âMr Tarden!'
Tarden jumped, physically jumped, as Audrey's face appeared at the bottom of the stairs. He always felt like a naughty child when he left Iris. Stupid, they were both adults.
âJack,' he said. âAudrey, you know you can call me Jack.' His heart hammered so thickly in his ribs he was sure Audrey could hear it. He tried to smile.
âOkay. Jack.'
It was a game they went through every time they talked. He disliked being called by his last name, a shorthand that reminded him too much of that long time in his past when his life was not his own.
âI'm glad I caught you,' said Audrey. She met him at the bottom of the stairs. Her outfit was strange, even by Audrey's standards: a tweed coat that crumpled at her feet and nearly obscured her head, her hands poking shapes halfway down the arms. She reminded Tarden of the witch from that old movie, melting to the floor after getting splashed with water. She shuffled one hand out the end of the sleeve and held out an envelope. It was bright fluoro yellow and covered with red glitter. âIt's an invitation,' said Audrey, âto Gin's birthday party.'
âOh right,' said Tarden. âIt's his birthday, is it?'
Audrey looked at him like he was stupid. âYes,' she said. âIt's his actual birthday tomorrow. He told me he was happy to have his birthday later, when things were less busy, but I told him that was silly. It's not the same if you don't celebrate on your actual birthday.'
âI suppose not.'
âAnyway, Dad said yes, just a small celebration, but we thought it might be nice to have a party. You know, after Simon's parents going missing and Dad going to hospital.'
âYes,' said Tarden. âOf course.' His ears burned at the mention of Simon's name.
âSay you'll come?' She pressed the envelope into Tarden's hand. âYou'll come, and Mr Kuiper? It'll only be for a few hours, and I'm getting proper party food. Dad wanted to make stuff, but it wasn't real things you eat at a party.'
Tarden smiled. âWe'll do our best,' he said.
Audrey put her hand on her hip. âI need a definite RSVP.' She made a concerned face, a quizzical twist to her mouth. âI need to confirm numbers.' Her face reminded Tarden so much of her mother that it shocked him.
âOf course we'll come,' he said. âWouldn't miss it for the world.' He knew exactly what Robbie would say, butâfranklyâfuck him. He'd make him come along.
Audrey beamed. âExcellent,' she said. âNow, you don't have to bring a present tomorrow, but you'll probably need to give it to Gin soon after.' She sneezed, twice in a row.
âThat coat a little dusty?' said Tarden.
Audrey wiped her nose. âA little. It's been in storage.'
âIs that your mum's coat?'
Audrey's eyes opened, as if Tarden had unravelled a great mystery. âYes,' she said. âHer opera coat. Look,' Audrey dug into the other pocket and pulled out a piece of crumpled, yellowing paper. She handed it to Tarden. âBe careful, though.'
Tarden took the piece of paper and peered at it. âTheâ¦Barberâ'
â
The Barber of Seville
,' said Audrey. âIt's her favourite opera.'
âReally.' Robbie listened to them sometimes, but to Tarden it just sounded like people hurting their voices.
âShe took the train,' said Audrey, âto see it in Sydney.'
âShe must have loved it.'
âShe does,' said Audrey, âshe does.'
Tarden looked up. âLast of the true locals, your mum.'
âWhat do you mean?'
âNot many people left now who actually grew up here. This place has always been for people travelling through. Or people coming to work for a season, moving away. Now it's
tourism
,' Tarden said the word like it was sour on his tongue. âPeople coming to spend time by the sea.'
âBut we live here,' said Audrey. âYou and me.'
âYeah, well we're the smart ones.' Tarden tapped the side of his head. âWe know how good this place is.' He remembered hearing stories about Audrey, about what she did to herself after Stephanie disappeared. It'd be enough to send anyone that young over the edge. âYour mum, she was a good woman.'
â
Is
a good woman.'
The girl's eyes, Tarden thought, held something that would never soften. âRight,' he said. âShe
is
a good woman.' He gave the opera ticket back. Audrey took it, but didn't put it back in her pocket. Instead, she reached into another pocket and took out something else. A piece of glass, Tarden thought, bottle green, worn smooth.
âThis is hers too,' said Audrey.
âWhat is it?'
âSea-glass. Mum told me about how there used to be a city under the sea. This,' she held up the glass to the light, squinting at it, âthis was a part of the city once.'
Tarden nodded, wondering where that part of him had gone that would have once believed such things. He pictured a shard falling into the sea, tumbling, its edges eroding in a lifetime of saltwater. Currents and wind and the warmth of the earth carrying it to a random slice of coastline, where Stephanie Gale had found it.
âDon't worry,' said Audrey quietly. âI know it's just a bit of a bottle.' She put the glass and the ticket back in her pocket. âAnyway, you've probably got things to do, but I'll see you at the party?'
âSee you there,' said Tarden, and turned to leave.
âDid you and Iris have a nice chat?'
Tarden froze. âYes,' he said. âWe did.'
âIt's nice to have a friend to talk to.'
âYes,' said Tarden, as Audrey skipped away down the hall. âI suppose it is.'
They spun off the sealed road and took a shortcut through a small patch of scrub. Simon hadn't ridden a bike in such a long time that it had taken him a moment to get used to the speed, the trust that momentum alone would hold you upright. Ned's bike was slightly too big for him, and he kept losing the pedals and having to stick his legs out for balance. Each time, he fell behind Pony, who pedalled furiously even down hills, arms locked straight, hat flapping from underneath his helmet, khaki rucksack swinging on his back. He kept swerving too, on straight roads, puffing the brakes to correct his angle. Simon guessed these were more safety tests.
When they sprang through some sandbanks and rejoined the main road, Simon could see the town centre at the bottom of a gentle hill. They passed a yard of abandoned cars, a decrepit garage, a small nursery ringed with terracotta pots. Pony came to a sudden stop by a large water tank at the top of the main street. It was set up on wooden struts and looked for all the world like a gallows. Simon went past him, had to turn around and pedal back. âI usually go much faster,' said Pony. âBut I thought you might not be able to keep up.'
Simon had to tip the bike over to get off; his feet couldn't touch the ground otherwise. He tried to make it look like it was easy.
âLet's get a drink, anyway,' said Pony. âJust lean the bike against the water tower. No one'll take it.'
âAre you sure?'
âYeah. It's a rule. No one'll be around anyway.'
âThought it would be busy on a Saturday afternoon.'
Pony shook his head. âEveryone's done their shopping, now they're all at home. Trust me.' He strode away down the centre of the road, his shadow swinging behind him, lengthening up the hill. The street was as quiet as a painting. The only sound as Pony walked was the stones in his pockets.
Pony opened one of his trouser pockets with a Velcro rip and pulled out a fresh pink-brown band-aid. He peeled off the backing and placed the band-aid on the underside of his left wrist. Smoothed it down.
Simon was sure Pony didn't have a cut on his wrist, but he said nothing. After what Pony had told him about his dad, about the gun, Simon didn't think anything
could
be too strange. âAre we going toâ¦what's it called, the cafe?'
âThe Ottoman,' said Pony. âOnly it's not a cafe at this time of the day, not on the weekend.'
âWhy is it not a cafe?'
âAfter two o'clock, that part closes, the other part opens up. For drinking.'
âDrinking beer?'
âYeah, it's a pub in the afternoon.'
âWhat'll
we
drink?'
âBeer. Whatever.'
Simon's heart thrilled at the mention of something so adult. His dad had a separate fridge for beer at home, or at least in the last home they'd been in. One bottle of each type, each with glass of different colours, different shaped lids and metal caps. Simon had never been allowed one. âBeer,' he said. âYeah.'
Pony pulled at his bottom lip, puffed out a laugh. âYou're having a Coke.'
âYeah,' said Simon. âWhatever.'
Pony led them down the main street and through a door just up from the cafe entrance. Simon's stomach lurched as he recognised the entrance from the night before. Up the three steps. Inside, the sticky smell of stale beer. A darker room, a larger room. Behind the bar was the large man from the search at the dam, Nat, polishing a beer glass with a white cloth.
âHere.' Pony ushered Simon into a circular booth at the back of the pub.
Simon sat down. He realised he didn't have any money. âPony,' he said, turning out his pocket, âthe drinksâ'
âDon't worry,' said Pony. âI've got a tab.'
Simon nodded, impressed. He thought only famous people had tabs in bars.
Eventually, a waitress came over to their table, the same one that had served Simon and his parents the day before. She was wearing all black. Her T-shirt had a faded picture of a horse on it, a silhouette, upside down. âLads,' she said. âWhat can I get you?' Simon noticed Pony pulling his shoulders back, sitting up straighter. His voice strained, even more than usual. âHi, Megan,' he said. âBeer for me, Coke for Simon.'
âPony,' she said, closing her eyes, making a wide smile, âwhen have I ever pulled you a beer?'
âNo, I meantâ' Pony squirmed in his seat. âI'llâ¦have a ginger beer.'
The waitress, Megan, chuckled. âWise choice.' She cocked her head at Simon. âAny news about your parents?'
âNo.' Simon was sure he could see a tattoo peeking out from under the arm of Megan's T-shirt. The legs of a spider, maybe.
âWell,' she said. âFingers crossed, hey.'
Pony took off his hat. His hair was stuck down like moss to a rock. âI'm helping Simon,' he said. âNo one else is, but I am.'
Megan looked at him strangely. âCoke and a
ginger
beer, was it?'
Pony put his hat back on.
âYes,' said Simon. âThank you.'
As soon as she was out of earshot, Pony leaned into Simon and said, âThat's Megan.'
âOkay.'
âShe works here sometimes. And when it's busy, up our place.' Pony kept tapping his hand on the table, his thumb and little finger vibrating.
âI know,' said Simon. âYou told me at breakfast.'
âShe doesn't live in Reception. She stays over sometimes, or she drives back up the coast.'
âYou two are friends?' Simon thought about the silver stud under Megan's lip. It would probably get in the way when you ate.
âWhat?' said Pony. âNot really. Maybe. I don't really like her.' His cheeks tinged with red. He drummed the table more. âHow long does it take to pour two drinks?'
Simon knew Pony liked Megan, the way people sometimes liked other people.
âWon't be quiet for long,' said Pony. âAll the fishers'll wake up soon, looking for a drink.'
âWhat, they sleep in the day?'
âYeah, that's how it works. They get up early, make their catch, ship it off, that's them done. Back to bed, sleep for a bit, wake up and head down the Ottoman. Course, they've got it easy. One day they'll all be working for me. I'll show them how to really work.'
âFor your swimming pool restaurant?'
âYeah.'
Megan came back with their drinks, in two giant glasses. âCouple of pints,' she said, âfor thirsty men.'
Voices suddenly filled the bar and as Pony had said, a group of men walked in. Fishermen, Simon guessed, but they were all in jeans and jackets now instead of overalls. Tarden and Kuiper were there, laughing with the others. A younger man, just in his twenties Simon guessed, came over to Megan. He had a ruddy, flat face and hard grey eyes. He had on jeans, and a shirt with a logo on it, a truck, a semi-trailer, jumping through a hoop of flames.
âBabe.' He grabbed Megan around the waist, kissed her neck. His arms were covered in blonde hair like sawdust.
âHey,' said Megan. She pulled away and squeezed his hand.
âMe and the boys are in the mood for a few brews,' he said. He winked at Simon, and Simon didn't know why.
âPut some money on the counter, Cody, and you'll get all the brews you want.'
âAwright.' Cody let go of her and went over to join the other men.
âYou guys drink up now,' Megan said to Simon and Pony. âIt's about to get busy in here.' She went back to the bar.
âWhat an idiot,' said Pony.
âWhat?'
âThat's Cody, her
boyfriend
. He drives trucks. Up and down the coast. Hardly ever here, really.' They didn't say anything for a while. Simon sipped his Coke. The glass was so big, he didn't think he could finish it. From time to time, he'd steal a glance at the group of fishers telling stories on the other side of the room. One grappled an imaginary fish, another cast out an invisible net. Megan came to collect the quickly empty glasses. The spider tattoo on her arm, just out of vision. A thought that had been circling came to rest in Simon's head.
âWhen we came into town,' he said, âthere was a shed, on the hill.'
âWhat?'
âOutside of Mr Tarden's house.'
âHim and Kuiper live out of town, yeah.' Pony shot a look at the fishers' table. Simon lowered his voice, though he wasn't sure quite why. âThere's a big shed near their house. Me and Dad tried to open it. It's full ofâ¦tin cans. It looked like tin cans. Like, hundreds of them.'
Pony frowned. âCans?'
âSo you haven't seen it?'
âNo,' he said. âNo one really goes that far out of town. Stupid to live that far out, if you ask me.'
âAnd there was something hiding there, too. A spider, or something.'
âA spider?'
âYeah, I was the only one who saw inside. We only opened the door a little bit.'
âWell,' said Pony, âWe'd better go and check it out.' He upended his glass and gulped down the last of his ginger beer.
âWe can't go there,' said Simon.
âDon't be a wimp,' said Pony, already getting up. âTarden and Kuiper'll be in here drinking for hours yet. Let's go.'