The Governor of the Northern Province (2 page)

This was the gift of immigration. The past, even if it never became past, remained over there. He was happier this way, safer, over here. He understood that the General, whether as convict or President, had to blame him for what were now known as the Upriver Massacres, even if they happened under his orders, because Bokarie escaped. INTERPOL, RCMP, FBI—they might be searching for him already, depending on what deals had been struck. He dragged cinder blocks against his apartment door each night.

He was not angry with the General for his betrayal, or for trying to have him killed, or even for the men he bribed to do it. This was the way in their country.

The scorpion got across the river on a turtle's back and stung it just before the shore. A fish swallowed the scorpion. If the fish didn't choke on the stinger, if the fish wasn't speared, if the fish swam hard enough, sometimes it reached clearer waters. Then a bird swooped down.

A woman walked into his store just as he finished stacking the papers. Her eyes, he thought, were like this country. Big and empty. She had a kerchief tied around a sweep of straw-coloured hair. Buttons sprayed with slogans and symbols fanned out across her wide skirt. She wore the indignantly pink T-shirt that he often saw these days on the bus and at the supermarket. She was holding a pink box shaped like a dollhouse. Her lips pursed. She was about to make a speech. He knew this. He had made speeches in his old country. Oh, such speeches.

There will always be growing pains when a great nation is reborn! If a few sandals fall into the fire, or a little woman blood mixes into the ashes, what great loss is this? My brothers, it is no loss. My own mother, my own woman, my own child—they have fled, have starved, have been killed in the first wars of the new history, after the British and the French and the Germans left us to fight amongst ourselves for the right to tend our own fires. Meanwhile, the tribes Upriver have guns and electric and water and maize. They have as many goats in their fields as we have vultures above our huts. Do you wonder why? They worship the swine that squeals in the capital city, our self-appointed President-for-life, who sells our wives and daughters to Nike Red Cross U.S. of A. Who protects the Upriver villagers and fills their troughs because they are all of that snub-nosed, mongrel tribe.

There is one man who can put an end to this. The General. And he has told me that only the eldest and purest people of our beloved homeland can help him cleanse what has been soiled. This is why he has asked us to reclaim our ancient lands as part of his National Restitution Campaign. This is why we must crush the chirping locusts that sing of the President's greatness and slaughter the dancing baboons that step to his orders. This is why we will at last greet rosy pink morning from the moist earth that your fathers' fathers left to you. Brothers! When they desire mercy, you shall make of them a sacrifice! For our sons, for our General, for our nation!

Bokarie remembered his speeches while adding cherry syrup to the Slushie machine. In his new country, he picked out scratch cards for old ladies. They treated him with pity and fear and kindness and curiosity. They gave him zoological stares. He answered their question each time with a different country. This was for practical reasons, though it was also a satisfying entertainment. Yes, I am from Haiti. Indeed, I was in Rwanda. Madam, you can tell that I lived in Sierra Leone. In truth, I did flee the Congo. He confirmed their vaguely Christian, blandly Canadian sympathies. The civil war was even worse than what is shown on television here. The earthquakes swallowed my home and family. When the Americans came in their tanks looking for more oil, we had to flee from their boasts of freedom.

II.

Her lips opened.

“Good morning. Will you put this on your counter? It's a donation box for the Little Caitlin Fund. This is my charity certification card. It says my name is Jennifer. If you agree, this establishment will be added to a growing list of local business sponsors. I will give you one of these official ribbons. Little Caitlin's family and friends will be very appreciative. We need all the help we can get to raise awareness. I'm honoured to be in charge of the community's response to this tragedy. I recently quit my job in the field of human resources management to devote myself fully to making sure Little Caitlin is never forgotten and her tragedy never repeated. The government has recognized my efforts with monthly support. Will you join me, join us?” He responded to her slow loud words with the pidgin English he had practised with a friend in the oil tanker's hold while heaving across the Atlantic. Towards this little pageant of Canada, convenience stores, and Caitlin.

“Thank you. It is much worthy cause. You show courage in giving yourself to it, and your government is very kind to you. I know this truth. In my old country, the heavy rains and the heavy boots bring much death to our children.”

The woman tilted her head, thoughtful like a dog hearing a new sound.

“Oh, you poor man. So you must know what's it like to lose a loved one. And to come to your new country to escape such things and find them here too. Little Caitlin isn't the only one, but with your support, we can help make sure she's the last.”

“Yes. But I must ask manager if allowed to put box here. I like much the pink ribbon. Is it okay, you give? Where I come from, pink means the colour of the dawn.”

Her fingers pressed against the walls of the dollhouse, her mouth turning with impatience, forethought.

“Such eloquence! You're probably one of those brilliant foreign intellectual types who can't get a job when you come over, so you get stuck doing this kind of stuff. Last week I was in Ottawa, visiting the Parliament Buildings. I do that now and then. I was late to catch the bus back to town and needed a ride—”

“Ottawa?” he interrupted, eyes mooning extravagantly.

“Yes, that's the capital.”

He nodded and smiled for her to say more.

“Anyway, my taxi driver was from Bangladesh. He said he was a doctor. You should do ESL at night school. It's funded. You just need to believe in yourself. Like Little Caitlin did. How about the box?”

“Ottawa is the capital.”

“Yes, it is. You should probably visit it at some point. Next time I'm going, I could let you know. But I don't plan to go there until enough awareness has been raised around here of what Little Caitlin means to all of us. So, the box?”

“I ask boss man. My ribbon?”

“Sign this petition. And come to Centennial Park this Sunday for the memorial rally. I'll look for you there. How come you're still wearing your parka?”

III.

Bokarie would send his young and hungry men off to each raid with a speech given from the flatbed of a derelict aid truck and later arrive to crunch an elder's jaw plate against a gutter or to shoot a lingering dog. To proclaim victory. He would inspect remnants of the burnt-out villages reinvented as cities of the new nation, dividing the charred land into lots for squadron leaders baptized as local constables. On the General's behalf and in the name of peace, he attended muggy prayer vigils for the souls of the dead travelling to the cool gardens of the afterlife. The Promised Land. He would spindle his copper-wire arms around the shuddering survivors in sympathy, those who had had enough time to flee into the brush when they heard the rebel anthems sounding up the road. Husbands and mothers and wives and fathers, they had no choice but to accept his comfort though they knew who and what Bokarie was. The terror of possibilities blunted their knowledge of his crimes.

After each visit, he would report to the General. They spoke by satellite phone to make plans for the next incursion. He would receive instructions and then a reminder of how he had been raised up, how his help was needed to bring order to their nation. Mention would be made as well of future rewards. Bokarie would then return to the corrugated shed where he lived with two brothers and a cousin. He had promised each of them a village, a television with DVD, and local virgins, once the General named him governor of the northern province.

But men's plans are in agreement for the space between a butterfly's wings, or, as in his old country, the span of a razor blade. His militia was only awaiting a final order, poised southeast for its triumphant entry into the capital city. He imagined that the General would greet him personally, that he might even be asked to address the National Assembly, but by the time Bokarie took the last village, bones and rumours of the first raid had reached the demilitarized zone and the foreign press pool. Soon, donor nations were murmuring. In the light-bulb cafés and at the dust-whorled checkpoints, strange words began squawking out of the transistors.
Power-sharing
and
reconciliation
and
sanctions
and
multilateral intervention
. Suddenly the General was on CNN embracing the President. A smiling American peacebroker was standing behind them, his hands pink meaty grips on their shoulders. When the General stepped forward and addressed the nation, his tongue was hot and sharp with the language of the new world politics.

“A security coalition will rid our stricken nation of the terrorists and evildoers butchering the river people to the north. With the support of the international community, firm and fearless leadership will bring an end to this tyranny. Freedom will march where it is needed.”

Three days later, Bokarie's younger brother carved a wide arc across his back while he was reading a map. He had just found a shallow creek crossing into the unmonitored brush of a neighbouring country. His cousin shot the assassin in the ribs and neck. Searching the body, they extracted a pair of dark blue passports, payment in advance from the now impossible-to-reach General. Quickly tracked down, Bokarie's older brother pleaded his innocence. It was unconvincing. Fortified by cane liquor, his back bleeding through a poultice of banana leaves, Bokarie then set out for the river with his cousin. His turtle.

The passports were good enough to barter in Africa but too crude for travel beyond. He traded the first to get through the sandpaper-and-scrub interior. The second dropped him into a tanker headed to the deliciously named Newfoundland. Wedged between the barrels, he befriended a nervous Liberian and helped him prepare for his asylum hearing. He learned his story. Later, when he crushed the man's windpipe, the others in the hold shifted positions to absolve themselves of witness. The altruism of survival. In a St. John's impound yard two weeks after they reached the shore, a German shepherd sniffed out the body. By then, Bokarie was in a warehouse dormitory studying refugee relocation pamphlets.

IV.

He stepped off the bus and entered Centennial Park. Everything was thick and wet with spring. Damp in his heavy coat, he dripped and squelched his way into a solemn pink sea. The family was on a stage flanked by monstrous posters. Baby Caitlin, toboggan Caitlin, school Caitlin, birthday Caitlin, soccer Caitlin. A flotsam of cameramen and civic leaders was crushing them.

As he drew close, Bokarie saw the big and empty-eyed woman from his store, Jennifer, teetering at the edge of the stage, trying to control the roseate flood of frothing sympathizers. An old longing returned. His talents were needed.

Tilting her sunglasses, Jennifer glimpsed a pink ribbon flailing in a black hand; it was raised up and floating forward. She remembered him, the pitiful and eloquent African engineer stuck behind a lottery-and-cigarettes counter. He was starting to figure this place out, she sensed, noticing the clump of a winter jacket he had just dropped on a chair as he plotted towards her. He had lost a child to flooding as well, she recalled, deciding that there was currency in skimming a sympathetic new Canadian onto the stage. She was planning to run in the next election, her campaign centred on a private member's bill for drainage security. Think Pink would be the motto. A global dimension could help. She beckoned and he scuttled up. They nodded at each other. She was, for a moment, surprised by what happened next.

Bokarie broke past her, his thin frame cutting towards the family. He embraced them with an ancient comfort. Though startled to be wrapped up in this unexpected black man's soaking clinch, they were too polite to writhe. The audience was quietly, curiously watching.

After a measure, Jennifer intervened, now in control of the stage. She swivelled Bokarie around and guided him forward, her hand pressing against the crest-shaped scar on his back as she whispered instructions. He did not recall the pain. He was smiling. New words started crawling across old sentences. There were photographs. There was applause. There were only possibilities in his new, temperate country. Such a shiny microphone!

2

NONE OF THE ABOVE

I.

When she was nine years old, Jennifer sank ankle deep into the thicket mush behind her family's cornfield and had a mystical experience. She had been off on her own, as was her habit, her station. The other children endured the vibrating July heat by ranging across town. They searched through floridly named subdivisions and behind barren strip malls for ants and the odd frog to burn with bifocals liberated from their grandparents' bureaus. They dropped vengeant fistfuls of pennies in the mailboxes of retired teachers, dental hygienists, and other local warlords known to be at their afternoon naps. But Jennifer was bulling through the swollen cornstalks of her family's few acres. Their green tongues were slapping at her with rain catch dropped down by a sun shower. Which had just stopped.

Coming out on the other side of the drooping green poles, she wiped the water and sweat from her forehead. Everything was dripping warm. She parted the reeds and came upon something that looked like an upside-down fancy candle, or maybe, she thought with a vault in the chest, an iced cruller. She walked forward. She didn't mind the ooze sucking around her shoes when she neared the indifferent elm tree, or the sensation of her bag-of-potatoes body sinking into the wet bottom. She craned her neck and squinted against the sunlight that shot through the higher branches. Because something was happening.