The Orphan Choir (15 page)

‘You said the homeowners love the quiet. Is it always quiet here?’

Bethan giggles. ‘So much so, it’ll freak you out.’

Good. And no, it won’t.

‘Most of our homeowners are city dwellers like yourself, and
so
many say they find it spooky at first, the silence. You hear birds and animals and, apart from that, nothing.’

We have driven nearly all the way round the lake on the way to another one that looks even bigger. ‘What’s that little wooden building?’ I ask. ‘Is that for the security staff?’

‘No, that’s a bird hide. That’s where you’ll come with your son – how old did you say he was?’

‘Seven.’

‘Perfect age,’ Bethan says, making me wonder what’s wrong with six and eight. ‘What’s his name?’

‘Joseph.’

‘That’s a beautiful name. And it won’t matter here that he’s an only child – he won’t be lonely, I can assure you.’

I do an internal double take. What an extraordinarily tactless thing to say. For all Bethan knows, Stuart and I desperately wanted more children and couldn’t have them.

It doesn’t matter anywhere that Joseph’s an only child, I want to say but don’t. It only matters that Dr Freeman has stolen him.

‘You can bring Joe here in the evening and watch all the birds, try and catch a glimpse of the beavers.’ Bethan turns to face me, briefly, before looking back at the track ahead. ‘Swallowfield’s what childhood ought to be,’ she says. ‘Parents let their kids wander out of the house without even saying where they’re going or when they’ll be back. I bet you can’t believe you’ll ever be willing to do that, but I promise you, once you get used to life here, you will.’

Joe? For a second, I almost say, ‘Who’s that?’ We’ve never called him Joe.

‘It’s unimaginable in the city, but here children head off into the woods, meet up with friends at the trampolines or by the climbing frame – we’ve got an
amazing playground, I’ll show you on the way out—’

‘I’m just thinking about noise,’ I say, interrupting her. Rude, no doubt, but I can’t help it.

‘I told you, there is no noise.’

‘Yes, but … let’s say I were to buy a house and the person in the house next door starts to play his stereo too loud –’

‘Ah!’ says Bethan knowingly. ‘I see what you’re driving at. You’ve no need to worry, honestly. Ensuring that Swallowfield is peaceful and quiet at all times is our number one priority. All our homeowners come here to escape from the noise that you just can’t get away from in a city, so we take it very seriously indeed. No one’s allowed to make any noise, at any time of day or night, that disturbs anybody else. It’s in the lease that everyone signs. We’ve not needed to yet, but, believe me, we’d be rigorous about enforcing it if we had to. If you’re ever sitting on your balcony or on your terrace, or inside your house, and you’re disturbed by the sound of anyone’s television, or even a too-loud conversation, you’ll just give Bob a ring and he’ll deal with it straight away. There was an incident last year – one of our homeowners had a hen party in her house. The noise was audible to the house next door, who rang Bob, who was straight in his van and driving round to the hen-night house to very politely remind the lady of the rule about
absolute peace and quiet. She was mortified and switched the music off straight away. That’s quite honestly the only noise issue we’ve had in the seven years Swallowfield has existed. And I promise you, everybody here – everybody – cares as much about preserving the tranquillity as you do.’

I doubt it. What about the hen-night woman? Why did she need Bob to mortify her before she realised that her music was too loud and might annoy people?

‘We don’t even play music in the gym or at the swimming pool,’ says Bethan. ‘The spa rules are very strict about noise. If children shout and scream in or by the pool, they’re asked to get out. Jumping in isn’t allowed – that’s a new rule since last year. Some of the homeowners complained about children jumping in and making loud splashing noises while they were trying to have a quiet, relaxing swim.’

I smile. These are the kinds of neighbours I want to have: ones who regard a loud splash as unreasonable and are not willing to put up with it. I will have to explain to Joseph that he must enter the swimming pool silently, via the steps. He won’t mind.

‘Similarly, the rural parts of the estate. If you and your family go out into one of the fields for a picnic and you happen to bump into a homeowner who’s having a little disco, making a bit of a racket – not
that that would
ever
happen – give Bob a ring and he or one of his men’ll be straight round. If children are shrieking as they leap into the lake, call Bob. Not allowed. That’s in the lease too, at the insistence of certain homeowners.’

All right, now I’m impressed. No noise allowed, even in the wilderness. Have I found, by some miracle, somewhere I can live and be the least-obsessed-with-noise member of the community? The idea makes me want to explode with joy.

‘Of course, it’s something you’ll need to think about before you sign on the dotted line,’ says Bethan, as we drive through what looks like a river into a field bordered on two sides by tall evergreen trees. ‘Source of the River Culver – right here in Swallowfield,’ she tells me as an aside.

‘What will I need to think about?’

‘The requirement not to make noise. I mean, obviously you’re not expected to glide silently from your house to the spa – the normal sounds of everyday life are fine, but we do expect homeowners to keep in mind that Swallowfield is a tranquil haven for all of us, so to keep noise to a minimum. So, if you’re on your way from your house to the spa or the shop and you’re chatting to your husband or Joe, do it with consideration for others rather than at the tops of your voices – that’s all we ask – so that
if someone’s coming along in the opposite direction and seems to be lost in their own thoughts, you won’t intrude on their peace of mind.’

I can’t wait any longer. I need to live here, as soon and as much as I can. ‘You said on the phone that I could buy and be in within a couple of months. Can a house be built that quickly?’

‘Oh – no, I meant if you bought one of our resales and if you were a cash buyer you could maybe be in that quickly. But if you want to buy a plot of land and have a bespoke—’

‘A resale’s fine,’ I say, not knowing what one is. I assume the clue is in the name: houses that were bespoke built for other homeowners who now want to sell. ‘How many do you have available? Vacant possession, ideally. Or someone who can move out quickly.’

Bethan laughs. ‘Wow, you’re keen, aren’t you? Are you sure you don’t want to go the bespoke route? Most people who buy here—’

‘I need to be in by the fourteenth of December at the latest,’ I tell her. ‘That’s when my son breaks up for the Christmas holidays. I want to pick him up from school and drive him straight here.’

‘Oh … well, yes, then a resale it’s going to have to be.’ I hear the enthusiasm in her voice dip, and the way she then tries to resurrect it artificially. Less money for Swallowfield with a resale, presumably; less
commission for her. ‘We’ve got three at the moment. If you like, we can go back to the sales office now and—’

‘Are any of them all glass, like the show home? Or anything like the show home?’

‘Two of them are actually barn-style homes, so, no – wooden, not glass. The third has a whole wall of glass at the front, covering all three storeys, so it’s completely glass-fronted.’

That’s the one I’m buying.

‘It’s a lovely light house – perfect for a tidy family, I’d say!’

‘Tidy?’ I wasn’t expecting that. I can’t think what she might mean.

‘The Boundary – that’s its name – overlooks Topping Lake. If you buy it and your living room or your bedroom’s messy, it’ll be seen by swimmers in the summer, and sailors out on their boats, and paddle-boarders.’

‘Oh, I see. That won’t be a problem. I’m pretty tidy. My husband and son aren’t, but …’

I break off. Does Bethan honestly imagine I would care what another Swallowfield resident in a passing canoe thought about the state of my house? I wonder if this is her subtle way of telling me that the lease has issues with domestic disorder as well as noise. I wouldn’t be altogether surprised; homeowners who
complain about splashing noises in swimming pools might well object equally to the sight of a dishevelled duvet as they sail on the lake.

The Boundary. Topping Lake
. That is my house, my new address.

‘Can I look at The Boundary today? Now?’ I ask Bethan.

We have entered a new phase. Last night, for the first time since my noise war with Justin Clay started, my husband was away overnight. Which Mr Clay knew, because when Stuart’s at home his car is parked in one of the residents’ bays on the street rather than in Stansted airport’s short-stay or long-stay car park.

I couldn’t sleep. Not that I’ve been sleeping particularly well since all this unpleasantness began, and since the house has been full of builders’ dust. Predictably, I have turned out to be far more sensitive to the dust than Stuart, who it seems is not
very sensitive to anything. Most nights I find myself waking four or five times, either needing to cough or jerking to attention in a panic after dreaming that Mr Clay is playing choral music. Which, recently, he hasn’t been. Having told Pat Jervis he’d never done it in the first place, I knew he would stop completely for a while to make me wonder if he might have been telling the truth – if Pat could be right and I’d imagined the boys’ voices coming through my bedroom wall.

I understand Mr Clay’s psychology better now than I did before. He’s not a little bit stupid, as Pat said. He might present as crass and dense when he’s coasting along happily on autopilot, but lurking somewhere beneath the cannabis-fugged surface of his brain is a shrewd strategic sensibility that he is able to access when he applies himself. And, despite the current poor state of my own exhaustion-eroded mind, I am obviously capable of similarly astute calculation, because I knew he would choose last night for his first attack in a while. That’s why I couldn’t sleep. Well, to be more accurate, I decided not to sleep. I sat in bed and waited. I thought about the expression ‘going to the mattresses’. I first heard it in
The Godfather
movie and it stuck in my mind. It means preparing for war: moving
out of your house, going to hide in a warehouse with nothing but mattresses to make it more comfortable. Not an exact analogy with my situation, but close enough.

I wanted to prove or disprove my own theory, to try to catch Mr Clay’s few seconds of loud music designed to make sure I wake up before he turns the volume down to audible-but-inoffensive. That was the only thing I turned out to be wrong about. This time he went for full-on loud. Two in the morning, a boys’ choir blasting out ‘King of Glory, King of Peace’. Of course, I should have anticipated this too. There was no need for Mr Clay to bother with the quiet phase last night, since there was no possibility of engineering a row between me and Stuart: ‘But it’s so quiet, you can hardly object.’ / ‘I don’t care how quiet it is, it’s still the middle of the night and he’s only doing it to hurt me.’

I think this is what Mr Clay intends to do from now on: persecute me when I’m alone and he knows I won’t be able to prove anything.

Except I will. I can buy some kind of recording device. (God knows where from. I haven’t owned one since the tape recorder I had in the 1980s. I don’t
know what people use to record things these days. Maybe I’ll ask the man in Fopp.) What I need is a machine that can record sound and also log the time and date that the sound was recorded. Though how would I prove the sound was coming from Mr Clay’s house and not my own? His obvious defence would be to allege that I was so vindictive and obsessed with punishing him that I was trying to frame him – creating noise myself in order to blame it on him.

It shouldn’t be too hard to distract him somehow and then sneak some impartial witnesses into my house the next time Stuart’s away. I’m sure I can think of something. A surprise phone call to Mr Clay; a staged fight between students at the back of our houses (whom I would pay handsomely, of course) involving lots of swearing and threats of violence. While Mr Clay hurried to one of his back windows to see what was going on, I could let my witnesses in at the front. They’d have to be people who wouldn’t mind staying up all night. I’d need to pay them too, probably.

Maybe Pat Jervis would agree to be the visiting nocturnal witness? She might be fickle in her loyalties, but my sense is that she’s someone who likes a challenge. If I said to her, ‘Do this one thing,
and you’ll see I’m right. If I’m not, I’ll accept that you’re right and I’m going crazy.’ Or maybe it would be easier to ask one of her colleagues, Trevor Chibnall or Doug Minns, who would be less likely to try and interfere in the rest of my life.

(This is a side issue, but it’s totally out of order for a council environmental health officer to tell someone she’s visiting in a professional capacity not to run away from a problem by buying a holiday home in the Culver Valley. I still cannot believe Pat Jervis said that to me with a straight face. Even hospital staff, in real life, don’t intrude in that way, despite the misleading impression given by TV shows like
House
and
Casualty
in which surgeons say, ‘While I remove your appendix, let’s discuss your fear of romantic commitment.’ In spite of the inappropriate discouragement I received, I am buying a second home in the Culver Valley – it’s all going through at the moment. Not that it’s any of Pat’s business.)

Whatever plans I make, they need to be beyond Mr Clay’s imaginative capacity, since he will be trying to second-guess me at every stage. I need to think about this more when I’m not so tired.