“We hide here until nightfall,” Eduardo said. “Over that ridge is the Bidassoa River. On the other bank is Spain. We are closeâbut close is nothing. Between the river and your freedom are patrols with dogs. These patrols will shoot at anything they see moving. Do not move.”
Isabelle watched Eduardo walk away from the group. When he was gone, she and the men hunkered down behind giant boulders and inside the lee of fallen trees.
For hours, the rain beat down on them, turned the mud beneath them into a marsh. She shivered and drew her knees into her chest and closed her eyes. Impossibly, she fell into a deep, exhausted sleep that was over much too quickly.
At midnight, Eduardo wakened her.
The first thing Isabelle noticed when she opened her eyes was that the rain had stopped. The sky overhead was studded with stars. She climbed tiredly to her feet and immediately winced in pain. She could only imagine how much the airmen's feet hurtâshe was lucky enough to have shoes that fit.
Under cover of night, they set off again, the sound of their footsteps swallowed by the roar of the river.
And then they were there, standing amid the trees at the edge of a giant gorge. Far below, the water crashed and roiled and roared, splashing up along the rock sides.
Eduardo gathered them close. “We can't swim across. The rains have made the river a beast that will swallow us all. Follow me.”
They walked along the river for a mile or two, and then Eduardo stopped again. She heard a creaking sound, like a boat line stretched by rising seas, and an occasional clatter.
At first, there was nothing to see. Then the bright white searchlights on the other side flashed across the white-tipped, rushing river, and shone on a rickety suspension bridge that linked this side of the gorge to the opposite shore. There was a Spanish checkpoint not far away, with guards patrolling back and forth.
“Holy Mother o' God,” one of the airmen said.
“Fuck me,” said another.
Isabelle joined the men in a crouch behind some bushes, where they waited, watching the searchlights crisscross the river.
It was after two in the morning when Eduardo finally nodded. There was no movement on the other side of the gorge at all. If their luck heldâor if they had any at allâthe sentries were asleep at their posts.
“Let's go,” Eduardo whispered, getting the men to their feet. He led them to the start of the bridgeâa sagging sling with rope sides and a wooden-slat floor, through which the rushing white river could be seen in strips. Several of the slats were missing. The bridge blew side to side in the wind and made a whining, creaking sound.
Isabelle looked at the men, most of whom were pale as ghosts.
“One step at a time,” Eduardo said. “The slats look weak but they'll hold your weight. You have sixty seconds to crossâthat's the amount of time between the searchlights. As soon as you get to the other side, drop to your knees and crawl beneath the window of the guardhouse.”
“You've done this before, right?” Teddy said, his voice breaking on “before.”
“Plenty of times, Teddy,” Isabelle lied. “And if a girl can do it, a strapping pilot like you will have no problem at all. Right?”
He nodded. “You bet your arse.”
Isabelle watched Eduardo cross. When he was on the other side, she gathered the airmen close. One by one, counting off in sixty-second intervals, she guided them onto the rope bridge and watched them cross, holding her breath and fisting her hands until each man landed on the opposite shore.
Finally it was her turn. She pushed the sodden hood off her head, waiting for the light to scrape past her and keep going. The bridge looked flimsy and unsound. But it had held the men's weight; it would hold hers.
She clutched the rope sides and stepped onto the first plank. The bridge swung around her, dipped right and left. She glanced down and saw strips of raging white waters one hundred feet below. Gritting her teeth, she moved steadily forward, stepping from plank to plank to plank until she was on the other side, where she immediately dropped to her knees. The searchlight passed above her. She scrambled forward and up the embankment and into the bushes on the other side, where the airmen were crouched beside Eduardo.
Eduardo led them to a hidden hillock of land and finally let them sleep.
When the sun rose again, Isabelle blinked dully awake.
“It's not s' bad here,” Torry whispered beside her.
Isabelle looked around, bleary-eyed. They were in a gully above a dirt road, hidden by a stand of trees.
Eduardo handed them wine. His smile was as bright as the sun that shone in her eyes. “There,” he said, pointing to a young woman on a bicycle not far away. Behind her, a town glinted ivory in the sunlight; it looked like something out of a children's picture book, full of turrets and clock towers and church spires. “Almadora will take you to the consulate in San Sebastián. Welcome to Spain.”
Isabelle instantly forgot the struggle it had taken to get here, and the fear that accompanied her every step. “Thank you, Eduardo.”
“It won't be so easy next time,” he said.
“It wasn't easy this time,” she said.
“They didn't expect us. Soon, they will.”
He was right, of course. They hadn't had to hide from German patrols or disguise their scents from dogs, and the Spanish sentinels were relaxed.
“But when you come back again, with more pilots, I'll be here,” he promised.
She nodded her gratitude and turned to the men around her, who looked as exhausted as she felt. “Come on, men, off we go.”
Isabelle and the men staggered down the road toward a young woman who stood beside a rusted old bicycle. After the false introductions were made, Almadora led them down a maze of dirt roads and back alleys; miles passed until they stood outside an elaborate caramel-hued building in Parte Viejoâthe old section of San Sebastián. Isabelle could hear the crashing of distant waves against a seawall.
“Merci,”
Isabelle said to the girl.
“De nada.”
Isabelle looked up at the glossy black door. “Come on, men,” she said, striding up the stone steps. At the door, she knocked hard, three times, and then rang the bell. When a man in a crisp black suit answered, she said, “I am here to see the British consul.”
“Is he expecting you?”
“No.”
“Mademoiselle, the consul is a busyâ”
“I've brought four RAF pilots with me from Paris.”
The man's eyes bulged a bit.
MacLeish stepped forward. “Lieutenant Torrance MacLeish. RAF.”
The other men followed suit, standing shoulder to shoulder as they introduced themselves.
The door opened. Within a matter of moments, Isabelle found herself seated on an uncomfortable leather chair, facing a tired-looking man across a large desk. The airmen stood at attention behind her.
“I brought you four downed airmen from Paris,” Isabelle said proudly. “We took the train south and then walked across the Pyreneesâ”
“You
walked
?”
“Well, perhaps hiked is a more accurate word.”
“You
hiked
over the Pyrenees from France and into Spain.” He sat back in his chair, all traces of a smile gone.
“I can do it again, too. With the increased RAF bombings, there are going to be more downed airmen. To save them, we will need financial help. Money for clothes and papers and food. And something for the people we enlist to shelter us along the way.”
“You'll want to ring up MI9,” MacLeish said. “They'll pay whatever Juliette's group needs.”
The man shook his head, made a tsking sound. “A
girl
leading pilots across the Pyrenees. Will wonders never cease?”
MacLeish grinned at Isabelle. “A wonder indeed, sir. I told her the very same thing.”
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Getting out of Occupied France was difficult and dangerous. Getting back inâat least for a twenty-year-old girl with a ready smileâwas easy.
Only a few days after her arrival in San Sebastián, and after endless meetings and debriefings, Isabelle was on the train bound for Paris again, sitting in one of the wooden banquettes in the third-class carriageâthe only seat available on such short noticeâwatching the Loire Valley pass by. The carriage was freezing cold and packed with loquacious German soldiers and cowed French men and women who kept their heads down and their hands in their laps. She had a piece of hard cheese and an apple in her handbag, but even though she was hungryâstarving, reallyâshe didn't open her bag.
She felt conspicuous in her ragged, snagged brown pants and woolen coat. Her cheeks were windburned and scratched and her lips were chapped and dry. But the real changes were within. The pride of what she'd accomplished in the Pyrenees had changed her, matured her. For the first time in her life, she knew exactly what she wanted to do.
She had met with an agent from MI9 and formally set up the escape route. She was their primary contactâthey called her the Nightingale. In her handbag, hidden in the lining, were one hundred forty thousand francs. Enough to set up safe houses and buy food and clothing for the airmen and the people who dared to house them along the way. She'd given her word to her contact Ian (code name Tuesday) that other airmen would follow. Sending word to Paulâ“The Nightingale has sung”âwas perhaps the proudest moment of her life.
It was nearing curfew when she disembarked in Paris. The autumnal city shivered beneath a cold, dark sky. Wind tumbled through the bare trees, clattering the empty flower baskets, ruffling and flapping the awnings.
She went out of her way to walk past her old apartment on Avenue de La Bourdonnais and as she passed it, she felt a wave of ⦠longing she supposed. It was as close to a home as she could remember, and she hadn't stepped insideâor seen her fatherâin months. Not since the inception of the escape route. It wasn't safe for them to be together. Instead, she went to the small, dingy apartment that was her most recent home. A mismatched table and chairs, a mattress on the floor, and a broken stove. The rug smelled of the last tenant's tobacco and the walls were water-stained.
At her front door, she paused, glanced around. The street was quiet, dark. She fitted the skeleton key in the lock and gave a little twist. At the click of sound, she sensed danger. Something was wrong, out of placeâa shadow where it shouldn't be, a clanking of metal from the bistro next door, abandoned by its owner months ago.
She turned around slowly, peered out into the dark, quiet street. Unseen lorries were parked here and there and a few sad little cafés cast triangles of light onto the sidewalk; within the glow, soldiers were thin silhouettes, moving back and forth. An air of desertion hung over the once lively neighborhood.
Across the street, a lamp stood unlit, a barely darker slash against the night air around it.
He was there. She knew it, even though she couldn't see him.
She moved down the steps, slowly, her senses alert, taking one cautious step at a time. She was sure she could hear him breathing, not far away. Watching her. She knew instinctively that he'd been waiting for her to return, worrying.
“Gaëtan,” she said softly, letting her voice be a lure, casting out, trying to catch him. “You've been following me for months. Why?”
Nothing. Silence blew in the wind around her, biting and cold.
“Come here,” she pleaded, tilting her chin.
Still, nothing.
“Now who isn't ready?” she said. It hurt, that silence, but she understood it, too. With all the risks they were taking, love was probably the most dangerous choice of all.
Or maybe she was wrong, and he wasn't here, had never been here, watching her, waiting for her. Maybe she was just a silly girl longing for a man who didn't want her, standing alone in an empty street.
No.
He was there.
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That winter was even worse than the year before. An angry God smote Europe with leaden skies and falling snow, day after day after day. The cold was a cruel addendum to a world already bleak and ugly.
Carriveau, like so many small towns in the Occupied Zone, became an island of despair, cut off from its surroundings. The villagers had limited information about what was going on in the world around them, and no one had time to burrow through propagandist papers looking for truth when surviving took so much effort. All they really knew was that the Nazis had become angrier, meaner, since the Americans had joined the war.
On a bleak and freezing predawn morning in early February 1942, when tree limbs snapped and windowpanes looked like cracked pond ice, Vianne woke early and stared at the deeply pitched ceiling of her bedroom. A headache pounded behind her eyes. She felt sweaty and achy. When she drew in a breath, it burned in her lungs and made her cough.
Getting out of bed was not appealing, but neither was starving to death. More and more often this winter, their ration cards were useless; there was simply no food to be had, and no shoes or fabric or leather. Vianne no longer had wood for the stove or money to pay for electricity. With gas so dear, the simple act of bathing became a chore to be endured. She and Sophie slept wrapped together like puppies, beneath a mountain of quilts and blankets. In the past few months, Vianne had begun to burn everything made of wood and to sell her valuables.
Now she was wearing almost every piece of clothing she ownedâflannel pants, underwear she'd knitted herself, an old woolen sweater, a neck scarf, and still she shivered when she left the bed. When her feet hit the floor, she winced at the pain from her chilblains. She grabbed a wool skirt and put it on over her pants. She'd lost so much weight this winter that she had to pin the waist in place. Coughing, she went downstairs. Her breath preceded her in white puffs that disappeared almost instantly. She limped past the guest room door.