Authors: Jane Feather
He chuckled weakly. “It doesn’t always happen, lass. There are always disappointments in the business of loving.”
Portia stroked his nipples with the tip of her forefinger. “Is that a warning?”
He captured her hand with his free one and kissed her palm. “Don’t expect the heavens to fall in every time, love.”
“All right then, I won’t.” She grinned at him. “Even something a little less cataclysmic would be worth having.”
Rufus laughed and reached over to close the sides of her robe. “You’ll get chilled.”
“It’s quite warm in here.”
“It’s a furnace!” he corrected with some vehemence. “Before I dared expose that fragile little body to the air, I built the fire up until it was close to setting the chimney afire.”
Portia sat up. “So you’d planned this?”
“Not really.” He swung to the floor. “It came to me in a flash of inspiration.” He stood, hands on his hips, looking down at her on the bed. “We had some unfinished business, if you recall.”
“Oh, yes,” she said lazily. “I recall.” Her gaze sharpened. “When are you leaving?”
“In the morning. We have to prepare our own reception for Granville’s men, and the disposition of the treasure. It can’t lie around the countryside.”
“No,” she agreed, managing to sound a little forlorn. “How long do you think you’ll be gone?”
“It’s hard to say. But at least a week.”
“I see,” she said with a mournful droop to her mouth.
“Who wanted to be a warrior?” he teased, brushing a lock of hair from her forehead with a finger.
Portia lowered her lids to hide the flash in her eyes.
“I’m resigned to being a left-at-home-to-worry woman,” she murmured.
“There’s nothing to worry about,” Rufus said seriously. “I promise you, lass, that
I
will return unscathed from this little expedition.”
And how many wouldn’t?
She had betrayed Cato and his men to Decatur vengeance. Or had she simply protected Rufus from Granville vengeance? Maybe it all came to the same thing.
W
ill was as embarrassed on the third day of lessons as
he’d been on the first. He stood on the riverbank, watching critically as Portia drew back the slender willow bow, taking aim at the target set into the thick trunk of a leafless oak.
It was the britches
, he thought. That was what made her seem so outlandish, so unlike any woman he’d ever met. But then he thought it wasn’t just that. Although that was a part of it. It was all part and parcel of her strangeness. And Will was a conventional soul, truly comfortable only with the routines and the people he knew. He liked the excitements of his outlaw life, certainly, but they were what he was used to. He knew what to expect, and what to expect of his comrades. And this Mistress Worth was as unexpected and as curious as if she’d descended from the moon.
At first Will hadn’t known whether Portia was serious or not about joining Rufus’s militia, but after its commander and his men had left Decatur, she’d made it crystal clear that she was in deadly earnest. And Will had found her impossible to resist. He still didn’t know why. Oh, it was one thing for her to remind him that she’d saved his life, to say she was calling in the favor, but he still could have refused on the grounds that his commander hadn’t authorized it and he couldn’t act without orders. But for some reason he hadn’t been able to say that.
He’d consulted George, who was Rufus’s oldest friend, the man who, on the death of Rufus’s uncles, had taken on the role of elder statesman among the outlaw clan. And George, instead of saying Portia’s idea was ridiculous, had merely twinkled at Will in his placid fashion and said, “Why not? Can’t do any ’arm to gi’ the lass a few lessons. It’ll be between ’er an’ the master in the end, anyway.” And he’d offered to teach Portia
the more savage arts of pike and musket, leaving Will with the delicacies of archery and swordsmanship.
George seemed to have no difficulties with his task, but then the older man was not disturbed by his new pupil, unlike Will, who, in Portia’s presence, became tongue-tied, argumentative, although he didn’t want to be, and stumble-footed.
Will forced himself to concentrate on the task in hand. Having once agreed to take it on, pride would not let him fail. It wasn’t going to be his fault if Portia didn’t succeed in making the grade.
As he watched her closely now, she was testing her healing ankle gingerly before loosing the arrow, and he knew from three days of this all the telltale signs of nervousness that preceded the moment of firing. The set of her shoulders, the little adjustments of her feet. He waited for her to look up into the sky as she always did the instant before loosing the arrow.
And as always he was aware of reluctant admiration at her determination. If determination alone would get her through, she would succeed. The willow was strong, much stronger than any bow she would have used in sport archery, and it was an effort for her to bend it, but she managed it now with the appearance of ease.
An excited shout came from the lane leading to the river just as she released the string. The arrow flew mortifyingly wide of the mark, to land on the river, skidding across the ice.
“We’ll get it … we’ll get it!” Toby and Luke, still shrieking, materialized from the lane. “We saw you … we saw you,” they chanted, as they raced past and skidded across the ice to retrieve the arrow. There was a brief rough-and-tumble as they fought for possession, then Toby, triumphant, slid on his bottom back to the bank, waving his prize above his head. Luke, wailing, remained in the middle of the ice.
Will went to fetch him, carrying him back to shore. “You can’t be here while we’re practicing,” he said.
“We’ll stand behind,” Toby protested. “Way way behind. All the way over here.” He bounced back a few yards in demonstration.
“That’s not good enough,” Will said firmly.
“Apart from anything else, you ruined my shot,” Portia
declared, taking another arrow from her quiver. “If you do that again, I could easily misfire and hit you. And then where would you be?”
“Dead?” questioned Toby thoughtfully.
“Hurt, anyway,” Portia said. “Go back to the village, and when Will and I have finished, I’ll come and fetch you and we’ll take Juno for a walk.”
“Promise?”
“Promise.”
They went reluctantly, looking over their shoulders as they did so.
“I think,” Will began diffidently, “that you’re not standing quite right. You need to open your legs more.” A deep flush spread up from his neck.
“Like this?” Portia braced herself, feet wide apart, as she fitted the arrow to the bow.
“Yes, but your shoulders …” Will adjusted her shoulders, his face aflame, silently wishing his cousin to the devil. He stepped back. “Now try.”
The arrow this time hit the target respectably close to the center. Will retrieved it. “That was good.”
“Not good enough,” Portia stated flatly. “I’m damned if I’ll leave this bank today before I get a bull’s-eye, Will.” She took the arrow back and fitted it to her bow. “Tell me what else I’m doing wrong. You must know.”
“I think it’s the way your fingers are controlling the arrow,” he said diffidently. “You’re holding it too tightly.” Standing behind her he reached around to demonstrate. His arms brushed her breasts and he jumped back as if he’d been burned.
Portia turned to him. “Look, Will, can’t you forget that I’m female?”
“Not very easily,” he said. “And particularly when you’re Rufus’s bedmate.”
“Oh.” She scratched her head in thought. “Can’t you think of me like one of the other women who come into the village?”
Will merely stared at her as if she’d lost her wits. She sighed. “I suppose not. Well, let’s look at it this way. As far as
I’m concerned, you’re Rufus’s cousin and therefore almost like a brother to me. Can’t you see me like a sister?”
“I suppose I could try,” Will said a touch glumly. “But it’s not easy. I’ve never had a sister … and I don’t think even if I had she would be anything like you.”
Portia gave up. Will would get used to her in the end.
Her lessons with George were altogether easier. The old soldier saw only his task, and once he’d decided for himself that his pupil was absolutely serious, he went about teaching her with the prosaic efficiency he employed with any new recruit. It took Portia a while to get used to lunging at a sack of straw with a pike, imagining that the wickedly sharp point was ripping through human flesh and sinew. She wasn’t bloodthirsty by nature, and George’s lessons in anatomy, while pointing out the most efficacious points of contact, were remarkably graphic.
However, she told herself that this was only an exercise. She had to prove to Rufus and his men that she could do it. That she could be depended on in any situation. It didn’t
have
to mean that she would find herself actually trying to skewer someone’s guts.
The musket was better. There was some distance involved in firing a bullet, although she was under no illusions as to the damage it would cause. Her long, thin fingers were deft and quick, and she had little difficulty mastering the art of reloading in the time allotted. The weapon was heavy on her shoulder, though, and the recoil jolted her arm badly. Within a few hours she’d acquired a massive bruise, and it took all her powers of endurance to continue practicing without letting George see how painful it was.
The rapier work was the best. Jack had taught her to fence when she was twelve. It was a sport at which he had excelled until brandy had ruined his eye and the tremors prevented him holding anything heavier than a brandy flagon. Will was much more relaxed when they were fencing in Tod’s barn. Portia’s skill left him little to teach her, and quickly their bouts became enjoyable for both of them.
As the days passed with no news, Portia quelled her anxiety. She told herself that the longer Rufus was away, the better.
She wanted to be absolutely proficient when he returned. She wanted George and Will to be able to say without a qualm that she was skilled enough to stand beside them in the line of battle. Her lessons drew observers. They were amused, skeptical, at first. But then there were subtle changes in their attitude. Their comments became encouraging rather than slightly mocking, and soon they were offering their own advice. Portia began to feel with each day that she was somehow—all on her own without Rufus—forging a place for herself among these men.
Not once did she feel threatened by her position as a lone woman among an infamous band of savage brigands. Experience had taught her to expect the worst of men, particularly in groups, and at first she assumed their restraint was because she was the master’s woman and no one would dare to muscle in on their commander’s territory. But that wouldn’t preclude lascivious looks, insulting sexual innuendos, asides, and degrading jokes. But there were none of those either. It was a pleasant surprise, one that put a few dents in her preconceived notions of the male sex in general.
She was engaged with Will in a fierce fencing match in Tod’s barn when Rufus returned. He had ridden into the village a little ahead of his men and arrived without fanfare, wanting to surprise Portia. He was disappointed to find the cottage empty, and went in search of her in the mess.
“Oh, the lassie’s usually wi’ Will in Tod’s barn at this time o’ day,” Josiah informed him casually from among the cooking pots.
Rufus was intrigued. What possible daily business could take Will and Portia to the barn? He made his way there and paused at the unmistakable sound of steel on steel. Frowning now, he slipped through the half-open door to the barn and stood in the shadowy dimness watching the two lithe figures.
Portia was good, he realized immediately. She was quicker than Will, and maybe a little less accurate in her lunges because of her speed, but she parried his attacks with impeccable precision and her opponent could rarely get under her guard.
God, how he’d missed her! Even in the absorption of planning, in the heat of danger and the excitement of victory,
he had thought of her constantly. He couldn’t wait to get back to her … couldn’t wait to hear that she had missed him as he had missed her.
She’d not been sitting moping in his absence, though, he thought wryly. He watched her for a moment, unseen, enjoying this private moment of appreciation. Her grace and enthusiasm on the piste reminded him of her wonderful uninhibited dancing, and of the lithe, sinuous way she used her body in lovemaking. She was laughing with exhilaration as she caught Will’s blade with a parry in tierce and Will, looking grimly determined in contrast, dropped his point.
“Bravo, gosling.” Rufus stepped out of the shadows, clapping his gloved hands in approval.
“Rufus!”
Portia tossed her rapier onto a bale of straw, bounded across the barn, and leaped straight into his arms, wrapping her legs around his waist, her arms around his neck, kissing him with unashamed passion.
“You’re safe,” she declared against his mouth. “I was so worried, although I tried not to be.”
“Of course I’m safe,” he scoffed, his hands cupping her buttocks.
“But did you get the treasure?”