The Great Leader (21 page)

Chapter 16

And that's what he did. He planned on walking in the mornings and reading a book a day in the afternoons and evenings. Of course it didn't work out that way with human willpower more than occasionally a weak item. He was making a New Year's resolution a few weeks short of the actual new year and there was a traditional problem with retirees in the Great North that they tend to come close to hibernation in the deep winter months of December, January, and February. A week after Mona had made her startling announcement about King David Sunderson was sitting at his desk sleepily reading about the Whiskey Rebellion in Pennsylvania in the 1790s when Carla called.

“Dwight got ninety days,” she sobbed.

“I'm not surprised.”

“What the fuck do you know about Hawaii?” Her voice was shrill with anger.

“Everywhere public mayhem is punished.” It was a relief to get away from the historical text wherein farmers dressed up like redskins to protest a tax on their homemade whiskey. So what, he thought.

“Well, Queenie left for L.A. to nurse her friends leaving me high and dry with no money. I visit Dwight in the mornings and then I waitress.”

“What do you want from me?”

“I don't know. I needed to talk to someone. Queenie's not answering my calls and you and I have a relationship of some sort.”

“I suppose so.” He wondered what it was though every time he thought of their woodpile coupling he was hopelessly stimulated.

“I thought I should tell you that the Chadron land sale went through. Actually it's a hundred and twenty acres north of Crawford, which is near Chadron and Fort Robinson where Dwight's hero Crazy Horse was murdered.”

“How convenient.”

“Fuck you.”

After she hung up he walked down to the New York Deli and had a corned beef and sauerkraut sandwich on rye (with hot mustard), then stopped at Snowbound Books and bought a new text on the life of Crazy Horse by an Englishman and also, at the suggestion of the proprietor, a book of essays by the poet Gary Snyder called
The Practice of the Wild
. Poetry was very low on his list of interests but he liked the title and felt that he needed a break from history which after all tended to be a record of national bad habits.

On the walk home he was further irked by a thaw that made the snow soft and slushy. He had felt the warmer air from the south through the window in the middle of the night and left for Big Bay well before dawn. He had hoped to reach one of his brook trout spots back on the Yellow Dog Plains but the melting snow clung to his snowshoes and the going was hard. He returned to his vehicle and tried the Bushwhacker skis but had forgotten to buy a pole to replace the one that was missing. He got stuck in a melting drift and fell over sideways yelling “Goddamnit” to the natural world.

His habitual postlunch nap failed due to a recurrent problem with acid reflux and he didn't need to taste the sandwich again. He had found some old vinyl records of Diane's and thought that listening to Berlioz's
Requiem
might elevate him but the old record player wasn't quite up to speed and besides the music only elevated his melancholy over Diane. He decided on a midafternoon jolt of whiskey though he knew it was a mistake. He had seen the unpleasant television ad warning seniors about overdrinking. In the ad an old man had a beer while fishing in his rowboat but then gradually moved up to a six-pack, not a threatening amount to Sunderson. He lay down on the sofa with the obnoxious afternoon sun pouring down on him through the living room window, half dozing and praying to a god unknown for a December blizzard. His thoughts were errant. To wit, if there are ninety billion galaxies how many religions are in the universe? Could he make a beef stew like Diane did without fresh sage? Soon after their divorce he had neglected the heating element in her small greenhouse next to the garage and the herbs had all frozen. Mona had retrieved a science blog for him a few days earlier that claimed religion had a biological inception similar to our aesthetic perceptions. Even other mammals like cows and killer whales enjoyed Mozart. When they were in Florence and Diane had insisted on a three-hour walk through the Uffizi he had wondered about going that long without cigarettes but then had had goose bumps a half dozen times and had quite forgotten the existence of cigarettes. He came away convinced that art books were a hoax compared to the reverence of standing before the actual painting, a reverence ordinarily only elicited by the natural world. Was this religion? Probably.

Something like that since he had read the piece hastily. Unfortunately he slept for a few minutes and reclaimed the past by dreaming of Diane screaming close to his face, “I can't live any longer with a man who sees the world through shit-stained glasses.” This happened the day before she left. She never swore so it truly got his attention, albeit tardily.

He was sweating and not from the sun through the window, which had disappeared. He pretended that the briefest of sobs was a hiccup and poured a very large whiskey, swallowing it in a couple of gulps. As an investigator he didn't generally believe in suppressed memory but had not previously admitted this scream to himself.

He threw on a jacket and bolted the house not wanting to make his way through the bottle of whiskey. He was wearing street shoes which were wet within a few blocks and he stumbled on a curb and nearly fell when the power of the big drink hit full force then he walked more slowly. He made it out to the city park, Presque Isle, for a gorgeous sunset which somewhat subdued his panic but not completely. He was brooding over a case that had preceded their separation and over which Diane had become very angry. In a small town far to the west three upstanding young men had seemingly kept a girl just over eighteen hostage in their deer cabin for three days. They had stowed her clothes outside and she was nude and hysterical when a visiting hunter came to the cabin. The perpetrators were out hunting and the girl had refused to run for it without her clothes. She was from a “trailer trash” family and when the local prosecutor talked to her father he said that she had always been “haywire.” It was a dicey case indeed and when he had described it to Diane she demanded a prosecution full-speed ahead. Sunderson was less sure. When he talked to the perps who were all married with young children they were remorseful and used the excuse that they had all been drinking too much, an excuse all too often honored by some judges with a “boys will be boys” attitude. The prosecutor and Sunderson had agonized over the matter and decided against going on with the case, which would permanently injure the young men with felony convictions. The girl was trying to withdraw the charges under the pressure of her parents. They could have gone ahead anyway with the initial charges but the prosecutor felt too vulnerable in the community and chickened out. Diane was enraged when Sunderson had stupidly said, “She'll get over it,” then went on to explain he couldn't continue without the prosecutor which was less than true. Oddly, in a follow-up inquiry the young woman seemed to be doing well having moved off to Duluth with a friend.

He was utterly fatigued and wobbly when he completed the nearly two-hour walk home, much longer than necessary because he had made a wrong turn and had walked toward a small rented bungalow they had lived in during their happier times early in their marriage. He could barely acknowledge his mistake but then blamed it on his age rather than on a questionable mood.

When he reached the house there was an unfamiliar car parked in front and the kitchen light was on in the late afternoon winter darkness. He walked across the yard then peeked around a maple tree and could see Diane and Mona chatting at the kitchen table. He stood there not wanting to go in his house and face the music but then realized there was no music to face. He slicked back his hair and entered through the porch door with a thoroughly fake smile. Get a grip on yourself, he thought.

“My goodness but you look good. Mona said you've become a fitness buff.” Diane was grinning with no backspin.

“Retirement is more complicated than I thought it would be so I've been walking a few hours a day.” He wished the open whiskey bottle wasn't on the table. To his surprise Diane poured herself a shot.

“I was wondering if you could drive Mona to Ann Arbor and then over to Kalamazoo to look into colleges? My husband is too ill for me to leave.”

“Of course. I'd be glad to.” This was a lie. He had a peculiar fear of heavy traffic.

They left to go out for dinner without inviting him. He wouldn't have gone but was still slightly miffed in the manner of a girl who didn't get invited to the prom. Before they left Diane said that she and her husband wanted he and Mona to come for Christmas. He accepted when he noted Mona's eagerness though in truth he'd rather stay home and suck a dozen raw eggs. He sighed wanting a whiskey but decided to delay it for after he had done a little reading and cooked supper. Diane, always prim and proper, looked ten years younger than her age of sixty-five. Marion had observed that in the past decade women were staying younger much better than men. He wanted to talk to Marion but he was off in Albuquerque, New Mexico, with his wife for a meeting on Indian affairs after which they were traveling to Guadalajara in Mexico for Christmas vacation. He opened D. H. Lawrence's
Studies in Classic American Literature
but something not clearly definable was nagging at him. He called Carla.

“What are you wearing?” he asked impulsively.

“A blue cotton skirt for work. White cotton short-sleeved blouse. It's warm here. Robin's egg blue bikini panties. You want to try some phone sex?”

“Yes and no but not really.”

“I want your thick fat cock in my mouth,” she laughed.

“Never mind, please. We've tried very hard and Mona's a computer whiz but we can find little information on King David's past except some French stuff, and almost nothing on his childhood.”

“You're out of luck. I've known him the longest, three years to be exact, and he's said very little except he was brought up in a bunch of foster families in California. He went to college a couple of years somewhere in Oregon to study acting and anthropology. He knows a lot about Indians. That's about all I know. He's certainly unfaithful to his lovers but you get used to it. I worry that he's burning himself out with Viagra and Cialis. I know he has prostate problems. No wonder.”

“Why does he go for the young stuff?”

“Are you taping this?”

“No. That would be illegal.” He was amused by this.

“The young girl thing is theological. He sees himself as a god with a small
g
. It's important a girl's first sexual contact be with him if she is to live a powerful life. They are actually not of illegal age in most countries.”

“I see,” he said, but he didn't. He knew all of this in bits and pieces but it certainly didn't make a cogent whole.

“He thinks modern times suck and for health we must return to old-timey pagan life. We do a lot of drum dancing and free sex. He says that he is many persons.”

“Do you believe this?” He was trying to ignore the mental image of Carla's butt glistening under the porch light near the woodpile.

“Some days I do and some days I don't. I'm mostly in love with him which is hard work.”

When he hung up Sunderson was mostly amazed at his own sloppiness. In his long experience his habit was to locate the problem criminals, “the person of interest,” as they are currently referred to, and then bear down hard. While unwrapping a piece of thawed venison and pouring a small drink it occurred to him that when he got interested in this case he was nearly retired and he likely subconsciously wanted to prolong it to give himself something intriguing to do. How could cult members willingly sacrifice their underage daughters? How could Abraham be willing to sacrifice his son Isaac? How did religion derange the human mind? Would the Shiites and Sunnis ever stop killing each other? Why did the Catholic Church want to ignore pederasty?

He fried some spuds and then his slab of venison medium rare, still troubled that King David hadn't committed a provable crime though he knew from cultural history that some of the grandest crimes aren't technically against the law. They were simply the way people in power behaved.

The venison and fried potatoes with an amber glass of whiskey would have been even better if it weren't for his errant thinking. The year before his computer crime colleague had told him that there were four million child porn sites. This was hard to believe but there was no reason for the man to lie. About a week later as a favor to Marion he had appeared at a middle school “career carnival” and talked to an assembly about jobs in law enforcement. He had been amazed at how widely varied the sixth, seventh, and eighth graders were. Some looked like mature high school students but many were just kids. In the question and answer period a diminutive girl with thick glasses and braces had squeaked, “I don't think you guys should shoot people. It's not Christian.”

“We don't unless they're trying to shoot us,” he had answered. “In forty years of law enforcement I've never shot anyone.” He did not mention a drunk man on his front porch aiming a shotgun at him. He was betting that the shotgun wasn't loaded when the man's very large wife jumped him from behind crushing him to the porch floor. Afterward Sunderson discovered the shotgun was loaded.

Now at the table forking in the last of the nearly bloody venison he recalled talking to the little girl after the assembly was over. She said she was twelve and read a lot of mysteries because she wanted to be a detective when she grew up. The obvious point was that a girl that age was King David's favorite prey and an adult male who tampered with such a girl should be permanently imprisoned as hopeless scum. There was a fairly specific theory and practice of law enforcement that gave an appearance of sane equilibrium until you put a particular human face in place and then your stomach would begin churning.