caught a glimmer of tears. "Coming back could not have been easy for you," he said quietly, "for at this time last year, you were here with Lord Llewelyn."
"I am still here with Lord Llewelyn," Trevor said. "Last night was the first peaceful sleep I've had in nigh on a year, for I'd come home." He was quiet for a moment, his eyes moving past Hugh to the kneeling girl, the flower-strewn grave. "When you depart on the morrow, I will not be going back with you," he said. "My place is here."
Although they'd never discussed it, Hugh had known Trevor would not be leaving
Wales. "I was expecting as much," he admitted. "But does this mean you'll not be returning to Gwynedd? You'll be staying in Maelienydd?"
"Here ... at Cwm-hir. I talked to the Abbot last night, and he agreed to let me find out if my need is a true one, strong enough to last a lifetime. I
should like a chance to serve God. I know," he said flatly, "that I could never serve the King of England."
"Ah, Trevor . . . we shall miss you. But our loss is God's gain."
"Hugh . . . when you return to England, take ship from Southampton. Do not bring Lady Caitlin back to Bristol."
Hugh was perplexed for a moment or so. And then he remembered that Bristol was one of the English cities to claim a portion of Davydd's butchered body for public display. He nodded bleakly. "I'll take care of her, Trevor. I would die for her if need be."
That elicited one of Trevor's rare smiles. "Better you should live for her,"
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of her voice. When she turned, Hugh said, "We're sorry, lass. We thought your prayer was done."
"It was. I was talking to Uncle Llewelyn, telling him how it broke my heart to see the English King's banner flying over Wales. But I then told him what you'd said to me, that beneath his banner, people were still speaking Welsh.
And I told him, too, how that reminded me of a story he'd liked to tell, one he'd gotten from his grandfather, Llewelyn Fawr of blessed memory. It seems that an English King once asked a Welsh sage if he'd win his war. The old man said that on the Day of Direst Judgment, no race but the Welsh would give answer to the Almighty for this small corner of the earth."
A silence fell after that. Caitlin bent down, picked up a sunlit gorse bloom, and then she reached for Hugh's hand.
Trevor watched them go, lingering a few moments more by Llewelyn's grave. "She is right, my lord Prince," he said softly. "Wales will endure. Scriptures tell us so, tell us that one generation passeth away, and another generation cometh, but the earth abideth forever. We must remember that in the dark days that lie ahead."

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IN 1283, the Pope appointed Guy de Montfort as captain-general of the papal forces in Romagna. But on June 23,1287, Guy was captured during a sea battle with the Aragonese admiral, Roger Loria, and cast into a Sicilian dungeon. His family and friends offered the vast sum of eight thousand ounces of gold for his release, but all attempts to ransom him came to naught; it is believed that Edward I exerted influence upon the King of Aragon. Guy never regained his freedom. He was dead by March
1292; one Sicilian chronicle reported that he'd committed suicide. While Guy was imprisoned, his wife, Margherita, took a lover, whom she subsequently married; she was eventually to wed no less than five times. Guy's daughters, Tomasina and Anastasia, married into the Italian nobility. Guy was to have a dubious immortality conferred Upon him by Dante, who consigned him to one of the outer rings of Hell for the murder in Viterbo.
Amaury de Montfort sued Edward's brother, Edmund, in the Court of Rome for the return of the earldom of Leicester, a suit qs futile as it was audacious. He moved permanently to Italy in 1286, ^nd died between 1292 and 1300. One chronicle claimed that he renounced his priestly vows and took part in the same battle in which Guy was captured, but the truth of this cannot now be substantiated.
LLEWELYN'S uncle, Einion ap Caradog, disappeared from the Welsh records in
1277, which seems to indicate that he either died or was incapacitated by illness prior to the outbreak of the war in 12,82. Goronwy ap Heilyn and
Llewelyn's Seneschal, Dai ab Einion, diecl fighting the English Crown.
Llewelyn's nephews, Rhys Wyndod anci his brother, died in English prisons. His other Welsh allies were imprisoned anc' then impoverished, forfeiting all but their lives. The once^proud Lords of Ceredigion were among the five thousand
Welsh wb\0 fought for Edward's wages during the war in Flanders.