The Paths of the Air (26 page)

Facing the full force of Gerome de Villières's open-hearted, generous and hospitable nature, there was only one response. Josse said, ‘Thank you. I'd be delighted to accept.'

As he walked back to the house beside Gerome – who was now explaining in his customary detailed way just where the inspiration for his garden had come from and how they had made it – Josse reflected on the man. He was affectionate, gossipy and, on the face of it, a sybarite who lacked backbone. But that was only half of it. Beneath that amiable exterior there was steel, for here was a man who did not hesitate to take his knights and his men on a hazardous journey of well over a thousand miles to go to the aid of his beleaguered kinswoman. He might not have liked the experience of fighting, but then that applied to a great many men and Gerome had not been raised as a soldier.

Aye, there's strength there all right, Josse decided.

Which for his present purpose was not the best conclusion. He was quite sure that Gerome de Villières had not revealed everything. But he was in no doubt that, having made up his mind not to divulge any more about what happened between himself, his kinswoman, the Knights Hospitaller and Brother Ralf out in Outremer, Gerome would not be persuaded to say another word.

Fifteen

A
s soon as Josse set out from the Abbey, Helewise shut herself decisively in her room. She had been preoccupied with all that had been happening and her regular duties had suffered. She worked swiftly through the many fat ledgers for several hours, breaking off only for the office. By the time she set off to the church for vespers – with the exception of compline, with its satisfying sense of completing the daily round, her favourite office of the day – she felt that she had just about caught up.

She returned to her room after the evening meal, intending to work until every task was finished. She thought it would not be long; however, she became engrossed in studying a proposed scheme to market wool from sheep on the Abbey's lands to the north of Romney Marsh and several hours passed.

One of the candles on her table flickered and went out. Looking up in surprise, she saw from the little that remained of the second just how long she had sat there. She leaned back in her chair, stretching luxuriously and feeling the taut muscles at the base of her neck crack in protest. She looked down at the manuscripts that she had been studying and at her own notes, written in her tidy and space-saving hand on a piece of scrap vellum. Confident that she now knew enough about the proposal, she tidied away manuscripts and writing materials and, lighting her little lantern from the dying candle, left her room, closing the door quietly behind her.

There was still a light in the infirmary but it was dim; it would be the shaded lamp of whichever sister dozed at her post on night duty. Elsewhere the Abbey was dark and silent. Helewise looked up at the night sky. There were wisps and tatters of cloud beginning to paint their soft veil over the stars. The wind had changed, bringing warmer air up from the south-west. In the south-east, Orion was still unobscured; Helewise stared up at him and then followed the line of his belt down to the horizon and found the brilliant Dog Star.

It was a long time since she had contemplated the glory of the heavens. Aware that her preoccupation with the recent dreadful events and, this afternoon, with catching up on her work had left her little time for her devotions, she decided to spend a quiet, precious interlude alone with the dear Lord and then slip up the night stairs to the dormitory.

She strode past the end of the infirmary and on to the church. The great west door was locked but the access to the side of it was open, as it always was. The gates were fastened and bolted; there was no need to put a lock on God's dwelling place. She pushed the small door open just a crack, slipped inside and quietly closed it.

The air was heavy with incense, and in the soft glow of the sanctuary light she could see smoke from the censer lying in strata. She looked down the length of the nave, then raised her eyes to the vast wooden beam of the rood screen that swept from north to south above the transept, marking off the chancel beyond with its new double rows of choir stalls, beautifully carved out of local oak. Slowly she walked up the nave, pausing beneath the rood screen to look up at Christ on the cross high above her, then on between the choir stalls until she knelt before the altar. Closing her eyes, she stilled her mind in the hope of hearing God's voice.

Some time later, she opened her eyes once more. Feeling peace all around her as if loving arms had placed a soft blanket on her shoulders, she rose to her feet. She heard a noise. She stood quite still, listening to see if it would come again, but there was nothing. Probably a mouse scouring the stone slabs for drops of wax. It was quite amazing what mice ate . . .

She walked on.

The soft, small noise came again.

She crossed to the end of one of the choir stalls and, holding up her small lantern, shone its light down on the shelf where the cresset lamps were kept ready for services after dark. She lit the five separate wicks – there was still plenty of oil in each depression – and, holding the lamp in one hand and her lantern in the other, slowly began to walk around the church.

She saw it when she was still several paces off. There was nothing particularly alarming about it at first sight, nothing to warn her; it was just that it was there where it should not be.

It was in a recess in the rounded wall behind the altar. There was a large wooden chest there with stout locks where the sacristan nun kept altar cloths, candlesticks and the precious beeswax candles. There was something on top of the chest. It looked like a bundle of clothes.

Helewise fought a sudden dart of fear. I am in the house of the Lord, she told herself. The gates were locked at sunset and there is nobody within to harm me.

Holding both lantern and cresset lamp high, she approached the chest.

She had been right in her guess, but from one end of the bundle protruded a sturdy boot. It was not very large and it showed signs of hard usage. The heel was worn down at one side, as if the wearer walked on the outsides of his feet, and the sole had been mended. Helewise moved her light to the other end of the bundle. Leaning down, she could make out the sound of deep, regular breathing. She sent up a swift and heartfelt prayer of gratitude, for in that first moment she had feared yet another dead body.

The sudden relief giving her courage –
anything
else was better than another murder! – she put down her lantern and, with her free hand, picked at the very edge of the cloak, or perhaps it was a blanket, that covered the sleeping man's head. But the action did not reveal very much, for he wore an enveloping headdress that swathed his head, came down low right over his brows almost to his closed eyelids and covered the lower part of his face, ending in a fold across the bridge of his nose. He had cushioned his cheek on his leather pack and one hand was tucked under the pack as if even in sleep he would not relinquish his hold.

She stared down at her unexpected guest. What she could see of the skin around his eyes was dark, although smooth and unlined. He was a young man, then. She looked down at the hand tucked under the satchel; it was palm up, and the satchel covered it as far as the wrist. The flesh of the inside of the wrist looked pale; she could see a blue lace of veins and there was the faint bump, bump, bump of a steady, regular pulse.

This poor man is exhausted, Helewise thought.

What shall I do?

He must have come into the Abbey in the stream of those seeking our help and then crept in here once the community had left after compline. He must, she thought with a frown, reckon on waking up and slipping out before matins . . .

She was inclined to leave him. He was warmly wrapped up, he looked quite comfortable – the wooden chest would undoubtedly offer a friendlier bed than the hard stone floor – and quite obviously was in dire need of sleep. She would go to her own bed, she decided, but she would not undress. She would make sure she was up at the first stroke of the call to matins so that she could get down here first, wake him up and perhaps offer him the care of either the infirmarer if he was unwell or the refectory nuns if, as undoubtedly he would be, he was hungry.

Pleased to have resolved the small matter, she bent down to pick up her lantern.

It was some tiny difference in the man's breathing that alerted her, but it was too late: a hand shot out from the heaped garments and grabbed her wrist. The man on the chest sat up, shrugged off his blanket and cloak and swept up his other hand, in which she saw a long, curved knife. Its wicked point was a hand's breadth from her throat.

Summoning every bit of her courage, praying that her voice would not give away her fear, she said, ‘I mean you no harm. I do not know how you come to be here in the church but clearly you need to sleep and I was going to leave you here until morning.'

The knife was held steady as a rock but she thought – hoped – that the man had lowered it a little.

‘This is God's house and all who love him are welcome,' she went on in the same calm, level tone. ‘It may be that you do not wish anyone to know you are here, in which case you could claim sanctuary and be safe from violence or arrest.'

The shadowed eyes watched her warily but still the man did not speak.

‘I am sorry that I startled you,' she went on. ‘It must have given you quite a jolt, to wake up suddenly from profound sleep and find someone bending over you!' She forced a laugh. ‘I would have been quite terrified, under the circumstances.'

At last the man spoke. In a low, hoarse, hesitant voice that she had to strain to hear, he whispered, ‘I am not afraid of you.'

‘Good, that's good,' she said. She held up the lamp so that he could see her face. ‘I am in holy orders, as you can see, and we are vowed to love our fellow men. We do not do them harm.'

He nodded; a quick, curt movement, his eyes fixed on hers.

‘Will you not accept a more comfortable bed?' she suggested. ‘There will be a nun on duty in the infirmary. I could take you there – it's not only the sick who sleep within. When they are in need, the healthy accept its comforts too.'

‘
No
,' the man said in a low growl. ‘I do not – I did not want anyone to know I was here.'

‘But now I know,' she pointed out.

‘You not tell!' he hissed.

‘No, very well,' she agreed. ‘But why are you here? Are you in truth in hiding? Do you wish to claim sanctuary?'

He regarded her steadily. Now the knife was pointing at her heart, although she was almost sure he had no intention of harming her. ‘In hiding, yes,' he said. His eyes glittered in the light of her lamp; she could see five tiny flames reflected. Then he drew away, pulling the headdress still lower so that his eyes were in its shadow.

She thought suddenly, we could be here all night in this stand-off. She had guessed who he was and she said decisively, ‘You are Fadil, aren't you? You came here to England with a monk from the Order of the Knights Hospitaller, whose prisoner you once were, and not long ago you asked a man who lives near here if you could stay in his outbuilding. You told him your name was John Damianos. Isn't that so?'

His reaction greatly surprised her. In a strange echo of Thibault's response when Josse suggested it was Fadil who turned up at New Winnowlands, this man too seemed to be amused. He went further, however, and she thought she heard a faint and muffled laugh. ‘Fadil?' he said. Then, curtly, ‘Fadil not here.'

‘But you have been travelling with the English monk, haven't you?' she persisted. It suddenly struck her that taking this man to the infirmary was not a good idea, since Thibault and Brother Otto might well recognize their monk's companion; she said, ‘Two of the runaway's brethren are looking for him. They are called Thibault of Margat and Brother Otto. They were hurt in a fire and they are recovering here in the infirmary.'

‘I know,' he whispered. She tried to catch the cadence of his voice but it was difficult when he spoke so softly and huskily. She thought he was young, his voice not long broken to manhood.

‘Others were hunting you too, weren't they?' She longed to put out a hand to touch him but she did not dare; he might have lowered the knife but he still held it. ‘There were two Saracen warriors called Kathnir and Akhbir and they killed a man they thought was you. They tormented him before they killed him and we assume that was because they thought he – or, rather,
you
– carried a precious object that they were desperate to find.'

His eyes widened in surprise. ‘You – have discovered much,' he rasped.

‘We think there is a third group who hunt you,' she went on, her confidence growing. ‘Men of their number are skilled with the bow. It was—' She had been about to say that one of the unknown group had killed Kathnir, but she stopped. It was not wise to reveal too much too soon.

‘You think correctly,' he muttered. Then, putting down the knife, he said, ‘There is abbess here?'

‘Er—' Should she tell him who she was? Again, caution prevailed: ‘Yes, that's right. Abbess Helewise.'

‘She is good woman?'

How, Helewise wondered, should she answer that? ‘They say so,' she said guardedly.

‘And fair? Just?'

‘She would not condemn anybody without hearing what they had to say,' she said firmly. ‘Even then her inclination would be towards mercy rather than condemnation, for she does her best to follow in the steps of her master, Our Lord.'

‘This is what I have heard,' the man whispered.

‘Why do you ask?'

He looked at her for what seemed a long time. She sensed tension in the air like crackling frost. Then he growled, ‘I have come a very long way and I have been threatened over every mile and at every turn by these three parties. One party alone hunts for me. The others search for the Englishman.'