Authors: Evelyn Anthony
âDon't be alarmed, my child,' she said. âThey won't hurt you. They're looking for some criminals.' She glared at the soldiers like an animal defending its young. âMy niece is ill, don't frighten her.⦠There, there, my dove, they only want to look inside; they'll be gone in a moment!'
The girl clung on to her, her blue eyes gazing at the Captain as if she expected him to spring upon her. It was a natural assumption for any young girl of the peasant class to make when confronted by the military. In his youth in the Army the Captain had enjoyed one or two amusing evenings at the expense of people like these when his duties called for a search or the requisitioning of food. They were all the same, stupid as oxen, stubborn and cunning as foxes when it came to hiding their money or telling lies to the authorities. He gave the girl a contemptuous look. She was sickly and as thin as a reed. He turned his back on her and went out.
âThere's nothing here,' they heard him say. âCollect the men, Grissot, and we'll ride on. They'll have stopped somewhere. We'll find them!'
The old woman put her finger to her lips and squeezed Anne's shoulders as a warning not to speak. They stayed silent until the house door banged and they could hear the clatter of the horses as the troop remounted and began to ride out of the courtyard towards the gate. Anne sank back against the old woman and closed her eyes.
âThey've gone!' The old man came into the room and hugged his wife. She had recovered herself by then and she gave him a push.
âOf course they've gone! I heard them. Quick, go down to the barn and dig those gentlemen out from under the hay before they suffocate!'
âThe baby,' Anne whispered. âWhere is she?'
âWrapped up in the cupboard, Madame,' Pauline said triumphantly. âAnd sleeping like a little angel. She never made a whimper! You were very good too! Eh, if they'd come half an hour ago, those pigs!'
The coach had been hidden under mounds of straw, and Charles and Paul de Mallot were concealed inside it with the coachman. Their horses were unharnessed and stabled with the farm animals. The farmer had hidden everything very well; so well that it was as hot and airless as an oven in the coach, and the three men crouching inside it were almost stifled. They had still been clearing the towels and water jugs out of Anne's room when the troop stopped on the road, attracted by the light which burned in the upper window. Pauline and Annie between them had worked like furies, hiding the evidence of the birth, hiding the new-born baby in the cupboard where they kept the linen as the first knocks sounded from below. Now Annie came rushing into the room, fully dressed in her travelling clothes, with the old woman's nightcap askew on her grey head.
âAch, Madame, Madame,' she cried, bending over Anne, âare ye all right now? Where's the wee one? Take her out of that cupboard, woman, for the love o' God, before she comes to harm!' She spoke in English as she always did when excited. That one swear-word with which she greeted the intruders was the only French she dared trust herself to speak, and there were half a dozen better ones in honest Scots she would have sooner used to them. Anne opened her eyes and tried to smile.
âShe doesn't understand a word,' she murmured. âShe's bringing the baby now. I'm bleeding again ⦠Annie?'
âYes, my lamb,' Annie bent down close to her, one wrinkled hand smoothed her forehead as if she were a child. âWhat do ye want?'
âWhere's Monsieur Charles?'
âAch,' Annie shook her head. She would never understand the ways of her own sex. Love turned their brains, for certain. She made a great effort and concealed her disapproval.
âI'll go and get him for ye.'
It was the farmer's suggestion that they should hide in the coach until daylight, when anyone approaching from the road could be seen a mile or more away, and it was the insistence of Paul de Mallot which made Charles agree to leave the house without knowing if the child was born. âHow do we know you can be trusted?' he demanded of the old man. âHow do we know you won't betray us when we're buried alive in that coach? By God, if you do â¦'
âYou can trust me, Monsieur, because you can trust my wife,' came the answer. âShe's not the woman to betray that poor girl upstairs or her infant. We've had two of our own and lost both. Get outside and hide yourselves. If you've been followed they'll be here any moment!'
The three men were hidden in the stuffy, suffocatingly hot coach for the best part of an hour when the troop of horses came into the courtyard. It needed all the strength of Paul de Mallot and the coachman to hold Charles still inside their hiding place while the searchers were at work; he was like a maniac for fear that they would discover Anne and take her away while he stayed in safety. When the straw was dragged away it was the farmer himself who opened the door and held the lantern for them as they scrambled out.
âThey've gone,' he said. âYou'll be safe for a while now.'
âMy wife?' Charles demanded. âIs it over?'
âOver an hour or more,' the old man said. He turned and shouted after him into the darkness, but Charles was already running to the house.
âIt's only a girl, but it's healthy!'
Annie met him in the hallway; she raised her eyebrows for a moment at the wild figure, dishevelled and decked with pieces of straw, and stepped in front of him.
âYe've a daughter, Monsieur Charles,' she said. âAnd Madame is not too bad now, bless her. She's been asking for ye.' She gave him a look which expressed a full twenty-seven years of disapproval. âGod knows why!' she added, and then she stepped aside.
âShe's dark,' Charles said. He pushed the edge of the wrapper back from the tiny head, showing the fuzz of inky hair; the little girl yawned and settled with a birdlike movement closer into the shelter of its mother's arm. Anne glanced down and smiled.
âShe's like you,' she whispered. âShe's so small, poor little mite. Promise you'll take care of her.' She had not looked at Charles for some moments after he came into the room and Pauline gave her the child to hold and then left them together. She had asked for him, but now that he was come she felt unspeakably weary and drained; all she wanted in the world was to sleep, and her longing for it was very near that fatal yearning she had felt in the Bastille when death was very close. In the panic when the soldiers came, the two older women had been forced to move her while they hid the signs of the birth, and she had suffered a heavy loss of blood. She was no longer in pain, but there was a shadow round her mouth that had nothing to do with the light in the room. The child was born and it was safe; it felt very warm next to her side. Her own body was quite cold. The same chill was on her hands and cheek; Charles felt it when he kissed both, and a spasm of fear flickered through him like a shaft of lightning. He gazed at the pale face, sunken and sallow as if her skin had turned to wax, the heavy lids closed over her eyes as if they would never open again.
âAnne! Anne!'
She was drifting gently and the sound of her name was like an echo, as if he were calling her in a dream.
âOpen your eyes! Look at me ⦠God damn you, woman, do as I say!'
Instinct made her look at him, blinking to focus; she saw the dark, angry face a few inches away from her, the light eyes blazing with command. The tears were running down his cheeks. âIf you go to sleep now,' he said, âyou'll die. Do you hear me, you'll die! I love you, Anne. I want you; don't shut your eyes again â¦'
âI'm so tired,' Anne whispered.
âI know,' he said, and now his voice was gentle again and he held her close, pressing his cheek against hers. âI know, my darling. But you mustn't give way to it. Listen to me. I love you. Does that mean anything to you now?'
âIt meant everything to me, always,' she said. âIt was all I ever wanted. I thought you hated me; I thought you got the
lettre de cachet.'
The words were trailing off again and desperately he persisted.
âNow you know I didn't. I thought you'd run off with your Irishman to Metz. I was going down there to kill him, I was so jealous. I love you, Anne. I loved you long before, but I wouldn't admit it. I didn't know how. Try to forgive me for what I did to hurt you. Anne, I beg of you, fight it, don't slip away from me now. My heart will break if I lose you.'
With a great effort she looked up at him and raised one hand to touch his face.
âThere's nothing to forgive. I love you; nothing could change that. And I'm happy now, believe me. Nothing matters except that I'm with you at last, just as I always dreamed of being. Safe and loved by you ⦠Take good care of the little girl for me.'
âI'll take care of you both,' he said. âI'm taking you home to Scotland; we've done with France, you and I and Mistress Macdonald there. And when you're well and strong, my love, and the good Scots air has healed you, I'll tell you how you came to be in the Bastille and how I came to get you out. When you're safe at Dundrenan it will seem like a hundred years ago.'
âIt seems like it now,' Anne murmured. She felt a little warmer in his arms and she was loath to let him go. The baby made a tiny sound, and she smiled. The past seemed very unimportant; nothing mattered but her love for him and the knowledge of his love for her.
âHold me,' she said softly. âJust for a few moments more. I don't want to die,' she whispered. âGive me strength, Charles, help me.⦠I don't want to lose you now.'
âYou won't,' he said, and she could tell by his voice that he was close to breaking down again. The arms enfolding her were trembling. âYou're not going to die, my love. I've told you, you're coming back to Scotland with me, both of you. I've got a ship waiting at Le Havre; all we've got to do is make the journey there. And you'll do that, my darling, just as you walked out of the Bastille. Sleep now,' he said, and she looked into the ravaged face and smiled. âSleep for a while and get back your strength. You've a long coach ride ahead of you, and a sea trip after that.'
âI'll try,' Anne said. âI'll really try, beloved. I feel warmer now.'
When he looked down at her a moment later she was sleeping and in her sleep she smiled.
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