The Plight of the Darcy Brothers (8 page)

“Clearly, then, I cannot allow you to visit my cousins again, because Richard is spreading bad rumors about me that are entirely untrue.” He swallowed. “Or may be true, to some extent. Perhaps.”

“
Perhaps?
”

“Perhaps. And that is all I will say on the matter.”

As she settled down on her side of the bed, Elizabeth added, “You do not have to do this. Just because of your history of saving the Bennet family reputation, you are not obligated to save Mary from her own stupidity.”

“She is my sister, and therefore, I do feel the obligation. I doubt I can 'save her,' if that is what you mean. But this is for you as well, Lizzy. Surely you realize that. Since you have never been out of England—”

“I
have
been to Scotland.”

He smiled. “—Never been out of
Britain
and are available to travel, so why not? When will we have this opportunity again, even if our travels will be a bit rushed? I should think you would like to see some of the glorious sites—” But that was when he
noticed the shift in mood, and the tears slipping out her eyes like stray water over glass. “Lizzy—”

But she leaned over and could not hold back from sobbing into his nightshirt. When others had cried over the situation with Mary, she had not. She had held it in, perhaps feeling some obligation to do so. But he knew, very well, it was not entirely Mary she was crying over. “I love you.”

“That does not change it. It does not change why… why I am so
available
.”

He frowned, but she didn't see it, leaning on his shoulder as she was. He frowned because he didn't know how to answer her. “Lizzy, you have already given me everything I could ever want in my life. No more is required of you.”

“Very well then. So my life is about giving to you? What about what
I
want?”

That he could not give her.

“We both—we both know you are perfectly fine,” he said. “And that—it is only a matter of time. The traveling will be good for everyone, I believe. Good for us, good for Mary, good for Geoffrey… Can you not see that? That is why we are going— not to get money from some Italian priest and his family.”

This seemed at least to appease her, because she pulled away from their tight embrace and was no longer sobbing. “I'm sorry. I'm being a foolish girl.”

“No, you are being a heartbroken woman, which is a very mature position to be in. This is something all mothers must suffer, while all husbands have to sit by helplessly and wish we could mend it, but we can't. On this, I cannot help—though I am willing to try very hard.” He kissed her hand. “Lizzy.”

She laughed, and the mood in the room changed. The
heaviness was gone, at least for a time, as she wiped her eyes and kissed him. “And we have the added benefit that upon our return, our son will be his normal color.”

“Or another one entirely.”

Packed and ready as they would be, the Darcys returned from Pemberley carrying Geoffrey's things, as he would be staying with his aunt and uncle, if very reluctantly. Normally happy to visit them, he had to be dragged out of Pemberley quite physically this time by his father and his nurse. At last they arrived at Chatton, and the final preparations were made, so they could depart to Town and then take a ship to France from Dover. The route would vary, based on information collected on the road, and a guide would need to be hired, so Darcy had his steward free up a good amount of cash.

They also needed to learn all of the specifics of this man— Giovanni Maria Mastai-Ferretti—from Mary, as she knew them. He would likely be in school or visiting extended family in Rome. Dr. Maddox noted that Rome was a hot, unpleasant city in the summer months, and that most wealthy people retreated to villas elsewhere, often including the Pope himself.

Mr. Bennet was not willing to let Mary out of his sight, so the Bennets also would stay at Chatton. The Maddoxes would be in Town until Caroline's own confinement, and possibly during, as the good doctor was tied to London by his work.

“Oh, Mr. Darcy, you are so good to us,” Mrs. Bennet said. “And to Lizzy. Keep her safe on those roads.”

“It will be my first duty, Mrs. Bennet.”

Mary had one last thing for them—a Catholic rosary. “From
him; if you need to prove who you are. I didn't ask for it—I don't use it—but he gave it to me.” It was a fine item, too, with a tiny, silver figure of Jesus on the cross, and the beads were a beautiful red.

“Thank you, Miss Bennet,” Darcy said, and bowed to Mary.

Three couples and two children waited for the carriage that would take the Darcys on the first leg of the journey, as the Bingleys insisted on seeing them off. With many tearful goodbyes, they were finally off, on the way to say good-bye to one last person—Georgiana Darcy.

“You will take care,” Darcy said to his sister, standing in their townhouse, as the last vestiges of business had taken some two days to contract. “And if anyone—”

“We will wait for your consent.”

“Good girl.” He kissed her on the head.

“So you have finally agreed that I may
eventually
get married? Maybe Elizabeth has softened you, Brother.”

He smiled. “No, I just decided that I would not want your beautiful hair hidden under the veil of one of those horrible black nuns' habits.”

“Now you are toying with me!”

“Perhaps. Do you wish me to get out my sword and have my manservant hold it up in front of you in my absence instead?”

“It would be more familiar, but no, Brother.”

It was then that Mrs. Maddox appeared. “Daniel will be on his way in a moment. We wish to give you this, Darcy.” She handed him a book, very small and old, with its title worn off from obvious use. He flipped it open and found a stamp of the seal of the earldom of Maddox on the inside cover. It was a travel-sized book of Italian words and phrases, very light and
usable. “He says he can no longer read the print, so it is as good as yours.”

“I am honored,” he said, knowing full well how much Dr. Maddox treasured his books and his eyesight, the latter of which was—as Darcy had been told privately—in slow deterioration.

The doctor appeared quickly to wish them well and give them a paper full of various contacts they could use and places they could stay in France and Italy. “I don't know how good they'll be. They're a bit out of date. But if you use even one…” He shrugged. “I wish to be of more help than that.”

“I think you are needed more here,” Darcy said, patting him on the shoulder. “Good luck, Doctor.”

“I would say the same to you.”

“But we mean it for different things. Now if you will excuse us, our ship leaves at noon.”

“Brother! Must you go
today
?” Georgiana begged.

“The sooner we leave, the sooner we will be home.”

They said their good-byes and joined the Bingleys at the awaiting carriage. “I expect you to be a proper gentleman when I return,” Darcy said to his son. “But I will not hold my breath, for my own sake.”

His blue son scowled at him. “I wanna go!”

“One day, you will, but not today. It's not safe.”

“Is it safe for Mother?”

“Yes. Your mother is a hardy woman,” he said, and noticed the resulting glare from Elizabeth. “I meant it as a compliment!”

Elizabeth shook her head and shooed him away, kneeling so she was at eye level with her son. “Be a good boy to your aunt and uncle. I know you have it in you, and they will be so worried for us that you should not tax them. Look at you,” she said,
straightening his hair, which was a slightly darker hue of blue than the rest of his body. “All grown up. And… blue.” She hugged him. “Keep an eye on Georgie. She… we worry about her.”

“Why?” Geoffrey said.

“Because—she doesn't talk.”

Her son's expression was bemused. “She talks to
me
.”

They were out of earshot of the Bingleys, who were talking to Darcy. Elizabeth looked up at them and back at her son, and then whispered, “She does? Like normal people?”

He squirmed in her grasp. “She tol' me not to tell.”

“Why would she do that?”

Geoffrey shrugged.

“Well, when someone makes you promise something… I suppose you ought to keep it,” she said. “So it will be our secret for now. But do tell her to say something to her parents. Will you promise me that?”

He nodded. He was so adorable when he did that. He was so adorable when he did everything, and she would miss… She could not imagine it. It was too painful.

“Mummy,” he said. “Don't cry.”

“I promise,” she said, and kissed him on the cheek again. “Not too much, at least. I love you.”

She had to part from him. She stood up, and hand-in-hand, they walked to the others. “Such a long journey,” Jane said.

“Well, the Continent is not actually very far. I hear you can swim to it,” Bingley said. But for the Bingleys, it was worlds away. He turned towards Darcy, who took him aside, as the sisters said their good-byes.

“Best of luck,” Bingley said, offering his hand, into which Darcy placed a set of keys. “What are these?”

“The master keys to Pemberley. I know
you
don't need them to get in, but do put them somewhere safe.” Darcy looked uncomfortable, almost as if he was at a ball or something. “Bingley, I'm sorry for dragging you to Town to sign the papers for my will—”

“I'm honored,” Bingley said, leaving out at least vocally that Geoffrey Darcy would go to his care until he reached the age of majority, should something happen to his parents. These arrangements, which had to be formalized on paper with signatures and witnesses, had been done in some secrecy the day before in a small office in the city.

“I would say, 'Don't be too hard on the boy,' but I know that it is an impossibility. So I would say, 'Don't be too
easy
on him.'”

“Are you saying something about my parenting abilities?”

“I'm saying more about my son,” he assured his brother-in-law with a slap on the back.

Their departure could not be put off any longer. There were hugs, and Georgie waved and Geoffrey pouted, but finally Mr. and Mrs. Darcy were able to climb into the carriage, bound for Dover, where the ship would take them to France. They waved, and between their son's skin hue and Bingley's red hair, they could get a good view of their beloved family until the London smog blocked their vision.

“Five shillings says we return and they're all blue,” Darcy said.

“Red,” his wife said. “I'll put five shillings on red.”

As London disappeared behind them, they shook on it.

THE TRIP TO THE Continent—the physical landmass that was the continent of Europe—was mercifully short, with their arrival in Calais coming shortly before nightfall. Elizabeth was shocked to discover that the people on the other side of the Channel looked much the same as she did, at least in that major port town, and spoke English and
were
English—either stationed soldiers or English gentlemen fleeing their debts for the financial refuge Calais' laws offered.

“Did you expect them all to have green skin?” Darcy said, watching her face.

“No, we would have to be in Derbyshire for that.”

But this was not Derbyshire, or even London. It was Calais, a bustling but war-torn city. The streets and buildings were in disrepair, and even the best hotel was below Darcy's reasonable but meticulous standards.

It was terribly hard to procure a carriage to take them to Valognes, in Normandy. The roads were not clear, though the Darcys would have more to risk from the mud than from the
French soldiers fighting counterrevolutionaries in the countryside. Darcy finally arranged for their travel. “We have to go west anyway. If the Hôtel des Capuchins is still under the same owner and has not been let, then there will be people I know there to aid us,” he said, and took her hand.

The trip to Normandy was uneventful. The roads were bad, but not at their worst (or so their driver said), and the land was quiet, its people exhausted by three decades of political and social turmoil. Elizabeth spent most of the trip watching the French countryside go by, while Darcy kept his head in a book of French phrases. “Don't worry, my dear. You will be quite sick of the countryside by the end of this and will not miss it one bit.”