The Novels of the Jaran (176 page)

“When my grandfather’s grandmother begged for their pity, because she was barren, they granted her wish but with this price: that one child from each generation be sold into slavery. I am the child the gods chose.”

“But—” He took a sip of tea and choked on it. “Even a slave has certain rights, as we read in the words of the Everlasting God and his three prophets. Among those rights, the right to be freed.”

“I am a slave,” said Samae in her stubborn, soft, deep voice, “so that my family will remain free of the curse of barrenness. I will not bring this curse back on them. I cannot. Freedom is forbidden us, who are slaves by the gods’ will.”

“So if I command you to be free, you will not accept?”

She bent double again, brushing her forehead on the stiff carpet. “You are my master on this earth of clay, but the gods rule me.”

Jiroannes realized that she was not bowing to him, but to her gods. A sudden compulsion seized him: to know her, to know of her, to make her speak her thoughts aloud, to fathom what lay behind her blank expression. “Then you serve the gods as your master?”

She remained bent over. Her voice emerged, muffled, out of the collar of her damask coat. “We cannot serve the gods, since they despise us.”

“But if you’re so much beneath their notice, then why bother to obey their laws at all?”

“They punish those who rebel against them.”

Jiroannes let out a great sigh. He lifted his cup up, and Jat padded out of the shadows and took it away. Without knowing why, he extended a hand and brushed his fingers back along her hair and toyed with the ribbon holding her braid fast. “Why did you cry, when we saw the
play
—the dancers who speak with both words and hands?”

“Because the jaran believe their gods are kind.”

“I don’t understand.”

The radiance along the western horizon swelled and brightened and then faded back down to a luminescent glow. “The woman came from the heavens, did she not? And the man loved her, and he got her with child. So she gave him a sword that she had stolen from her mother, the sun. But a sword brought from heaven bears two edges. For each blessing, it brings you also a curse.”

Her voice had a hollow unearthliness that made him nervous. He jerked his hand away from her hair. The wind picked up. Golden tassels danced and fluttered, spinning, along the awning. His sleeve quivered, like an animal shifting in sleep and then settling. “Why should you care, in any case,” he asked, “that the jaran believe their gods are kind?”

She did not speak for a long while. At last, she lifted her head enough that he could see her pale cheeks and the dark slash of her mouth. The lantern light caught the glistening of tears on her cheeks, and tears welling in her eyes gave those eyes the brilliance of jewels. “Because they will learn otherwise,” she whispered.

“But why—?” But he knew, to see her face, why she cared. She had lived long enough in Tadesh, perhaps even with her family, to learn their dances, the secret of which passed down only within their own race. Then, sold into slavery, she had sailed alone over the wide seas and come into a foreign country and been sold again, into the hands of a foreign master. Alone, at the mercy of her gods, it was no wonder he had never seen her smile. The only wonder was that he had never seen her cry before now. But she had never cared about him. He was only her master on this earth of clay. Probably she had never cared about anyone or anything in Vidiya; had not cared until she came to the jaran. Until she saw their women walking free. Until she was sent to the tent of a boy newly come to manhood.

“I will undertake to treat you more kindly,” he said, wanting suddenly for her to think well of him. “It’s too bad the jaran don’t allow slaves in their camps, or I’d give you to Prince Mitya as a gift.”

She gasped, harsh, as if he had hit her. Her hands moved frantically in a sign, warding him off. Or not him, perhaps, but the notice of her gods. She struck her forehead to the carpet once, twice, a third time, keening in a thin, muted voice, and then fell silent, and stilled.

Jiroannes stared at her, taken aback. “Go in to my tent,” he said brusquely. “You’ll attend me when I’m ready for bed.”

With no expression on her face, she rose, bowed, and retreated into his tent. Jiroannes swore under his breath, flung the blanket off his legs, and stood up. Jat padded forward and eased it off the carpet, and briskly folded it up, and vanished back into the shadows. Jiroannes strode to the edge of the carpet. The tassels spun over his head, gold thread glinting and sparking in the lantern light. Beyond, the camp of the jaran army stretched on endlessly into the night. A few campfires burned, in his guards’ encampment, along ambassador’s row, and farther on, into the main camp. Stars glistened above, as unobtainable as Samae. He saw now that he would never be anything to her but her temporary master, to be suffered while she served out her penance, which could only end, for her, when she died. Perhaps he would give her to Mitya, or into Mitya’s household. Perhaps he could explain the situation to Mother Sakhalin and ask her to advise him. Mitya would marry the Habakar princess, of course, but surely a man was allowed a secondary wife or a concubine. Surely some provision could be made for her. Yes, that was the right choice.

Determined, he spun and walked back across the carpet. The plush gave beneath his boots, and he had to step up, a little, inside his tent, where the carpets were piled five deep. A gauzy silk curtain screened off his bedchamber from the front portion of his tent, and as he crossed past his writing table, he saw a lantern shining through the fine silk, and movements silhouetted like the dancing of actors against the translucent fabric.

Like a play, he watched it unfold before him, at first in surprise and then in horror.

Samae knelt at the foot of his bed. Laissa, standing, extended her arm and offered the slave girl a cup. She said: “Drink this.” Samae took the cup and drank it down without hesitation.

Jiroannes lunged forward and pushed past the beaded entrance into his bedchamber in time to see Samae drop the cup and clutch her throat, clawing at her neck. She gagged and gasped and choked, and her pale complexion faded to an obscene gray color. One hand groped out. She grasped at the drapery ringing the bed, but the fine silk fabric slipped through her fingers and she fell, retching, but all that emerged from her mouth was a hoarse, rattling sound.

She gasped and choked out three words. “He is safe.” As she doubled over, the embroidered quilt caught on her bronze slave’s bracelet and slid down off the bed, half over, half under her. She lay still. Her head lay cushioned on crumpled quilt. Against the fine white silk embroidered with red leopards and blue peacocks outlined in gold, her black hair made a stark line, like coarse, unraveled thread.

“She was stupid as well as ugly,” said Laissa impassively. “You’re better off without her.”

Jiroannes could not make himself move. “What have you done?”

“Just so we understand each other, husband, I have poisoned her. I will supply you with concubines from now on, girls who are more suitable to our household. You will have to marry again, of course, but I expect that you will include me in the negotiation for your secondary wives.”

Samae’s damask coat was the same peacock blue as the draperies that shrouded the bed. A lantern hung from each carved bed post, each one a cunningly wrought bronze bowl girdled with an elaborate screen through which the light shone.

“I could have you killed for this!”

“This is commoner’s behavior, these histrionics.” Her voice was dispassionate. “I sought to provide you with a lesson. You will treat me with the respect I deserve. I run this household now, and with my influence, you and I can attain eminence at court. I warned the jaran queen that you might prove difficult. Be assured that without my goodwill you won’t leave this camp with the alliance your Great King so sorely desires. Why else would he send you so far?”

The truth was, Jiroannes was beginning to have doubts about Vidiya’s army and its ability to hold off the jaran army, if things came to war. He suspected that his future lay with the jaran, not with the Great King’s court. But he wasn’t going to let Laissa know that. “You’re a fool, Laissa. I meant to give her—” He jerked his chin toward Samae’s body. “—to the young prince.”

“Find him another slave-girl, then. There’s little enough to choose between them.”

The shadows stirred, down in the tunnel that linked his tent to hers. Jiroannes caught a glimpse, sliding away, of an observer: It was Lal. Maybe Lal had been trying to warn him all along. Maybe Lal had already thrown his lot in with
her
camp. She had stuffed the household full of retainers loyal to her; she controlled the kitchens; the guards’ camp was by now probably riddled with her informants. She was a princess.

“I’ll await you in my chambers,” she said. “If you cared for the girl, and she for you, then I’m sorry for it. Had you gotten her with child, I’d have had to kill her anyway.”

She eased her robes away from the corpse and turned and marched away down her tunnel, into her domain. She had sewn tiny bells around the hem of her veil and hood, perhaps in imitation of the jaran women, and they tinkled merrily as she vanished into the dark billowing hall. Lal hesitated, there in the shadows, and then followed her.

Jiroannes stared at the body. Samae, had fallen on the cup—his last porcelain cup, shattered into bits under her shoulder. A hand lay limp on silk, stretched out as if tracing the golden line of a peacock’s feathered glory.

Laissa was wrong, of course. Samae hadn’t cared for him at all.

“He is safe.” Samae had known it was poison. She had taken it willingly. The blessing for her, to go to Mitya, whom she cared for, would then become a curse to the prince; she had taken the poison to spare him.

It had been a long time since Jiroannes felt called upon to pray. He sank to his knees now and bent his chin to his chest and spread his hands on his thighs, palms open to God, and prayed a long reverent prayer of thanks to the Everlasting God, who judged His servants with more mercy than Samae’s gods had judged her.

CHAPTER TWENTY-FOUR

F
ROM NOTHING, SHE COULD
suddenly hear.

“Signs are stable. We pulled her through, Jo, at least through the worst of it.”

“Should I go tell—”

“No. Remember, to Bakhtiian, we’d have no way of telling until she woke up.”

“Ah. Not that I want to go out there anyway. Cara, he won’t let go of the child. He’s been holding on to it for over four hours. Don’t you find that a little macabre?”

“Let him sit, Jo. Charles is sitting with him. He needs to mourn it before he can let it go.”

“David went out to—”

Their voices faded.

“I went through this once before,” said Ilya into the shuttered silence.

“You lost a child?”

Ilya glanced at Charles, startled. “Yes, that, too—a child. Not my own. My sister’s.” He did not look down at the still bundle cradled in his left arm. “I meant with Tess. Forty-five days I went not knowing whether she had lived or died. She was wounded in a skirmish—”

“The scar on her abdomen.”

“Yes, that’s right. I had to take the khepellis to the coast, to the port, so I had to leave her before I knew if she would live. Forty-five days.” He lapsed into silence again.

The lantern on the tabletop burned. Cara had in her tent one luxury: three pillows with soft satin coverings that could be tied together to form a hedonistic reading cushion. The light caught the fabric at such an angle that the satin gleamed. A single leather-bound book,
Shakespeare: The Complete Works
lettered in gold on its spine, lay on one of the pillows, tossed casually down. Otherwise, the chamber was spartan: a chest for clothes, a table, two wooden folding chairs, and a small cabinet for cooking utensils and odds and ends. Silence hung over them, dense. An occasional word or phrase drifted through from the inner chamber and once the sound of a short laugh being swallowed into a cough. What transpired in there might otherwise have been a thousand kilometers away, it remained so distant from the two waiting men.

“I lost my parents,” said Charles suddenly. “Do you ever wonder—” He broke off.

“I wonder a great deal,” said Ilya softly. “Most of it is fruitless, though.”

“Your wondering?” Charles asked. Bakhtiian did not answer, but the silence seemed as much of a reply as any words he could have spoken.

A slow, erratic drip sounded from outside, along one corner of the tent.

“Why did you allow her to marry me?” Bakhtiian asked suddenly.

“I didn’t. I’d have stopped it if I’d been able to. If I’d known. Not because of you, you understand. But because of who she is, and why I need her.”

“And if she dies?”

“She won’t die. Cara is taking care of her.” Charles turned his head to stare at the curtain, the veil that closed them off from Tess. “She won’t die. She can’t.”

“You don’t want her to.” Ilya bent his head and touched his face to the cloth that shrouded his child.

Charles did not move, but he shifted in his chair, restless, uneasy. “No, I don’t want her to,” he admitted.

“Well,” said Ilya, raising his head, “neither do I. Why is it that you and I suppose that if we want something, it must come to pass?”

Charles’s lips quirked up into a smile so colored by grief that it felt almost as if other people had been brought by that tiny expression into the hushed solitude of the chamber. “There’s an old saying: ‘be careful what you wish for; you might get it.’”

“Oh, gods.” A quaver shook Ilya’s voice. “The bargains we make with the gods never fall out as we think they will.”

Charles stood up abruptly and went over to the chest. Rummaging within, he drew out a bottle and two glass tumblers. “Here.” He returned to the table and poured out a round. “Have a drink.”

This time, when she woke, she saw the blurred edges of the lantern in the corner, illuminating an oval of plain canvas fabric. She saw a figure move, recognized it as Cara, and fell back under.

“…and then after the rebellion failed, I thought I would be executed. But they made me a duke—it’s a nobleman’s title within their imperial hierarchy—instead.”