The Icarus Agenda (14 page)

“Then, as the lawyers would say, there’s a convenient convergence of objectives, rearranged in time and purpose so as to accommodate all parties without conflict. I hear phrases like that in Washington all the time. Very sharp.”

“I am a doctor,
ya Shaikh
, not a lawyer.”

“To be sure,” agreed Evan, smiling faintly. “But I wonder about our young friend in the palace. He wanted to ‘discuss’ Amal Bahrudi. I wonder where that discussion would have led us.”

“He’s not a lawyer either.”

“He has to be everything to run this place,” said Kendrick sharply. “He has to
think
. Especially now.… We’re wasting
time, Doctor. Mess me up a bit. Not the eyes or the mouth, but around the cheeks and the chin. Then cut into my shoulder and bandage it, but don’t dry the blood.”

“I beg your
pardon
?”

“For Christ’s sake, I’m not going to do it myself!”

The heavy steel door sprang back, yanked by two soldiers who instantly placed their arms against the exterior iron plate as if expecting an assault on the exit. A third guard hurled the wounded, still-bleeding prisoner into the huge concrete hall that served as a mass cell; what light there was, was subdued, provided by low-wattage bulbs encased in wire mesh and bolted to the ceiling. A group of inmates instantly converged on the new entry, several gripping the shoulders of the bloody, disfigured man awkwardly trying to rise from his knees. Others huddled around the imposing metal door chattering loudly among themselves—half shrieking, actually—apparently to drown out whatever was being said inside the compound.

“
Khaleebalak!
” roared the newcomer, his right arm lashing upward, freeing itself, then with a tight fist pummeling the face of a young prisoner whose grimace revealed rotted teeth. “By Allah, I’ll break the head of any imbecile here who
touches
me!” continued Kendrick, screaming in Arabic and rising to his full height, which was several inches taller than the tallest man around him.

“We are many and you are
one
!” hissed the offended youngster, pinching his nose to stop the bleeding.

“You may be many but you are lovers of
he
-goats! You are
stupid
! Get
away
from me! I must
think
!” With his last explosive remark, Evan slammed his left arm against those holding it, then instantly pulled it back and thrust his elbow into the throat of the nearest prisoner holding him. With his still-clenched right fist, he swung around and hammered his knuckles into the man’s unsuspecting eyes.

He could not remember when he had last hit another person, physically attacked another human being. If his flashing memories were correct, it went back to grammar school. A boy named Peter Somebody-or-other had hidden his best friend’s lunch box—a tin box with Walt Disney characters on it—and because his friend was small and Peter Somebody-or-other was bigger than his best friend, he had challenged the bully. Unfortunately, in his anger he had beaten the boy named Peter so severely that the principal called his father and both adults told him he was
terribly wrong. A young man of his size did not pick fights. It wasn’t fair.… But, sir! Dad!… No appeal. He had to accept twenty demerits. But then his father said if it happens again, son, do it again.

It happened again! Someone grabbed his neck from behind!
Lifesaving procedure
. Why did it come to mind? Pinch the nerve under the elbow! It releases the grip of a drowning man!
Red Cross Senior Lifesaving Certificate. Summer money on the lake
. In panic, he slid his hand down the exposed arm, reached the soft flesh under the elbow and pressed with all the strength that was in him. The terrorist screamed; it was enough. Kendrick hunched his shoulders and threw the man over his back, slamming him down onto the cement floor.

“Do any of you want
more
?” whispered the newest prisoner harshly, crouching, turning, his height still apparent. “You are
fools
! If it weren’t for you idiots, I would not have been taken! I despise
all
of you! Now, leave me alone! I told you, I must
think
!”

“Who are you to insult us and give us orders?” screeched a wild-eyed postadolescent, a harelip impeding his diction. It was all a scene out of Kafka—half-crazed prisoners prone to instant violence, yet nervously aware of more brutal punishment from the guards. Whispers became harsh commands, suppressed insults screams of defiance, while those who spoke looked continuously toward the door, making sure the babble beyond covered whatever they said, keeping it from eavesdropping enemy ears.

“I am who I
am
! And that is enough for she-goat fools—”

“The guards told us your name!” stammered another inmate, this one perhaps thirty, with an unkempt beard and filthy long hair; he cupped his lips with his hands as though they would stifle his words. “ ‘Amal
Bahrudi
!’ ” he yelled. “ ‘The
trusted
one from East Berlin and we’ve caught him!’ … So what? Who are you to us? I don’t even like the way you look. You look very odd to me! What is an Amal Bahrudi? Why should
we
care?”

Kendrick glanced over at the door and the agitated group of prisoners talking excitedly. He took a step forward, again whispering harshly. “Because I was sent by others much higher than anyone here or in the embassy. Much,
much
higher. Now, I’m telling you for the last time, let me
think
! I have to get information
out
—”

“You try and you’ll put us all in front of a firing squad!” exclaimed another prisoner through his teeth; he was short and
strangely well groomed, except for unaccountable splotches of urine staining his prison trousers.

“That bothers you?” replied Evan, staring at the terrorist, his voice low and filled with loathing.
It was the moment to establish his credo further
. “Tell me, pretty little boy, are you afraid to die?”

“Only because I could no longer serve our cause!” gushed the boy-man defensively, his eyes darting about, seeking justification. A few in the crowd agreed; there were emotional, knee-jerk nods from those close enough to hear him, swept up in his fears. Kendrick wondered how pervasive was this deviation from zealotry.

“Keep your voice down, you fool!” said Evan icily. “Your martyrdom is service enough.” He turned and walked through the hesitantly parting bodies to the stone wall of the immense cell where there was an open rectangular window with iron bars embedded in the concrete.

“Not so fast, odd-looking one!” The rough voice, barely heard above the noise, came from the outer fringes of the crowd. A stocky, bearded man stepped forward. Those in front of him gave way as men casually do in the presence of a noncommissioned superior—a sergeant or a foreman, perhaps; not a colonel or a corporate vice president. Was there someone with more authority in that compound? wondered Evan. Someone else watching closely, someone else giving orders?

“What is it?” asked Kendrick quietly, abrasively.

“I also don’t like the way you look! I don’t like your face. That’s enough for me.”

“Enough for
what
?” said Evan contemptuously, dismissing the man with a shrug of his head as he leaned into the wall, his hands gripping the iron bars of the small cell window, his gaze on the floodlit grounds outside.

“Turn around!” ordered the surrogate foreman, or sergeant, in a harsh voice directly behind him.

“I’ll turn when I care to,” said Kendrick, wondering if he was heard.

“Now,” rejoined the man in a voice no louder than Evan’s—a quiet prelude to his strong hand suddenly crashing down on Kendrick’s right shoulder, gripping the flesh around the bleeding wound.

“Don’t
touch
me, that’s an order!” Evan shouted, holding his ground, his hands vising the iron bars so as not to betray the pain he felt, his antennae alert for what he wanted to learn.… It
came. The fingers clenching his shoulder spastically separated; the hand fell away on Evan’s command, but tentatively returned a moment later. It revealed enough: the noncom gave orders bluntly, yet he received and executed them with alacrity when they were given by an authoritative voice. Enough. He was not the
man
here in the compound. He was high on the totem pole but not high enough. Was there really another? A further test was called for.

Kendrick stood rigid, then without motion or warning swung swiftly around to his right, dislodging the hand as the stocky man was ignominiously thrown off-balance by the clockwise movement. “All right!” he spat out, his sharp whisper not a statement but an accusation. “What is it about me you don’t like? I’ll convey your
judgment
to others. I’m sure they’ll be interested, for they would like to know who’s making
judgments
here in Masqat!” Evan again paused, then abruptly continued, his voice rising in a one-on-one challenge. “Those judgments are considered by many to be curdled in ass’s milk. What
is
it, imbecile? What don’t you like about me?”

“I do not make judgments!” shouted the muscular terrorist as defensively as the boy-man who feared a firing squad. Then just as quickly as his outburst had erupted, the wary sergeant-foreman, momentarily frightened that his words might have been heard above the babble, regained his suspicious composure. “You’re free with words,” he whispered hoarsely, squinting his eyes, “but they mean nothing to us. How do we know who you are or where you come from? You don’t even look like one of us. You look different.”

“I move in circles you don’t move in—can’t move in. I can.”

“He has light-colored eyes!” The stifled cry came from the older, bearded prisoner with the long filthy hair peering forward. “He’s a spy! He’s come to
spy
on us!” Others crowded in, studying the suddenly more menacing stranger.

Kendrick slowly turned his head toward his accuser. “So might you have these eyes if your grandfather was European. If I cared to change them for your grossly stupid benefit, a few drops of fluid would have been sufficient for a week. Naturally, you’re not aware of such techniques.”

“You have words for everything, don’t you?” said the sergeant-foreman. “Liars are free with words, for they cost nothing.”

“Except one’s life,” replied Evan, moving his eyes, staring at individual faces. “Which I have no intention of losing.”

“You are afraid to
die
, then?” challenged the well-groomed youngster with the soiled trousers.

“You yourself answered that question for me. I have no fear of death—none of us should have—but I
do
fear not accomplishing what I’ve been sent here to accomplish. I fear that greatly—for our most holy cause.”

“
Words
again!” choked the stocky would-be leader, annoyed that a number of the prisoners were listening to the strange-looking Euro-Arab with the fluid tongue. “What is this thing you are to accomplish here in Masqat? If we are so stupid, why don’t you tell us,
enlighten
us!”

“I will speak only to those I was told to find. No one else.”

“
I
think you should speak to me,” said the sergeant—now more sergeant than foreman—as he took a menacing step toward the rigid American congressman. “We do not know you but you may know us. That gives you an advantage I don’t like.”

“And I don’t like your stupidity,” said Kendrick, immediately gesturing with both hands, one pointing to his right ear, the other at the moving, chattering crowd by the door. “Can’t you
understand
?” he exclaimed, his whisper a shout into the man’s face. “You could be heard! You must admit you
are
stupid.”

“Oh, yes, we are that, sir.” The sergeant—definitely a sergeant—turned his head, looking at an unseen figure somewhere in the huge concrete cell. Evan tried to follow the man’s gaze; with his height he saw a row of open toilets at the end of the hall; several were in use, each occupant’s eyes watching the excitement. Other inmates, curious, many frantic, rushed alternately between the loud group by the heavy door and the crowd around the new prisoner. “But then, sir,
great
sir,” continued the heavy-set terrorist mockingly, “we have methods to overcome our stupidity. You should give inferior people credit for such things.”

“I give credit when it is due—”

“Our account is due
now
!” Suddenly, the muscular fanatic shot up his left arm. It was a cue, and with the signal voices swelled, raised in an Islamic chant, followed instantly by a dozen others, and then more, until the entire compound was filled with the reverberating echoes of fifty-odd zealots shrieking the praises of the obscure stations leading into the arms of Allah. And then it happened. A sacrifice was in the making.

Bodies fell on him; fists crashed into his abdomen and face. He could not scream—his lips were clamped by strong clawlike
fingers, the flesh stretched until he thought his mouth would be torn away. The pain was excruciating. And then abruptly, his lips were free, his mouth halfway in place.

“Tell us!” screamed the sergeant-terrorist into Kendrick’s ear, his words lost to the wiretaps by the wildly accelerating Islamic chanting. “Who
are
you? What place in hell do you
come
from?”

“I
am
who I
am
!” shouted Evan, grimacing and holding on as long as he could manage, convinced he knew the Arabic mind, believing a moment would come when respect for an enemy’s death would induce a few seconds of silence before the blow was administered; it would be enough. Death was revered in Islam, of friend and adversary alike. He needed those seconds! He had to let the guards know! Oh, Christ, he was being killed! A clenched fist hammered down on his testicles—
when
, when would it
stop
for those few, precious
moments
?

A blurred figure was suddenly above him, bending over, studying him. Another fist crashed into his left kidney; the inward scream did not emerge from his mouth. He could not permit it.

“
Stop!
” cried the voice of the blurred outline above. “Tear off his shirt. Let me see his neck. It is said there is a mark he can’t wash away.”