Authors: Allison Brennan
Tags: #Psychological, #Violence against, #Serial Murderers, #Psychological Fiction, #Stalking Victims, #Murder victims, #Crime, #Romance, #Suspense, #Bodyguards, #Large Type Books, #Fiction, #Women novelists, #Children
“Could have fooled me,” Michael said under his breath.
“There’s more going on here than we know. Dammit, she knows something that could get us all killed. It’s probably some damn FBI security issue, but screw it if I’m going to let you or Tess get hurt because the frickin’ FBI won’t share information!” John turned back to face his brother. “And if she doesn’t consciously know it, it’s locked in her mind and your sweet-as-pie commiserating isn’t going to draw the truth out of her.”
“I was a cop for fifteen years, in case you’ve forgotten,” Michael said, taking a step toward John. “I may not have been a big, bad Delta commando, but I sure as hell know how to protect myself
and
my charge.”
“Not if you can’t see past her pretty face!”
Michael clenched his fists, vibrating with anger. “You just can’t let me forget about fucking up with Jessica.”
John mentally hit himself. He didn’t want to hurt his brother. “I’m sorry, Mickey. I didn’t mean to compare the two situations. But geez, can’t you see there’s something else here? I’m not going to let you put your life on the line for a woman—for
anyone
—who isn’t forthcoming. Obviously these Franklin murders are important if she’s having nightmares about them. I just think we need to find out more about Rowan Smith. She holds the key.”
Finally, Michael looked at him. “You’re right, John. Tomorrow morning, when we’ve all had some time to think about this, we’ll sit down with Rowan and pick her brain.”
“Good plan,” John said as he approached his brother. He reached out and squeezed Michael’s shoulder. “We’re a team on this, Mickey. Like always.”
“Are we?”
John almost didn’t hear Michael, though they stood only two feet apart.
He said equally as softly, “Yeah, Mickey, we are.”
But he didn’t think his brother listened.
With a sigh, John whipped out his cell phone and dialed a Washington contact. “It’s Flynn. I need some information.”
They looked so sweet sitting on the sofa together eating popcorn and watching some stupid-ass love story on television. The popcorn came from an old-fashioned popper, not the new microwave bags that were ready in four minutes. No, the kind where you put oil in the bottom and butter on top of the lid and heated up the kernels until they filled the bowl. Like his mother used to do.
The portrait of a perfect family
, the book said. Perfect? What a joke!
He thought back to his own pathetic family. His father could be strong, but most of the time had been a weak fool. Letting his mother run the roost when she was nothing but a whiny bitch. Always demanding this and asking for that. His father worked hard to put food on the table and had given them a nice house in the suburbs, and his mother just bitched bitched bitched and asked for more more more.
Money. That was all the bitch thought about.
He heard his mother’s high-pitched voice like it was yesterday.
He’d been going through his mother’s purse for money when he heard her coming down the hall. So he hid in the closet, keeping the sliding door slightly ajar so he could see if she came toward him. It was night and she thought he was in bed.
He was eight, but he’d been taking money for as long as he could remember. Today he needed more ammunition for his BB gun. He remembered when his dad bought it for him—it was the coolest thing his father had ever done. When the bitch protested, his father just told her if he wanted to buy his son a BB gun, he damn well would.
He smiled, knowing why he needed the ammunition. It had taken thirty-six of those little pellets to finally kill Mrs. Crenshaw’s stupid, whiny cat.
For his next birthday, he was asking for a .22.
His mother went about doing all those girlie things at her table, taking off her makeup and brushing her hair, when his father walked in.
“Hi, honey,” his mother said. “You’re home late.”
“I have children to feed and clothe,” his father said, mad about something.
“I—I know, I just missed you, that’s all.”
She stood and walked over to him, kissed him. Yuck. They always did that kissing thing and it made him sick.
His father sighed and patted her stomach. It was starting to grow big. Another baby. Why did they have to have another one? Weren’t there enough brats in this house?
His father loosened his tie and his mother said, “I looked at beds today for the girls. Since they’ll have to share a room, I thought maybe getting them matching beds would be nice.”
“Why didn’t you ask me first? You didn’t buy anything, did you?”
“No, no, I just looked. I thought—since you got that bonus—we could afford to get a few things around the house that we’ve been needing; you know, nothing extravagant, but—“
“Is that all you care about? Money?” His father slammed his fist so hard on the dresser that bottles of perfume and other girlie stuff crashed to the floor.
“No, honey, you know that—but with the baby coming I thought—“
Slap!
“Shut up about the damn baby!”
His mother sobbed. “You said you were happy.”
Time seemed to stand still, and his little heart beat so fast from fear and a sort of excitement he didn’t quite understand. What was his father going to do?
Finally, after a minute or two, his father ran a hand through his short hair. “I’m sorry, sweetheart. I didn’t mean—I’m just under so much stress at work.” He bent down to kiss her red cheek.
“I know. I know.” She was sobbing, clinging to him. “It’ll be all right. I can go back to work and—“
He pushed her away. “Work? Never. We made a deal. You have the kids and keep the house and I earn the money to support us.”
“I know, and I love being a wife and mother, really, but if we’re struggling, if we’re going to lose the house, if—“
Slap!
“Why do you want to go to work? Does this have anything to do with George Claussen’s visit last week?”
“George? I—he said I could have my old job back if I wanted it. Part-time, while the kids are in school. And when the baby comes—“
Slap!
“You and George are screwing around behind my back, aren’t you?”
“No!”
Slap!
“Don’t lie to me!”
“I’m not!” Sobs. More sobs. All girls did was cry. Especially his mother. She always cried and his father always gave in. Stupid!
He hated her.
“You will NOT get a job. We don’t need it. I will provide. I will always provide for you. You believe me, don’t you? Don’t you?”
“Y-Y-Yes, I—I’m so sorry, I don’t want to go to work. You are a wonderful father and husband. I love you so much.” She sat sobbing on the floor, repeating garbage over and over.
“Oh, honey.”
As he watched from the closet, he saw his father’s rage disappear as he picked his mother up off the carpet and hugged her.
“I’m sorry, so sorry. I didn’t mean to—I know you would never cheat on me. I know you love me.”
“I do love you. I love you,” she sobbed, clinging to him.
They’d made love on the bed as he watched from the closet. He’d heard about sex, but he’d never known exactly what it meant.
He did now.
At first he thought his father was going to kill his mother. She was grunting and crying and had this high-pitched moan. For a minute, he got a rush thinking that his mother would be dead and gone, and that stupid baby in her stomach along with her.
But she didn’t die. And his father apologized over and over again. He said he loved her, loved the baby, loved everything in the world.
Wimp!
Wimp.
He shivered in the night. The wet Portland air reminded him of growing up, which reminded him how much he hated his family.
He looked back through the patio door and smiled. The picture-perfect family, sitting and laughing on the couch. He chuckled. No family was perfect. People had thought
his
family was perfect. For a while, anyway. What a joke!
Inside the house, the mother—Ms. Gina Harper, divorced—stood and stretched.
Time for bed
, she mouthed.
The older girl, a teenager, yawned and slowly rose from the couch. The younger girl, five or six with dark, curly pigtails, protested. Gina Harper picked her up, tickled her, and carried her from the room. The older girl glanced in his direction, an odd look on her face, then gathered up the popcorn bowls and soda cans, turned off the lights, and followed her mother and sister.
His heart beat double-time at the thought that she’d sensed him. That somehow she knew her fate.
That she would be the next to die.
But of course she hadn’t seen him, hadn’t even known he stood on the brick patio outside the family room door. He’d prepared carefully.
This time there would be one minor deviation from the book, but it was one he was sure the author would appreciate.
Rowan slept in fits and starts, her emotions raw. The nightmare stayed with her even when her eyes were open, and it didn’t just concern the Franklin family murder. Evils older than four years tried to push themselves into her conscious memory; she had to fight aggressively to keep them at bay. In doing so, she developed a pounding, mind-numbing headache.
She downed two prescription-strength Motrin and went downstairs. Michael sat at the dining room table reading papers in a file.
“What’s that?”
He looked up, frowned, and closed the file. “You look like hell.”
“Thanks.” He obviously wasn’t going to tell her about the file. She imagined it had something to do with the murder of the florist, or poor Doreen Rodriguez. She didn’t need to see the file, having already pictured the murders in her imagination.
“I’ll make you something to eat.”
She shook her head. Eating had never been important to her; during stressful times, she often forgot. “I want to run.”
“That’s not a good idea.”
“I don’t care.”
The doorbell rang and she jumped. Since when had the normalcy of everyday life scared her? She pulled her Glock from its holster and held it ready.
Michael drew his own weapon, motioning for her to wait in the kitchen.
He looked through the peephole. “Who is it?” he asked.
“Speedy Courier Service with a package for Rowan Smith.”
“Who sent it?”
The man checked his log. “Harper.”
Rowan peered around the corner, thought for a second, then shrugged at Michael’s raised eyebrow. “I don’t know,” she said.
“Leave the package on the doorstep.”
“I need a signature.”
“Hold on a minute.” Michael backed away from the door. He motioned for Rowan to stay where she was, then walked past her and out the side door.
She anxiously waited, distracted for a moment by the fact that he’d already made a pot of coffee. She poured herself a tall, black mug and sipped.
When he came back, he locked up, set the alarm again, and checked out the package while wearing gloves. Rowan watched from across the table.
“It looks okay.” He glanced at her for confirmation.
She crossed into the dining room, put the mug down, and drew on the pair of latex gloves Michael handed her.
The package was light, probably not even half a pound. She put it to her ear; silence. She looked at all the seams, but none appeared to contain a hidden trigger. It would be difficult to send a bomb through a courier unless it was on a timer; packages were tossed about haphazardly, and there were no markings that this was fragile.
“It’s fine,” she concurred. She started to open the package and Michael stopped her.
“Let me.”
Reluctantly, she put the package down and stepped back, balling her hands into fists. She hated being protected.
She watched Michael’s hands cautiously work open the package, her heart beating fast, angry with herself that this delivery created an undercurrent of fear. The box inside the plain brown wrapping was white, a simple unmarked gift box the size of a videocassette. A single piece of tape sealed the edge. Michael broke it with his finger and pulled off the lid.
Two bright red ribbons, tied in bows around locks of dark, curly hair. Human hair. As if two pigtails had been cut off, preserved by a loving mother after her daughter’s first big-girl haircut. Saved by a mother not wanting her little girl to grow up.
Red ribbons, dark hair.
No. No, not again.
Dani.
Tears silently streamed down Rowan’s cheeks as she stared at the open box in Michael’s hands. Deep sadness etched every crease of her face.
“Rowan?” He put the box on the table and stepped toward her. “Rowan?” He put his finger under her chin, lifting her gaze to his.
The raw pain in her face threw him for a loop. He had never seen such expressive eyes in his life, and they were filled with such agony.
“What does this mean?” He peered carefully at the contents to make sure he wasn’t missing something. Dark hair tied in red ribbons. He put it down on the table, took her by the arms. She was shaking and he pulled her close. “Talk to me, Rowan. I can’t help you if you don’t talk to me.”
“Dani,” she croaked into his chest.
“Who’s Danny?”
She didn’t answer. Michael picked her up and carried her to the couch, where he held her in his lap and rocked her back and forth for several long minutes until her sobs turned to crying, her crying to whimpering, and then complete stillness. Somehow, the silence was the worst.
She’d buried her face in his chest. Michael pushed her back. “Rowan, trust me. You have to trust me.”
She looked into his eyes, searching for what? Honesty? Trust? He didn’t know. Her lips trembled, and he put a finger on their red fullness. “Trust me,” he whispered.
She swallowed. “I—I—” She stopped, her voice hoarse.
He kissed her lightly on the forehead. She needed him. This strong, independent woman needed him, and he was filled with intense longing and desire. Every protective instinct he had was focused on her, and he half fell in love right then.