“First of all, she’s pretty unstable. She’s got herself a nice long history of ending up in psych wards, ever since she was a kid. Off and on. I don’t know what the diagnosis is, or if there is one. It could be anything from dealing with slight depression to being manic, or, what do they call it these days? Bipolar. Maybe she was traumatized as a kid or got into drugs; some of those can end up makin’ ya effin’ paranoid. But I have heard that mental illness runs in the family. Neuroses lurk like catfish on the bottom of the Montgomery gene pool.”
“So—has our estranged widow ever been violent?”
Morrisette lifted a slim shoulder as she spat her gum into a trash can near her desk. “Not to the point of getting arrested, obviously.”
“Where do you get your information?”
“A friend of a friend.”
“Gossip,” he guessed, a little disappointed.
“Yeah, the kind of gossip we pay stoolies for every day of the week.”
“Hearsay doesn’t hold up in court.”
“We aren’t even sure we’ve got a homicide. I’m just giving you some information I gathered. I’ll check it out and see what’s what with the missus.” She smiled, her faded lipstick darker around the edges of her lips. “In case we do go to court.”
He glanced at her spiked hair and a few dark roots that deigned to show. “You didn’t hear this at the local beauty shop?”
“Shit, no.” One side of her mouth inched up. “I don’t go to the ‘beauty shop.’ God, I hate that term. ‘Salon’ isn’t a whole lot better. This”—she motioned to her stiff blond hair—“it may surprise you to know,
isn’t
a professional job. Oh, you may think I paid forty, sixty or even a hundred dollars to some hairdresser with a name like Claude or Antoine, but hell, no. This here ‘do’ is compliments of good old Lady Clairol and a pair of shears I inherited from my grannie. I give myself a couple of hours every six weeks or so and voila, the piece of the damned resistance!”
“I think that’s
piece de resistance,
you know, complete with French accent.”
“Yeah, I
do
know.” She motioned toward her head as she stood. “It’s cheap, it’s fast and it’s state of the art!”
“If you say so.”
“I do,” she said, scrounging in her purse and coming up with a pack of Marlboro Lights. “Time to have myself a little break. Wanna come?” she asked as she shook out a cigarette.
“I’ll take a rain check. I think I’d better do a little more checking on the friends and relatives of Josh Bandeaux since you seem to think he was so detested and unrespected.”
Grinning, she motioned to the image of Josh Bandeaux visible on her computer monitor. “Some people even called him Josh ‘The Bandit’ Bandeaux.”
“Cute.”
“It fit. He was always taking something from someone. I think one of his ex-partners dubbed him with the name and the press loved it.”
“They would.”
“No love of the Fourth Estate, eh, Reed?”
“None,” he growled.
She asked, “So you think I can sell this picture?” In the shot Josh Bandeaux was as they’d found him, slumped over his expensive desk, blood drizzling down his fingers to pool on the carpet. “Anyone who pays the price can put this little pinup on their own PC . . . you know as wallpaper or a screen saver or something.”
“Funny,” he said without a laugh.
“Thought you’d appreciate the humor.” But any trace of a smile that had lingered on her thin lips had faded. Reed guessed Morrisette had been closer to “the prick” than she’d ever admit.
Which was par for the course. In Reed’s estimation Sylvie Morrisette hadn’t gotten over any of her ex-husbands or lovers. Brittle as she tried to appear, she wasn’t as tough as she feigned. Just had bad taste in men. The way he’d heard it, she’d grown up without a father. Rumor suggested her old man had left her mother for a younger woman the day Morrisette had been brought home from the hospital. But that was just talk. Speculation by the local rednecks who couldn’t handle Sylvie’s tough-woman attitude.
Reed didn’t know the truth and didn’t care. Or at least he hadn’t until now. “You wouldn’t do anything to compromise the case, would you?” he asked.
“What?” she demanded, but he didn’t really buy her innocence.
“You heard me.”
“Blow it out your ass, Reed. You know what kind of cop I am.”
“That’s the problem,” he said as he got to his feet and suffered a ball-shriveling glare from her. “You bend the rules more than I do.”
She glanced at her watch and scowled. “I’ve got to get out of here. It is Saturday. I already missed my daughter’s soccer game. Again.”
“Cops don’t have weekends.”
“Just great pay, fabulous benefits and more glamor than a rock star,” she quipped. “Madonna’s been calling me and asking to trade places. I’m thinking it over. Told her I’d get back to her.”
Reed laughed as her phone shrilled, then walked back to his office. He didn’t want to think what a shrink would make of his partner.
Or Caitlyn Bandeaux, if Morrisette’s information was correct. He tried to work around his gut feeling that Caitlyn Bandeaux was the prime suspect in the death of her husband. But he couldn’t shake the feeling that she was involved.
He’d learned from Bandeaux’s maid that Caitlyn, estranged or not, was a regular visitor to his house, had once lived there and probably still had a key since Bandeaux hadn’t bothered to change his locks. A woman had been with Bandeaux that night if the glasses in the dishwasher were to be believed; the lipstick was a pink color that was similar to the one that she’d worn today, though without tests, the similarity could be coincidental. There were hundreds of shades of pink lipstick, possibly thousands. Most of all, she didn’t have an alibi, at least one that would hold up it court. He’d thought during the interview this morning that she’d been shocked and bereaved, but also holding back, keeping a secret. He’d met enough liars in his years as an investigator with the San Francisco Police Department to spot one.
But this could be a suicide, don’t discount that. Not yet.
He snapped on his desk lamp. He’d bet a month’s salary that Caitlyn Montgomery Bandeaux wouldn’t pass a polygraph test if he administered one to her right now.
She was lying about last night; Reed was sure of it.
He just had to figure out why.
Six
The telephone jangled.
Caitlyn, thinking the caller might be her sister, dashed into the kitchen. Almost tripping over Oscar, she snagged the handset and noticed the lack of a name and number on Caller ID. “Hello?”
“Hi. Is this Caitlyn Bandeaux?” an unfamiliar female voice asked.
Caitlyn was instantly wary. Every muscle in her body tensed. “Yes.”
“I’m glad I caught you.” The voice was friendly. Had a “smile” to it. Which made Caitlyn all the more cautious. This wasn’t the day for smiling, disembodied voices cozying up to her.
“My name’s Nikki Gillette, and I’m with the
Savannah Sentinel.
I know you’re going through a rough period right now, and I’d like to offer my condolences about your husband.”
Oh, yeah, right.
“Let me guess,” Caitlyn said, trying to control her temper as she leaned a hip against the kitchen counter. “You’d like an interview. Maybe even an exclusive.”
“I thought you’d like to tell your side of the story.” Now there was an edge to Nikki’s voice.
“I wasn’t aware there were ‘sides’ and I’m not sure there is much of a story.”
“Of course there is. Your husband was a very influential man, and the police seem to think he was either the victim of homicide or a suicide. I thought you’d like to set the record straight.”
“My husband and I were separated,” she said, then immediately wished she’d held her tongue. Her personal life wasn’t anyone else’s business.
“But you were still married.”
Caitlyn didn’t reply.
“Every marriage has its ups and downs,” Nikki Gillette cajoled, using a tone usually reserved for women’s confidences.
The ploy didn’t work. Caitlyn’s back was already up. “That’s right and it’s private, so let’s stick with the ‘no comment.’ ”
“But—”
It was time to end this. “Listen, Ms. Gillette. I have nothing more to say. Please, don’t call again.” Caitlyn slammed the receiver down before the woman could argue with her. The phone jangled instantly. “Damn it all.” She picked up the receiver, hung up and then let the answering machine take any other messages. Even Kelly’s. If her sister were to call, she’d leave a message or Caitlyn would recognize her cell number on Caller ID, or, if all else failed, Caitlyn would drive out to her place by the river and try to track her down. But she was getting desperate.
For God’s sake, Kelly, call me.
She poured herself a glass of iced tea, took a sip then slid into a chair at the kitchen table and held her head in her hands. What had happened last night? How had she dreamed that Josh had been killed? How had all the blood gotten into her room? Her head throbbed, the ice melting in her barely touched glass. She remembered driving downtown and parking just off Emmet Park on River Street. Yes . . . she was certain of it. She closed her eyes, trying to relive the night before. Her headache thundered. Distorted images of the city at night spun crazily through her mind.
Neon lights.
Boats on the river.
A crush of people on the street.
Vaguely, in bits and disjointed pieces, she remembered crossing a street against the light as some taxi had careened around the corner and blared its horn. She’d ducked past the Cotton Exchange and down the cobblestone walk to the river. Wending her way through people on the crowded sidewalk, past shops, the smell of the slow-moving river ever present, she’d gone into a bar . . . The Swamp, one she’d never been in before. Why had Kelly asked her to meet there, then not shown up? Or had she? Why couldn’t she remember?
Had she somehow ended up at Josh’s house?
Dear God, where had she been?
Her lower lip began to tremble, then slowly, bit by bit, her entire body followed suit. She felt the threat of tears and steadfastly pushed them back. What was Troy’s comment, that she always played the victim? Well, no more. Never again. Her jaw clenched when she thought of her dead husband. “Damn it, Josh,” she whispered. “What the hell happened?” She noticed a business card that Detective Reed had left on the coffee table. Maybe she should call him.
And tell him what, that you
dreamed
you were at Josh’s house? Or that you don’t remember if you were really there? That your memory is shot—you just have bits and pieces that don’t make any sense. Or maybe you could explain that you’re a fruitcake, just like Grandma Evelyn . . . you remember her, don’t you . . . remember what happened at the lodge?
Caitlyn shivered, her mind reverberating with the questions Kelly would certainly throw at her if she ever found out that Caitlyn was considering confiding in the police.
You want to end up in the looney bin, again? That’s what’ll happen. And how the hell are you going to explain the blood? Jesus, Caitie-Did, one way or another, they’ll lock you away for good this time! Prison or a psych hospital. Take your pick.
“But I didn’t do anything!” she said, pounding a fist on the table. Breathing hard, nearly gasping, she felt herself falling apart. But she wasn’t out of her mind. No . . . hadn’t Dr. Wade said as much? She willed her body to quit shaking, refused to feel sorry for herself. When she talked to Kelly, she would find out the truth. Whatever it was.
Oh, yeah? Well, paranoia runs in the family . . .
She shot to her feet, knocking over her tea, scattering ice cubes across the table and feeling the scabs on her wrists pull tight. She couldn’t think this way . . . couldn’t let all her self-doubts get the better of her. Quickly grabbing a sponge from the sink, she began swabbing up the tea while tossing the skittering ice cubes into the sink. She was losing it. Really losing it. She threw the towel into the basin. She needed to get out of the house, to take Oscar for a walk or run through Forsyth Park until she was sweating and breathing rapidly, her heart pounding, her head finally clearing. Yes, that was it. She had to get out. Get away. Just as she had since she was a kid.
Life had been so much simpler then.
Or had it been?
Staring out the window to the walled garden, she remembered growing up in the old plantation house, running with Kelly and their friend Griffin through the woods and the squatty old slave quarters, chasing through the dilapidated rooms with hard dirt floors, crumbling walls and the musty smell of old sweat and wasted dreams. Wasps had droned in the rafters, and spider webs had clung to windowsills leaving the dried, desiccated corpses of insects littering the ledges.
Caitlyn and Kelly hadn’t been ten years old yet, more like eight or nine, and Kelly had loved to play hide-and-seek in the interconnected rooms, disappearing into the shadows.
“You can’t find me . . .” Kelly had taunted, and Griffin had always run toward the sound, not realizing that it bounced and ricocheted through the rotting timbers and broken doors. Some of the roofs had fallen in, and there were bird droppings flecked against the weathered walls.
Kelly had hidden in the most disturbing of places, old alcoves and dark niches that made Caitlyn’s skin crawl. Places where rats and palmetto bugs and snakes could hide. Places that felt dark. Evil.
“Oh, you’re just a fraidy cat,” Kelly had teased, egging Caitlyn and Griffin into a crammed corner where a dark stain discolored a wall. “See here . . . this is where the old slave, Maryland—you remember the one Great-grannie told us about, she was named after the state where she was born—this is where Old Maryland squatted down and had herself that baby that died. Right here.” Kelly had pointed to the floor beneath the stain and Caitlyn had shuddered.
Somehow Kelly had garnered all kinds of knowledge of the slaves and she’d sworn they practiced voodoo, killing chickens and heaven knew what else in a particular room or closet she found in the long row of houses. Her stories had never seemed to be the same, changing with the seasons or her whims, yet she’d insisted that every atrocity she spoke of was true. “If you don’t believe me, ask Lucille, she’ll tell you.” Kelly’s eyes had twinkled mischievously as sunlight danced through the leaves of a gnarled oak to dapple the ground in eerie, shifting shadows. It had been sticky-hot. Muggy. The temperature over a hundred degrees. But Caitlyn had felt a chill as cold as death.
“Maryland still haunts the house,” Kelly had said. “I’ve seen her. She’s looking for that dead baby.”
“No way.” Caitlyn had shaken her head vehemently. She’d always hated it when Kelly started telling her ghost stories.
“I have. Swear to God.”
“I don’t believe you,” Caitlyn had lied, but Griffin, always gullible, had trembled and whispered, “I think it’s the truth. I heard ‘em one night, moanin’ and cryin’.”
“Why would I lie?” Kelly had asked with a smug smile. She’d known she’d gotten to them both.
Because you like to,
Caitlyn had thought, but hadn’t said it. Would never. Didn’t want to chance a lashing from her twin’s sharp tongue, or worse yet, her lapse into silence which could last days and require a hundred apologies from Caitlyn.
“It’s the truth,” Kelly had said more times than Caitlyn could remember. “Swear to God and if I lie, poke a thousand needles in my eye.”
Just the image had made Caitlyn cringe, but Kelly had only giggled and darted off, her laughter trailing after her and fading like the music at the end of a movie scene. Caitlyn had turned on Griffin. “You never heard those slaves.”
“Oh, yes, I have,” Griffin had insisted, nodding his head, his brown hair flopping in his eyes, his skin pale even though it was summer.
“When?”
“Tons of times. It’s . . . creepy.”
Caitlyn had let the subject drop. Griffin, a neighbor boy whom Caitlyn and Kelly had been told to avoid, who was not allowed on the Montgomery property, had always sneaked over. He’d ridden his bike along an old deer trail through the woods and left it hidden in a thicket by the stream, until he had to go.
Two years younger than Caitlyn and Kelly, Griffin was gullible enough to believe anything Kelly said. Secretly, Caitlyn thought he was fascinated by her sister and afraid to disagree with Kelly. The truth of the matter was that Griffin wasn’t any smarter than he was welcome at Oak Hill.
Caitlyn tried not to mention his name around the house, for when she did, her mother would get that pinched expression on her face, as if she was worried or mad. As if Griffin had done something Mother disapproved of. Amanda, their older sister, had always rolled her eyes expressively whenever Caitlyn slipped and talked about him. Lucille, forever hovering near Berneda and usually polishing some piece of already gleaming furniture, had, behind Berneda’s back, pressed a thick finger to her lips, silently warning Caitlyn not to distress her sickly mother with talk of the boy. Caitlyn never understood why her mother disliked Griffin so, but assumed it was because of “bad blood,” which was always the reason Berneda Pomeroy Montgomery snubbed a person.
But that had been years ago. Caitlyn didn’t know why she’d thought of him now. She hadn’t seen Griffin since they were kids; didn’t know what had happened to him. Today, she had to concentrate on the problem at hand. She sent a dark look toward the telephone, desperate to hear from her twin. She looked for her cell phone, missing since yesterday. Not in her purse. Not in the car. Not in the bedroom . . . not anywhere. Maybe she’d left it with Kelly . . . or at Kelly’s house....
So why do you think Kelly will help you now?
she asked herself as the walls seemed to close in on her. “Because she has to. She knows what happened!” she said so loudly that Oscar let out a bark. God, she was going out of her mind. Crazy. Just like Grandma Evelyn. In her mind’s eye she saw an image of the old woman, skin pasty white, eyes staring glassily as she lay on the pillow, hands cold to the touch.
Caitlyn shivered, the image that had haunted her for nearly thirty years retreating into the shadows, but just barely. It was always there, ready to appear, mocking. Taunting. “You’ll understand someday,” the old woman had warned her.
Suddenly Caitlyn had to get out, to break free, to get away from these bloodstained walls.
“Come on, let’s go for a walk,” she said to the dog and took the stairs two at a time. Oscar bounded after her. Ignoring a stack of work on her desk in the den and the eerie sensation that assailed her when she stepped back into her bedroom, Caitlyn refused to notice the places on the walls where she’d scrubbed so hard she’d nearly rubbed the paint off. Nor would she think too hard about the absence of her sheer drapes which were still in the washer, or the discolored nap on the carpet where she’d washed the stained fibers with soap, water and every cleanser she’d found in her cupboard. To no avail. The spot was still visible.
So what? It’s your blood, Caitlyn. Yours! No one else’s. Certainly not Josh’s
. She had to believe that.
Had
to.
The stains were just part of a huge optical illusion, that was all. It
seemed
like there was a lot more blood than had really been spilled.
So why then was the water in the pail where you rinsed the rags bright, deep red?
I just lost a lot of blood.
Because you sliced your own wrists and don’t remember?
It doesn’t matte. It only matters that the blood isn’t Josh’s.
How do you know?
I know—okay? So stop it! Just . . . stop!
Her head was pounding, echoing with silent accusations and recriminations that gnawed at her guts, making her doubt anything she thought was real. “Hang on,” she told herself. She just had to get out. Walk as far as she could to clear her mind. Get away from here and sweat. That was all. Then she’d be all right. Then she could think straight again. Oh, God, please . . . Her hands shook violently as she twisted her hair up onto her head. Trying in vain to turn off the questions pounding through her brain, she stripped out of her clothes to don jogging bra, long-sleeved T-shirt, shorts and running shoes. Then, on impulse, she walked into her den, ignored the stacks of work and checked her e-mail. Maybe Kelly had sent her a message . . . She was surprised she hadn’t thought of it before. She clicked on her mailbox but saw nothing other than the usual offers of low-mortgage rates, discreet Viagra or a free peek at some porn site. Nothing from Kelly.