The Land of Rabbits (Long Shot Love Duet #1) (7 page)

“That’s provocative.”

“And comforting?”

“Yeah, I didn’t expect that. My head’s being caressed along with my muscles. It’s wonderful. Plus the towel down there...”

“I was hoping you’d like it.”

He puts his weight into a deep rub over my shoulder blades. My moans are louder, causing his dick to twitch over my ass. He continues the movement for thirty minutes, our bodies becoming one, synchronized, gliding back and forth on the table in harmony. I don’t have a clue how he did it, but I’ve never felt this at ease with a guy—and not just with his behavior, his body too. Usually, it’s the other way around.

“You wet?” he whispers. “Are you thinking about me?”

“Maybe.” I stay face down so he can’t see my smile.

“Turn over.” He lifts, giving me enough room to flip and reposition. I hold my bikini bottom in place, except the top piece slides up, subjecting him to my small chest. Damn it. I grab the fabric, but then the bottom piece drops. No! I’m sure the rash from my bad shave job is exposed. Ergh! Fuck. I’m a mess. My hands are in a frantic state until they’re intercepted and lowered by his.

“That’s my fault.” He casually sets both pieces back in place. “I untied you.”

“I don’t have much to hold the top in place. It must’ve been a hideous sight, sorry. My body’s average. Bland compared to the women you see every week. I have no chest... it’s not sexy... and I’m depressed and not eating right, so my ribs and hips stick out.” Stop rambling, Addie. You sound like an idiot. He doesn’t care. “I’m missing the nice curves real women have. Sorry, are we finished? Should I leave?”

“No. Of course not.” His tender fingers brush across my cheek, hinting that it’s okay. “Average to some can be exquisite beauty to others. It’s too bad you see yourself that way. You’re far from average, but I hear it a lot.”

“Not here.”

“Yes, here. Most women paying for my care just want to be touched by a man one last time... they have cancer or other medical problems... and some are too old to enjoy vaginal sex. They need care in other ways. They’re single, divorced, or widowed, many of them extremely lonely. Some say it’s hard to find a guy who’ll touch them once they’ve reached a certain age or a later stage of their illness, even if it’s just for a massage. They can’t get what they need. Isn’t that fucking sad?”

“It
is
sad.”

“And if I’m the last man they’re with, I make sure I offer a special evening to each one, even if it’s just words. Sometimes that’s enough.”

“I-I didn’t realize. I’ve only pictured slutty women coming here for sex. I also got the impression the guys were all whores and the place was seedy.”

“That’s not far from the truth.”

“Even so, you’re different,” I whisper. “You seem sweet.” My hands touch his broad shoulders then skim down to his ripped abs. His skin’s smooth and covered in oil. “I didn’t peg you as a nice guy at first.”

“Not allowed.” He acknowledges my touch, but is slow to back away.

“Why do you stay here? What’s the attraction?”

His fingers circle my stomach before prowling toward my chest, stopping under my chin.

“Why?” I repeat.

“I stay because life before this was hell.” He pauses, then lowers on top of me in a rapid lunge, consuming my clit with a teasing slide of his dick. “None of that matters anyway.” He pulls back.

“Wow...”

“You like that?”

“Yeah... wait. It does matter. People matter to me.” I ignore his flirtatious bait. “And how am I supposed to learn more about you if you can’t answer my questions? It’s frustrating.” I sigh, reaching out in the dark to find him again. “Start with your last name and where you’re from.”

“Quinn! Stick to the massage!” Roxanne shouts.

I drop my arm and use my softest voice. “This is better than what you had before? What about being abused? I saw what happened with the hose.”

“I figured.”

“It was sickening. At least tell me why.”

He leans closer to whisper in my ear. “Roxanne gets to sample us before anyone else, those are her rules. But I haven’t fucked her. And I don’t plan on it. I’ll endure the job in exchange for her free room and board, but I’m not sticking my dick inside that woman.”

“Jesus.”

“And until I submit, I can’t kiss or screw anyone, and no one can touch me either. She’s first.”

“Are you serious? So all the guys here have slept with her?”

“They still do. It’s not once. It’s whenever she calls for you.”

I can’t help but groan.

“You’d be surprised how quickly the guys jump into this life, like Tyler. We came here together, picked up from the same place, only I haven’t advanced like him. It’s not what I was expecting.”

“How is it better then? Where did you come from?”

I hear loud footsteps coming this way. “Don’t answer that,” Roxanne snarls, entering the room. “Don’t you dare answer that.”

He rushes off the table and I remove the facemask, seeing him grab a towel to cover his waist. His arms are crossed in a defensive stance as he bows his head—a mix of protest and obedience.

“This isn’t a date, it’s a rubdown. My men don’t need to be harassed with a string of personal questions.”

“I don’t mind. My answers have been discreet.”

“Shut up, Quinn. I mind.” She points a spindly finger at him then at me. “Can you finish this without interrogating him? Or should I send in someone else to finish the job?”

“I didn’t pay for anyone else.”

“I’ll finish up,” he says. “We’re good.”

With my hands covering my tits, I give her an appalled look, but she tosses one right back before walking out.

Nasty wench.

I tie the strings of my bikini then recline, giving the ceiling a good stare.

“How am I doing?” he asks with a half-grin, trying to lighten the mood.

“Great. The massage is great... but the lack of privacy sucks.”

“Well, let’s talk about you instead.” His hand streams up my arm then floats down to my wrist. “Tell me why you’re depressed.”

“That’s not an easy subject.”

“Then you decide what you’d like to say about yourself. How ‘bout a quick bio? If I found you on Facebook, what would be on your page?”

“Good question. You’d find a lot of posts about the mistreatment of animals, political issues, e-cards and gifs with foolish quotes, photos of my mom and me before she... died.” I take a deep breath. And another.

“You okay?”

“Yeah... lots of selfies when I’m drunk, and pictures of my uncle’s dog, Baxter... bits and pieces of my life. Although, I’m really just a nobody.”

“You’re pretty hard on yourself.”

“No. My mom used to say we’re born
nobodies
and become a
somebody
after we’ve fulfilled at least five life goals. So I’m still a nobody. I’m not hard on myself, it’s the truth.”

“That’s an odd thing to say... for your mom to say. Was she serious?”

“She was a high school guidance counselor and an overachiever who wanted me to be just like her, she was damn serious. We loved one another, but she’d be disappointed in what a failure I’ve become.”

“You’re only twenty.”

“Twenty is supposed to be a big year. I’m an adult and should be living on my own by now. She made me come up with a four-year plan when I started college and now I’m off course, way off course. Everything’s fucked up.”

“You can’t follow a fabricated plan. That’s not how life works.”

“It did for her.”

“Did it?”

I close my eyes in an unsuccessful attempt to buffer his words. It worked for her. It did.

“What about your dad?”

“Never knew him. My parents were divorced before I could even walk. And no, I have no siblings. My aunt and uncle who I came here with are my only family.”

“Friends?”

“Back in my hometown, but not in Albany where I’m living now. That will change once school starts in the fall. I’m transferring to the college where my uncle’s the head football coach.”

“Major?”

“Social Work.”

“Employed?”

“This reminds me of my college interviews, and no, not since last summer.”

“Hmm.”

“Hmm, what?”

“So what do you do? If you’re not in school, don’t work, and have no friends...”

“I reflect. I dream. I get angry about life. Fucking furious about life... sometimes... sometimes I drive to New Jersey to an area where a body was found. I spend hours sitting there, listening, watching, waiting.”

His hands stop on my neck and my pulse thumps his fingers. I stay silent as he tries to get a grip on what I just said.

“What are you waiting for?” he asks with care.

“I don’t know... a change, maybe. A sign. A voice.”

“Your mom?”

“Yeah, my mom.”

“Sorry.”

My head tilts toward the glowing candles when a timer chimes. He helps me to an upright position, resting his hands on my upper thighs and taking a moment to stare. The corners of his lips rise high. I’m finding him more and more likeable—a guy I could see myself dating.

“Five minutes to go.” He leans closer, moving my hair behind my ear. After wetting his lips and embracing the side of my face with his palm, he speaks soothing words into in my ear. “There’s a place I like to go at night. It’s in the woods behind the pool. Find me there around two. I want to introduce you to someone.” His hand travels down my torso, landing over my clit. The motion’s tender, causing my head to drop to his chest and a long exhale to leave my mouth. Damn it, it’s been such a long time, and I can tell he’s cautious, knowing he’s breaking Roxanne’s rules. “You fascinate me... I want to get to know other parts of you... sneak away with me tonight so we can have some fun together.” He steps back and raises his voice so she doesn’t get suspicious. “I have one last surprise for you before this ends. Please put the mask back on and get comfortable.”

I recline and wait, lost in the thought that his dick was pressed against my body, and his hand was on my clit, all before experiencing the pleasure of his lips. I want them, and I hope he notices I’m mimicking his action by wetting mine. I bet we can slip in a kiss without Roxanne noticing.

“Again, don’t hesitate to tell me to stop if you’re uncomfortable.” He traces my bikini top, placing a finger underneath the fabric and lifting it to my shoulders. I hold my breath, expecting his hands or lips to caress me. Craving him. Tempted by him.

A feathery brush floats above my nipples, fluttering down to my feet. I’m intoxicated by the airy play and never expected to feel like a spoiled princess.

“What is that?”

“Honey dust. A powder that’ll make your skin glow, if it isn’t already. I’m applying it with a makeup brush.”

“And I thought paying for this would be a mistake, but what you do in here... this... this is amazing. I’m so comfortable, with you
and
with my body. I can’t believe I’m on my back with my arms spread wide and my top off. It’s like I’m weightless, if that makes any sense.”

“I told you, my job is to provide pleasure.”

“You just never get to experience it yourself.”

The brush pats my forearm, producing small tremors that shoot down to my toes. My waist drops and squirms in a hopeful rocking motion. God. I want to touch him. I want him to slide inside me. Forget his last name and his past. I want this man. I want us to fuck.

“Did it work?” he whispers.

“Hmm?”

“Are you lusting over me? Do you have urges you can’t control?”

“Quinn, room twelve,” Roxanne says, her voice coming from the doorway. “The next one’s sixty-two, her name’s Patricia. Paid for an hour and said she wants you to use your feet instead of your hands. Think you can do that?”

“My feet?” He sighs. “I’ll try.”

“And fix your hair, it’s a fucking mess from the pool. Clean yourself up.” Her steps fade as she heads back to her room.

I’m so relaxed that I didn’t even try to cover my tits when she walked in.

“Stay on the table for as long as you’d like. Take your time. Enjoy the scent of honey, the warmth of the room, and the sounds of the water. There’s no rush.” The back of his tender hand brushes my cheek. “Enjoy the rest of your night, Adlyn.”

Chapter Five

BLADES OF FRESH-CUT GRASS stick to my feet as I slog through the yard behind the pool. My pinky toe breaks free from my sandal and I twist my ankle on a pinecone while making my way toward the woods. I should’ve asked Quinn to be more specific. We’re in the Adirondack Mountains for fuck’s sake. Miles and miles of trees and brush, and he wants me to meet him back here? Where?

I gaze upward at tall pines silhouetted by the moon, then back down toward the darkness of the forest. A mosquito bites my ankle while a second one buzzes near my ear. Dumb fuckers. I swat them away and unroll the cuffs of my jeans to cover my flesh. With my hoodie pulled over my head, I start my hike, looking for any sign of him.

My cell’s flashlight app has a bright enough beam to keep me from tripping over any sticks or rocks, but it’s not helpful for seeing at a distance. I can’t scan the woods with it or use the damn thing for what it’s intended for... to call him. I don’t even know if he has a cell. I haven’t seen any of the workers here with one, which seems unusual.

A dead branch breaks under my foot and the mosquitos have called out their entire clan to swarm my head. Bet they’re after my sweet honey-scented skin.

“Quinn?” I whisper, checking the time on my cell.

2:05 a.m.

The temperature’s lower amid the trees, producing a cold, sticky moisture in the air. My hands and feet are chilly and decaying leaves have hitched a ride alongside the blades of grass. Soon my feet will resemble a squirrel’s nest.

“Quinn,” I say louder.

“Phweeeet,”
he whistles.

I tilt the light, seeing a dark figure ahead. He waves for me to follow, weaving in and out of trees before disappearing from sight.

After getting scratches on my hands from the underbrush, and slipping on the vegetation covered in condensation, I manage to find my way to a clearing. The figure waits in front of small barn, sliding a double door open when I approach.