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of waiting for a Beatles reunion, it is surprising that the song only made it to
number six on
Billboard
magazine’s Hot 100 chart.
Lennon had developed the lyrics to “Real Love” more thoroughly, and the
song had a long history. Lennon had begun it as “Real Life” in 1977, another
of his songs for the proposed musical. As he developed it, he turned a section
of the song into “I’m Stepping Out.” Yet another section became part of
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the genesis of “Watching the Wheels.” What remained became “Real Love”
by 1978.4 In 1980, Lennon returned to the song, now calling it “Boys and
Girls.” Many demos and rehearsals exist with either piano or guitar accom-
paniment, and at least one source claims that Lennon worked on it with the
band during the
Double Fantasy
sessions.5
He sings of how his relationship with his love has changed him. He is self-
assured. All the baggage of his past means nothing in the face of his “real
love.” Lennon’s demo consisted of two vocal tracks, his piano accompani-
ment, and a drum machine. Surprisingly, some demos seem to be of bet-
ter sound quality than the one used by The Threetles. Lennon’s vocals are
akin to his delivery on the Beatles’ “Across the Universe” a decade earlier
but sound slightly artificial due to the restoration. McCartney, Harrison, and
Starr add acoustic guitars, electric guitar, electric and standup bass, drums
and percussion, and backing harmony vocals. Unlike they did on “Free as
a Bird,” Lennon’s band mates do not each take a turn in the spotlight on
“Real Love.” And, because the song was more completed to start with and
the focus is on one lead vocalist, “Real Love” is in some ways the stronger of
the two tracks, with Harrison’s short guitar break a standout passage. Despite
this, “Free as a Bird” performed better on the
Billboard
singles chart than
“Real Love,” which topped out at number 11 on
Billboard
’s Hot 100.
Once the excitement over The Beatles’ “reunion” and the release of the
third part of the
Anthology
compendium had died down, the
John Lennon
Anthology
box set collection was released two years later in 1998. Then,
beginning in 2000, an ambitious, multiyear project of remixing, remaster-
ing, and reissuing all of Lennon’s solo material, along with bonus cuts, was
begun. Occasionally these bonus tracks were songs that had not been legally
released before.
John Lennon anthoLogy
With the overwhelming success of the Beatles’
Anthology
and the publicity
that existed confirming the existence of many other John Lennon recordings
in various stages of completion, it was to be expected that a parallel collec-
tion of Lennon’s post-Beatles material would finally surface. Hardcore fans
who knew of the bounty included in
The Lost Lennon Tapes
broadcasts busily
compiled what they were sure would be on the collection.
If a collection of Lennon rarities and collectibles had indeed come out
under the heading of the radio show and was tied to it, it surely would have
included more of the highlights of that offering. But just as
The Lost Lennon
Tapes
radio broadcasts had clearly influenced the
Anthology
sets, the Beatles’
Anthology
in turn influenced this collection, steering it away from some of
the more esoteric inclusions and toward studio rehearsals and works in prog-
ress. While fans of
The Lost Lennon Tapes
may have been disappointed at
some omissions and are still awaiting another release,
John Lennon Anthology
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has some of the intriguing material from the radio series and a nice range
of other materials, as these key examples not previously discussed elsewhere
demonstrate.
The first disc in the four-disc set includes “Well (Baby Please Don’t Go),”
taken from the
Imagine
sessions and recorded a month after Lennon’s per-
formance of the song at the Fillmore show with Frank Zappa and the Moth-
ers of Invention. Lennon had performed this in his early Beatles days, though
certainly not with the hard-edged guitar he provides here to match his gritty
vocals. The trio of Lennon, Klaus Voorman on bass, and Jim Gordon on
drums is quite good, if a little spare sounding, even with the addition of sax
work by stalwart Bobby Keyes bringing them up to a quartet.
The song is not a rehearsal jam and might have been intended for release
as the flip side of a single, though the habit had already been established that
Ono took the B-sides. Perhaps it had been posited that Ono should have her
own releases, though Lennon kept her on his B-sides until his release of the
“Mind Games” single in 1973. Phil Spector was co-producing on this album,
and it is unfortunate that the sparer sound had no impact on his thinking two
years later when Lennon and he began their project of recording similar rock
and roll standards.
“Long Lost John” is a traditional folk song and does sound like a quick
jam designed to clear the musical palette, though it may be a number Len-
non learned in his skiffle craze days. The enjoyable recording comes from the
Plastic Ono Band
sessions. A tired-sounding Lennon seems to gain impetus
and strength as he performs, until he hits a verse where he extemporizes lyr-
ics that declare, “I got in about a half-past three, you don’t look out you’re
gonna spew on me” before breaking himself up and stopping the band (which
includes Ringo Starr and Voorman). Ono, who produced the CD collection,
lets the track continue and we hear Lennon saying, “I’m defunct! That’s one
of the problems.” Indeed it is.
Ono includes several fragments of dialogue and musical pieces throughout
the set. This track is both. The band finishes its performance at the 1972
Jerry Lewis MDA Labor Day Telethon,
and the crowd cheers for them. Lewis
makes a comment about Lennon that it seems Ono wants us to ponder for
its deeper implications beyond the show. Lennon “came here to help” Lewis
states, and “he meant to say something.” Lewis then adds, “he did both
those things. He has split. Let’s thank him very much.”
“Be My Baby,” along with “Angel Baby,” had been included on
Roots,
but Lennon rejected them from the track list for
Rock
’
N
’
Roll.
Lennon’s
performance of “Be My Baby” must be a spoof of the original, and he may
have rejected it (needlessly it would seem) out of embarrassment. As with
the other Spector-produced tracks, the song builds at a lethargic pace—at
least when compared to the original. It takes over a minute to build to the
point where Lennon begins his pseudo-ecstatic moans and chirping noises
and another five seconds before the song gets to his affected, feminine, and
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fey-sounding performance of the lyrics. Based on accounts of the sessions,
the likelihood is that Lennon was functional, but inebriated, for this perfor-
mance. He s-stretches out the
s
-sounds at one point and s-somnambulates
into a s-series of groaning orgasmic commentary as the s-song limps along
to its fadeout.
The cut might have been rescued by new vocals, as Lennon succeeded in
doing with some of the other Spector tracks; as it is, at least Lennon had the
commitment to maintain the spoof all the way to the end. It is more odd
than awful, and after a few drinks, listeners may be as amused as Lennon must
have been.
Bob Dylan’s 1979 album
Slow Train Coming
documented Dylan’s conver-
sion to Christianity and produced the hit “Gotta Serve Somebody.” Lennon
had acknowledged Dylan’s influence on his songwriting many times and must
have been listening, because Dylan’s conversion was apparently so upsetting
that he composed an answer song to Dylan’s track titled “Serve Yourself.”
Multiple takes exist of the song taken at different speeds and performed on
either piano or guitar. On this one, strumming angrily on an acoustic guitar,
Lennon in a solo home recording from 1980, replies to Dylan, “ain’t nobody
gonna do for you.” A person may variously put their trust in “devils” or “laws”
or “Christ” or “Marx” or even “Marx and Spencer’s” or “Woolworth’s,”
but, in Lennon’s purview, “you’re gonna have to serve yourself.” While on
other home recordings of the late 1970s, Lennon either mocked Dylan by
rhythmically reading newspaper stories in a Dylanesque drawl to a chugging
guitar accompaniment or parodying Dylan’s “Knocking on Heaven’s Door”
in another recording available in the CD set, this is decidedly different.
At his most sardonic and bitingly funny, Lennon spits out a series of con-
demning lyrics while referencing such wide-ranging and familiar pop music
sources as “As Time Goes By” and “Down by the Riverside.” Furthermore,
he takes on the persona of a stereotypical parental authority figure and spouts
a mesh of empty clichés from “put you back in the Stone Age” to “you
should have been in the bloody war” to “get in there and wash your ears,”
mirroring the empty rhetoric of the religious authorities he challenges.
Interestingly, Lennon lists the religions’ key figures (Jesus, Buddha,
Mohammed, Krishna) and not the religions or beliefs. Lennon, 10 years
after recording “Working Class Hero” with lyrics decrying a system in which
people are being “doped with religion,” is still railing against what he sees
as palliatives and against people unwilling or unable to take responsibility for
their situation and actions while clinging to a father figure.
Lennon can he heard justifiably chortling at the end of his fiery perfor-
mance as Ono starts to comment. There’s no evidence that Lennon planned
to formally record the composition. What the song might have become had
Lennon taken it into the studio is unclear, but in this raw form it remains one
of Lennon’s most powerful and intriguing works, much closer in spirit to the
works of
Plastic Ono Band
than of
Double Fantasy.
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No studio recording of the song “Life Begins at 40” was done. The song is
somewhat of a country and western parody, with fairly polished lyrics and an
ironic sense of humor, with lines such as “I’ve been dead for 39” in response
to the title’s statement. As mentioned in chapter 5, some sources indicate
that Lennon was composing this song for Ringo Starr to use on what would
become his 1981 album
Stop and Smell the Roses,
and Starr did have a pre-
dilection for country and western in the past, even back to his Beatle days.
The version on the CD set is fine but seems to be only about half of a song,
needing another verse or two. Lennon’s performance includes an amusing
spoken introduction as if he were performing it at a country and western club
lounge somewhere.
“The Rishi Kesh Song” is a 1980 home demo that starts out sounding like
a combined parody of George Harrison and Lennon himself and then seems
to turn into a harrowing fragment about feeling suicidal. The first part has a
dry take on mysticism by asserting the claims that “the magics in the mantra
will give you all the answers” and “everything that’s not here’s not there.”
The clanging guitar alters rhythm and tone as Lennon says, “but still” and
then sings, “feel so suicidal” (a reference to the Beatles’ White Album track
“Yer Blues”) before repeating “somethin’ is wrong” several times for over a
minute until the piece fades and ends. A significant number of the Beatles’
White Album tracks were composed in Rishikesh, the location in India of the
Maharishi Mahesh Yogi’s ashram that the Beatles and their wives visited in
1968, and an earlier version of this song is reputedly one of them.
Lennon introduces the piece as “the happy Rishi Kesh song” with what
is apparently sarcastic irony. The juxtaposition of what at first seems to be a
parody to the grim desperation of the second section is so shocking that it
takes a while to realize that they are part of the same work. The vapid slogan-
eering and nonsensical answers of the first part are no solace at all for a truly
tortured soul. Whether this was all Lennon ever intended the song to be—it
is so powerful it just might be—or if he had larger plans for the work is not
known. But “The Rishi Kesh Song,” “Serve Yourself,” and few other songs
he was working on at the time provide evidence that, despite the criticisms
that his songs on
Double Fantasy
were too complacent, Lennon still had
plenty of vitriol for injustice and righteous indignation for “hypocritics.”
A home demo of Lennon singing and playing piano for a moderately paced
song titled “Mr. Hyde’s Gone (Don’t Be Afraid)” sounds designed to pla-
cate a frightened child. Soon it is clear, however, that Lennon is singing to a
woman (“girl, you’ve been good to me”) about staying up to see the dawn