Authors: Gena Showalter
“Still think I'm slow?” Valerian asked.
Their fiery gazes met, blue against bluer, and Joachim scowled. He swung to the left, missed, then swung to the right. As the lance dipped toward the ground, Valerian leapt over its middle, trapping it between his legs and jamming his elbow into Joachim's nose. Blood squirted and Joachim howled as he tripped, falling away from striking distance and flinging dirt in every direction.
“Get up,” Valerian commanded.
“You'll pay for that.” His cousin jumped to his feet and ran straight at him, continuously stabbing forward.
Valerian circled quickly, shield blocking. His muscles began to burn, and sweat began to run down his face and chest in rivulets. Already his breath emerged in shallow pants. Damn this! At this rate, his strength would be quickly depleted. Lack of sex did that to a nymph.
Looking tired himself, Joachim arched high, intending to puncture his shoulder on the downward swing,
but Valerian hit Joachim's wrist and his cousin dropped the spear. At a disadvantage, Joachim dove, rolled and reached for it. His fingers closed around the middle. Maintaining a fluid pace, he spun back to his feet. But Valerian was already there, stomping on the lance and snapping it in two.
Growling low in his throat, Joachim kicked up. His foot slammed into Valerian's wrist and Valerian, too, lost his spear. Both men sprang apart, unsheathing the swords from their shields.
As blood continued to drip down his face, Joachim launched forward, wildly swinging. Air whistled, zinged, just like it had before the battle began. Movements slower than normal, Valerian didn't duck in time. The blade sliced his forearm. He felt the sting of it, the burn of torn flesh.
He didn't give a reaction, didn't allow it to slow him further.
He stabbed low, then up, twisting before Joachim could counter. The tip of his sword whizzed by his cousin's face, and the man paled. He raised his shield and slammed it into Valerian's other arm, the sharp wings cutting skin. Valerian used the momentum to spin around and slice into Joachim's thigh.
His cousin shouted, and his knees buckled into the sand.
“Get up,” Valerian snarled. “I'm not through with you.”
Gritting his teeth, Joachim lumbered to his feet. He still clutched his weapon and shield. His eyes were dark with rage, his lips swollen with his thirst for power. “I am not through with you, either.” He dropped his shield and slid a second dagger from his side.
Valerian hurled his shield aside, as well. He held out his free hand, and Broderick tossed him a second dagger. He easily caught the hilt. Two blades against two blades.
Instantly he and Joachim leapt for each other. One blade clashed, then the other, a lethal dance of dodge and slash. Valerian spun as he worked his blades, lunged and stabbed.
“I should have been born to your father. I should have been king,” Joachim panted as he ducked.
“The gods did not think so.” Stab, turn, stab.
“I was created to rule.”
“You were created, yes, but not to rule. Verryn should be here, commanding us both, but he is gone. My father is gone. And that leaves me. It is well past time you accepted that.” The first blade finally hit home, jabbing into Joachim's side.
His cousin screamed and dropped to his knees. Valerian's momentum kept him from drawing back his other weapon. He wasn't sure he would have, though, even if he could. But he did angle his arm, his second blade embedding in Joachim's shoulder, close to his heart, but not hitting directly. The silver glided smoothly through the links of armor. Joachim gasped for air as a trickle of blood ran from his mouth.
Total silence filled the arena.
Valerian straightened, panting.
“Why didâ¦you letâ¦meâ¦live?” Joachim gurgled. “Should haveâ¦hitâ¦my heart.”
“You will live, and you will regret,” Valerian said, unemotional and loud enough that everyone could hear. “If you ever again challenge my leadership, I will kill
you without a thought. Without hesitation. Without mercy. No matter that we are family. No matter that we were once friends.”
Joachim's chin fell to his chest, and his eyes closed. Dark shadows couched his blood-coated face. He tumbled into the dirt, unconscious. Grains of sand sprayed onto Valerian's boots.
He slammed the tip of his dagger beside his cousin's body and whipped around to eye the crowd of warriors who watched him in openmouthed shock. Perhaps they had expected him to kill his cousin. Perhaps they had expected him to deflect the final blow completely.
His gaze connected with Shaye's.
Mine,
his mind shouted.
Mine now.
No one could say otherwise.
Like his men, her face was darkened with shock. And horror? He knew he must look a sight, blood and sand covering his arms, legs and face. Strands of sweat-soaked hair clung to his temples.
Perhaps the surface dwellers did not fight quite so violently, but he couldn't force himself to regret what had been done. She belonged to him, would live
here
with him, so it was better for her to learn his way of life now.
Tearing his gaze from her, he looked at each of his men. “Is there anyone else who wishes to challenge my authority?”
After the echo of his voice settled, silence reigned. He paced in front of them. “Now is the time to issue such a challenge.”
No one came forward.
He stilled, hands clenched at his sides. “Then I hereby claim Shaye Octavia Holling as my woman.
Mine. My mate. Your queen. He that questions this shall meet the steel of my sword.”
Amid Shaye's choked squeaks, he moved in front of Broderick. He didn't look at Shaye again. Not yet. He wasn't ready to see what expression she now woreâ rebellious? Furious? Disgusted? He wasn't ready to know her thoughts.
Broderick cleared his throat. “What should we do about Joachim?”
“Pray that Asclepius and his two daughters visit.” The words were uttered out of habit, for when a nymph became injured, prayers were raised to those gods of healing, even though they had wanted nothing to do with the people of Atlantis for many, many years. No one knew why the gods had abandoned them, only that they had.
Valerian still did not want Joachim to die. He wanted him to suffer.
Valerian scanned the crowd of onlookers. “Is there a healer among you?”
After a pause, Shivawn's silent, black-haired wench stepped forward. There were tears in her eyes as she raised a tentative hand. He nodded at her and faced Broderick. “Take Joachim and the healer to the sick room. She is to bandage him up and nothing more. Make sure she does not touch him sexually.” If she did, Joachim would heal quickly, his injuries forgotten all too soon. Before the fight, Valerian had thought to give his cousin a speedy recovery. Not so now. He did not have time for the trouble the man was sure to cause.
Broderick nodded.
Without another word, Valerian grabbed Shaye's hand and tugged her into the corridor.
Now she truly belonged to himâand it was time he proved it to her.
P
OSEIDON WAS BORED
.
He was god of the sea, ruler of fish, merpeople and ocean waves, and he was bored. Lately even the storms and destruction he caused failed to amuse him. People screamed, people died, yada, yada, yada.
Maybe he'd care if the humans had not forgotten his existence. But they no longer served him; they no longer worshipped himâboth of which were his due. After all, he'd helped create the ungrateful race.
He traced his fingers through the dappled liquid surrounding him. There had to be something to combat this constant sense of ennui. Create a hurricane or a tsunamiâ no. The last few had been yawners. Start a warâno. Too much effort for too little reward. Abandon the water and enter Olympusâno again. The other gods were selfish and greedy and he did not want to deal with them.
What could he do, what could he do? The only worlds he had dominion over were Earth and Atlantis, he thought, straightening. Oh, oh, oh. Was thatâ¦yes, it was. For the first time in what seemed an eternity, he experienced a flash of excitement.
He hadn't considered Atlantis and its people in years. He'd walked away from them, thinkingâhoping,
perhapsâthat they'd destroy themselves so that he'd never again have to gaze upon what he considered an abomination. Instead they'd thrived and he'd let them, because they had obeyed the laws he'd set in place. More than that, he'd been completely caught up in his humans and had forgotten about the races of creatures made before the formula of Man had been perfected.
Yes, it was past time he checked on Atlantis and its citizens.
Poseidon couldn't help himself. He grinned.
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S
HAYE STARED
at Valerian's back as he led her through the palace, following the same path they'd taken earlier. She didn't protest. Muscles strained and bunched in his bare shoulders. Blood blended with sand, and both were splattered all over him, forming lines and circles on his skin.
He'd very nearly killed a man. His own cousin, no less. Might have, actually, if Joachim's wounds became infected. He had done this without hesitation. Without remorse. She'd watched him do it and hadn't flinched.
She'd been too relieved that
he
was the winner and would live.
The fight had unfolded like something out of a movie. Valerian had moved with grace and fluidity, each intricate step as beautiful as it was dangerous. A menacing ballet. Her heart had drummed erratically in her chest, then stopped altogether when Valerian was injured. She'd been unprepared for the anger she'd felt toward Joachim in that moment.
She'd been unprepared for the fright she'd felt for Valerian.
She could have run away and escaped the madness.
But she hadn't. She'd stayed. Not because she had promised Valerianâa promise made under duress wasn't really a promise, to her way of thinkingâbut because knowing the outcome of the battle had seemed vital to her own survival.
I hereby claim Shaye Octavia Holling as my woman. My mate, my queen,
he had said.
His words drifted through her mind, making her shiver now as they had in the arena. He'd said them, and they hadn't bothered her as much as they should have. They hadn't bothered her at all, really. She'd actually experienced a tremor ofâshe growled, just rememberingâcontentment.
Just then Valerian stumbled over his own feet. He quickly righted himself, but the action brought her to the present. “You're injured,” she said, as if he didn't already know. Her concern for him doubled. “You need a doctor.”
He didn't turn to face her. “
You
will act as my healer.”
The thought was as appealing as it was disturbing. “I know nothing about wound care.”
“I trust you.”
Why? She didn't trust herself. Not around him. “I might do more harm than good.”
“Shaye,” he said, clearly exasperated. “You are the only person I want touching me in any way.”
Put like that⦠“Fine. But when you die, you can tell God I warned you.”
His shoulders shook, and she heard the rumbling purr of his laughter. Unbidden, her lips inched into a half smile and she forgot her concerns. She liked his amusement.
“Were you trying to save him,” she asked, “or did you accidentally miss his heart?”
The question made him stiffen. “I never miss an intended target.”
Apparently male pride was the same for nymphs as it was for humans. “What if he challenges you again? And what if he cheats next time, hitting you unaware?”
“He will not.”
“How can you be sure?” she persisted.
“Joachim lost. He was shown as the weaker warrior. Whether he kills me in the future or not, he will never be accepted as leader.”
“Oh.” She barely managed the one-syllable reply, so upset was she by the thought of Valerian dying.
“What's more,” Valerian continued, unaware, “he did not need to die for you to become my woman, and
that
is the main reason I fought him.”
A shiver rolled through her. “I am
not
your woman.”
“Cease your protests, moon. They will only embarrass you when you at last admit your love for me.”
She snorted, but quickly changed the subject. His words were a little tooâ¦prophetic. “Where are you taking me?” she said, studying the torch-lit hallway with its familiar nicked-and-scuffed walls. Recognizing the area, the answer hit her, and every molecule of air in her lungs froze. “No!”
A pause. A sigh. “My bedroom,” he admitted reluctantly. “Yes.”
Her stomach clenched against the sudden bombardment of erotic sensation. Valerian. Bed.
Hell. No.
She shivered again. “Are you going to lock me inside?” The question trembled from her.
“No.” There was more determination in that one word than she'd heard in her entire life.
“Wh-what are you going to do to me?” Deep down, she already suspected the answer was going to beâ
“Make love to you, moon. I am going to make love to you.”
“No, no. No!” She dug her heels into the polished ebony floor, bringing them to an abrupt halt. “I refuse. Do you hear me? I refuse!”
Slowly he turned and faced her. He didn't release her hand. His lush lips were firm, his harsh expression etched in stone. “I have been injured,” he said, as if she should know why that was important.
She scowled up at him. “I can see that you're injured. I even pointed it out to you. But you should know that you'll sustain more injuries if you try and take me to bed.”
“I am injured,” he repeated. “Sex strengthens me. I will heal faster once I have penetrated you.”
A hot gasp bubbled in her throat, nearly choking her. “Uh, you can die for all I care. I'm not letting youâ” she weaved a hand through the air “â penetrate me.”
“You will find my lovemaking exquisite.” The corners of his mouth edged into a deep frown. “I assure you.”
“No.”
“Shaye,” he cajoled. “Sweet moonbeam.”
“Valerian,” she snapped. “Whoremonger.”
A muscle twitched beside his eye. “I have turned away all other women for you. I have publicly vowed to make you my queen.”
“I'm going on record right now saying I don't give a shit and my answer is no.”
If she'd thought his expression hard before, she was now shown the error of such an assumption. His gaze became frosted with turquoise ice; his nostrils flared. His cheekbones looked cut from glass. “I can make you beg for it.”
She quivered with trepidation but said, “I don't beg for anything.”
He regarded her silently for a long while, then pushed a hand through his hair, causing several blond locks to fall over his eyes. A foreign part of herâa part that revealed itself more and more latelyâurged her to reach up and caress those errant strands from his beautiful face. Yes, he could make her beg for it. There. She'd admitted it. His decadent flavor was still in her mouth, the press of his lips imprinted on her memory. But she had to resist him. She had to fight him.
And she had to, at last, escape him.
Before she could take a step, however, he moved toward her and licked his lips, as if he knewâ
knew,
damn himâexactly what naughty memory played through her mind and planned to exploit it by whatever means necessary. All thoughts of escape vanished.
“I need you, Shaye. More than I've ever needed another.”
Only Valerian spoke to her in that tone. Husky rich, honey warm. As if the thought of her ravishment was an exquisite bliss. As if, in his mind, she was already naked and he was already inside her. She had no response for himânot one she was comfortable giving.
Silence once again encompassed them; this time it was a knowing silence, a heavy silence. A tempting silence. He waited, letting her mind and body battle for
supremacy.
Stay strong. Be cold.
If he touched her⦠Wait. He
was
touching her, and it felt good.
She ripped free from his clasp and inched backward, not caring if the action was cowardly. “I'll clean your wound, but that's it. Nothing more. Do you understand?”
He considered her words as he stared into her eyes, gauging her inner resolve. “Are you resistant to me because I almost killed a man?”
“No,” she admitted.
“Then why? Some women abhor violence. Some are titillated by it.” Closer, closer he came to her. “Which are you?”
“Neither,” she said, and backed herself straight into the wall. She gasped. “I just don'tâ”
say it, hurt him
“â like you.”
He stilled, popped his jaw. Maybe she had hurt him, maybe she hadn't. She'd definitely hurt herself. Lying like that caused her stomach to clench painfully and her throat to constrict.
“Very well, then,” he said, toneless. “I will allow you to care for my wounds. Both of my arms need tending.”
Be casual, unaffected.
“Gee, thanks. You will
allow
me.” She snorted, hoping she appeared properly unimpressed. While she administered aid, would he “accidentally” touch her? Would he purr his warm breath into her ears, over her skin, and let his white-hot gaze devour her? “But there will be noâ¦petting.”
Because here was a better question: Would she be able to resist him?
Already her resolve teetered on precarious ground. Perhaps playing doctor wasn't so smart, after all. She would have to be on full alert. Being with Valerian, she
suspected, would be like shooting herself full of heroin. Addictive, lethal and absolutely stupid. If she could resist taking that first, experimental taste, she wouldn't have to deal with withdrawal. And after she patched him up, she could leave him with a clear conscience.
You've already had a taste. Remember that white-hot kiss?
Shut up!
“While you help me,” he said, “I will not pet you. If, however, you change your mind and wish me to do so, you have only to say.”
Not giving her time to respond, he grabbed her hand, pivoted and kicked back into motion. With his final words ringing in her ears, she was aware of every point of contact between them. Smoothness against rough calluses.
“Do you have any Neosporin?” she asked, hoping to get her mind off everything related to sex.
“I have no idea, as I do not know what that is.”
When his hair was damp, it had a little curl to it, she realized. Then she scowled. Why did she care about his stupid hair? “It's medicine for your arms.”
“I will gather everything that you need.” They came to the room's entrance, and with his free hand, he swished aside the white lace.
He stepped inside; she followed on his heels. Though the room was located in the same corridor as the one she had slept in, it was more masculine than hers, a combination of battleground and leisure. A large bed occupied the far section, with rumpled violet-and-gold sheets and the imprint of a large male body. Gold armor and an arsenal of weapons hung on ruby hooks. Rainbow lights glistened from the walls, like diamonds trapped in glass.
To the side, steam curled from a bathing pool, twining around the flower petals that floated on the surface. That was a very feminine touch, and she knew Valerian was not responsible. One of his many lovers must have prepared the water.
“This is your main bedroom?” she asked.
“Yes.” He released her hand.
Slowly she twirled around. “I noticed that some of the walls have holes, as if things have been scraped out of them. Jewels, right? Like these?”
“Yes,” he repeated.
“Why is this room still intact? And the other room of yours, the one I slept in?”
“After I took possession, I made sure they were worthy of me.”
He spoke with no hint of smugness, no hint of pride. Only truth. “You don't think too highly of yourself, I see.”
Standing there, Valerian drank in the sight of his woman. Then he drank in the sight of the bed. Large, beckoning. Violet sheets with golden trim. He wanted Shaye there, splayed and open for his view. For his touch. Being inside his room, having a bed nearby and Shaye within reach, proved an intoxicating dilemma.
Why had he promised not to touch her sexually while she tended him?
He'd never had to seduce a woman before. They always desired him, no provocation needed. Shaye made him feel at a loss. While he hungered for every part of her, she continually pushed him away. And of all the women in the world, she should want him most.
How much longer could his body withstand the rejection?
Not much, he suspected.
He gathered clean rags, a basin of hot water, a jar of cleaning oil, and a vial of healing sand from the Forest of the Dragons. He placed all of them on a tray. His ears remained attuned to Shaye's every movement, lest she decide to bolt for the door. Surprisingly, she didn't. She remained exactly where he'd left her, in the center, gazing around.