Authors: Stephen R. Lawhead
I
T WAS DARK
and the snow was deep by the time they reached the settlement. If not for the faint glow of light from the windows of several of the houses, they would have been lost in the snowy void of night. Rognvald halted a few dozen paces from the nearest dwelling: a low hovel built of turf and timber and thatched with tight-bundled reeds from the lake.
There was a small window covered with oiled sheepskin and set deep under the drooping eaves. A fine ruddy glow showed in the window and under the edge of the rough door. “It is a cow-byre,” said Dag, regarding the rustic house. “But there is a fire, at least.” The others remarked that they did not care if it was a hole in the ground so long as it was a dry hole.
“Let us see if they are of a mind to receive us,” said Cait, and Rognvald dismounted and walked to the house. He stooped to the door and rapped on the planking. He waited, rapped again, and called out.
When nothing happened, he pulled the leather strap which lifted the wooden latch, pushed open the door, and looked inside. Warm golden light spilled out onto the snow, making the new whiteness glisten like fine samite.
“There is no one here,” he reported to the others who sat looking on.
“Do you think they saw us coming and have gone into hiding?” said Yngvar.
“He would be a blind man who saw
you
coming and did not hide,” replied Svein.
“Listen,” said Rognvald, holding up his hand for silence.
From somewhere in the village there came the distant, bell-like sound of voices lifted in song. The words seemed to come drifting down out of the sky with the falling snowâas if angels were singing, the notes clear and ringing in the softly silent air. Cait listened to the slow, majestic strains and her breath caught in her throat: it was a song she had sung at home in Caithness every Yuletide since she was old enough to remember the words.
The realization brought tears to her eyes; before she knew it they were running freely down her cheeks.
Here,
she thought,
in this place. How could it be?
Quickly, lest the others see her, she rubbed them away with the backs of her hands.
“Do you hear?” said Rognvald.
“It cannot be Latin,” said Svein. “Or Arabic.”
“And it is not Danish or Norwegian,” added Yngvar.
“Nor Spanish, I think,” offered Dag, none too certain. Rodrigo shook his head.
“No,” Cait told them, “it is Gaelic.”
“You know it, my lady?” asked Svein.
“I know it well.” She raised her face to the falling snow and sang:
IompaÃm siar go dtà Goiroias,
an Chathair TintrÃ,
Dún an tSolais,
Dún Gleadhrach Glóir,
Dún Feasa,
Baile don Tiarna Ioldánachâ¦
Her voice, gentle and melodious in the snow-smothered silence, wrought a magical change in the knights. They stared at Cait with rapt, almost ecstatic expressions of amazementâas if she had suddenly sprouted wings.
“What does it mean?” asked Rognvald when she finished.
“It is an old invocation,” she replied. “It means:
I am turning toward the West,
toward Goirais, the Fiery City,
Fortress of Light,
Fortress of Blazing Glory,
Fortress of Wisdom,
Home of the Many-Gifted Lord⦔
She broke off suddenly, aware of the wondering stares of the knights. “It is part of a Yuletide ritual performed by the Célé Dé,” she explained.
“Yuletide,” remarked Svein. “Can it be the Christ Mass?”
“This way,” Dag said, starting off along the path leading into the settlement. The others followed, and they shortly arrived at a small village green. At the end of the green was an odd round building of rough mountain stone. Larger than any of the surrounding houses and barns, it was roofed with turf, and topped by a wooden cross. A round window above the chapel door allowed light to stream out into the darknessâalong with the clear, poignant strains of the song the congregation was singing.
The knights, so rapt in their fascination with the song, remained motionless in their saddles, listening as the last notes of the graceful melody faded away.
“If it is the Christ Mass,” said Yngvar, breaking the silence at last. “Let us go in and join the celebration.”
Svein and Dag were out of the saddle and hurrying toward the door before he finished speaking. Rodrigo and Yngvar followed. “Lady,” said Rognvald, “it seems we are going to church.”
“So it seems, my lord, and not before time.”
As they dismounted, the congregation inside the chapel began singing again. Recognition caused Cait's heart to beat faster; she halted in midstep to listen.
“A Fionnghil,
A Lonraigh,
A Feasaighâ¦TÃana anochtâ¦TÃana, Naofa Leanbh, anocht⦔
Seeing Cait had stopped, Rognvald turned and heard her repeating the words of the song. “O Bright One, O Radiant One, O Knowing Oneâ¦Come tonightâ¦Come, Holy Child, tonight⦔ she said, translating the words for him.
The tall knight smiled with genuine pleasure then nodded to Dag to proceed.
Dag pushed open the door of the chapel and stepped inside, with Yngvar, Rodrigo, and Svein close on his heels. The singing stopped instantly. Cait and Rognvald entered to find the villagers gaping in amazement at the snow-covered, half-frozen knightsâas if at the Wise Kings appearing fresh from the Judaean hills on their fateful journey.
The chapel blazed with the light of hundreds of candles, and, in the center of the timber floor, a large bronze bowl filled with glowing embers. Before this glowing bowl stood a priest in robes of undyed wool, his hands still raised in supplication, his mouth open, the song fresh on his lips.
At Cait's appearance, the priest lowered his hands. He spoke a few words in a language Cait did not know. “
Pax vobiscum,
” she offered by way of reply. Stepping forward, she quickly searched the congregation for her sister, but did not see her and realized, with a pang of disappointment, that if Alethea were here, she would have made herself known by now.
“
Pax vobiscum,
” the priest answered excitedly. “
Pax vobiscum! Gloria in excelsis Deo!
” He moved quickly around the burning bowl and came to stand before Cait. “Lady of the Blessed Night,” he said in curiously accented Latin, “I greet you with a holy kiss.” Seizing both her hands in his, he raised them to his lips and kissed them, then led her by the hand into the center of the round chapel.
This caused a hushed sensation among the villagersâa group of fewer than seventy souls, young and old; the people gawked and murmured over their priest and the strange woman. Cait glanced around at the ring of watching faces once more in the forlorn hope that Alethea might yet be found among themâperhaps overcome by the sudden appearance of her sister and unable to step forward.
Meanwhile, the priest turned to the knights. “Welcome, friends,” he exclaimed, pulling Cait with him to the bright burning bowl. “Come in! Come in! Close the door and warm yourselves by the fire.”
“Please,” Cait said, turning to the priest at last, “we had
no wish to disturb your service. We heard the singing, and thought merely to join you in your observance.”
“But you
have
disturbed us,” replied the priest. “Even so, we welcome the disturbance, for it is an honor to entertain visitors on this most holy of all nights.”
“Is it the Christ Mass?”
“It is, daughter,” answered the priest. He regarded her with a bemused expression. Now that she saw him better, Cait decided the priest was not so young as she had first thought him. Indeed, he was, she surmised, as old as Abbot Padraigâif not older. Yet his deportment and demeanor were those of a man half his age.
“Then, by all means, continue with your songs and prayers,” she said. “We would be pleased to listen.”
The priest assented, and turning to his congregation, raised his hands once more. He called them to attention, and began singing again; gradually, the people resumed their songs and prayersâif somewhat self-consciously now for the presence of the strangers in their midst.
They were, Cait observed, a small, sturdy people, short-limbed and thick-set, with broad, handsome faces. It was the eyes, she decided, that gave them such an unusual appearanceâlarge and dark, set deep above prominent cheekbones either side of their fine straight noses, and each and every one gleaming with quick curiosity and humor. The old Orkneyingar told of the little dark people who had inhabited the islands long before the coming of the tall-folk. She wondered if the people of this strange, hidden place could belong to a similar race.
As the Christ Mass followed its hallowed sequence, Cait was moved by the extraordinary peculiarity of what she was hearingâto be so far from home, yet listening to people sing the old familiar songs in the same familiar accents. She closed her eyes; with the voices filling her ears, she was once again back in Caithnessâas she remembered it a long time ago. She was sitting in her grandmother Ragna's lap in the church her grandfather Murdo had built, surrounded by men and women of the settlement, and important guests and visitors. The monks of the nearby monastery were singing,
their voices creating dizzying patterns as they rose, swirling and soaring up to the cold, clear star-dusted heaven on the holiest night of the year.
Before the gathered listeners stood her Uncle Eirik; only, tonight he was not her special friend, he was the abbot, straight and tall in his fine robes as he led the good brothers in their song. And beside her, his rough hand gently patting out the rhythm of the music on his knee, her dear old grandfather Murdo, his hair white as the snow on the hills and rooftops of Banvar
, his beard a grizzled frost on his cheeks and chin.
She saw it all so clearly, and the memory made her heart catch in her throat. The most potent yearning she had ever known rushed over her in a flood of longing so powerful it took her breath away. She had no doubt this was the
hiraeth
old Padraig had often spoken of: the home-yearningâan affliction of the traveler which produces a craving of such unrivalled magnitude that some poor wayfarers had been known to waste away in hopeless pining for their far-off home.
Cait bore the ache of the
hiraeth
even as she exulted in the memory of that Christ Mass long ago, and gradually the conflicting emotions produced in her a pleasurable calm. As the voices announced the age-old gospel of the Blessed Messiah's birth, she felt a peaceful acceptance of all that had been and would beâan inexplicable recognition that somehow she was where she was meant to be; however she had come, whatever trials she had faced, she belonged here, her presence was ordained by forces beyond her imagining.
At last the service finished; the priest blessed his congregation, and then turned to his visitors. “My friends, we would be honored to have you stay with us and share our hospitality. Humble as it is, I daresay you will not find better tonight, nor, I think, a more heartfelt welcome anywhere.”
“Your offer is most kind, brotherâ” began Rognvald.
“Forgive me, I am Brother Timotheus,” the priest said quickly, “known to one and all as Timo.”
“If, as you have proclaimed tonight,” Rognvald contin
ued, “a simple barn was good enough for the Holy Child, it will be good enough for us.”
“Well said, brother,” replied the priest. “But we can do better than that.” He turned and called several of the villagers from among those who were timidly eyeing the large, fierce-looking newcomers. The knights were surrounded by a knot of boys who showed a lively interest in the swords hanging from their belts.
“Dominico,” the priest said, laying his hand on the shoulder of one of the men, “is head man of this village, and these two fine young men are his sons. I will instruct them to find places for you among the people, if that is acceptable. We are but a small village, as you will have noticed, and there is not a house large enough to hold you all. Nevertheless, I can assure you of a warm dry place among kindly folk. Many a king could wish for as much, yes, and full many theâ” Timotheus broke off suddenly. “Ah, forgive me, I am preaching again.” He smiled meekly. “I seem to do that more and more these days. I cannot say why.”
“We would be pleased to accept your kind invitation,” Cait told him, “so long as it does not overtax the charity of the people.”
“Heaven forbid!” sniffed the priest. “It will be good for them.” He turned and spoke quickly to the village chief who, with much nodding and smiling, hurried away with his sons, taking a fair portion of the population with him. Rognvald commanded the knights to go along and see that the horses were cared for. They all clumped out into the snowy darkness.
“What is the name of this place?” asked Cait, smiling at two little girls hiding behind their inquisitive elders.