The Heaven Trilogy (140 page)

Sherry lay back down and rested for a while. At the moment the man planting his little silver sphere in the sand seemed far away. Like a dream fogged by reality.

What was she to do now? Contact the authorities with her version of what had happened? Tell them that she had been captured by a
terrorist
holed up in the jungle?
And there’s more
, she’d say.

Really? And what would that be, miss?

He’s got a nuclear bomb that he’s going to blow up in the United States
, she’d say.

A nuclear bomb, you say? Oh, heavens! We’ll activate the bat-signal right quick, miss. What did you say your address was?

She rolled to her side and groaned. Maybe she had read too much into the dream. Other than being taken hostage for a day, nothing concrete had happened to lead her to the conclusion that anything remotely similar to a bomb was involved. Only her dream. And really, it could mean that her life was about to blow up, rather than a real bomb.

Get a grip, Sherry.

Father Teuwen’s face filled her mind. He was still back there. She swallowed. That had been real. The father’s words came to her.
Think of yourself as a vessel. A cup. Do not try to guess what the Master will pour into you before he pours,
he had said.
Your life of torment has left you soft, like a sponge for his words.

But you have poured, Father. Every night you pour, filling me with this vision.

Are you ready to die, Sherry?

Sherry sat upright on the bed, half expecting to see Father Teuwen standing there. But the room was empty. The sound of splashing water ceased— Casius was finishing his shower.

Helen had said she was gifted. That she played some part in God’s plan. Like a piece in some cosmic chess match. Heavens, she felt no more like a knight or a bishop than she felt like Father Teuwen’s sponge.

She pushed herself from the bed and walked to the dresser. Her image stared back from the mirror. She scratched at her hair, trying to make some order out of it. Her eyes stared back at her, bright blue again. It struck her that with wet hair she looked like her old self—like Tanya. The door to the bathroom opened and she looked up to the mirror, her hair forgotten. In the reflection, the bathroom door opened and Casius stepped out.

Only it wasn’t Casius she was seeing. It was a blond-haired man, still shirtless, still wearing the black shorts, but clean.

Something clicked in her memory then—something painful and buried deep. A déjà vu in three dimensions that made her blink. Sherry whirled around. He stood, ruffling his hair.

He saw her stricken face and froze.

“What?” he said. “What’s wrong?” He looked quickly around the room, saw no danger, and returned his questioning eyes to her.

Sherry looked from his hair to his face, cleaned of the camo paint for the first time. His eyes were green. Her knees began to quake. Her throat froze shut, and she felt suddenly dizzy. His likeness crashed in her mind like a ten-ton boulder.

But it was an impossibility and her mind refused to wrap itself around this image. A thousand pictures from her early years streaked across her mind’s eye. Her Shannon grinning above the falls; her Shannon shooting from beneath the surface to smother her with kisses; her Shannon popping a shot off at that rooster above the shed and then turning to her with a sparkle in his eye.

A reincarnation of that image stood before her now. Taller, broader, older, but otherwise the same.

She found her voice. “Shannon?”

SHANNON STOOD staring at Sherry. Her mouth gaped as if she were looking at a ghost. And he had already opened his mouth to tell her to get a grip when he saw the change in her eyes. They were blue. They were not hazel.

The words stuck in his throat. He could not place the significance of the change in her eye color, but the detail spun crazily through his mind. She was now clearly a dead ringer for someone he knew. Problem was, his mind had misplaced the identity. For three days her image had whispered to him; now it had tired of its suggestions and it began to wail.
You know this person! You really do know her!
Another assassin? CIA? The warning bells blared through his skull.

Then she called him. “Shannon?” she said. As if it was a question.

The way she said his name, “Shannon,” threw a face up in his mind. It was Tanya’s face. His legs went weak. But it had to be the wrong face, because this could not be Tanya. Tanya was dead.

She said it again. “Shannon?”

Heat surged up his neck and burned at his ears. He dropped his hand and swallowed, feeling that if he did not sit, he might fall. “Yes?” he answered, sounding like a child, he thought.

She wavered and what color remained in her face drained. “You—you’re Shannon? Shannon Richterson?”

This time he barely heard the question because a notion was growing like a weed in his head. Sherry had known the jungle too well for an American. Her eyes were bright blue. Could it possibly be?

“Tanya?” he said.

Two large tears fell from each of her blue eyes and her lips quivered. Then Shannon knew that he was looking at Tanya Vandervan.

Alive.

His heart lifted to his throat and the room shifted out of focus.

Tanya was alive!

TANYA FELT the tears fall down her cheek. She grabbed at the chair beside her. It was either that or fall.

It was Shannon! “Tanya?” The voice soared in from a thousand memories and she suddenly wanted to throw her arms around him and flee all at once. Casius. The assassin! Shannon? This man who had dragged her through the jungle on a mission of death was really Shannon. After all these years. How was it possible?

“Yes,” she answered. “What’s happening?” The question echoed through the room. It was him! She stepped to the bed as if on a cloud and sat down, numb.

Shannon wavered on his feet. “I . . . I thought you were dead,” he said. She could see small pools of tears in the wells of his eyes.

“They told me that you were killed,” she said and swallowed against the stubborn lump in her throat.

“I came to the mission and saw the bodies. I . . . I thought you were dead.” He backed up a step and ran into the wall. She saw his Adam’s apple bob. He was hardly in control of himself, she realized.

“How did you . . . get out?”

“I . . . I killed some of them and escaped over the cliffs,” he said. “What . . .”

She stood and stepped toward him, hardly realizing she was doing so. This man had become someone new. Someone from her dreams.

“Shannon . . .”

He rushed toward her. His arms spread clumsily before he reached her. She felt as though her chest might explode if she did not touch him now. Their bodies came together. Tanya embraced his broad chest and she began to weep. Shannon held her carefully with trembling arms.

They swayed, holding each other tight. For a few moments, he became the boy under the waterfall once again, strapping and young with a heart as big as the jungle. He was falling in a swan dive, arms spread wide, long blond hair streaming behind. Then they were tumbling under the water and laughing, laughing because he had come back for her.

She buried her face in his neck and smelled his skin and let her tears run down his chest.

The next thought fell into her mind like a stun grenade, obliterating the images with a blinding flash.

This wasn’t Shannon holding her with his flesh pressed against her. This was . . . this was Casius. The killer. The demoniac.

Her eyes opened. Her arms froze, still encircling him. A panic ripped up her spine.
God, what have you done to him?

She pushed herself away slowly, carefully, suddenly terrified. He had gone rigid. He stood there and faced her, his thick muscles winding their way around his torso like vines. Angry scars bulged over his chest, like slugs under his skin.

This wasn’t Shannon.

This was some beast who had taken over the body of the boy she had once loved and transformed it into . . . this! A sick joke. With her at its brunt.
Oh, dear Tanya, we have decided to answer your prayers after all. Here is your precious Shannon. Never mind that he is twisted and spewing bile from the mouth. You asked for him. Take him
.

“No,” she said aloud, and her voice trembled.

Shannon’s eyes flashed questioning.

She took a deep breath and tried to settle herself. She still couldn’t believe that this was happening. That this killer, Casius, was somehow connected to her Shannon.
Was
Shannon!

“You . . . you’ve changed.”

He stood and she watched his chest expand with heavy breathing. But he did not respond. He seemed suddenly as confused as she.

“What
happened
to you?” She didn’t mean them to, but the words came out accusing. Bitter.

His upper lip curled to an angry snarl. Like a wounded animal. But he recovered immediately. “I escaped . . . to Caracas. I took the identity of a boy who was killed with his father, the same year my parents were.”

“No! I mean what happened to
you?
You’ve become . . . them!”

The words somehow reached in and flipped a switch in him. His eyes dimmed and his jaw flexed. She took another step back, thinking she should turn and run away. Leave this nightmare.

“Them? I
kill
them!” he said.

“And who’s them?”

“The people who killed my mother!” He said it with twisted lips, bitter beyond himself. “Do you know the CIA ordered it? To give that man in the jungle a place to grow his drugs?”

“But you don’t just kill! That’s why we have laws. You’ve become like them.”

He spoke quietly now, trembling all over. “My law is Sula.”

The name echoed through her mind.
Sula
. The god of death. The spirit of the witch doctor.

“I will do
anything
to destroy them. Anything! You have no idea how long I’ve planned this.” Spittle flecked his lip. “And you have no idea how sick they are.”

She blinked. “What are you saying? How can you say that? You’re insane!”

“They killed my . . . our parents!” His face was twisted into an ugly, terrifying scowl.

“How could you do this to me?” she whispered.

“I’ve done nothing to you!” Shannon said. He turned from her and strode for the door. Without looking back, still wearing only his pants, he stepped from the room and shut the door.

Tanya backed to the bed in shock. She sat heavily, hardly able to form coherent thoughts now. When one did string through her head, it said that this was madness. That the world had gone berserk and she along with it.

She lay back, acutely aware of the afternoon silence. Outside, horns honked and pedestrians yelled muted words. She was alone. Maybe even God had deserted her.

Father, what’s happening to me? I’m losing my mind
.

Then Tanya began to cry softly on the bed. She felt as abandoned and destitute as she had those first weeks after her parents had been killed.

Will you die for him, Tanya?

For him? Shannon.

She curled up in a ball and let the grief swallow her.

CHAPTER THIRTY-THREE

“YES, THAT’S
right, Bill; we don’t have a clue what’s going on down there. But whatever it is, it’s changing the world.”

“I’m preparing for my Wednesday evening teaching at the church, my son is at soccer practice, and Tanya is down in the jungle changing the world.”

“Yes. She’s loving and she’s dying and she’s changing the world.”

“And who’s she loving?”

“The boy.”

“Shannon. So he is alive?”

“I think so. I think that she was called down there to love him.”

“How does that change the world?”

“I don’t know. But it’s all I get now. To pray for her to love the boy. In fact, I really think that’s what this is all about. Tanya loving Shannon. I really do think maybe Tanya’s parents were called down there twenty years ago so that Tanya could fall in love with the boy.”

The line was silent.

“And I think Father Petrus was brought to the jungle years ago for this day.”

“Important day,” he said.

SIX HOURS after Shannon and Tanya fell through the tube into the Orinoco River, three large Yevaro logs followed them. The mountain spit them out like torpedoes and they rushed through muddy waters toward the coast. They reached the Orinoco Delta and bobbed out to sea.

A clipper bearing the name
Angel of the Sea
plucked the first log from the ocean at eight that evening. The log sat snug, among twenty other similar exotic logs bound for the coastal port of Annapolis, twenty miles from Washington, D.C.
,
thirty miles from the CIA headquarters in Langley.
Angel of the Sea
cut north at a steady forty-knot clip. Barring any unforeseen storms, she would arrive at her destination within thirty hours.

Marlin Watch,
bound for Miami, hauled the second log from the waters an hour later. This log contained a silver sphere that consisted of nothing more than a small ball of plutonium. Enough to set off a Geiger counter if one were run along the log’s surface, but otherwise it was harmless.

Two miles behind her, the
Lumber Lord
stowed the third log in its forward hold and steamed north behind the other two ships. Captain Moses Catura leaned over his map in the pilothouse and spoke to Andrew, who stood beside him.

“Two degrees to port, Andrew. That should compensate for the winds.” He looked up into the darkness ahead and swore under his breath. It was the first time he had taken the freighter north on such short notice, but Ramón had insisted. And for a single log! They must have a million dollars of cocaine packed into the tree.

“All set, Captain,” Andrew said. “We should make good time if the weather holds.”

Moses nodded. “Let’s hope so. I don’t like the feel of this one. The sooner we get these logs off-loaded the better.”