Castle said, âIt's time to change the book.'
âYes. Is that all? You gave an urgent signal on the phone. Is there more news of Porton?'
âNo. I'm not sure I trust their story.'
They were sitting on uncomfortable chairs on either side of the desk like a master and a pupil. Only the pupil in this case was so much older than the master. Well, it happened, Castle supposed, in the confessional too that an old man spoke his sins to a priest young enough to be his son. With Ivan at their rare meetings the dialogue had always been short, information was passed, questionnaires were received, everything was strictly to the point. With Boris he had been able to relax. âWas France promotion for you?' He took another cigarette.
âI don't know. One never does know, does one? Perhaps coming back here may be promotion. It may mean they took your last report very seriously, and thought I could deal with it better than Ivan. Or was Ivan compromised? You don't believe the Porton story, but have you really hard evidence that your people suspect a leak?'
âNo. But in a game like ours one begins to trust one's instincts and they've certainly made a routine check on the whole section.'
âYou say yourself
routine
.'
âYes, it could be routine, some of it's quite open, but I believe it's a bit more than that. I think Davis's telephone is tapped and mine may be too, though I don't believe so. Anyway we'd better drop those call-signals to my house. You've read the report I made on Muller's visit and the Uncle Remus operation. I hope to God that's been channelled differently on your side if there
is
a leak. I have a feeling they might be passing me a marked note.'
âYou needn't be afraid. We've been most careful over that report. Though I don't think Muller's mission can be what you call a marked note. Porton perhaps, but not Muller. We've had confirmation of that from Washington. We take Uncle Remus very seriously, and we want you to concentrate on that. It could affect us in the Mediterranean, the Gulf, the Indian Ocean. Even the Pacific. In the long term . . .'
âThere's no long term for me, Boris. I'm over retirement age as it is.'
âI know.'
âI want to retire now.'
âWe wouldn't like that. The next two years may be very important.'
âFor me too. I'd like to live them in my own way.'
âDoing what?'
âLooking after Sarah and Sam. Going to the movies. Growing old in peace. It would be safer for you to drop me, Boris.'
âWhy?'
âMuller came and sat at my own table and ate our food and was polite to Sarah. Condescending. Pretending there was no colour bar. How I dislike that man! And how I hate the whole bloody BOSS outfit. I hate the men who killed Carson and now call it pneumonia. I hate them for trying to shut Sarah up and let Sam be born in prison. You'd do much better to employ a man who doesn't hate, Boris. Hate's liable to make mistakes. It's as dangerous as love. I'm doubly dangerous, Boris, because I love too. Love's a fault in both our services.'
He felt the enormous relief of speaking without prudence to someone who, he believed, understood him. The blue eyes seemed to offer complete friendship, the smile encouraged him to lay down for a short time the burden of secrecy. He said, âUncle Remus is the last straw â that behind the scenes we should be joining with the States to help those apartheid bastards. Your worst crimes, Boris, are always in the past, and the future hasn't arrived yet. I can't go on parroting, “Remember Prague! Remember Budapest!” â they were years ago. One has to be concerned about the present, and the present is Uncle Remus. I became a naturalized black when I fell in love with Sarah.'
âThen why do you think you're dangerous?'
âBecause for seven years I've kept my cool, and I'm losing it now. Cornelius Muller is making me lose it. Perhaps C sent him to me for that very reason. Perhaps C wants me to break out.'
âWe are only asking you to hold on a little longer. Of course the early years of this game are always the easiest, aren't they? The contradictions are not so obvious and the secrecy hasn't had time to build up like hysteria or a woman's menopause. Try not to worry so much, Maurice. Take your Valium and a Mogadon at night. Come and see me whenever you feel depressed and have to talk to someone. It's the lesser danger.'
âI've done enough, haven't I, by now to pay my debt to Carson?'
âYes, of course, but we can't lose you yet â because of Uncle Remus. As you put it, you're a naturalized black now.'
Castle felt as though he were emerging from an anaesthetic, an operation had been completed successfully. He said, âI'm sorry. I made a fool of myself.' He couldn't remember exactly what he had said. âGive me a shot of whisky, Boris.'
Boris opened the desk and took out a bottle and a glass. He said, âI know you like J. & B.' He poured out a generous measure and he watched the speed with which Castle drank. âYou are taking a bit too much these days, aren't you, Maurice?'
âYes. But no one knows that. Only at home. Sarah notices.'
âHow are things there?'
âSarah's worried by the telephone rings. She always thinks of masked burglars. And Sam has bad dreams because soon he will be going to prep school â a white school. I'm worried about what will happen to both of them if something happens to me. Something always does happen in the end, doesn't it?'
âLeave all that to us. I promise you â we've got your escape route very carefully planned. If an emergency . . .'
â
My
escape route? What about Sarah's and Sam's?'
âThey'll follow you. You can trust us, Maurice. We'll look after them. We know how to show our gratitude too. Remember Blake â we look after our own.' Boris went to the window. âAll's clear. You ought to be getting on to the office. My first pupil comes in a quarter of an hour.'
âWhat language do you teach him?'
âEnglish. You mustn't laugh at me.'
âYour English is nearly perfect.'
âMy first pupil today is a Pole like myself. A refugee from
us
, not from the Germans. I like him â he's a ferocious enemy of Marx. You smile. That's better. You must never let things build up so far again.'
âThis security check. It's even getting Davis down â and he's innocent.'
âDon't worry. I think I see a way of drawing their fire.'
âI'll try not to worry.'
âFrom now on we'll shift to the third drop, and if things get difficult signal me at once â I'm only here to help you. You do trust me?'
âOf course I trust you, Boris. I only wish your people really trusted
me
. This book code â it's a terribly slow and old-fashioned way of communicating, and you know how dangerous it is.'
âIt's not that we don't trust you. It's for your own safety. Your house might be searched any time as a routine check. At the beginning they wanted to give you a microdot outfit â I wouldn't let them. Does that satisfy your wish?'
âI have another.'
âTell me.'
âI wish the impossible. I wish all the lies were unnecessary. And I wish we were on the same side.'
âWe?'
âYou and I.'
âSurely we are?'
âYes, in this case . . . for the time being. You know Ivan tried to blackmail me once?'
âA stupid man. I suppose that's why I've been sent back.'
âIt has always been quite clear between you and me. I give you all the information you want in my section. I've never pretended that I share your faith â I'll never be a Communist.'
âOf course. We've always understood your point of view. We need you for Africa only.'
âBut what I pass to you â I have to be the judge. I'll fight beside you in Africa, Boris â not in Europe.'
âAll we need from you is all the details you can get of Uncle Remus.'
âIvan wanted a lot. He threatened me.'
âIvan has gone. Forget him.'
âYou would do better without me.'
âNo. It would be Muller and his friends who would do better,' Boris said.
Like a manic depressive Castle had had his outbreak, the recurrent boil had broken, and he felt a relief he never felt elsewhere.
2
It was the turn of the Travellers, and here, where he was on the Committee, Sir John Hargreaves felt quite at home, unlike at the Reform. The day was much colder than at their last lunch together and he saw no reason to go and talk in the park.
âOh, I know what you are thinking, Emmanuel, but they all know you here only too well,' he said to Doctor Percival. âThey'll leave us quite alone with our coffee. They've learned by this time that you talk about nothing except fish. By the way, how was the smoked trout?'
âRather dry,' Doctor Percival said, âby Reform standards.'
âAnd the roast beef?'
âPerhaps a little overdone?'
âYou're an impossible man to please, Emmanuel. Have a cigar.'
âIf it's a real Havana.'
âOf course.'
âI wonder if you'll get them in Washington?'
âI doubt whether
détente
has got as far as cigars. Anyway, the question of laser beams will take priority. What a game it all is, Emmanuel. Sometimes I wish I was back in Africa.'
âThe old Africa.'
âYes. You are right. The old Africa.'
âIt's gone for ever.'
âI'm not so sure. Perhaps if we destroy the rest of the world, the roads will become overgrown and all the new luxury hotels will crumble, the forests will come back, the chiefs, the witch doctors â there's still a rain queen in the north-east Transvaal.'
âAre you going to tell them that in Washington too?'
âNo. But I shall talk without enthusiasm about Uncle Remus.'
âYou are against it?'
âThe States, ourselves and South Africa â we are incompatible allies. But the plan will go ahead because the Pentagon want to play war games now that they haven't got a real war. Well, I'm leaving Castle behind to play it with their Mr Muller. By the way, he's left for Bonn. I hope West Germany isn't in the game too.'
âHow long will you be away?'
âNot more than ten days, I hope. I don't like the Washington climate â in all senses of the word.' With a smile of pleasure he tipped off a satisfactory length of ash. âDoctor Castro's cigars,' he said, âare every bit as good as Sergeant Batista's.'
âI wish you weren't going just at this moment, John, when we seem to have a fish on the line.'
âI can trust you to land it without my help â anyway it may be only an old boot.'
âI don't think it is. One gets to know the tug of an old boot.'
âI leave it with confidence in your hands, Emmanuel. And in Daintry's too, of course.'
âSuppose we don't agree?'
âThen it must be your decision. You are my deputy in this affair. But for God's sake, Emmanuel, don't do anything rash.'
âI'm only rash when I'm in my Jaguar, John. When I'm fishing I have a great deal of patience.'
CHAPTER VI
1
C
ASTLE'S
train was forty minutes late at Berkhamsted. There were repairs to the line somewhere beyond Tring, and when he arrived at the office his room seemed empty in an unaccustomed way. Davis wasn't there, but that hardly explained the sense of emptiness; Castle had often enough been alone in the room â with Davis at lunch, Davis in the lavatory, Davis off to the Zoo to see Cynthia. It was half an hour before he came on the note in his tray from Cynthia: âArthur's not well. Colonel Daintry wants to see you.' For a moment Castle wondered who the hell Arthur was; he was unused to thinking of Davis as anyone but Davis. Was Cynthia, he wondered, beginning to yield at last to the long siege? Was that why she now used his Christian name? He rang for her and asked, âWhat's wrong with Davis?'
âI don't know. One of the Environment men rang up for him. He said something about stomach cramps.'
âA hangover?'
âHe'd have rung up himself if it had been only that. I didn't know what I ought to do with you not in. So I rang Doctor Percival.'
âWhat did he say?'
âThe same as you â a hangover. Apparently they were together last night â drinking too much port and whisky. He's going to see him at lunchtime. He's busy till then.'
âYou don't think it's serious, do you?'
âI don't think it's serious but I don't think it's a hangover. If it was serious Doctor Percival would have gone at once, wouldn't he?'
âWith C away in Washington I doubt if he's got much time for medicine,' Castle said. âI'll go and see Daintry. Which room?'
He opened the door marked 72. Daintry was there and Doctor Percival â he had the sense of interrupting a dispute.
âOh yes, Castle,' Daintry said. âI did want to see you.'
âI'll be pushing off,' Doctor Percival said.
âWe'll talk later, Percival. I don't agree with you. I'm sorry, but there it is. I can't agree.'
âYou remember what I said about boxes â and Ben Nicholson.'
âI'm not a painter,' Daintry said, âand I don't understand abstract art. Anyway, I'll be seeing you later.'
Daintry was silent for quite a while after the shutting of the door. Then he said, âI don't like people jumping to conclusions. I've been brought up to believe in evidence â real evidence.'