The Rake and the Wallflower

THE RAKE & THE WALLFLOWER

Seabrook Trilogy, book 2

Allison Lane

CHAPTER ONE

“Th-thank you, sir.” Mary Seabrook cursed the childhood stammer that had resurfaced in London, certain that it contributed to Mr. Timor’s haste to be rid of her — now that the set was over, he was returning her to her sister at a near run.

The dance should have passed without incident, for he was hardly intimidating — barely eighteen, thin as a rail, with an Adam’s apple that bobbed twice above a loosely tied cravat whenever he readied himself for speech. His shyness should have made him a kindred spirit. Yet this set had been her worst yet.

Her face heated with the memory.

On the very first pass, she had trod on his foot, making him stumble. Mortified, she’d then turned left instead of right so his outstretched hand slammed into her bosom. Two ladies laughed. Mr. Wendell, deeper in his cups than usual, murmured something about ladybirds, making Mr. Timor blush scarlet to match his hair. Mary had wanted to flee, but the door was too far away.

Mr. Timor’s stuttered apology had made her feel even worse, because she knew it was all her fault. He did, too, remaining a full arm’s length away for the rest of the interminable set.

Why had Catherine insisted that she attend Lady Debenham’s ball? They both knew she had no chance of making a match this Season. Nervousness made her clumsy. Shyness tied her tongue in knots until she lacked even basic conversation – at least what society considered basic. While she talked well enough about birds, animals, and the natural history of Devonshire, the polite world cared only for fashion and gossip. But Mary paid little heed to fashion. And she had been the subject of too much gossip to ever repeat its endless scandals.

She would have been happier attending tonight’s meeting of the Ornithology Society. Mr. Duncanson was sharing his studies of the reedling, a bird found in reed beds along the east coast. But Catherine had refused, and Blake had backed her judgment.

Mary stifled irritation with her eldest sister. Where was the harm? It wasn’t as if she’d expected the family to accompany her. Her sister Laura was a diamond of the first water and had to attend Marriage Mart events. Now that Blake was supplementing Laura’s meager dowry, she would find the brilliant match she deserved.

But even a large dowry wouldn’t win Mary a match. She would have preferred to stay at Blake’s estate or go home to her brother. But she had not been offered either choice. Instead, she was in London, forced to spend the Season in Laura’s shadow.

Be fair
, urged her conscience.

All right, they had only been in town for three weeks, and Laura needed to become established quickly. At two-and-twenty, she was already old for a first Season. And while Catherine’s husband, Blake, was Earl of Rockhurst, their father had been an unknown baron. Once they settled into a routine, Mary could seek other entertainment.

Maybe.

Blake had promised intellectual soirees and societies devoted to her interests. But he was so involved in Parliament that he couldn’t look after his wife’s sisters. Catherine tried, but this was
her
first foray into society, too, so she had to establish her own place. Being unsure of the rules, she espoused rigid propriety, which kept Mary in ballrooms instead of with fellow intellectuals.

Catherine would mellow once she relaxed, though. The real problem was Laura.

Laura had changed since reaching London. Her sapphire eyes and blonde ringlets had always attracted every gentleman in the vicinity. They wrote odes to her porcelain skin and musical voice, comparing her to Aphrodite, Helen of Troy, and other mythical beauties. Laura had always accepted such praise as her due, but now she flaunted her looks and demanded constant flattery, turning petulant if she didn’t receive it. And next to Laura, Mary’s straight brown hair, freckled shoulders, and embarrassing penchant for doing and saying the wrong things drew unwelcome comparisons.

She sighed. She couldn’t blame Laura for distancing herself, but her efforts too often focused attention on the very incidents she wished to ignore. And knowing that Laura’s friends would laugh at every mistake made Mary even more nervous.

Mr. Timor deposited her with Laura, mumbled something under his breath, then retreated so fast he nearly tripped.

None of Laura’s admirers noticed. As they vied for the next set, they inadvertently squeezed Mary against the wall.

A year ago, she would have accepted her invisibility with thanks – it was a normal condition when Laura was nearby. On those few occasions when neighbors noticed her, they accepted her shyness and her interest in natural history. She hadn’t stammered since age ten.

Then Blake had hired Miss Mott to prepare her for London, believing polish would reduce her shyness. Instead, Miss Mott’s rigid rules and perpetual disapproval had destroyed her self-confidence. Nothing she said or did or thought was acceptable. The harder she tried to conform, the worse she became. Her feet caught on phantom obstacles. Her tongue either froze or stammered embarrassing truths. She couldn’t even hold a cup without rattling it against its dish these days. Thus she could only keep from plunging the family into scandal if she stayed out of sight – difficult when Laura was always the center of attention.

The next set was called.

Laura glanced around. “There you are, Mary. Mr. Griffin requested this set. Catherine knew no one else wanted it, so she accepted for you.”

None of Laura’s admirers noted the verbal jab. Nor did they recognize the lie. But Mary knew that Catherine had been gossiping across the room for nearly an hour. Laura had accepted his offer to avenge last night’s insult.

This need for revenge was also new. Laura resented sharing her Season. Any attention to Mary irritated her, even polite greetings, for she expected gentlemen to see no one but her. So when Lord Whitehaven had led Mary out, Laura had been furious. As heir to the Duke of Cromley, he was the highest-ranking bachelor in town. But he wasn’t ready for marriage. Instead, he used his charm to set the nervous and shy at ease.

Last night had been Mary’s turn.

“You study birds, I hear,” he said when the steps brought them together. The music was the most sedate of the country dances, allowing time to converse.

“I d-do, my lord. They are more interesting than people.”

He ignored her stammer. “Less threatening, at least. A bird will never reveal your secrets.”

“Unless it’s a parrot,” she riposted, amazing herself. “Our neighbor has one who is quick to learn and faithfully reproduces the speaker’s voice.”

“That could be embarrassing.” He smiled.

“Very. Nemesis has criticized our leading gossip, revealed details of a smuggling venture, and repeated at least one amorous encounter.”

“Remind me never to buy a parrot.” His eyes sparkled. “Have you discovered any interesting birds in London?”

“Very few,” she admitted. “Laura’s social schedule keeps us busy.”

He nodded, but he must have heard her wistfulness. “You might consider riding in Hyde Park in the morning. My groom mentioned a pair of – what do you call those tiny falcons with the white collars?”

“Hobbies?”

“That’s the name. Thank you. He spotted them last week.”

“Is he sure?” Enthusiasm animated her voice. “Hobbies are quite rare. Though they supposedly nest along the south coast, I’ve seen only one before. Could they possibly be nesting so near town?”

“I have no idea, but Trotter likes birds almost as much as horses, so I would trust his identification. He saw this pair beyond the Serpentine, near Kensington Palace.” He shrugged – very elegantly – then turned the conversation to
on-dits
, entertaining her with a witty description of Miss Derrick’s latest attempt to attract Lord Wroxleigh.

Mary had laughed, survived the set without a single stumble, then endured Laura’s animosity for the rest of the evening. Laura wouldn’t admit that an invitation from Whitehaven would have insulted her by grouping her with society’s misfits. Instead, she felt humiliated by his indifference.

Now Mary had to deal with her revenge, and a fiendish one it was. Mr. Griffin was Lord Whitehaven’s antithesis. Her skin crawled whenever he was near, as it did now.

“Come along, Miss Mary. The music is about to begin.” His voice hissed.

She dreaded the next half hour. His malicious tongue eroded her confidence by criticizing her stammering, her awkwardness, and her education. And he repeated his observations to others, adding to her reputation as a laughingstock.

At least he wasn’t courting her, though she was his primary victim just now. Since his eyes gleamed whenever she flinched, she deduced that he enjoyed inflicting pain. Perhaps he needed to feel superior, attacking society’s antidotes because they made such easy targets. And maybe he would give up if she ceased reacting.

To distract her thoughts from Griffin, she studied the ballroom. Lady Debenham had one of the few private ballrooms in Mayfair. It was classically appointed, with Greek columns marching down each side, elaborate frescoes at either end, and heavily carved friezes framing an ornate ceiling. Tonight’s decorations included an unusual number of palms massed in corners and lined up between columns. Perhaps she’d been striving for a garden effect, though flowers might have achieved it more easily.

Mary smiled as the music started. Lady Debenham’s niece, who was calling the sets, must also be cursed with an unwanted partner, for she’d chosen an energetic country dance performed mostly with other gentlemen. Mary could enjoy this set after all.

The music stopped a scant quarter hour later, making it the shortest set of the evening – possibly the shortest at any ball this Season. But Griffin foiled her escape.

“We need fresh air,” he said firmly, tugging her toward the terrace. “You look ready to faint.”

“Hardly,” she replied curtly.

He laughed.

Alarmed, Mary dug in her heels and jerked her arm free. “I have no desire for fresh air, sir. It is foggy and cold tonight. Either escort me to Lady Rockhurst, or I will go alone.”

He narrowed his gaze, surprised by her resolution. But she saw no reason to flatter him. Nor would she give him time to argue. Perhaps those rumors she’d overheard last week had more substance than she’d thought. She had trusted Blake to warn her if they were true, but Blake might not know Griffin was plaguing her. Parliament kept him too busy for ballrooms.

When Griffin again reached for her arm, she backed out of reach, darted around four men arguing about last night’s riot at the opera, then skirted a dozen dowagers speculating on Miss Derrick’s next ploy. When a cluster of ladies screened her from view, she ducked behind a pillar near the refreshment room. There was some advantage to being shorter than half the ladies in town.

Breathing deeply, she waited for her pounding heart to settle, then peered through a palm. It was stupid to be afraid of a man when she was surrounded by people, but she wasn’t sure she could scream, even if Griffin dragged her away. It would draw attention.

Eighteen months earlier she had stood in a similar crowd, shocked into paralysis at the hatred, disgust, and censure being hurled from all sides. Though she’d been innocent of all charges, her neighbors had turned on her, casting her out of local society – temporarily, but she would die if it happened again. So she effaced herself, avoiding attention, good or bad. It was safer that way.

Griffin was seeking her. She snapped her head out of sight, cringing farther into the shadows. Perhaps he meant to see her safely back to Catherine, but she doubted it. He wanted something from her, and it wasn’t marriage. Unlike his namesake, there was nothing noble or protective about this griffin. Slyness lurked beneath his façade. His eyes watched her like a cat toying with a mouse.

So far he’d attacked only her obvious flaws, but eventually he would discover facts London didn’t yet know – her years as governess to her niece, her solitary treks about the countryside to study birds, and the false accusations of eighteen months ago. Reviving that fiasco could throw the entire family into scandal. Laura would be furious.

But maybe she was doing him an injustice. Perhaps Laura had triggered this sudden urge to take her outside. Laura was a poor judge of character and might have laughingly suggested a romantic stroll in the moonlight as part of her retaliation – discovering Mary in a compromising position would remove her from town. It was an unworthy thought, but one Mary couldn’t stifle. And if Laura was scheming with Griffin, she must tell Blake. Griffin was not right in the head. Encouraging him could only lead to trouble.

He was heading for the refreshment room, so she sidestepped to keep the pillar between them. But she forgot to check behind her. The pillar and palms screened a servants’ door propped open by a cluttered table. Her skirt snagged a tray, knocking it to the floor. Breaking glass stopped conversation cold.

Mary cursed. This was her worst accident yet. Every eye was now turned toward this corner. If Griffin had heard the crash – and how could he not? – he would know where she was. Who but Mary Seabrook would cause such a disturbance? Only last week she had overbalanced while making her curtsy to the royal Duke of Clarence, bumping his arm so wine spattered all over his coat.