The Hero's Lot (30 page)

“Enough, Lieutenant.” Waterson made a cutting motion with one hand. “I'm sure you can find your own way, priest.” He smiled without humor. “You can appreciate that our duty requires us to stay here.”

The lieutenant turned to face Waterson. “This is unbecoming of you, Marcus. The canis are unlikely to attempt the passage again so soon.”

“Then you take him,” Waterson said. “I was told that in exile I would never have to look at a priest again. Now even that is taken from me.”

The lieutenant nodded but gave no response or reproof to the ex-lord's words. “I will take you to the city, Pater.”

“Thank you, Lieutenant.” Martin gestured toward the huddled figure. “What about Rohbe? Can we take him with us?”

The lieutenant shook his head, but before he could speak, the man tending to Martin's former teacher stood. “His mind has been broken by his ordeal. We have a wagon back at our camp and will take him back to the city when we're relieved. So long as he is like this, he will be cared for.”

Martin nodded his thanks and knelt next to Rohbe. “Thank you, dear teacher, for protecting me, instructing me. I pray Deas's blessing as you continue your journey.”

Rohbe turned weak, rheumy eyes toward him and shuddered, “And . . . y-y-you.”

With a heavy heart Martin picked up his metal rod and followed the lieutenant as he shouldered a heavy pack and led the way down the grassy slope toward the river, limping now that the danger had passed. In fact, he hurt in almost every place he could imagine. The man did not stop for his discomfort but led at a pace that allowed Martin to keep up. They followed a bend around the river that hid them from the rest of the party, and finally the lieutenant halted.

“Please forgive me for having you walk so far without relief, but I discerned no dire hurt upon you, and your presence causes Marcus pain.” He pointed to a large rock. “Sit, and I will tend your hurts.”

Martin complied with a groan.

“My name is Shal,” the man said as he rummaged through his pack. “I noticed blood on your shoulder. My needlework isn't the prettiest, but I'm thorough, and it won't open up again once I'm done.”

The shoulder still burned, and Martin's legs were a mass of aches and bruises. He laid his cloak on the ground beside him and doffed his shirt. If the sight of a half-naked priest seemed unusual to Shal, he gave no sign of it.

He poured a thick yellow liquid onto a square of cloth. It smelled of tar. “This will sting a bit.”

When the cloth touched his flesh, Martin flinched and clamped his jaws around a scream. “You have a gift for deprecation.”

Shal nodded with a smile. “Lana, my wife, tells me that is so.” He tapped the wound with his finger. “Can you feel that?”

“No,” Martin said.

His impromptu healer threaded a needle. Martin didn't care for the size of the instrument or the thickness of the thread, but under the circumstances there didn't seem to be much that could be done about it.

“Please forgive Marcus,” Shal said as he worked. “He is still relatively new to his exile, and recognizing you stirred his resentments. Though dour, his skills have been useful in guarding the old passes.”

“He's angry because he's innocent,” Martin said. The admission cost him a pang that matched his external aches.

To his surprise, Shal laughed. “Many of the men and women here are innocent, but it doesn't matter. Guilty or innocent, exiles are welcome here. As the land of last resort, we have few problems with the lawless in Haven. There's nowhere else for them to go.” He nodded toward Martin's breeches. “Let's have a look at your legs. When Martin revealed them, Shal gave a low whistle. “It's a wonder you can walk.”

The exile pulled a jar that held a hint of the same tar smell as the liquid, though not as strong. When he poured a generous glop of the brown goop on his hand, Martin braced himself. Shal laughed.

“It shouldn't hurt so much, although it will feel very warm for a few moments.” He continued to chuckle as he tended Martin's injuries. “We don't often see a priest in Haven. What were you banished for?”

Martin stared. “What?”

Shal raised his head, met Martin's stare with that same placid look. “If you don't want to talk about it, that's fine, but you'll find the healing process goes quicker if you get it out in the open.”

“I'm not guilty of anything.”

Shal nodded in an obvious attempt to humor him. “Most newcomers say that. Nobody will judge you here. You'll find sympathetic ears when you're ready.”

Martin shook his head. “No. You don't understand. I wasn't exiled. I was led here by my guide to find a ship west to Basquon.”

Shal's head snapped up, and his face closed, went flat and neutral. “You haven't been excommunicated by the church?”

The thought made Martin's stomach clench. “Of course not. I'm a benefice.”

Shal stepped back and drew his sword, leveled it at Martin's
chest. “I'll have your weapons, then,
Benefice
.” The gravity of his tone matched his expression.

The sword precluded argument. Martin drew his dagger and handed it over along with the strange metal staff he'd brought from the ruins. “Am I under arrest?”

Shal nodded. “Exile is a death sentence for most of the castoffs the church banishes from Illustra. For the few that make it, our leaders, the council of solis, have declared Haven a sanctuary, a place of peace away from the judgment of the church. But, in truth, for all who enter, it is still exile. None may leave, ever. You are one of us now.”

Martin swallowed and looked in the direction they had just come. “So will we return to your fellow guards?”

Shal rubbed a hand to his jaw, considered. “This will only cause Marcus more pain. I will take you to the city myself. I doubt I have much to fear from a fat benefice.” His eyes were as hard as agates. “Your fate is for the council to decide, but if it's put to hands, I will urge imprisonment for as long as you live.”

 29 
Passage

M
ARTIN FOLLOWED SHAL
along the banks of the Sprata. For an hour, perhaps more, the shadowlander followed behind him with his sword drawn as if Martin, bruised and battered as he was, presented some kind of threat.

With a laugh, Martin turned to confront the man's vigilance. “Tell me, Shal, does one priest present such a threat that you need to keep steel on me the entire way?”

Shal stared at him, then at his blade, before he sheathed it with a contemptuous thrust. “You should not be here.”

Martin sighed. “I'm beginning to believe that, but the decision was not wholly mine.”

A hint of doubt revealed itself in the lines of the lieutenant's face. “You told me you hadn't been exiled.”

“And I told you the truth. There were four of us together on the western side of the mountains. Fire separated us, and I made my way into the shadow lands as you saw, but the choice to use this as our route to Basquon was made by one of the solis.”

“You lie,” Shal said.

“I'm a priest.”

“Priests are not immune to deception. Offer some token of your words.”

Martin shrugged, disinclined to attempt to open Shal's closed mind. “I'm a priest, as you say. What token would you accept?”

Shal walked beside him, still out of arm's length, hand on his sword's pommel, staring at the ground as he considered. “Only one in authority would attempt to bring outsiders here. What is this solis's name?”

Martin walked in silence. Shal's face assumed a self-satisfied expression.

“Please don't mistake my hesitation as refusal,” Martin said. “I'm grateful for my life, but you've drawn steel on me, and I don't know you. I will not reveal the name of the guide who brought us here, but we traveled with the blessing of two women who held a position of authority or respect with the solis in Illustra.”

Shal's eyes grew wide at Martin's words. “Names?”

“I knew them as Adele and Radere.”

The lieutenant choked out his words. “
Knew
them?”

“They died not long after we left them.”

“No.” Shal shook his head in jerks from side to side. “You lie.”

“I do not. They bought our passage through the theurgists of the Morgols with their lives.”

Tears coursed down Shal's face. Martin's pastoral instincts overcame his caution, and he put a hand on the weeping man's shoulder. “I owe them my life and more.” Then, because he wanted to offer Shal something more, he continued. “I have been chosen to present the knowledge of Aurae to my kinsmen in the church.”

Shal's head snapped up. “You know nothing of Aurae.”

Martin nodded. “Perhaps not, but I think I have shown enough for you to grant me civil passage to your city. My friends will be waiting.”

After a pause, Shal gave a reluctant nod. He changed direction, heading straight toward the river. “Come. If your friends came to Haven through the gap, they've been met and taken to
the city ahead of us. We keep boats docked at the river when the need for haste arises.”

Martin stared. “And you were planning to take me on the slower, more arduous route?”

The look he received was filled with apology and a trace of defiance. “I wanted you to feel a bit of the punishment your church has meted out to so many. Not every excommunicate survives their journey to Haven.”

“I have never sentenced any to such a journey,” Martin said.

“Yet you are part of the church,” Shal said in tones that said the matter was settled.

Martin let the conversation die after that. They walked another league to a broad bend in the river where half a dozen broad, shallow-bottomed boats waited, tied to the pier. A pair of guardsmen lounged, looking bored.

Shal moved in front of Martin and greeted the men with an open hand over his heart. “Greetings, brothers. I and my companion have need of a boat to hasten our return to the city.”

The two men eyed Martin with a flash of curiosity that faded after the first moment. The older of the two men, a stocky man with sprinkles of gray in his dark hair, stepped forward. “Newcomers are expected to walk the length of their new home, Lieutenant Shal.”

Shal nodded. “So they are, but this man is not an exile. He was sent here by the heads of the council of nine.”

The other guard's eyes widened at this. “You know this?”

Martin's conscience impelled him forward. “That is what our solis guide told us, and I believed it to be true.”

The shorter man's eyes narrowed.

“He knew their names,” Shal said. “Adele and Radere told him to follow his guide, who led him here.” He paused. “Our mothers are dead.”

The two guards dipped their heads. “Death comes to us all,” they intoned together. When they looked at Martin again, certainty showed in their countenance. “Your tale is beyond us to judge. Take the third boat from the end. It leaks less than the others.”

Shal bowed, adjusted the pack on his shoulder, and moved out along the pier. Martin stepped into the boat, settled himself on one of the gunwales, and watched Shal pole them away from the bank.

“How long will it take us to reach the city?” Martin asked. Doubt and impatience gnawed at him. He did not know if his companions were safe.

“Four days, if my strength holds,” Shal replied.

“What do you mean?”

“The current is with us. A journey that would take two weeks or more on foot can be accomplished in four days, but only if I take little sleep.” The boat picked up speed, and Shal laid the pole in the bottom of the boat and sat at the rear with a hand on the rudder.

Martin watched the grassy banks slip by. Cottages dotted the hillsides a little farther up. They looked deserted.

“The spawn grow worse,” Shal said in response to his question. “In the last couple of years their attempts to hunt on this side of the mountains have grown in frequency and intensity. The council has pulled people closer to the city until the attacks die down.”

The windows of the cottage stared back at Martin like the eyes of the dead. He didn't want to tell Shal the attacks would only grow worse until a new king reigned in Erinon. He didn't want to admit to himself that a new king would reign only after either Errol or Liam died.

A few hours later, as the sun passed overhead and prepared to dip behind the hills, Shal broke the silence. “How long did you know the mothers?”

Martin sighed over the wasted opportunity. He hadn't really known them at all. “I lived near them for almost five years, though I didn't know their purpose until recently. I only knew them as herbwomen, healers for the villagers.”

“A story would make the journey easier,” Shal said.

Martin's desire for privacy warred with his compassion for the grieving lieutenant. With another sigh, he told how Adele
saved him from poisoning, how Aurae told her what to use to counteract the moritweed.

Shal nodded. “Aye, they were both skilled.”

The moon rose over the low-lying hills to the east as the sun's last rays winked out in the opposite direction. Martin shivered in the cool air. They drifted downstream, the landscape drifting by. They floated past a small town, the river sprinkled with piers and boats. Shal navigated through those still on the water.

“Do you have any other tales of the mothers?”

Martin exhaled. “Though I never persecuted them, I made it a habit to avoid herbwomen. Besides, I seldom strayed from my cabin in the hills, and they were busy tending to the hurts and pregnancies of the village. I've told you what I know to be true; anything else would be secondhand information.”

“If you are willing, I would hear it,” Shal said. The strident note no longer filled his voice when he spoke to Martin. Perhaps the knowledge that Martin knew Adele and Radere assuaged his anger. “The trip through the night will be long without a story to break the silence.”

Martin nodded. A tug in his chest, like the prodding of a friend, told him what to say. “I will tell you a story in which Adele and Radere played a part, though it may seem small to you, but it explains why I'm here in your land. Will that suffice?”

Shal nodded in the purple hues of the fading light.

“Well then, let me tell you of Errol Stone.”

Some hours later, long after the moon had risen and become a silver eye in a star-filled sky, Martin finished. Shal steered the boat without speaking, but his silence conveyed a troubled state of mind. The lieutenant's subdued movements carried hints of sorrow.

“This is true?” he asked Martin.

“Aye, it's true.”

“Most men would have made some effort to cast themselves in a more favorable light than you did,” Shal said.

Martin shrugged. “I made the vow I would tell him everything.
Such forthrightness may take some practice. I thought tonight might be a good place to start.”

“Exile would have been kinder,” Shal said. “We would have made him welcome here.”

He nodded. “Agreed, but the kingdom has need of him.”

Shal snorted softly in the dark. “So like a churchman to dismiss suffering by speaking of need.”

Martin ached to protest the accusation, but he could not. He had told Errol more than once he was expendable. Yet he needed to answer the man's accusation. “Do you deny that Deas's hand is upon the boy?”

A moment passed before Shal answered. “No, not if your tale is true.”

“Then do not speak to me of dismissal. Errol bears the need of the kingdom.” Martin turned to face Shal in the darkness. “And of the shadow la . . . Haven, as well—or do you think the Morgols, the Merakhi, and the spawn will be content to leave you in peace?”

They did not speak again for a long time. The moon tracking through the southern part of the sky and the lulling rock of the boat pulled Martin into the depths of sleep, and when he woke, the sun was so far overhead he couldn't be sure it was still morning.

“Are you hungry?” Shal piloted the boat, his eyes bleary and smudged with fatigue.

His words drew an extended rumble from Martin's midsection. “Yes. I can't remember the last time I ate anything of substance.”

Shal smirked without malice. “I thought the clergy made a discipline of fasting.”

Martin nodded. “There, you have me.” He patted his stomach. “Some regimens suit me more than others.”

The lieutenant pointed ahead. “There remains three full days' travel, at least, but the town of Refuge lies just around that bend. I will put in long enough to procure food for the rest of the journey.” He gave an apologetic smile. “It won't be anything fancy on a guard's pay.”

A quarter of an hour later, Shal poled the boat to a pier with
a soft thump. After he tied off, he held his hand palm out to Martin. “You should stay here. Refuge can be a rough place. They won't bother me, but if anyone suspects you're a priest, and even worse, a benefice, we could find ourselves in the middle of a riot.”

“Do they hate the church so much here?” Martin asked.

Shal grimaced and lifted his shoulders. “Many of the people in Haven deserved their judgment, but there are just as many here whose only crime was being the victim of jealousy or ambition.”

Martin nodded, aching to say it wasn't true, but he couldn't. His conscience forbade him.

He sat in the boat as Shal disappeared down an alley into the city. The existence of so many people in the shadow lands surprised him. The city rose on a hill overlooking the river, walled behind a bulwark of natural limestone. Its size hinted that it could boast twenty thousand people or more.

An idea bloomed in the depths of Martin's mind. Erinon needed allies. If the shadow lands could be persuaded to an alliance, any attack by the Morgols could be blunted. The men here wouldn't need to do more than make a show of military movement. The Morgols would have to divide their army to keep a hostile force from attacking them from behind.